My experience with addiction is one of the most painful chapters of my life—and one of the most transformative. It began, as it often does, not with reckless choices but with pain: physical, emotional, and spiritual. I was prescribed opioids following an injury, and at the time, they seemed like a lifeline. Living with chronic pain from Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) and fibromyalgia made daily life feel unbearable. The medication dulled the pain not just in my body, but in my heart—a heart that was already fractured from surviving domestic violence. What started as medical treatment slowly morphed into dependency. The pills became a way to escape, to cope, to feel something other than despair. But addiction, even when it starts subtly, doesn’t stay quiet for long. I lost parts of myself I thought I’d never get back—my self-worth, my confidence, my sense of control. I was ashamed, scared, and exhausted from the cycle of numbing and regret. Recovery was not easy. It required me to confront my trauma, sit with my pain, and take responsibility for my healing. I entered treatment, surrounded myself with supportive people, and began the slow, difficult journey back to myself. I leaned on therapy, support groups, holistic practices like Reiki (which I later became certified in), and my growing desire to build a meaningful life rooted in service to others. Sobriety taught me how to feel again—how to face each day without numbing, how to be present, and how to rebuild trust with myself and those around me. Since becoming sober in 2018, my life has transformed. I gave birth to my daughter in 2020, who I was told would never come due to several health issues. Showing her through perseverance and resilience, you can accomplish anything you put your mind to. I returned to school to pursue my bachelor’s degree in nursing and am working toward becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner. I also serve as the treasurer for my school’s Student Nurses Association and volunteer as an EMT—roles that allow me to give back to my community while continuing to grow as a caregiver and leader. I am more focused, compassionate, and resilient than ever before. Every challenge I’ve faced—from chronic illness to trauma to addiction—has become a part of my purpose. I want to use my education to help others who are walking similar paths. I understand the deep shame and stigma that can come with addiction, especially for women and mothers. I know how hard it is to ask for help, how easy it is to feel judged or dismissed, and how critical it is to have healthcare professionals who truly listen. As a psychiatric nurse practitioner, I want to create safe, nonjudgmental spaces where patients feel seen and supported—where their stories matter just as much as their symptoms. My ultimate goal is to work with individuals facing addiction, trauma, and co-occurring mental health disorders, particularly in underserved communities. I want to combine clinical expertise with lived experience to provide holistic, trauma-informed care that empowers patients to reclaim their lives. I believe healing is possible for everyone, and I am living proof. Through my education, I am turning my past into purpose—and I can’t wait to help others do the same.

I am uniquely deserving of this award not because my journey has been easy, but because I have faced tremendous adversity and turned it into purpose. I am a 34-year-old single mother living with Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) and fibromyalgia. I am also a survivor of domestic violence and a former opioid addict. These experiences could have easily defined me by my pain—but instead, they have become the foundation of my strength, my compassion, and my relentless drive to create a better life for myself, my child, and the people I hope to serve as a future psychiatric nurse practitioner. My “why” for pursuing higher education is deeply personal. I know what it feels like to be voiceless, to be in pain, to feel unseen by a system that often overlooks people with complex needs. I know what it’s like to struggle with mental health, chronic illness, and trauma all at once—and still get up every morning to care for a child who depends on me. I have walked the path that many patients in our healthcare system are on, and I want to meet them there—not just as a nurse, but as someone who understands. Higher education is the bridge between my past and my purpose. It is how I will gain the knowledge, clinical skills, and credentials necessary to turn lived experience into life-changing care. As I work toward my bachelor’s degree in nursing, I bring not only academic dedication but also real-world empathy, emotional intelligence, and a commitment to holistic healing. My roles as a certified Reiki master, volunteer EMT, and treasurer of the Student Nurses Association reflect my devotion to service, leadership, and community-building. This award would not simply fund my education—it would affirm that my journey, with all its struggles and triumphs, has value. It would help me continue forward without the weight of financial hardship holding me back. Most importantly, it would enable me to keep building a life of purpose rooted in healing, advocacy, and compassion. My “why” is bigger than me—it's about creating a future where no one has to feel as alone or powerless as I once did. I am here to rise—and to help others rise with me.

My faith has been the cornerstone that held me together through my darkest valleys and continues to guide every aspect of my journey toward becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner. As a Christian, I believe deeply that every life has inherent value and purpose, regardless of circumstances, struggles, or societal judgments—a truth that has shaped both my personal healing and professional calling. Living out my Pro-Life convictions extends far beyond political positions; it's about cherishing and protecting life at every vulnerable stage. When I respond to overdose calls as an EMT, I see each person not as a statistic or a burden, but as someone created in God's image who deserves every chance at redemption and healing. My own recovery from addiction reinforced this belief—I could have easily been written off, but God had bigger plans for my life that addiction couldn't destroy. My faith directly influences how I approach expectant mothers in crisis. Having walked through domestic violence while caring for my daughter, I understand the fear and isolation that can make motherhood feel impossible. In my future practice, I want to provide comprehensive support that addresses not just mental health needs, but practical barriers that make carrying to term feel overwhelming. This means connecting women with resources, support systems, and hope that life can improve for both mother and child. I actively live out my faith by enrolling my daughter in Christian school, ensuring she grows up with biblical foundations that will guide her through life's challenges. Our family devotions often focus on God's redemptive power—how He transforms our struggles into purposes, our pain into ministry. My daughter sees daily that faith doesn't prevent suffering, but it provides meaning and hope through it. My career path is directly shaped by Christ's call to heal the brokenhearted and bind up wounds. Pursuing psychiatric nursing isn't just professional ambition—it's responding to God's calling to use my experiences for His glory. Every struggle I've overcome has equipped me to minister to others facing similar battles. My faith teaches me that God wastes nothing, including trauma, addiction, and chronic illness. In my future practice, protecting all stages of life means creating comprehensive care that supports families through every challenge. This includes postpartum depression treatment that helps mothers bond with their babies, addiction recovery programs that restore families, and chronic illness management that helps patients see their lives as valuable despite physical limitations. I want to demonstrate that choosing life—whether for unborn babies, struggling families, or those battling addiction—always leads to possibilities for redemption and purpose. My education is preparation for ministry as much as career. I'm learning not just clinical skills, but how to integrate faith-based hope into evidence-based treatment. My goal is to show patients that no situation is beyond God's redemptive power, that their lives have purpose regardless of their circumstances, and that healing—spiritual, emotional, and physical—is always possible. Through my practice, I hope to be living proof that God can transform anyone's story, using even our deepest wounds to heal others and protect the most vulnerable in our communities.

As a single mother, caregiver is more than just a role—it’s my identity. I am the sole provider, emotional anchor, teacher, and advocate for my child. In addition to parenting, I care for myself while living with chronic conditions: Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) and fibromyalgia. This dual role means managing not only my child’s needs—everything from homework help and emotional support to daily routines and doctor’s appointments—but also consistently monitoring and treating my own fluctuating symptoms. Caregiving also extends beyond my family. As a volunteer EMT, I serve my community by responding to medical emergencies, often providing care to people at their most vulnerable. I also participate in peer support through my role as treasurer of the Student Nurses Association, offering encouragement and practical assistance to fellow nursing students. My caregiving work takes many forms—whether it's comforting a frightened patient in an ambulance, advocating for a classmate, or creating a safe, nurturing environment for my child—and each one is rooted in compassion and service. Caregiving has been a profound teacher. It has taught me patience, resilience, and the depth of love that comes with selfless service. Surviving domestic violence and overcoming opioid addiction taught me to fight for my own healing, while caregiving showed me how to channel that fight into purpose. It revealed to me the value of empathy—not just as a feeling, but as a daily practice. These experiences ultimately inspired my decision to pursue a career in nursing, with the goal of becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner. I want to help others navigate the same mental, emotional, and physical challenges I’ve faced. My caregiving journey has not only made me stronger but also more attuned to the unspoken struggles of others. I understand what it means to feel overwhelmed, to juggle competing responsibilities, and to show up anyway—with a full heart and a steady hand. This perspective will shape the kind of provider I become: one who leads with empathy, listens without judgment, and empowers patients to take back their lives. Receiving this scholarship would be life-changing. As a single mother living with chronic illness, managing school, parenting, and volunteer work while covering tuition and living expenses is an ongoing challenge. A scholarship would ease the financial strain, allowing me to focus more fully on my education and clinical training. It would mean fewer hours spent worrying about bills and more energy devoted to becoming the best nurse I can be. Beyond the financial relief, this scholarship would be an affirmation of my journey—a recognition that my struggles and sacrifices matter, and that others believe in my potential. It would bring me one step closer to my goal of becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner, where I can turn my lived experience into meaningful care for others. I hope to serve marginalized populations, especially those dealing with trauma, addiction, or chronic illness, and this scholarship would be an investment not only in my future, but in the futures of the patients I will one day serve.

My path to healthcare wasn't planned—it was forged through necessity, survival, and ultimately, purpose. At 34, I'm a single mother who has walked through some of life's darkest valleys: surviving domestic violence, battling opioid addiction, and living daily with FND and fibromyalgia. Each of these experiences could have broken me, but instead, they became the foundation for my calling in healthcare. I chose nursing because I intimately understand what it feels like to be vulnerable in a healthcare setting. I know the shame of being judged for addiction, the frustration of having invisible illnesses dismissed, and the fear of not being believed when describing pain or symptoms. These experiences showed me that technical medical knowledge, while essential, isn't enough—healing requires compassion, understanding, and advocacy from providers who truly see their patients as whole human beings. My volunteer work as an EMT reinforced this calling. Responding to overdose calls, I see myself in those patients' faces. When I assist someone experiencing a chronic pain crisis, I understand their desperation in ways my textbooks never taught me. This isn't just a job for me—it's using my hardest lessons to serve others walking similar paths. As I pursue my bachelor's degree in nursing with goals of becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner, I'm driven by a vision of healthcare that doesn't exist yet but desperately needs to. I want to create spaces where addiction is met with treatment rather than judgment, where domestic violence survivors feel safe to disclose their trauma, and where chronic illness patients are believed and supported rather than dismissed. My role as treasurer of our Student Nurses Association has taught me that creating change requires both vision and practical action. I'm working to make nursing education more accessible to students facing barriers, advocating for emergency funds and support systems for those of us rebuilding our lives while pursuing our degrees. The difference I want to make is profound but personal: I want every patient who walks into my future practice to feel seen, heard, and valued regardless of their past or their struggles. I want to train other healthcare providers to recognize trauma, understand addiction as a disease, and approach chronic illness with empathy. I want to research and implement care models that address the whole person, not just isolated symptoms. My legacy won't be measured in accolades but in lives changed—in the domestic violence survivor who finds the courage to leave because she trusts her healthcare provider, in the person with addiction who seeks treatment because they know they won't be judged, in the chronic pain patient who finally receives appropriate care because their provider understands invisible illness. I chose healthcare because it chose me first, through every struggle that brought me to this point. Now I'm using those struggles as strengths, transforming pain into purpose, and proving that our most broken places can become the sources of our greatest healing—both for ourselves and for others.

