Everyone perceives the world in his or her own unique way. As people, we have variation in the strength of our senses, emotions, and beliefs, and the way that we experience situations differs greatly from person to person. Unfortunately, we live in a world today in which people believe in stigmas surrounding mental health, and that if one perceives the world in a different way, this person is labeled as ¨weird¨ or ¨different.¨ As a highly determined, passionate, and hardworking student, athlete, and volunteer, I have come to learn that being ¨different¨ is something that I should embrace, since this is what makes me excellent. I have learned to adopt this same attitude toward my mental health journey. As a person diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, I understand that it is not ¨normal¨ for a person to experience anxiety to the degree in which I experience it. However, I have learned to become more patient and understanding of myself, since I realize that it is only ¨normal¨ for such a high-achieving and passionate person to experience the world, and therefore her emotions, more intensely than the average person. My experience with mental health has heavily influenced my beliefs, relationships, and career aspirations.
I believe that people should view others as unread stories before passing negative judgment on them. We are told to never judge a book by its cover, but I think that many people, myself included at one point in my life, lose sight of this mantra´s message and feel that its applications only extend to the classroom. Similar to how it is unfair to make a judgment about a book solely by reading its back cover, it is unfair to judge a person without having read their full story. The boy at school who everyone deems as ¨antisocial¨ and ¨rude¨ is diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder, and he is simply afraid of being rejected by others in social settings. The teacher´s pet who is labeled as ¨a goody two shoes¨ actually suffers from anxiety and depression because she is simply overwhelmed by her potential and is saddened by how much she still has yet to accomplish in the classroom. I too have been reduced to negative labels, and I speak for many people when I say that it is an extremely painful and dehumanizing experience, especially for someone with anxiety. This is a major part of the reason why I refrain from passing judgment on someone, since merely reading a couple sentences about them on their back cover in no way paints the full picture of who they are as a person, and this should not reduce someone to their mental health struggles.
My experience with anxiety has profoundly influenced my relationships with others. I am seeing a mental health professional to combat my anxiety and to learn coping strategies that are designed to confront problems I experience in my life. For instance, I am often anxious about new and unfamiliar social interactions. In order to combat this, I like using the coping strategy of reframing to remind myself that I am most likely not the only one who feels like this. Because I am learning to build compassion and understanding for myself and my diagnosis, this allows me to do the same for my friends and family as well. My experiences with anxiety have gifted me with a higher level of understanding and tolerance for the mental health struggles of others, especially those close to me.
My mental health journey has closely impacted my career aspiration. As a determined student athlete who is fascinated by the sciences and who is committed to run at the collegiate level, I aspire to become a physical therapist. As a physical therapist, I believe that I can not only utilize my passion for sports and science, but also my understanding of psychology, to provide holistic care to my patients. As an athlete, I even further understand that a large percentage of racing and competing is mental, and I believe that I can help all people, especially those who are injured or who are rehabilitating athletes, build mental toughness and strength, since this strength will complement physical strength. Also, I understand that many athletes, especially those who compete at the higher level, experience common mental health disorders, such as anxiety and depression, and I aspire to provide these athletes with the tools to improve the strength of their entire being.
My mental health journey has immensely shaped my beliefs, relationships, and career aspirations. Because of the increasing awareness I have for my mental health and the mental health of those around me, I believe that we must first read the stories of others and never pass judgment on them, since people often fight their darkest battles alone. Additionally, I believe that my anxiety has allowed me to foster a deeper sense of compassion and patience for both myself, my loved ones, and others around me. Furthermore, I believe that my mental health struggles have played a significant role in my aspiration to become a physical therapist, as I not only want to help all people, especially athletes, gain physical strength, but I also want to help others create a strong sense of compassion and understanding of themselves, their mental health struggles, and the mental health struggles of those around them. I firmly believe that my mental health journey has heavily impacted what I believe, how I treat others, and who I will become in the future.