Dashanna K. McNeil Memorial Scholarship

As cliche as it may sound, my mother is my inspiration. My mother is a strong black woman, and she was married to a white man in the 80`s and had 4 beautiful bi-racial girls. Her third child was born sick. For months my mother begged for someone to help her child, but no one would listen to her. The Drs. all told my mother she was crazy and didn't know what she was talking about. It wasn't until my sister was hospitalized that someone talked to my mother. They questioned her sanity, her competency, and her ability to care for her child. My mother always maintained her composure. Eventually, my sister was diagnosed with SCID, a condition similar to the boy in the bubble disease. As my sister grew older, her condition changed and sometimes worsened, and my mother promised she would only have the best care. So my mother educated herself on everything she could to help my sister. She was a full-time employee and mom. There were many times my mother would have to leave us with our dad so she could live in the hospital with our sister. Things between my parents deteriorated, and eventually, my parents separated. My mother raised all of us on her own, worked 2 jobs at a time, and still took care of my sister. My mother's love and determination grew, and she put herself thru college. She would go nights without sleep and days without food. She studied in between my sisters' procedures and therapies. She had the support and help from the amazing nurses and aides on my sisters' health care team. When the time came, she passed her NCLEX and got her degree. She became an LPN. There was never another opportunity for a dr or a nurse to tell my mother that she didn't know what she was talking about now. My mother stood by my sisters' side for everything and only gave her the best. Sadly my sister lost her battle with SCID in 2010. She was only 16 years old. Her death took us all by surprise. It has been 10 years since she passed. My mother is still an LPN and has taken a specialty to children with compromised diseases and conditions. She has also started her own healthcare business. She truly emulates what I want to be when I grown up. Once I finish school and pass my NCLEX i hope to be a wound care nurse. Ive had a passion and interest for it for years now. I discovered my passion for it while I was working as a CNA in a rehabilitation nursing home. I made roungs with the attending wound care specialist whenever I could. I hope when I become a nurse I am half as good as my mom. I have been pursuing this dream for 10 years now and if the opportunity is there I would love to get my doctorate in wound care and special diseases. I want to validate those who have been turned away and not believed. I want to help those patients that have been abandoned and give a voice to those who have not been heard. I want to make a difference not only for my patients but for my sister. Medicine has come a long way and I would love to find some answers to offer my family comfort about my sister. I owe it to her to be the best nurse i can be and that is exactly what i plan to do.

Ever since I was a little girl I've always wanted to be in the healthcare field. It's something about helping sick people heal that does something to my heart. As a young girl, I watched my grandmother and mother, who both were nurses, care for sick people as well as take the time to make sure they was ok. My grandma and mother cared for the sick like they was family and in return it taught me a great deal about helping those who couldn't help themselves. Every since then I have had my mind on pursuing becoming a nurse to be the examples my grandmother and mother not just taught me but also showed me. With my nursing degree the plan is to give back to the community by making sure those that are sick are being cared for by people like myself who has that heart of gold to help the sick and shut in. I plan to work in a local hospital and churches to see if there is any needs that I can do like doing health checks, making sure resources are known and available to those that need them, making basic needs bags for the homeless and working with charities to make sure people needs are being met in whatever way. Once I have obtained my nursing degree, I plan to continue to further my career by getting my Bachelors in Nursing then Masters in Nursing as well as finish with getting my Nurse Practitioner license. Maybe afterward I could see myself opening up my own clinic to help those who can not afford health insurance or being turned away due to some fault in our system. I have been at Duke for almost 14 years as a NCA/HUC and everyday I see the daily struggles of those who are in so much need for support whether it be physical, emotional or spiritual. My nursing degree will be definitely be put to good use and an example of what helping others out mean to me and making not only my mother proud but my grandmother as well who has passed on. I have been in the nursing field for almost 24 years and I love ever day that I get to wake up and go to work and help those who are in need of a hug or a listening ear or someone who wants to be told that they are loved and not alone or just being that support when family is not around or have given up hope on their loved one. Becoming a nurse has been my dream for almost 30+ years and now that I'm actually getting that chance, I couldn't be more excited. And I'm ready to take whatever steps to achieve my dream.

