There were issues in my life surrounding my identity that impacted me. Being Latin-American was difficult for me, I had to prove to my community that I was Hispanic enough, but at the same time, I couldn't hide my American side. I couldn't risk saying a word in Spanish wrong or else I’ll be called a “gringa”: Foreigner from the United States. Knowing Spanish is a big part of Latin culture, and without it, you have this language barrier that inhibits you from communicating with others in your community and family. I struggled with pronouncing things correctly and I felt like an outsider, I was too “Americanized”. I felt ashamed for calling myself an American because I desperately wanted to be a part of my Colombian and Salvadoran heritage. It wasn't just about accepting that I was American that was difficult, it was also the stereotypes that were thrown at me because I was Hispanic. I would constantly hear that Latin women are supposed to be curvy, house makers, and teen moms. Having to hear those expectations that society had of me, made me angry, but also insecure. I wasn't built like the Latin women on TV or in my family, which made me feel even more of an outsider. But I was angrier, I wanted to become a doctor. But all around me, I didn't see any Hispanic women in the medical field. I asked myself, “How can I be a doctor if no one like me has become one? ”. I felt hopeless, yet it motivated me. In high school, I worked to get good grades and into college because I want to be a role model that I didn't have. As I grew up I came to understand the issues I was dealing with as a child, and although I still deal with them, I now have a sense of confidence in my identity as being Latin-American.
In the future, I want to be a part of organizations that help integrate more Hispanics into STEM fields. I know and saw the struggles of being a Hispanic in America from how my family and community lived. Everyone had to work multiple odd jobs to provide for their families, and many parents are still struggling to provide for their kids because they are learning to adapt to living in a new country. This causes a negative impact on the child, where they join a gang, go to jail, or remain in poverty. I don’t want that for my community, I know that we can become something more. Hispanics only make up 5.8% of the medical field, this shows that we need to step up. By going into a STEM field such as medicine, I want to be an example to my community that we can become anything we want just with hard work and dedication. I want to help educate young minorities of the possibilities there is out there for them. As well as provide the healthcare necessary for them to achieve, many minorities in the United States lack good healthcare. This is why many young women fall prey to becoming teen moms, they don't know that there are contraceptives they can access that are free. I want to give them a chance at life so that for future generations we can have more Latinos in STEM fields.