1) Now, I understand ALL the times my mom would say, "Enjoy your childhood now, you only have 18 years of it". In February I turned of LEGAL age, a Grown-up, AKA "ADULTING" and I am terrified!! Why, you ask? Because seventeen was a blessing and a curse, like I am ALMOST an adult, able to "fly solo,” and make decisions that affected the future that I wanted, ones were creativity met responsibility, fun but functional, and challenging but rewarding at the same time. So why isn’t this the happiest time of my life? Because, although, I attend the #1 performing arts high school in Texas, have a 4.13 GPA, am a member of the National Honor Society, work 20+ hours a week at McAlister’s Deli, have completed 90+ hours of community service, and take care of my dog Romeo solo, with plans of becoming a pediatric oncologist, with the honor of making children happy as they heal through what may be a very traumatic time in their lives, I am kind of afraid of SOLELY being ACCOUNTABLE for myself, without the loving and supportive guidance of my family, where my lack of life experience may blur my commitment to accomplishing greatness.
Attending LSU will be that directional “ray of light” needed to know that everything will be ok early in my academic journey towards adult greatness, making my mom's heart heavy with pride now and my hoping my educational debt lighter if awarded academic scholarships for my persistent dedication and hard work.
2) When I was in the 4th grade, my mother said, "Vallee math comes so easy for you that you overlook how blessed you are, STEM isn’t always PUSHED like sports & dance with our kids". I just shrugged it off and did not understand until I got into middle school and then high school and reality set it that none of my Black friends were in any of my core classes, which were all Honors and AP.
So when people ask me WHY is STEM so important to me...it is because I was raised with Luke 12:48, "To whom much is given, much is required", I have a personal responsibility to grow my gift and pay it forward, becoming a BIPOC Pediatric Oncologist, serving minority children through what may be a low moment in their life, making it bright again with someone who looks like them.
I am choosing LSU, for its philosophy on "a community and a culture. Through learning, research, and community engagement, we are dedicated to changing lives, whether it’s a student in the classroom or the citizens of Louisiana and the world." My brain is multi-dimensional, so I plan to double minor in Spanish & Film Studies continuing my love for the arts, being creative and dramatic, and hopefully as impactful, and inspiring by becoming a Film Director after medicine, competing with Steven Spielberg, Jordan Peel, or Shonda Rhimes. It would be an honor to create a film chronology of one of my patient’s survival, after battling cancer. They say if you can see it, you can achieve it!
3) COVID and the BLM movement occurred during my sophomore year. My school's leadership began hosting weekly Zoom calls between the students, teachers, and mental health professionals, keeping our student body conversations and connections engaged and inspired. I was awakened to a student body so divided in terms of race, disability, sexual orientation, equality, and diversity; the tilted racial disparity in my school causes these "less than perfect" students to feel isolated and sometimes discouraged to continue their education.
For six months until we returned to campus as a collective student body, I processed how I may be able to affect change within my clasp of capabilities. As an SGA and Yearbook leader, I took this momentum and asked specific questions uncovering biased perspectives from differing diasporas. The information received was eye-opening, leading me to create the "Booker T. Bookies", where students can express themselves through creative speech, reading, and writing, funneling their feelings into dramatic works of art, music, dance, and/or bonding moments. I also became the Sr. Photographer so that I could capture the student's moments and emotions in "live time", placing them in our time capsule (yearbook) never forgetting life events that will change us emotionally and mentally.
My overall hope was to advocate for a healthy campus, where we love and celebrate creatives for their uniqueness, removing all barriers and borders, and eliminating divisive labels and stereotypes. I became a small part of the overall final solution, or at least this is what I tell myself, hoping that it may be true.