My experience with mental health has profoundly shaped every facet of my life—my beliefs, my relationships, and ultimately, my career aspirations. As someone who has navigated the complexities of mental illness both personally and through lived experience as a survivor of trauma and addiction, I have developed a deep and abiding respect for the power of resilience, the necessity of empathy, and the urgent need for compassionate mental health care. These experiences have not only reshaped how I view the world and those around me but have also clarified my purpose: to become a psychiatric nurse practitioner who approaches every patient with holistic understanding and nonjudgmental support. Growing up, mental health was not a topic that was openly discussed in my household or community. Like many people, I internalized the message that emotions were something to be managed privately and that asking for help was a sign of weakness. It wasn’t until I began experiencing symptoms of depression and anxiety, especially following my experiences with domestic violence and opioid addiction, that I came to understand just how damaging that silence can be. Surviving abuse left emotional scars that were far less visible than physical ones, and for a long time, I tried to suppress the pain instead of confronting it. This contributed to my struggle with addiction—using opioids not to get high, but to numb the pain, escape the trauma, and function under the weight of overwhelming emotions. My journey to recovery required me to completely reevaluate my beliefs about mental health. Seeking therapy and entering recovery introduced me to the concept of healing as an active, intentional process—not something that just happens over time, but something you must choose every day. I learned that vulnerability is not weakness but courage in its truest form. I also realized that healing isn’t linear, and that setbacks are not failures, but opportunities for deeper growth. These revelations transformed how I view myself and others. I now firmly believe that everyone deserves access to mental health care that treats them as whole individuals—mind, body, and spirit. These personal experiences also redefined my relationships. I became more aware of how trauma impacts communication, trust, and connection. For a long time, I struggled with feeling worthy of love or support, and it took years of therapy and self-work to begin rebuilding those emotional bridges. As I developed healthier coping strategies and surrounded myself with people who supported my growth, I began forming relationships based on authenticity and mutual respect rather than survival and fear. Being a single mother has given me a powerful reason to continue this work; I want to model emotional health, resilience, and openness for my child. I want them to grow up knowing that it's okay to ask for help, that their feelings are valid, and that their worth is not defined by their struggles. My evolving understanding of mental health also influenced my spiritual and philosophical beliefs. As a certified Reiki master, I’ve embraced the interconnectedness of physical, emotional, and energetic health. Reiki, meditation, and other holistic practices have helped me manage the chronic symptoms of Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) and fibromyalgia, while also deepening my capacity for empathy. I’ve seen firsthand how nontraditional healing methods can complement modern medicine and provide a more comprehensive path to wellness. This holistic perspective is something I carry with me as I continue my education in nursing. Today, I am working toward a bachelor’s degree in nursing with the goal of becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner. This career path is not just a job for me—it’s a calling rooted in everything I’ve survived and everything I hope to give back. I want to work with individuals who feel unseen or misunderstood by the healthcare system—those living with chronic pain, trauma, addiction, or mental illness. I understand their fear, their frustration, and their hope, because I’ve lived it. My goal is to provide care that is not only clinically competent but deeply compassionate. I want to be the provider who listens, who believes, and who empowers patients to reclaim their lives. Volunteering as an EMT has further solidified my passion for mental health care. In the field, I’ve encountered individuals in the trenches of crisis—overdoses, suicide attempts, panic attacks—and each experience reminds me of the urgent need for mental health professionals who are trained to respond with both clinical skill and emotional intelligence. My role as treasurer of the Student Nurses Association has also given me a platform to advocate for mental health awareness among my peers. I strive to create a supportive academic environment that acknowledges the unique challenges nursing students face, especially those with lived experience like mine. In every aspect of my life, my relationship with mental health has been a catalyst for transformation. It has helped me shed the shame of my past and embrace a future rooted in purpose. It has taught me that healing is a community effort and that being of service to others can be a powerful form of redemption. I carry this understanding with me into every classroom, every volunteer shift, and every interaction with someone who is hurting. As a future psychiatric nurse practitioner, I hope to be a source of light in the darkness, a reminder that healing is possible, and a guide for those still finding their way. My journey has not been easy, but it has been meaningful—and that meaning is what propels me forward every single day.

My faith has been the cornerstone that held me together through my darkest valleys and continues to guide every aspect of my journey toward becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner. As a Christian, I believe deeply that every life has inherent value and purpose, regardless of circumstances, struggles, or societal judgments—a truth that has shaped both my personal healing and professional calling. Living out my Pro-Life convictions extends far beyond political positions; it's about cherishing and protecting life at every vulnerable stage. When I respond to overdose calls as an EMT, I see each person not as a statistic or a burden, but as someone created in God's image who deserves every chance at redemption and healing. My own recovery from addiction reinforced this belief—I could have easily been written off, but God had bigger plans for my life that addiction couldn't destroy. My faith directly influences how I approach expectant mothers in crisis. Having walked through domestic violence while caring for my daughter, I understand the fear and isolation that can make motherhood feel impossible. In my future practice, I want to provide comprehensive support that addresses not just mental health needs, but practical barriers that make carrying to term feel overwhelming. This means connecting women with resources, support systems, and hope that life can improve for both mother and child. I actively live out my faith by enrolling my daughter in Christian school, ensuring she grows up with biblical foundations that will guide her through life's challenges. Our family devotions often focus on God's redemptive power—how He transforms our struggles into purposes, our pain into ministry. My daughter sees daily that faith doesn't prevent suffering, but it provides meaning and hope through it. My career path is directly shaped by Christ's call to heal the brokenhearted and bind up wounds. Pursuing psychiatric nursing isn't just professional ambition—it's responding to God's calling to use my experiences for His glory. Every struggle I've overcome has equipped me to minister to others facing similar battles. My faith teaches me that God wastes nothing, including trauma, addiction, and chronic illness. In my future practice, protecting all stages of life means creating comprehensive care that supports families through every challenge. This includes postpartum depression treatment that helps mothers bond with their babies, addiction recovery programs that restore families, and chronic illness management that helps patients see their lives as valuable despite physical limitations. I want to demonstrate that choosing life—whether for unborn babies, struggling families, or those battling addiction—always leads to possibilities for redemption and purpose. My education is preparation for ministry as much as career. I'm learning not just clinical skills, but how to integrate faith-based hope into evidence-based treatment. My goal is to show patients that no situation is beyond God's redemptive power, that their lives have purpose regardless of their circumstances, and that healing—spiritual, emotional, and physical—is always possible. Through my practice, I hope to be living proof that God can transform anyone's story, using even our deepest wounds to heal others and protect the most vulnerable in our communities.

I want to build a revolutionary psychiatric practice that transforms how we treat trauma, addiction, and chronic illness—a sanctuary where healing happens holistically and hope is restored systematically. This practice will be built on the foundation of my lived experiences: surviving domestic violence, overcoming opioid addiction, and thriving despite FND and fibromyalgia. Traditional mental health care often compartmentalizes these struggles, treating addiction separately from trauma, mental health apart from chronic pain. My practice will recognize what I've learned through survival—these experiences are interconnected threads that require integrated healing approaches. The physical space will embody safety and accessibility. Soft lighting will accommodate those with neurological sensitivities, comfortable seating will support chronic pain patients, and private entrances will protect domestic violence survivors. But the real innovation lies in the comprehensive care model: psychiatric services combined with peer support groups, trauma-informed therapy alongside chronic illness management, and addiction counseling integrated with mental health treatment. What makes this practice truly revolutionary is its accessibility commitment. Having navigated healthcare while financially vulnerable, I'll implement sliding-fee scales, scholarship programs, and partnerships with community organizations to ensure economic barriers never prevent healing. My EMT experience has shown me that crisis often strikes those least equipped to pay for quality care. This practice will also serve as a training ground, teaching other healthcare providers to recognize trauma's physical manifestations, understand addiction as disease rather than moral failing, and approach invisible illnesses with validation rather than skepticism. Through partnerships with nursing schools and medical programs, we'll spread trauma-informed care principles throughout our healthcare system. The community impact extends beyond individual healing. When domestic violence survivors receive comprehensive mental health support, they're more likely to leave dangerous situations and break generational cycles. When people with addiction access compassionate, integrated treatment, families heal and communities grow stronger. When chronic illness patients find providers who understand their struggles, they become advocates rather than victims. For my family, this practice represents breaking every cycle that trapped previous generations. My child will grow up understanding that our struggles became strengths, that healing is possible, and that service to others gives life meaning. They'll witness entrepreneurship built on compassion rather than profit, success measured in lives transformed rather than dollars earned. Building this practice means proving that those society often dismisses—abuse survivors, people in recovery, chronically ill individuals—can become powerful healers. Every patient who finds hope in my office will carry that transformation into their families and communities, creating ripples of healing that extend far beyond clinical walls. This isn't just building a business; it's constructing a bridge between surviving and thriving, showing others that their deepest wounds can become their greatest qualifications for healing themselves and others.

My inspiration to continue my education came from a profound realization during my darkest moments: I could either let my struggles define me, or I could transform them into the very qualifications that would allow me to help others. Sitting in a recovery meeting three years ago, listening to another survivor share her story, I realized that every trauma I'd endured, every symptom I'd learned to manage, every barrier I'd overcome wasn't just personal pain—it was preparation for a purpose I hadn't yet understood. The obstacles have been overwhelming at times. Financially, pursuing a bachelor's degree while supporting a child alone has meant constant sacrifice. I've sold belongings to pay for textbooks, worked shifts between classes, and applied for every scholarship and grant available. Managing chronic illness while maintaining the rigorous demands of nursing school requires daily adaptation. On high-pain days, I've had to advocate for myself with professors who don't always understand invisible disabilities. I've learned to schedule the most demanding coursework around predictable flare patterns, and I've become an expert at managing brain fog during critical thinking exams. The emotional obstacles are perhaps the most challenging. Studying addiction while in recovery, learning about domestic violence screening while processing my own trauma, discussing chronic pain management while living with fibromyalgia—every class forces me to confront my past while building my future. Some days, the psychological weight feels incompatible with academic demands, but I've learned that processing these emotions is part of becoming the compassionate provider I want to be. Balancing motherhood and education requires military-level logistics and constant sacrifice of personal needs. My child does homework while I study for exams. We've turned grocery shopping into anatomy review sessions, with me naming bones while we walk the aisles. Bedtime stories are often followed by study sessions before clinical rotations. I've missed school events when clinical schedules conflict, and I've brought my child to Student Nurses Association meetings when childcare falls through. We've reframed my studying as "mommy's homework," making it a shared family commitment rather than something that takes me away from parenting. Time management has become an art form. I study during my child's extracurriculars and appointments, review notes while dinner cooks, and listen to recorded lectures every time I am in the car, every shower, every opportunity I can find! I've learned to maximize every spare moment—five minutes between classes becomes review time, lunch breaks become study sessions What keeps me going is knowing that every sacrifice now is an investment in breaking cycles for my family. My child sees that education is powerful enough to transform lives, that setbacks don't define futures, and that helping others heal is worth any obstacle. When I graduate and establish my psychiatric practice, I won't just be providing for my family financially—I'll be modeling resilience, determination, and the belief that our struggles can become our greatest strengths. This journey has taught me that being a student and a mother aren't competing roles—they're complementary ones. My child makes me a more compassionate student, understanding the weight of responsibility and the urgency of creating better futures. My education makes me a more hopeful mother, showing my child that transformation is always possible, no matter how impossible circumstances might seem.

