While reading one of my favorite novels, The Great Gatsby, I couldn't help but re-read a quote recited by the lead female within the text. “And I hope she'll be a fool—that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool." A strong feeling in my gut emerged. Never had I felt such a strong attachment to a phrase uttered by fictional characters. The role of a woman has been perceived as inferior within society for decades. Mother, caretaker, and accessory were roles thrust upon us without choice. This quote describes the inner turmoil that a woman has dealt with at some point in her life. Having dealt with the misogyny of other women has conflicted with my sense of belonging in society. My childhood consisted of what I could and couldn't do as a girl specifically. My older brother was treated as capable and had the independence I longed for during my teenage years. I struggled with the constant barriers of my gender-specified rules. I couldn't be too much of anything, whether that be emotional, talkative, and sexual. I was battling with myself, judging my actions along with others. In the book, The Great Gatsby, Daisy is the perfect woman. She is stunning and resembles a delicate flower, hence her name. She puts up the appearance of a wealthy woman who enjoys her lifestyle. She lives in this delusion. Her world is made up of money and comfort. Being trapped in an unfaithful marriage has damaged her existence. Money and alcohol are her only vices. I felt sorry for her. She described her complete being in that quote. Her foolishness was an escape. She intended to raise her daughter with that same mentality. As a young woman, this quote embodies the issues that I personally encounter in today's culture. It is special to me because I felt the need to be a fool at times. Many women hide the reality of their situation, but it will only cause them more grief. If we accept the fact that women have faced oppression, more opportunities can arise from it. It has already impacted young girls mentally. The sooner something is done, the better it is for everyone. We can finally be seen as strong women instead of beautiful little fools.

Being active in theatre has aided in bringing forth my greatest qualities. I used to be a timid child who was terrified of performing in front of my family. I used to love singing in the shower, but the thought of someone else listening to me made me quite nervous. My elder siblings were extroverted and had a large circle of choir and theater pals. I yearned for such confidence. I had always loved the arts and the beauty of musical performances. I also dabbled in other artistic endeavors, such as drawing, painting, and even crafting. I simply never saw myself performing in front of a live audience any time soon. Although I secretly fantasized about it. One of my choir instructors urged me to try out for a musical my high school was presenting. At first, I was by no means interested in auditioning, but she somehow convinced me to at least try. I didn’t necessarily think I would be cast; I was assigned the lead role little did I know. Since then, I was hooked on every single show I could find. It was exhilarating. I met a lot of great friends along the way and made it my goal to become a professional actress on Broadway, no matter the cost. I was never so sure about my future and the path I wanted to take. I can’t deny that it was difficult to pursue this career. I grew up with a wonderful mother who provided as much as she could to her children. It was not easy to watch. She inspired me to chase whatever dreams I had and make them a reality. That is what I am doing now. I was the first in my family to attend college. I earned a full-ride scholarship to a community college and graduated from there with an associate degree in the arts. I am now admitted to the University of Missouri-Kansas City to finish my degree in theatre as well as a minor in psychology. I begin classes next spring and I am overjoyed at the thought. Knowing that I am so close to my dream drives me to succeed. Pursuing an acting degree comes with its own set of difficulties, particularly financial ones. I refuse to give up because of that. I want to inspire others from my upbringing as well as my community that you can make it anywhere in life, no matter where you come from. It requires a significant amount of time and work. There will be moments of vulnerability and hardship, but these are temporary. It will all be worth the struggle. Many sleepless nights and constant doubts were welling up, but the end goal is rewarding. Brought up from a family of immigrants has only pushed me to do what I never thought I could. My mother could barely speak English let alone understand culture shock. She never lets me forget about my Honduran roots; something I am proud to be. I want nothing but to make others believe in themselves regardless of their ethnicity, culture, and nationality. These are not weaknesses, but powerful pieces of ourselves that make the world around us colorful and unique. I know for a fact that I will become the successful young woman I dreamed of as a kid, in fact, I’m already halfway there.

Growing up in a household full of artistic individuals has deepened my understanding of the arts greatly. My mother was a singer in her country as well as a teacher in the arts. My father was an aspiring calligraphy artist, while all of my siblings participated in choir and community musicals. I grew up with a strong passion for theater and music. Art has always been a part of my life, and without I wouldn't be able to express my inner thoughts. It means a great deal to me and how I interact with others. Friends and family receive handmade letters, cards, and paintings for birthdays every year. I even perform little songs for events. It is ingrained in our lifestyle. Involving myself in any art form is a priority in my future. Memories of early childhood flood my mind when in the presence of something creatively freeing. I was committed to sketching comic books every day in my tween years, and it always puts a smile on my face when reminiscing those old memories. These experiences motivate me to strive for the best in my life. I am an avid theatre nerd and feel so much joy on stage in front of an audience. I dream to perform and sing on Broadway one day. Having that childlike happiness when accomplishing my goal is what I strive for. Being connected to art is a wonderful feeling. I was in choir throughout middle school and high school; attended afterschool art club festivals, participated in musicals, and many more extracurricular activities. I was blessed with supportive parents who encouraged my artistic abilities, allowing me to have a stronger bond with those around me. I have formed long-lasting friendships because of this. My hobbies have not only introduced me to new people but have also helped improve my self-esteem. As an artist, I had the opportunity to learn from my others. I was deeply inspired by my peers, family, and professors. I would love to have the same effect on my community. It's a euphoric sensation and can push people to come up with incredible creations. As a child, I was shy and closed off to a lot of things. I had issues making friends with my classmates. Once introduced to choir and theatre, I was able to break those bonds and become a much happier person. I would love to help another person who struggles with self-image. Having the ability to express oneself freely can empower young teens and adults. Once I complete my goals, I plan to give back by informing others on how to cope with issues using art. mental health has always been an interest of mine, and I would love to bring awareness by using art and music. Not enough is being said about this subject. In a time like this, it is crucial to let individuals seek out the help they need.