I want to become a nurse because I love helping because without a hesitation, I really wanted to become a nursing midwife because anything and everything about pregnancy interest me I love to learn about it!

My name is Rebecca Dunn, and I am a twenty-three-year-old from Atlanta Georgia who is currently pursuing a doctorate in nurse anesthesia at the University of South Carolina.  I come from a family who values personal integrity, honesty and compassion above all else. I grew up in a small church in Sandy Springs, and every summer I looked forward to mission trips to various communities around the United States. The insurmountable joy that I received from giving back to those less fortunate led me to discover my passion for nursing. I yearned to be the one thing that made patients smile in what could be the most difficult time of their lives.   My knowledge of nurse anesthesia was limited until one clinical day in nursing school where I was sent to the OR for a triple coronary artery bypass graft.  I was placed at the head of the bed with the nurse anesthetist and given a stool.  Picture a little nursing student in white scrubs standing on her tippy toes to just barely be able to peer over the plastic screen.  All the while the CRNA was explaining to me what he was doing to keep the patient stable, I was fascinated.  Then, as the surgeon was prepared to start the cardiopulmonary bypass machine, I was able to watch the heart stop in his hands.  It was the most surreal experience of my life and I began to cry.  Everything in nursing school seemed extraordinary, but this was something different.  I felt honored to be a part of such intelligence and expertise.  I was able to witness the human heart stop and a machine on the other side of the room continue to circulate the patient’s blood throughout his body.  What blew me away the most was the nurse anesthetist who was working what seemed like behind the scenes to keep the patient hemodynamically stable.  From that moment onward I set a goal to become a CRNA. For me a nurse anesthetist is the unsung hero of the OR; not only keeping patients hemodynamically stable during a procedure but meticulously monitoring in order to avoid adverse outcomes. I would like to accomplish many things with my advanced degree in nurse anesthesia. Short term goals post graduation are to accept a job offer at a level one trauma center where I can become a well rounded and experienced CRNA. A long term goal, and potentially the most important goal to me, is to join an organization such as Heart Care International. This organization provides live saving cardiac surgeries to children in developing countries. Mission work is where I discovered my love for serving others, and it would give me joy to be able to give back while practicing my dream job.

Nurses are not pill pushes but extended families. I currently work as a LPN and going back to school for my RN. I enjoy being a nurse and want to further my education so I can continue helping my residents and help teach the new nurses coming into the facility. Before entering into the nursing field I saw nurses as pill pushers. Needless to say when I became a nurse, it changed my mind. I am a hand to hold of a dying resident, a shoulder to cry on for a despaired resident, and an ear to listen for an upset resident. I strive daily at work to help my residents, to make them comfortable and happy with where they are in life. Especially with the current Covid pandemic, I became very close with the residents as they were unable to see family. In one circumstance, that will forever stay in my heart, was a resident that had declined and was actively dying. Our activities staff was unable to sit with the resident to have a virtual conference call with the family and administration was not allowing families to come in at that point of the pandemic. I finished passing my medication and documentation so I asked if I can have the IPad to FaceTime the family. They gave me a time limit of 30 minutes but I stayed on for an hour and a half. I pestered with his family and listened to music. Talked with his wife and learned a great deal of information that I didn’t know before. As the time ended with the call, his wife said her goodbyes. I stayed with my resident so he can listen to his favorite song. He passed away as the song ended. I called his wife immediately and told her the news. She was heartbroken but happy because she knew I was there and considered me family. I want to continue doing this for families and residents as they deserve to have someone with them in the time of need. Not only does the actively dying resident need someone next to him/her but the family needs someone too. I want to continue with my associates and work towards my bachelors and masters so I can teach people coming into the nursing field the holistic measures of treating patients and families. This encourages me and strives for me to continue what I do for a living. My children sees me as a nurse but always are upset when I can not make it to a holiday or a special function. I always tell them “my second family needs me today and are unable to make adjustments to their lives whereas I can”.