Returning to school at 34 as a single mother with chronic illness and a history of trauma has presented challenges I never could have anticipated, but each obstacle has ultimately strengthened my resolve and deepened my empathy for the patients I'll serve. The physical challenges are relentless. Brain fog from FND makes retaining complex pharmacology and pathophysiology concepts incredibly difficult some days. I'll read the same passage five times, only to realize I haven't absorbed a word. Fibromyalgia flares leave me exhausted and in pain during long clinical rotations, yet I push through because my future patients deserve a provider who understands what it means to function through chronic illness. There are days I've had to ice my joints between classes or take breaks during clinical to manage symptoms, all while maintaining the professional demeanor expected in healthcare settings. Financially, balancing tuition, textbooks, and single parenthood has been overwhelming. There were semesters I survived on ramen and prayer, choosing between buying required textbooks or groceries. I've worked as an EMT between classes and clinical rotations, often pulling 12-hour shifts after full days of nursing school, because bills don't pause for education. My role as treasurer for the Student Nurses Association has given me insight into how many of my peers face similar struggles, which is why I've advocated so hard for emergency financial assistance programs. The emotional challenges run deepest. Sitting in classes about addiction and pain management forces me to confront my own history daily. Learning about the very medications I once misused requires incredible emotional strength and self-forgiveness. When we study domestic violence screening in our assessment classes, I have to manage my own trauma responses while learning to recognize signs in future patients. Some days, the weight of my past feels incompatible with my professional aspirations. Stigma from both peers and some faculty has been particularly painful. I've had to navigate conversations about my background carefully, knowing that disclosure could impact how others perceive my competence. The assumption that someone with a history of addiction shouldn't work in healthcare, especially with access to controlled substances, is something I face regularly. I've had to prove myself repeatedly, maintaining higher grades and demonstrating more dedication than peers without similar histories. Time management as a single mother is a constant juggling act. Studying for exams while helping with homework, attending clinical rotations while arranging childcare, participating in Student Nurses Association meetings while managing household responsibilities—every day requires military-level planning. I've missed family events, postponed personal needs, and sacrificed sleep to meet academic demands. Yet overcoming these challenges has made me a stronger student and future nurse. My lived experiences give me credibility with patients that textbooks alone never could. When I graduate, I'll carry not just clinical knowledge but deep understanding of what it means to navigate healthcare systems while vulnerable. My struggles have taught me resilience, time management, financial stewardship, and most importantly, that our greatest challenges often become our most valuable qualifications for serving others. Every challenge I've overcome reminds me that if I can survive domestic violence, beat addiction, manage chronic illness, and still pursue my dreams while raising a child alone, then I can help others navigate their own seemingly impossible circumstances. School isn't just giving me a degree—it's proving that transformation is possible, and that proof will be the foundation of every therapeutic relationship I build as a psychiatric nurse practitioner.

My path to healthcare wasn't planned—it was forged through necessity, survival, and ultimately, purpose. At 34, I'm a single mother who has walked through some of life's darkest valleys: surviving domestic violence, battling opioid addiction, and living daily with FND and fibromyalgia. Each of these experiences could have broken me, but instead, they became the foundation for my calling in healthcare. I chose nursing because I intimately understand what it feels like to be vulnerable in a healthcare setting. I know the shame of being judged for addiction, the frustration of having invisible illnesses dismissed, and the fear of not being believed when describing pain or symptoms. These experiences showed me that technical medical knowledge, while essential, isn't enough—healing requires compassion, understanding, and advocacy from providers who truly see their patients as whole human beings. My work as an EMT reinforced this calling. Responding to overdose calls, I see myself in those patients' faces. When I assist someone experiencing a chronic pain crisis, I understand their desperation in ways my textbooks never taught me. This isn't just a job for me—it's using my hardest lessons to serve others walking similar paths. As I pursue my bachelor's degree in nursing with goals of becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner, I'm driven by a vision of healthcare that doesn't exist yet but desperately needs to. I want to create spaces where addiction is met with treatment rather than judgment, where domestic violence survivors feel safe to disclose their trauma, and where chronic illness patients are believed and supported rather than dismissed. My role as treasurer of our Student Nurses Association has taught me that creating change requires both vision and practical action. I'm working to make nursing education more accessible to students facing barriers, advocating for emergency funds and support systems for those of us rebuilding our lives while pursuing our degrees. The difference I want to make is profound but personal: I want every patient who walks into my future practice to feel seen, heard, and valued regardless of their past or their struggles. I want to train other healthcare providers to recognize trauma, understand addiction as a disease, and approach chronic illness with empathy. I want to research and implement care models that address the whole person, not just isolated symptoms. My legacy won't be measured in accolades but in lives changed—in the domestic violence survivor who finds the courage to leave because she trusts her healthcare provider, in the person with addiction who seeks treatment because they know they won't be judged, in the chronic pain patient who finally receives appropriate care because their provider understands invisible illness. I chose healthcare because it chose me first, through every struggle that brought me to this point. Now I'm using those struggles as strengths, transforming pain into purpose, and proving that our most broken places can become the sources of our greatest healing—both for ourselves and for others.

I am addressing the critical social issue of healthcare inequity and stigma through direct action on multiple fronts, using my lived experience as both motivation and qualification for the work. As an EMT, I witness daily how addiction, domestic violence, and chronic illness intersect with poverty, mental health crises, and social isolation. I respond to overdose calls with the perspective of someone who understands the desperation that leads to that moment. When I assist patients experiencing chronic pain flares, I advocate for them with the knowledge of someone who has been dismissed and disbelieved by healthcare providers. This is not just my job—it's my calling to ensure every patient receives compassionate, non-judgmental care. In my role as treasurer for our Student Nurses Association, I am working to make nursing education more accessible by advocating for scholarship programs and financial support for students facing barriers. I have proposed initiatives to create emergency funds for nursing students experiencing financial crises, understanding that single mothers and survivors often face sudden challenges that can derail their education. I am also pushing for our organization to partner with local domestic violence shelters to provide health education and support services. I also established a partnership with a local recovery support agency to provide Narcan training to the students at Long Island University. I believe as shining a light on the opioid epidemic can aid in breaking down the bias's that surround it. Making students aware of the issues at hand, the signs to look out for, and the stories of so many that once struggled in addiction and are now on the other side helping those still struggling, will continue to decrease the stigma surrounding drug addiction. Beyond my formal roles, I am actively working to destigmatize addiction and chronic illness by sharing my story strategically. I speak at recovery meetings, participate in nursing student panels about overcoming adversity, and volunteer with organizations supporting domestic violence survivors. By putting a face and a success story to these struggles, I am challenging the stereotypes and bias's that prevent people from seeking help. My academic focus on psychiatric nursing is not just career preparation—it is part of a larger strategy to address the mental health crisis in our communities. I am researching trauma-informed care models and working with faculty to develop curricula that better prepare nurses to recognize and respond to patients with histories of trauma and addiction. I am not waiting until I have my degree to make a difference. Every emergency call I respond to, every financial decision I make for our organization, every conversation I have with fellow students about overcoming obstacles—these are all part of dismantling the systems that keep vulnerable populations from accessing quality healthcare. I am living proof that people can recover, thrive, and give back, and I am using that proof to open doors for others walking similar paths.

As I look toward my future, I envision creating a legacy rooted in healing and empowerment—one that transforms the way we approach mental health care, particularly for survivors of trauma, individuals living with chronic conditions, and those battling addiction. My dream is to establish a holistic psychiatric practice that bridges the gap between mental health, physical wellness, and addiction recovery. Having lived with functional neurological disorder and fibromyalgia while navigating domestic violence recovery and previously overcoming opioid addiction, I understand intimately how trauma, chronic pain, and substance use intersect. My journey from patient to emergency medicine technician to nursing student has shown me the critical gaps in our healthcare system—gaps I am determined to fill. This business will offer trauma-informed psychiatric services alongside addiction counseling, chronic pain management, and peer support programs. I want to create a space where someone struggling with opioid dependency is not judged but understood, where chronic pain patients are not dismissed but heard, where domestic violence survivors find safety in their healing journey. My practice will feature sliding-fee scales and scholarship programs, because I know firsthand that those who need help most often have the least resources to access it. My experience as an EMT has taught me the power of showing up in people's darkest moments with compassion and skill. As treasurer of our Student Nurses Association, I've learned to steward resources responsibly while advocating for my peers. These roles have prepared me to build a sustainable practice that serves our most vulnerable populations. I shine my light by refusing to hide my story. When I respond to emergency calls as an EMT, I carry the wisdom of someone who has been in crisis and found her way through. When I manage our organization's finances, I do so with the careful attention of someone who has rebuilt her life from nothing. When I sit in pharmacology class learning about the very medications I once misused, I transform shame into strength and knowledge into healing power. Often people are scarred or ashamed to tell their personal tales of addiction and trauma. Personally, I enjoy telling my story, not to gloat, but to be a beacon of light and hope to those struggling or the families who have lost hope. I hope to turn the pain and devastation I have faced throughout my life to knowledge and insight to better aid those around me. My legacy will be a healthcare landscape where addiction is met with compassion rather than criminalization, where chronic illness is treated with understanding rather than skepticism, and where survivors of all kinds find not just treatment, but hope. I want to leave behind a world where the next single mother facing similar struggles has a clear path forward, surrounded by providers who truly understand her journey because they've walked it themselves.

