I was born and raised in Moldova, a little country in Eastern Europe. Immigrating to the United States has been a dream and a goal I have been pursuing most of my conscious life. At 19, I got accepted to California State University, Long Beach, to get a world-class education that would allow me to get a job and stay in the U.S.
Growing up in a country with one of the weakest economies in the world, I know what it is to eat buckwheat for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I know what it is like to live in fear for myself and my family when business rivals beat my father before my eyes until he was hospitalized. I know the inaction of the police, the corruption in all areas of life, severe unemployment, trafficking of women. I remember when my parents were building a business and brought a lot of children's clothing from abroad, but overnight, someone broke into the warehouse and stole almost all the items. My parents lost the business and all the money they had accumulated over the years, and the thieves were never found.
Despite my sincere love for my homeland, I wanted a better future for myself. The culture of my country does not encourage women to work, especially in the applied sciences, such as information technology, where 97% of employees are men. But being a housewife was not part of my plans. Since I was 13, I worked part-time to help my parents and pay for the English and coding courses, as well as for a music school I went to after classes. I was committed to education and grasped every opportunity to learn something new. I became a multiple award winner in computer science competitions among high school students from all over the country.
The philosopher Seneca said, “Luck is what happens when preparation meets opportunity.” When I turned 19, I boarded the plane and 16 hours later found myself on American land for the first time. I felt slight vertigo from the scale of everything around me: I had never seen such large airports, tall buildings, and such an incredible variety of ethnicities and cultures in one city.
On weekends, I would get on the bus and go explore the neighborhoods around Los Angeles. Living in the U.S. gave me access to museums, concerts, and cuisine from all over the world. One day I was lucky enough to win a ticket to see Jimmy Kimmel Live, when my favorite band, Imagine Dragons, performed. I was in the front row!
To pay for my education in the U.S., my parents sold the apartment I inherited from my grandfather. Unfortunately, this money was enough for a year and a half of education, after which I became a serious burden for my parents. My visa allowed me to work only on campus. and I managed to find a job as a Digital Communications Assistant after a very long time, but I was given 12-15 hours for minimal pay and there was barely enough money for food. With the help of on-campus advisors and legal consultants, I was able to get a work permit for international students who face severe financial hardship. In my senior year, I was challenged to work full-time while studying full-time and working on my capstone projects.
Being an international student holds you back from many things you can do here in the States. Besides having to pay higher tuition and not being able to work off-campus, international students like me are disqualified from most scholarships and FAFSA. In addition, I developed fears that I would not be able to find a job and stay legally in the U.S. For the first few years, while my English was not good enough, I felt lonely. I developed depression and anxiety, which I have been treating for several years now. Two years ago I also survived cancer, but thanks to American medicine it was diagnosed at an early stage and I survived only one surgery, of which now only a scar will always remind me.
Despite all the trials of immigration, I feel that I am stronger than ever. Like in a famous Imagine Dragons’ song, the adversity I came across in life was what helped me grow to “become a believer in myself.” I can see the world from different angles and I have developed an incredible sense of empathy and love for people.
Today, I am going back to school as a graduate student of User-Centered Design and Engineering. My goal is to work as a digital product lead to advance systems and technologies for people and communities to create accessible, sustainable, and prosperous futures. I believe that my history of overcoming, dedication to education, and perseverance will help me to make an impact and inspire other immigrants to strive to the stars.
If I am fortunate enough to receive this scholarship, it will ease the burden of financing education and improve my chances of getting a work visa which will allow me to continue to move toward immigration and obtaining a Green Card.