Nursing represents the perfect intersection of science, compassion, and advocacy—three elements that have been central to my own healing journey. As someone who has experienced healthcare from multiple perspectives— a chronic pain patient, domestic violence survivor, person in recovery from addiction, and an EMT volunteer—I've witnessed both the profound impact of compassionate, knowledgeable, nursing care and the devastating consequences when that care is lacking. My interest in nursing began during my recovery from opioid addiction, which started with prescriptions following a torn ACL in high school. During the darkest periods of withdrawal and rehabilitation, it was nurses who provided not only clinical expertise but also the dignity and hope I desperately needed. One nurse in particular connected me with resources to escape my situation. Her perceptiveness and compassion showed me how nurses serve as front-line defenders for vulnerable patients when they're educated about the subtle indicators of abuse and addiction. Living with fibromyalgia and Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) has further shaped my interest in nursing. Managing these chronic conditions has taught me the importance of patient education, medication management, and holistic approaches to pain. I've experienced firsthand how nurses with understanding of chronic pain conditions can transform a patient's experience, while those lacking this understanding can unintentionally cause harm through dismissal or stigmatization. My career goals are both specific and evolving. My immediate goal is to complete my BSN while continuing to build practical experience through my EMT volunteer work. Following graduation, I plan to work in an inpatient psychiatric setting to develop a strong foundation in mental health nursing. I aim to complete a psychiatric-mental health nurse practitioner program with a focus on trauma-informed care. I envision creating specialized programs for patients at the intersection of trauma, chronic pain, and substance use disorders. I hope to develop protocols for trauma-informed pain management that reduce the risk of iatrogenic addiction while effectively addressing pain. I also aspire to conduct research on the relationships between adverse childhood experiences, chronic pain development, and substance use vulnerability to inform more effective preventative interventions. Achieving and maintaining sobriety for over seven years while parenting, managing chronic health conditions, and pursuing education has demonstrated my resilience and commitment. Maintaining EMT volunteer services despite physical limitations has proven my ability to perform in high-stress medical situations. I've maintained a 3.5 GPA despite significant obstacles, including periods of symptom flares, attending countless criminal and family court hearings against my abuser, and single parenting responsibilities. As a volunteer EMT, I've responded to diverse emergency situations ranging from cardiac arrests to mental health crises. This role has taught me clinical skills like vital sign assessment, EKG interpretation, and emergency medication administration while developing my ability to remain composed under pressure. I've also gained valuable experience as a certified Reiki practitioner working with chronic pain patients. While different from conventional medicine, this role has deepened my understanding of the mind-body connection and complementary approaches to pain management, knowledge that will inform my holistic approach to nursing care. My most significant medical experience, however, comes from navigating complex health systems as a patient managing multiple chronic conditions. I've coordinated care between specialists, advocated for appropriate treatment, researched medication interactions, and implemented complex symptom management regimens. These experiences have given me insight into the challenges patients face when managing chronic conditions—insight that will make me a more empathetic, effective nurse. I bring to this profession not only academic potential and practical skills but also profound empathy born from lived experience. My journey has taught me that healing happens at the intersection of clinical excellence and compassionate presence—precisely where skilled nursing practice resides.

My passion for the nursing profession stems from a deep, personal understanding of the profound impact compassionate, patient-centered care can have on individuals and communities. As a survivor of domestic violence, chronic illness, and substance use disorder, I have experienced firsthand the transformative power of providers who approach healthcare with empathy, cultural humility, and a genuine commitment to uplifting the whole person. Too often, I have encountered medical professionals who fail to fully listen, validate concerns, or approach treatment from a holistic perspective. These experiences have shown me the critical need for clinicians who can create safe, non-judgmental spaces where vulnerable patients feel truly seen and empowered to take an active role in their healing. This is the kind of nurse I aspire to be - a beacon of hope and a tireless advocate for those facing immense challenges. Drawing from my own resilience and hard-won insights, I am driven to leverage the nursing profession as a platform for positive change. Whether it's providing skilled clinical care, educating communities about mental health, or spearheading initiatives to improve systems of care, my goal is to make a tangible difference in the lives of those who have historically been failed by the very institutions meant to support them. My passion for this issue stems from lived experience. As someone with fibromyalgia and Functional Neurological Disorder (FND), I've navigated the challenging landscape of chronic pain management while simultaneously addressing trauma-related anxiety and depression. My journey with pain and medication began when I tore my ACL during high school dance practice. As a teenager, I was prescribed opioids for pain without adequate education about their risks or alternative pain management strategies. This early exposure created a foundation for dependency that eventually evolved into addiction—a journey countless patients have experienced. Throughout this process, my mental health deteriorated further as pain, trauma, and substance use created a devastating cycle that traditional healthcare approaches seemed ill-equipped to address. Fundamentally, nursing represents an opportunity to blend my personal passions with professional purpose. I am honored to be entrusted with the responsibility of caring for others during their most fragile moments, and I am committed to upholding the values of compassion, integrity, and excellence that define this noble calling. By pursuing a career in nursing, I have the chance to not only transform individual lives, but to also dismantle harmful stigmas, challenge discriminatory practices, and pave the way for a more equitable, trauma-informed healthcare landscape. This is the legacy I hope to leave - one that extends far beyond the scope of my own clinical work and creates a lasting, positive impact on the communities I serve.

My journey to nursing has been shaped by profound personal experiences—surviving domestic violence, overcoming opioid addiction, and managing chronic health conditions. These challenges have given me a unique perspective that I plan to leverage alongside my nursing education to create meaningful change for others facing similar struggles. As a future psychiatric nurse practitioner, I intend to specialize in trauma-informed care with a focus on survivors of domestic violence. Having experienced firsthand how the healthcare system often fails these individuals, I'm committed to creating safer, more effective intervention points. I vividly remember seeking medical attention for injuries caused by my abuser, only to have healthcare providers treat my physical symptoms without addressing the underlying cause or offering resources. This experience taught me that missed opportunities in healthcare settings can have life-threatening consequences for domestic violence survivors. I plan to develop specialized screening protocols that can be implemented in emergency departments and primary care settings to identify domestic violence victims earlier and more effectively. These protocols will move beyond standard yes/no questions about safety at home, incorporating trauma-informed approaches that recognize the complex psychological barriers that prevent many survivors from disclosing abuse. By training healthcare teams to recognize subtle indicators of abuse and creating pathways for intervention that prioritize patient safety and autonomy, I hope to help survivors find pathways to safety before their situations escalate further. My personal experience recovering from trauma has shown me the critical importance of addressing the mental health consequences of domestic violence, which often persist long after physical wounds have healed. The hypervigilance, anxiety, depression, and PTSD that followed my escape from abuse significantly impacted my ability to rebuild my life. As a psychiatric nurse practitioner, I will create specialized therapy protocols that address these psychological wounds, incorporating both evidence-based approaches like EMDR and CBT alongside complementary modalities like the reiki practice that proved helpful in my own recovery. The intersection between domestic violence, chronic pain, and substance use is another area where I plan to create positive change. Many survivors develop chronic pain conditions either from injuries sustained during abuse or as physiological responses to prolonged trauma. This pain, often inadequately treated or misunderstood by healthcare providers, can lead to self-medication and substance use disorders. I intend to develop specialized pain management programs for domestic violence survivors that address physical pain alongside trauma recovery, incorporating education about the neurobiological connections between trauma and pain while offering non-pharmaceutical pain management strategies. These programs will help survivors understand their bodies' responses to trauma while providing tools to manage pain without risking substance dependence. As a single mother who rebuilt her life after domestic violence, I also recognize the immense practical barriers many survivors face. Housing insecurity, economic dependence, child custody concerns, and lack of social support keep many trapped in dangerous situations. I plan to collaborate with community organizations to develop comprehensive support networks that address these practical barriers alongside healthcare interventions. Education and advocacy will be central to my impact strategy. I will work to increase awareness about domestic violence within healthcare settings, challenging the stigma and misconceptions that often prevent appropriate response. Finally, I plan to conduct research examining the long-term health consequences of domestic violence, particularly focusing on how early intervention can mitigate these outcomes. By transforming my personal pain into professional purpose, I intend to create meaningful change in how our healthcare system responds to domestic violence.

The multifaceted crisis of chronic pain, mental health, and substance use disorders touches millions of lives globally, yet our healthcare systems continue struggling to address it effectively, often treating these deeply interconnected aspects of human suffering as entirely separate problems rather than acknowledging their relationship. As someone with fibromyalgia and Functional Neurological Disorder (FND), I've navigated the challenging landscape of chronic pain management while simultaneously addressing trauma-related anxiety and depression. My journey with pain and medication began much earlier, when I tore my ACL. As a teenager, I was prescribed opioids for pain without adequate education about their risks or alternative pain management strategies. This created a foundation for dependency that eventually evolved into addiction. My mental health deteriorated as pain, trauma, and substance use created a devastating cycle. Chronic pain affects approximately 20% of adults worldwide. What makes this particularly devastating is how mental health functions as both a risk factor and consequence in this equation—over 60% of chronic pain patients experience depression, while anxiety disorders are nearly three times more common in this population. About half of individuals with substance use disorders have co-occurring mental health conditions that often precede their addiction. Our fragmented healthcare system fails to address this complex interplay. Patients experiencing pain are rarely screened for mental health conditions or trauma histories that might influence their pain experience and treatment outcomes. Mental health providers often lack training in pain and addiction. Substance use treatment programs frequently neglect underlying pain conditions or trauma processing. The result is ann approach that addresses symptoms in isolation while missing the holistic needs of the patient. People with mental health conditions, trauma histories, and limited access to integrative pain management face substantially higher risks. Childhood trauma increases the risk of developing chronic pain conditions by nearly 300%, while unresolved trauma significantly reduces the effectiveness of standard pain treatments. Women with pain conditions frequently have their symptoms dismissed as "just anxiety," leaving them undertreated until desperation drives them to self-medication. The pendulum swing from liberal opioid prescribing to severe restriction has left legitimate pain patients suffering while doing little to address addiction's root causes or the mental health factors that drive both pain and substance use. Without addressing all three issues simultaneously through trauma-informed, patient-centered approaches, we perpetuate suffering on multiple fronts. Chronic pain, depression, anxiety, and addiction share overlapping neurobiological pathways involving similar neurotransmitters, brain regions, and inflammatory processes. Pain activates stress responses that worsen anxiety; anxiety amplifies pain perception; both contribute to depression; and all three drive substance use as a coping mechanism. Yet our treatment approaches rarely acknowledge these connections. The solutions require multifaceted approaches that honor this complex reality. We need holistic treatment models rather than forcing patients to navigate disconnected systems. As a nursing student and future psychiatric nurse practitioner, I'm committed to addressing this integrated crisis throughout my career. My recovery journey taught me that healing requires addressing the whole person—physical pain, emotional wounds, and maladaptive coping mechanisms. Through education and advocacy, I hope to challenge the false narrative that mental health, pain, and addiction must be addressed in separate silos. I've witnessed how unaddressed trauma fuels both chronic pain and substance use, creating cycles of suffering until all aspects are addressed simultaneously. My unique perspective as someone who has navigated chronic pain, mental health challenges, and addiction, I hope to contribute to more compassionate, effective approaches that recognize these issues not as separate conditions but as interconnected aspects l requiring integrated care. The future of healthcare must embrace this complexity if we hope to truly address this public health crisis.

Education means freedom to me. After being trapped in cycles of abuse and addiction, education represents my path to true independence – financially, intellectually, and emotionally. It's teaching me to trust my own voice and capabilities again after years of having them diminished. Each textbook I open and each class I attend symbolizes another step away from a past where my choices were limited by circumstances beyond my control. For someone with chronic conditions like mine – FND and fibromyalgia – education also provides security that physical labor cannot. My nursing degree will allow me to support my children with a career that offers stability while accommodating my health needs. On days when my body won't cooperate with demanding physical tasks, my knowledge and critical thinking skills remain intact. I can't do physically demanding work indefinitely with fibromyalgia, but I can channel my empathy and intelligence into nursing for years to come. Education has been healing for me in ways I never anticipated. Each class I complete rebuilds confidence that was shattered during my abusive relationship. Every good grade reminds me that I'm more than my past struggles or my diagnoses. Learning about the science behind my conditions has empowered me to better advocate for myself and eventually for my patients. Understanding the neurological basis of addiction has helped me release shame and embrace recovery with greater compassion for myself and others. As a single mother, education also represents sacrifice and commitment. Every late night studying after my children are asleep, every carefully budgeted dollar for textbooks, every flare-up pushed through to attend clinical rotations – these are investments in our collective future. My children watch me prioritize learning even when it's difficult, teaching them that growth requires dedication and that knowledge is worth pursuing at any age. The legacy I hope to leave is multifaceted. For my children, I want to model resilience and the belief that it's never too late to reinvent yourself. I want them to see that education can be transformative and that past mistakes don't define your future. By watching me overcome obstacles to pursue my degree, they're learning that challenges are not dead ends but opportunities for growth and adaptation. In my nursing career, I hope to leave a legacy of compassionate, trauma-informed care. I want to help develop protocols that prevent iatrogenic addiction while still effectively treating pain. I dream of creating support programs that address the unique needs of patients recovering from both trauma and substance use – something that was missing during my own recovery. My experiences as both patient and provider will inform care approaches that honor the whole person. I also hope to challenge stigma within healthcare settings. As a future healthcare provider with a history of addiction, I want to show that recovery is possible and that those who have struggled can become valuable assets to the healing professions. I want to be living proof that patients with complex backgrounds deserve second chances and can thrive when given appropriate support. By bringing my full self – including my scars – to my nursing practice, I hope to create spaces where others feel safe doing the same. Ultimately, I hope my legacy is one of bridge-building – connecting traditional medicine with holistic approaches, linking physical care with mental health support, and helping both patients and providers understand each other better. If I can help even a few patients feel truly seen and supported during their darkest moments, in the way I needed but didn't always receive, I'll consider my educational journey worthwhile.

My interest in nursing was born from my experiences on both sides of the healthcare system. As someone managing chronic conditions, I've witnessed firsthand how a knowledgeable, empathetic nurse can make all the difference during vulnerable moments. My battle with opioid addiction, followed by domestic violence, showed me the critical gaps in our healthcare system, particularly in how we approach pain management and trauma-informed care. I plan to specialize in psychiatric mental health nursing with the ultimate goal of becoming a Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner. This specialization calls to me because I understand the intricate relationship between physical and mental health. Living with invisible illnesses like FND and fibromyalgia has taught me how psychological well-being influences physical symptoms and vice versa. I've experienced how trauma can manifest in the body and how holistic approaches to healing are often necessary for true recovery. The mental health field desperately needs providers who understand addiction not just clinically but experientially. Having walked the difficult path of recovery myself, I can offer something valuable to patients facing similar struggles – authentic empathy and living proof that healing is possible. I want to be the healthcare provider I needed during my darkest moments. My preparation for nursing school has been multifaceted and deliberate. After achieving sobriety, I began volunteering as an EMT in my community, which has given me hands-on medical experience and confirmed my ability to remain calm and effective during crisis situations. This role has strengthened my clinical skills while teaching me to make quick, informed decisions under pressure. Complementing my conventional medical training, I became a certified Reiki master, exploring alternative healing modalities that address the mind-body connection. This training has enriched my understanding of holistic care and provided me with additional tools to help future patients manage pain, anxiety, and stress without pharmaceutical interventions when appropriate. Academically, I've maintained a 3.5 GPA while balancing parenting, managing my health conditions, and doing volunteer work. I am also on the borad of my school’s chapter of the Student Nurses Association. The challenges I've overcome have equipped me with unique strengths for nursing. My experience with chronic pain has taught me patience and resilience. Surviving domestic violence has given me insight into trauma responses and the importance of creating safe spaces for vulnerable patients. My recovery journey has instilled in me a deep appreciation for second chances and the belief that everyone deserves quality, judgment-free healthcare. As a psychiatric nurse, I hope to help bridge the gap between physical and mental healthcare, advocating for integrated approaches that address the whole person. I'm particularly interested in developing trauma-informed protocols for patients with chronic pain conditions to prevent the cycle of addiction that I experienced. Nursing isn't just a career choice for me—it's the culmination of my life experiences and the most meaningful way I can transform my challenges into something that benefits others. By becoming a nurse, I'm not only securing a stable future for my family but also honoring my journey by using it to guide others toward healing.

My interest in nursing was born from my experiences on both sides of the healthcare system. As someone managing chronic conditions, I've witnessed firsthand how a knowledgeable, empathetic nurse can make all the difference during vulnerable moments. My battle with opioid addiction, followed by domestic violence, showed me the critical gaps in our healthcare system, particularly in how we approach pain management and trauma-informed care. I plan to specialize in psychiatric mental health nursing with the ultimate goal of becoming a Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner. This specialization calls to me because I understand the intricate relationship between physical and mental health. Living with invisible illnesses like FND and fibromyalgia has taught me how psychological well-being influences physical symptoms and vice versa. I've experienced how trauma can manifest in the body and how holistic approaches to healing are often necessary for true recovery. The mental health field desperately needs providers who understand addiction not just clinically but experientially. Having walked the difficult path of recovery myself, I can offer something valuable to patients facing similar struggles – authentic empathy and living proof that healing is possible. I want to be the healthcare provider I needed during my darkest moments. My preparation for nursing school has been multifaceted and deliberate. After achieving sobriety, I began volunteering as an EMT in my community, which has given me hands-on medical experience and confirmed my ability to remain calm and effective during crisis situations. This role has strengthened my clinical skills while teaching me to make quick, informed decisions under pressure. Complementing my conventional medical training, I became a certified Reiki master, exploring alternative healing modalities that address the mind-body connection. This training has enriched my understanding of holistic care and provided me with additional tools to help future patients manage pain, anxiety, and stress without pharmaceutical interventions when appropriate. Academically, I've maintained a 3.5 GPA while balancing parenting, managing my health conditions, and doing volunteer work. I am also on the borad of my school’s chapter of the Student Nurses Association. The challenges I've overcome have equipped me with unique strengths for nursing. My experience with chronic pain has taught me patience and resilience. Surviving domestic violence has given me insight into trauma responses and the importance of creating safe spaces for vulnerable patients. My recovery journey has instilled in me a deep appreciation for second chances and the belief that everyone deserves quality, judgment-free healthcare. As a psychiatric nurse, I hope to help bridge the gap between physical and mental healthcare, advocating for integrated approaches that address the whole person. I'm particularly interested in developing trauma-informed protocols for patients with chronic pain conditions to prevent the cycle of addiction that I experienced. Nursing isn't just a career choice for me—it's the culmination of my life experiences and the most meaningful way I can transform my challenges into something that benefits others. By becoming a nurse, I'm not only securing a stable future for my family but also honoring my journey by using it to guide others toward healing.

Looking back on my life so far, I'd say my greatest achievement has been rebuilding my life after domestic violence while managing chronic health conditions and creating a stable home for my daughter. My journey with addiction and recovery came first - I struggled with opioid dependency after being prescribed pain medications for an injury. Achieving sobriety was my first major battle, one that taught me how to advocate for myself and find alternative ways to manage chronic pain. I was proud of my recovery and the strength it took to maintain sobriety while living with daily pain. Years later, after I had established my sobriety, I found myself in a domestic violence situation. This was especially devastating because I had already worked so hard to rebuild my life once. Leaving that relationship while managing FND and fibromyalgia symptoms and protecting my daughter took every ounce of courage I had. I refused to let that situation destroy the sobriety and stability I had fought for. This journey taught me that my resilience isn't just about surviving one major challenge - it's about continuing to rise after multiple setbacks. I learned that my prior recovery from addiction had actually given me tools that helped me escape the abusive relationship. The self-awareness, coping mechanisms, and support networks I built during my recovery became crucial resources when facing this new trauma. I discovered that I'm not defined by my past addiction, abuse history, or diagnoses - I'm defined by my capacity to heal and grow through each challenge. Most importantly, maintaining my sobriety even through the stress and trauma of domestic violence showed me that my commitment to recovery was unshakable. Looking toward the future, I hope to achieve professional fulfillment as a psychiatric nurse practitioner specializing in trauma-informed care and recovery. I want to be the kind of provider who understands how prior traumas and recoveries influence each new challenge a person faces. Beyond my career goals, I hope to continue growing as a parent and eventually reach a place where I can mentor others who are navigating complex recovery journeys alongside other life challenges. I want my children to see that resilience isn't about never falling - it's about continuing to get back up, no matter how many different obstacles life presents. Most importantly, I hope to achieve lasting peace with my body and mind. Living with chronic conditions means I'll always face certain limitations, but I'm working toward a future where I can fully embrace my journey - with all its diverse challenges and triumphs - while living a meaningful life defined by purpose rather than pain or past trauma.

Going back to college as a single mother in my 30s, with FND and fibromyalgia, hasn't been easy, but it represents my commitment to creating a better future for my daughter and myself. My journey to nursing has been shaped by both personal struggles and profound moments of healing that have shown me the transformative power of compassionate healthcare. My interest in nursing was born from my experiences on both sides of the healthcare system. As someone managing chronic conditions, I've witnessed firsthand how a knowledgeable, empathetic nurse can make all the difference during vulnerable moments. My battle with opioid addiction, followed by domestic violence, showed me the critical gaps in our healthcare system, particularly in how we approach pain management and trauma-informed care. I plan to specialize in psychiatric mental health nursing with the ultimate goal of becoming a Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner. This specialization calls to me because I understand the intricate relationship between physical and mental health. Living with invisible illnesses like FND and fibromyalgia has taught me how psychological well-being influences physical symptoms and vice versa. I've experienced how trauma can manifest in the body and how holistic approaches to healing are often necessary for true recovery. The mental health field desperately needs providers who understand addiction not just clinically but experientially. Having walked the difficult path of recovery myself, I can offer something valuable to patients facing similar struggles – authentic empathy and living proof that healing is possible. I want to be the healthcare provider I needed during my darkest moments. My preparation for nursing school has been multifaceted and deliberate. After achieving sobriety, I began volunteering as an EMT in my community, which has given me hands-on medical experience and confirmed my ability to remain calm and effective during crisis situations. This role has strengthened my clinical skills while teaching me to make quick, informed decisions under pressure. Complementing my conventional medical training, I became a certified Reiki master, exploring alternative healing modalities that address the mind-body connection. This training has enriched my understanding of holistic care and provided me with additional tools to help future patients manage pain, anxiety, and stress without pharmaceutical interventions when appropriate. Academically, I've maintained a 3.5 GPA while balancing parenting, managing my health conditions, and doing volunteer work. I am also on the borad of my school’s chapter of the Student Nurses Association. The challenges I've overcome have equipped me with unique strengths for nursing. My experience with chronic pain has taught me patience and resilience. Surviving domestic violence has given me insight into trauma responses and the importance of creating safe spaces for vulnerable patients. My recovery journey has instilled in me a deep appreciation for second chances and the belief that everyone deserves quality, judgment-free healthcare. As a psychiatric nurse, I hope to help bridge the gap between physical and mental healthcare, advocating for integrated approaches that address the whole person. I'm particularly interested in developing trauma-informed protocols for patients with chronic pain conditions to prevent the cycle of addiction that I experienced. Nursing isn't just a career choice for me—it's the culmination of my life experiences and the most meaningful way I can transform my challenges into something that benefits others. By becoming a nurse, I'm not only securing a stable future for my family but also honoring my journey by using it to guide others toward healing.

I have chosen to pursue a degree in healthcare because I have always felt a strong calling to help others. This passion was ignited by personal experiences that have deeply impacted my life. Watching my grandmother struggle with multiple sclerosis (MS) opened my eyes to the challenges faced by patients and their families. Her strength and resilience in the face of such a debilitating disease inspired me to want to make a difference in the lives of others who are suffering. Moreover, dealing with my own chronic health issues has given me a unique perspective on the healthcare system. I have experienced firsthand the importance of compassionate and attentive care, and I understand the critical role that healthcare professionals play in supporting patients both physically and emotionally. These experiences have fueled my desire to pursue a career in nursing, where I can provide the kind of care and support that I know can make a significant difference. As a nursing student at Long Island University, I am committed to developing the skills and knowledge necessary to become an effective and empathetic healthcare professional. I believe that being a woman in healthcare allows me to bring a unique perspective and approach to patient care. Women often have a natural ability to empathize and connect with others, which is crucial in creating a supportive and healing environment. In the future, I hope to make a positive impact in the healthcare field by advocating for patient-centered care and promoting health education. I want to work in communities where access to healthcare is limited and empower individuals to take charge of their health. Education is a powerful tool, and by providing people with the knowledge and resources they need, we can improve health outcomes and quality of life. Additionally, I am passionate about supporting other women in healthcare. The field has historically been dominated by men in leadership roles, but I believe that women have so much to offer, and our voices need to be heard. I want to mentor and encourage other women who are entering the healthcare profession, helping them to overcome challenges and achieve their goals. By fostering a supportive community, we can strengthen the presence and influence of women in healthcare. As I continue my studies, I am committed to learning and growing as a nurse. I want to be the kind of healthcare professional who not only treats illnesses but also cares for the whole person. My goal is to create a positive and lasting impact on my patients, helping them to feel seen, heard, and valued. In conclusion, my choice to pursue a degree in healthcare is driven by a deep desire to help others and make a meaningful difference. As a woman in the field, I am excited about the opportunity to bring compassion, understanding, and empowerment to my patients and colleagues. I am eager to contribute to a more inclusive and equitable healthcare system where everyone can thrive.

Confronting adversity—whether physical, emotional, or mental—has been a defining aspect of my journey toward a career in psychiatric nursing. My experiences with Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) and fibromyalgia, surviving domestic violence, and overcoming opioid addiction have presented countless hurdles, many of which have tested the limits of my resilience and determination. These experiences have instilled in me a deep understanding of the struggles that many patients face, and I am determined to transform my pain and perseverance into compassion and expertise as a future psychiatric nurse practitioner. Living with FND and fibromyalgia means that I often deal with intense pain, fatigue, and episodes of muscle weakness that can make even daily activities difficult. These symptoms don’t follow a schedule, making it nearly impossible to anticipate when I’ll be feeling strong or when I’ll need extra support. Rather than allowing this unpredictability to discourage me, I have cultivated a strong mindset to manage these physical limitations. I adhere to a self-care routine tailored to my condition, using techniques like reiki, meditation, and gentle exercise to alleviate pain and maintain mental clarity. Becoming a certified reiki master was not only a way to help myself cope but also a way to help others by promoting healing through holistic methods. As a survivor of domestic violence, I have grappled with the residual effects of trauma, such as anxiety and self-doubt, which can easily feel overwhelming. My past experiences also include battling an opioid addiction, a struggle that taught me the importance of self-compassion, discipline, and resilience. Throughout my recovery, I sought support from counselors, support groups, and loved ones. This journey reinforced my desire to pursue a career in mental health, as I am keenly aware of how support systems can empower people to overcome even the most daunting challenges. While these personal struggles could have deterred me from pursuing my goals, they have instead become fuel for my determination to succeed. Currently, I am working toward a bachelor’s degree in nursing, with the ultimate goal of becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner. I have remained committed to my education by balancing my responsibilities as a single mom and an active volunteer. I am proud to serve as the treasurer of my school’s chapter of the Student Nurses Association, where I not only help manage financial resources but also work to create a supportive environment for my peers. My volunteer work as an EMT has been another source of strength and inspiration. In this role, I have seen the impact that compassion and quick thinking can have in moments of crisis, and I am constantly reminded of why I chose a path in healthcare. Working as an EMT has given me a sense of purpose and a way to give back to my community, even as I continue to pursue my own education and career goals. In each of these roles— student, single mother, volunteer, and survivor—I have taken intentional steps to ensure that adversity does not define my future but rather enriches it. The challenges I have faced have prepared me to be a more empathetic and knowledgeable nurse. By continuing my education and gaining hands-on experience, I am actively building the skills needed to make a meaningful impact on the lives of others. My goal as a psychiatric nurse practitioner is to provide compassionate, holistic care, drawing on my personal experiences to offer patients understanding and support during their own struggles. Adversity has been a powerful teacher, and with each step forward, I am one step closer to achieving my aspirations and helping others overcome the challenges they face.

Being the first in my family to obtain a college degree would be a profound personal accomplishment. It represents breaking free from generational cycles of adversity and opening up new opportunities that were previously out of reach. This achievement would not only benefit me but also inspire future generations to pursue higher education and break barriers. In college, I plan to pursue a Bachelor of Science in Nursing degree with the goal of becoming a Psychiatric-Mental Health Nurse Practitioner (PMHNP). This specialized field aligns with my passion for providing compassionate, trauma-informed care. By combining my personal experiences with rigorous academic training, I hope to offer a unique perspective and a deep understanding of the complex needs of individuals struggling with mental health challenges. My long-term goals include using my PMHNP credential to make a meaningful impact on the lives of those struggling with mental health and substance use challenges. I aspire to be a catalyst for systemic change, addressing disparities and destigmatizing these issues within underserved communities. I envision myself working in a community mental health clinic, providing accessible and affordable care to individuals who might otherwise fall through the cracks. I am particularly drawn to working with individuals who have experienced trauma, as I understand firsthand the profound impact that trauma can have on mental and physical health. By providing trauma-informed care, I can help individuals heal from past wounds and develop the resilience necessary to thrive. Additionally, I am passionate about advocating for policy changes that address the root causes of mental health disparities. By working with policymakers and community leaders, I hope to create a more just and equitable healthcare system that prioritizes the needs of all individuals. I believe that by combining my clinical expertise with a holistic approach to healing, I can empower individuals to overcome adversity and achieve their full potential. Through education, advocacy, and compassionate care, I hope to make a lasting impact on the mental health landscape. Beyond my academic and career goals, I am deeply committed to fostering a sense of community and belonging. I believe that strong social connections are essential for mental health and overall well-being. As a PMHNP, I hope to create a supportive and inclusive environment where individuals feel valued and understood. I envision leading workshops and support groups that empower individuals to develop healthy coping mechanisms and build resilience. Furthermore, I am passionate about mentoring young people, particularly those from disadvantaged backgrounds. By sharing my experiences and offering guidance, I hope to inspire the next generation of leaders and changemakers. I believe that education is a powerful tool for breaking the cycle of poverty and inequality. As a Reiki Master, I am committed to integrating holistic approaches into my practice. I believe that by addressing the mind, body, and spirit, we can achieve optimal health and wellness. By combining traditional medical interventions with complementary therapies, such as meditation, yoga, and energy healing, I hope to offer a more comprehensive and compassionate approach to patient care. Ultimately, my goal is to use my knowledge, skills, and compassion to make a positive impact on the world. By providing high-quality mental health care, advocating for systemic change, and inspiring others, I hope to create a future where everyone has the opportunity to thrive.

Going to college represents a transformative opportunity for me to not only advance my education and career goals, but to also break free from the cycles of adversity that have defined much of my life. As a survivor of domestic violence and chronic illness, higher education symbolizes the chance to reclaim my sense of agency, open new doors, and create a brighter future - not just for myself, but for my child as well. My primary goals in pursuing a college degree are: To develop the specialized clinical skills and knowledge required to become a compassionate, trauma-informed psychiatric-mental health nurse practitioner. This will allow me to provide the kind of empathetic, patient-centered care that I wish I had encountered during my own most vulnerable moments. By combining my personal experiences with rigorous academic training, I hope to offer a unique perspective and a deep understanding of the complex needs of individuals struggling with mental health challenges. To cultivate a deeper understanding of the systemic issues and social determinants that contribute to mental health disparities, so I can advocate for policy reforms and community-based solutions. I believe that addressing the root causes of mental illness requires a holistic approach that considers factors such as poverty, discrimination, and lack of access to care. By advocating for equitable healthcare policies and supporting community-based initiatives, I hope to create a more just and equitable society. To serve as a role model for my child, demonstrating that with determination and the right support, even the most daunting obstacles can be overcome. I want to open up a world of possibilities for them that was not afforded to me growing up. By pursuing higher education, I am showing my child that they too can achieve their dreams, no matter their background or circumstances. To leverage my personal experiences to empower others who have faced similar challenges. By sharing my story and offering support and guidance, I hope to inspire others to overcome adversity and build fulfilling lives. I believe that my experiences can be a source of strength and hope for those who are struggling. Ultimately, college represents the chance to transform not just my own trajectory, but to make a meaningful, lasting impact on the lives of others facing challenges similar to those I have endured. It is my opportunity to leverage my personal experiences and unwavering resilience in service of uplifting marginalized individuals and communities.

The impact of this scholarship funding will be profound. It will alleviate the financial burden associated with my education, allowing me to focus on my studies without the added stress of financial constraints. This will enable me to dedicate more time to academic pursuits, clinical rotations, and research, ultimately enhancing my learning experience and preparing me to become a highly skilled healthcare professional. Moreover, this scholarship will empower me to pursue advanced education and certifications, such as a Master's degree in Nursing with a specialization in Psychiatric Mental Health. This will broaden my knowledge base and equip me with the necessary tools to provide comprehensive care to individuals struggling with mental health challenges. In the realm of holistic health and healing, I aspire to make a significant impact by integrating mind-body-spirit practices into conventional healthcare. As a psychiatric nurse practitioner, I will strive to create a compassionate and supportive environment where individuals feel heard, understood, and empowered. I will utilize evidence-based practices, such as cognitive-behavioral therapy and mindfulness techniques, to address the root causes of mental health issues. Combining my degree in nursing with my Reiki Master certification, I offer a broadened approach to patient healing and ultimate wellness. Reiki, an energy healing modality, complements traditional medical treatments by promoting relaxation, reducing stress, and accelerating the body's natural healing processes. By incorporating Reiki into my practice, I can offer a more holistic approach to patient care, addressing both physical and emotional needs. I envision a future where healthcare providers prioritize the whole person, considering not only their physical health but also their mental, emotional, and spiritual well-being. By integrating complementary therapies and mindfulness practices into mainstream healthcare, we can foster a more compassionate and effective approach to healing. I am particularly passionate about working with individuals who have experienced trauma, as I understand firsthand the profound impact that trauma can have on mental and physical health. By providing trauma-informed care, I can help individuals heal from past wounds and develop the resilience necessary to thrive. I am also committed to addressing the stigma surrounding mental health. By sharing my own experiences and advocating for increased access to mental health services, I hope to challenge negative stereotypes and encourage open conversations about mental health. Ultimately, my goal is to empower individuals to take control of their health and well-being. By providing evidence-based care and incorporating holistic practices, I hope to create a ripple effect of healing and transformation. With the support of this scholarship, I am confident in my ability to achieve my goals and make a meaningful difference in the lives of others. I am grateful for this opportunity to pursue my passion and contribute to a healthier and more compassionate world.

Anxiety has been a persistent companion throughout my life, casting a long shadow over my experiences. Its grip has manifested in various ways, from debilitating panic attacks to chronic worry and self-doubt. It has hindered my ability to focus, limited my social interactions, and often paralyzed me with fear. The seemingly simple tasks of leaving the house or engaging in a conversation have at times felt insurmountable. However, I've learned to manage these challenges through a combination of therapy, medication, and self-care techniques. Cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) has been instrumental in identifying and challenging negative thought patterns, while medication has helped to alleviate the physiological symptoms of anxiety. Additionally, practices like mindfulness meditation, yoga, and deep breathing have proven invaluable in calming my mind and body. Pursuing a Bachelor's degree in Nursing is not merely an academic endeavor; it is a personal journey of growth and empowerment. As a single mother, I am determined to provide a better future for my child. A college degree will equip me with the knowledge and skills necessary to secure a stable and fulfilling career. By challenging myself intellectually, I hope to build resilience, boost my self-confidence, and overcome the limitations imposed by anxiety. Furthermore, a nursing degree will open doors to a wide range of career opportunities, allowing me to achieve financial stability and independence. This is particularly important for individuals with mental health conditions, as it can provide a sense of security and control over one's future. The ability to support myself and my child without relying on others will undoubtedly contribute to my overall well-being and mental health. Beyond the practical benefits, pursuing higher education will allow me to explore my passions and interests. It will provide me with opportunities to connect with like-minded individuals, expand my worldview, and develop a deeper understanding of the world around me. These experiences will enrich my life and contribute to my personal growth. One of my primary goals is to use my own experiences with anxiety to help others. By pursuing a degree in Nursing, I hope to gain the knowledge and skills necessary to support individuals struggling with mental health challenges. As a psychiatric nurse practitioner, I aspire to create a safe and empathetic space where individuals can share their experiences, develop coping strategies, and work towards recovery. By sharing my own story and offering practical advice, I hope to empower others to take control of their mental health and live fulfilling lives. I believe that with the right support and resources, individuals can overcome the challenges of anxiety and build a brighter future.

My journey has been one of resilience, growth, and unwavering determination. From the challenges of mental health and the trauma of domestic violence to the struggle with addiction and the responsibilities of single motherhood, I have faced adversity with a steadfast spirit. Yet, through these trials, I have discovered a strength and purpose that fuels my aspirations. My immediate goal is to complete my Bachelor's degree in Nursing and pass the NCLEX licensing exam. This pursuit will require rigorous academic dedication, effective time management, and a strong support system. To achieve this, I plan to leverage financial aid, scholarships, and part-time employment to cover tuition and living expenses. I will immerse myself in my studies, seeking guidance from professors and peers, and utilizing online resources to supplement my learning. Upon earning my degree, I aspire to secure a nursing position in a psychiatric unit to gain practical experience and contribute financially to my household. This will involve refining my resume and cover letter, actively networking with healthcare professionals, and confidently navigating the job application process. Ultimately, my long-term goal is to become a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner (PMHNP). This will require further academic pursuit, including a Master's degree in Nursing with a specialization in Psychiatric Mental Health. To achieve this, I will need to dedicate significant time and effort to coursework, clinical rotations, and research projects. Financial support, such as scholarships and loans, will be crucial to offset the costs of advanced education. As a PMHNP, I envision a fulfilling career dedicated to helping others. I will strive to provide compassionate and evidence-based care to individuals struggling with mental health challenges. To achieve this, I will prioritize ongoing professional development, attending conferences, workshops, and continuing education courses. Building strong relationships with colleagues, patients, and other healthcare providers will be essential to establish a positive reputation and contribute to a collaborative healthcare environment. Ultimately, I would love to open my own practice, focusing on a holistic approach to wellness and mental health recovery. My journey is not without its challenges. Balancing the demands of motherhood, academics, and potential employment will require meticulous planning and unwavering commitment. However, I am confident in overcoming these obstacles and achieving my goals. By staying focused, seeking support, and maintaining a positive mindset, I believe I can make a significant impact on the lives of others and create a brighter future for myself and my child.

The tapestry of my life is woven with threads of both pain and resilience. As a single mother navigating the complexities of mental health, domestic violence, and addiction, I've faced challenges that have tested my limits and reshaped my understanding of strength and perseverance. My journey has been marked by the invisible struggles of FND and fibromyalgia, conditions that often leave me feeling misunderstood and isolated. Yet, these challenges have fostered a deep empathy for others who suffer from chronic illnesses. I've learned to navigate a life with limitations, finding strength in vulnerability and resilience in the face of adversity. The experience of surviving domestic violence was a harrowing ordeal that shattered my sense of safety and self-worth. The cycle of abuse left me feeling trapped, isolated, and hopeless. However, through sheer determination and the unwavering support of others, I broke free from the chains of my abuser. This experience has instilled in me a fierce determination to help others escape abusive situations and rebuild their lives. Addiction, a dark chapter in my story, nearly consumed me entirely. The allure of escape and the numbing effects of substances offered temporary relief from the pain of the past. Yet, the path to recovery was arduous, requiring unwavering commitment and unwavering support. Through countless therapy sessions, support groups, and a strong support system, I emerged from the depths of addiction, stronger and more resilient than ever before. As a single mother, I've faced the additional challenges of balancing work, school, and childcare. The weight of sole responsibility can be overwhelming at times, but it has also taught me the importance of prioritizing and setting boundaries. I strive to be a role model for my four-year-old daughter, teaching her the value of perseverance, kindness, and self-love. I want her to grow up knowing that she is capable of overcoming any obstacle and that she is worthy of love and respect. My career aspirations as a psychiatric nurse practitioner are a direct reflection of my personal journey. I am passionate about providing compassionate and evidence-based care to individuals struggling with mental illness, trauma, and addiction. I hope to use my own experiences to help others navigate their challenges and find hope and healing. Additionally, my certification as a Reiki master has deepened my understanding of the mind-body connection. I believe that holistic approaches, including mindfulness and energy healing, can complement traditional medical treatments and enhance overall well-being. I am committed to integrating these practices into my future work as a nurse practitioner, offering a comprehensive approach to patient care. My experiences have taught me the importance of resilience, perseverance, and gratitude. By embracing my challenges and seeking support, I have found strength and purpose. I am committed to using my experiences to make a positive impact on the world, one person at a time. I believe that by sharing my story, I can inspire others to overcome adversity and find hope in the darkest of times.

The tapestry of my life is woven with threads of both pain and resilience. As a single mother navigating the complexities of mental health, domestic violence, and addiction, I've faced challenges that have tested my limits and reshaped my understanding of strength and perseverance. My journey has been marked by the invisible struggles of FND and fibromyalgia, conditions that often leave me feeling misunderstood and isolated. Yet, these challenges have fostered a deep empathy for others who suffer from chronic illnesses. I've learned to navigate a life with limitations, finding strength in vulnerability and resilience in the face of adversity. The experience of surviving domestic violence was a harrowing ordeal that shattered my sense of safety and self-worth. The cycle of abuse left me feeling trapped, isolated, and hopeless. However, through sheer determination and the unwavering support of others, I broke free from the chains of my abuser. This experience has instilled in me a fierce determination to help others escape abusive situations and rebuild their lives. Addiction, a dark chapter in my story, nearly consumed me entirely. The allure of escape and the numbing effects of substances offered temporary relief from the pain of the past. Yet, the path to recovery was arduous, requiring unwavering commitment and unwavering support. Through countless therapy sessions, support groups, and a strong support system, I emerged from the depths of addiction, stronger and more resilient than ever before. As a single mother, I've faced the additional challenges of balancing work, school, and childcare. The weight of sole responsibility can be overwhelming at times, but it has also taught me the importance of prioritizing and setting boundaries. I strive to be a role model for my four-year-old daughter, teaching her the value of perseverance, kindness, and self-love. I want her to grow up knowing that she is capable of overcoming any obstacle and that she is worthy of love and respect. My career aspirations as a psychiatric nurse practitioner are a direct reflection of my personal journey. I am passionate about providing compassionate and evidence-based care to individuals struggling with mental illness, trauma, and addiction. I hope to use my own experiences to help others navigate their challenges and find hope and healing. Additionally, my certification as a Reiki master has deepened my understanding of the mind-body connection. I believe that holistic approaches, including mindfulness and energy healing, can complement traditional medical treatments and enhance overall well-being. I am committed to integrating these practices into my future work as a nurse practitioner, offering a comprehensive approach to patient care. My experiences have taught me the importance of resilience, perseverance, and gratitude. By embracing my challenges and seeking support, I have found strength and purpose. I am committed to using my experiences to make a positive impact on the world, one person at a time. I believe that by sharing my story and being able to relate to my patients, I can inspire others to overcome adversity and find hope in the darkest of times.

The vast expanse of the cosmos, brimming with celestial wonders, has always ignited a spark of curiosity within me. It is this insatiable thirst for knowledge that compels me to delve deeper into the mysteries of our universe. Understanding the intricate workings of the cosmos is not merely an intellectual pursuit; it is a quest that holds the potential to revolutionize our understanding of ourselves and our place within the grand tapestry of existence. The pursuit of knowledge is an intrinsic part of the human experience. It is what sets us apart from other species, allowing us to adapt, innovate, and thrive. By exploring the universe, we expand the boundaries of human understanding, pushing the limits of what we believe is possible. The discoveries we make along the way have the power to reshape our world, leading to technological advancements that improve our lives and solve pressing global challenges.   Moreover, understanding the universe can provide us with a sense of perspective and humility. As we gaze upon the vastness of space, we are reminded of our smallness and insignificance in the grand scheme of things. This realization can foster a sense of interconnectedness and inspire us to treat each other with compassion and respect.   In my pursuit of knowledge, I am drawn to the intersection of science, philosophy, and spirituality. I believe that a holistic approach is essential to truly understand the nature of our universe. By combining the empirical methods of science with the contemplative insights of philosophy and spirituality, we can gain a deeper appreciation for the mysteries that surround us. One of the concepts that I hope to employ in my exploration of the universe is the idea of interconnectedness. I believe that everything in the universe is interconnected, from the smallest subatomic particle to the largest galaxy. This interconnectedness suggests that we are all part of a larger whole, and that our actions have ripple effects that extend far beyond ourselves. Another concept that I find fascinating is the notion of emergence. Emergence is the idea that complex systems can arise from simple rules and interactions. This concept has profound implications for our understanding of consciousness, life, and the universe itself. By studying the emergence of complex phenomena, we may gain insights into the fundamental nature of reality.   In addition to these concepts, I am also interested in exploring the role of consciousness in the universe. Some scientists and philosophers argue that consciousness may be a fundamental property of the universe, rather than an emergent property of complex biological systems. If this is the case, then it could have profound implications for our understanding of reality and our place within it.   I believe that by combining these ideas and concepts, we can develop a more comprehensive understanding of the universe. By embracing a multidisciplinary approach and fostering collaboration between scientists, philosophers, and spiritual seekers, we can unlock the secrets of the cosmos and deepen our connection to the universe as a whole. As a psychiatric nurse practitioner, I am particularly interested in the intersection of mental health and spirituality. I believe that understanding the nature of our universe can have a profound impact on our mental and emotional well-being. By connecting with something larger than ourselves, we can find meaning and purpose in our lives, even in the face of adversity. In conclusion, the pursuit of knowledge is a noble endeavor that has the power to transform our lives and our world. By exploring the mysteries of the universe, we can gain a deeper understanding of ourselves and our place within the cosmos. I am excited to contribute to this ongoing exploration and to share my findings with others.

My journey with mental health has been deeply personal and transformative, profoundly shaping my worldview and career aspirations. As a survivor of domestic violence, someone who has battled substance use disorder, and an individual living with chronic illnesses including FND and fibromyalgia, I have experienced firsthand the complex interplay between trauma, mental health, and physical wellbeing. These experiences have instilled in me a deep understanding of how mental health challenges can impact every aspect of one's life. Through my own recovery journey - from addiction, from abuse, from trauma - I've learned that healing requires a holistic, patient-centered approach that addresses not just symptoms, but the underlying causes of suffering. My relationships have been fundamentally transformed by these experiences. As a single mother, I've had to learn how to create a nurturing, stable environment for my child while managing my own mental health needs. This has taught me the crucial importance of boundaries, self-care, and honest communication. I've also developed a profound appreciation for the power of authentic connection and support in the healing process. These insights have crystallized my career aspiration to become a Psychiatric-Mental Health Nurse Practitioner (PMHNP). I am driven to be the kind of provider I wish I had encountered during my own struggles - someone who approaches each patient with unwavering empathy, cultural humility, and a genuine desire to understand their unique circumstances. I plan to make a positive impact by: 1. Providing trauma-informed care that validates patients' experiences and empowers them to take an active role in their healing journey 2. Advocating for more comprehensive, integrated approaches to mental health treatment that address the social determinants of health 3. Working to destigmatize mental illness and addiction, particularly in underserved communities 4. Using my lived experience to create safe, judgment-free spaces where patients feel truly seen and heard 5. Championing systemic changes that improve access to quality mental healthcare for vulnerable populations My personal journey has equipped me with an unshakable commitment to this mission. I know firsthand that recovery is possible with the right support, and I am dedicated to being that source of hope and guidance for others facing similar challenges. Through my future role as a PMHNP, I aim to be a catalyst for transformative change - not just in individual lives, but in the way our healthcare system approaches mental wellness. I believe that by combining my personal insight with professional expertise, I can help create a more compassionate, equitable, and effective model of mental health care.

As someone who has grappled with the challenges of chronic illness and mental health struggles, I can attest that navigating academia as a student has been an immense test of resilience and self-care. The demands of coursework, clinical rotations, and personal responsibilities can be overwhelming, often exacerbating the physical and psychological symptoms I experience. My journey with functional neurological disorder (FND) and fibromyalgia has taught me firsthand how debilitating chronic pain, fatigue, and neurological disruptions can be. There are days when the mere act of concentration or retaining information feels like an insurmountable task. The unpredictability of flare-ups makes it difficult to maintain a consistent academic routine, and I've had to become adept at adapting on the fly. Compounding these physical challenges are the mental health impacts of my past trauma. As a survivor of domestic violence, I continue to manage the effects of PTSD, anxiety, and depression. The weight of past experiences can sometimes feel suffocating, sapping my motivation and making it difficult to focus on my studies. In the face of these obstacles, I have had to become exceptionally proactive in prioritizing my mental health. Self-care has become a non-negotiable part of my daily regimen - from practicing mindfulness techniques to carving out time for enjoyable leisure activities. I have also cultivated a robust support system of loved ones who understand my struggles and can provide a listening ear or a much-needed reprieve when I'm feeling overwhelmed. Additionally, I have learned to be unapologetically vocal about my needs, whether that means requesting accommodations from professors or advocating for the clinical resources I require to function at my best. I refuse to let shame or stigma prevent me from accessing the tools I need to thrive. In many ways, this unwavering commitment to mental health maintenance has become the foundation upon which I've been able to persist and excel academically. When I am tending to my emotional and psychological wellbeing, I find that I am far more capable of retaining information, meeting deadlines, and engaging actively in my coursework and clinical training. Furthermore, this focus on self-care has had a profoundly positive impact on my ability to be a present, nurturing parent to my child. I understand that in order to show up fully for them, I must first fill my own cup. The skills I've honed in managing my mental health have equipped me with the patience, emotional regulation, and capacity for joy that are so crucial in parenthood. Ultimately, my mental health journey has been a constant work in progress, requiring vigilance, vulnerability, and a willingness to adapt as my needs evolve. But I firmly believe that this dedication has not only served me well in my academic pursuits, but has also shaped me into a more empathetic, resilient, and impactful future healthcare provider. As I continue on the path towards becoming a psychiatric-mental health nurse practitioner, I am driven to leverage my personal experiences to transform the way we approach mental wellness. I want to be a living testament to the power of self-advocacy, comprehensive care, and an unwavering commitment to one's holistic wellbeing. With this scholarship's support, I will be better equipped to realize that vision and make a lasting, positive impact on the lives of my future patients.

As I look towards the future, my primary goal is to become a Psychiatric-Mental Health Nurse Practitioner (PMHNP) - a career path that will allow me to leverage my personal experiences and deep empathy to provide transformative, trauma-informed care to those struggling with mental health and substance use challenges. This aspiration has been shaped by my own harrowing journey as a survivor of domestic violence, chronic illness, and substance use disorder. Having navigated the healthcare system as a vulnerable patient, I have witnessed firsthand the shortcomings and gaps in how we approach mental wellness in this country. Far too often, I have seen individuals in crisis being met with stigma, indifference or reductive treatments that fail to address the root causes of their suffering. I am driven to be the antithesis of this - a clinician who approaches every interaction with unwavering compassion, an unwavering commitment to patient-centered care, and a deep understanding of the complex interplay between physical, psychological and social wellbeing. My personal hardships have cultivated an unparalleled empathy that I believe will make me an exceptional PMHNP. To that end, I am currently pursuing a Bachelor of Science in Nursing degree, a rigorous program that has presented significant challenges as a single mother. Balancing the demands of my studies, clinical rotations, and parenting responsibilities has been an immense undertaking, requiring exceptional time management skills, resilience and support from my loved ones. The financial strain of this educational journey has also been a constant source of anxiety and strain. As a single-income household, the costs of tuition, textbooks, childcare and everyday living expenses can feel crushing at times. I have had to make difficult choices, like forgoing basic self-care activities or delaying necessary home repairs, in order to prioritize the needs of my child. Moreover, as someone living with chronic illnesses like FND and fibromyalgia, I must also factor in the need to manage my own physical and mental wellbeing amidst these competing demands. Flare-ups of debilitating symptoms can derail my carefully orchestrated schedules, leaving me feeling like I'm constantly playing catch-up. And yet, despite these formidable challenges, I remain steadfast in my commitment to this path. The driving force behind my perseverance is the vision I have for the future - not just for myself, but for the wellbeing and security of my child. As a PMHNP, I will be empowered to provide the kind of compassionate, trauma-informed care that I wish I had encountered during my own most vulnerable moments. Furthermore, the financial stability and career advancement that this degree will afford me will have a generational impact. I will be able to create a stable, secure home life for my child, ensuring they have access to the resources, opportunities, and support they need to thrive. The opportunity to be the first in my family to attain a higher education credential fills me with immense pride, as I know it will open doors that have long been closed to us. Ultimately, my vision for the future is one of profound impact - not just on my own life and that of my child, but on the lives of the patients and communities I hope to serve. With the support of this scholarship, I will be better equipped to realize my goal of being a catalyst for systemic change in the way we perceive and address mental health challenges. I am driven to uplift, empower and inspire others who have faced similar hardships, demonstrating that with unwavering determination and the right resources, any obstacle can be overcome.

As a 33-year-old single mother pursuing a nursing degree while raising my child, I face a unique set of challenges that can at times feel overwhelming. However, it is precisely these obstacles that have fortified my resolve and shaped my vision for the future. Perhaps the most daunting aspect of this dual role is the constant juggling act required to balance the demands of my studies, clinical responsibilities, and parenting duties. There are days when I feel stretched impossibly thin, struggling to find the time and energy to give 100% to each of these critical areas of my life. The financial strain of being a single-income household only compounds this stress. The cost of tuition, textbooks, childcare, and everyday living expenses can feel suffocating at times, leaving me anxious about how I will make ends meet. I have had to make difficult choices, like forgoing basic self-care activities or delaying necessary home repairs, in order to prioritize the educational and material needs of my child. On top of these practical concerns, there is also the profound emotional toll of trying to be both a nurturing parent and a dedicated student. I often find myself consumed with guilt over the time I must spend away from my child to attend classes or complete assignments. I worry that I am not providing them with the level of attention and presence they deserve. Moreover, as someone living with chronic illnesses like FND and fibromyalgia, I must also factor in the need to manage my own physical and mental wellbeing amidst these competing demands. Flare-ups of debilitating symptoms can derail my carefully orchestrated schedules, leaving me feeling like I'm constantly playing catch-up. And yet, despite these formidable challenges, I remain unwavering in my commitment to this path. The driving force behind my perseverance is the vision I have for the future - not just for myself, but for the wellbeing and security of my child. As a psychiatric-mental health nurse practitioner, I will be empowered to provide the kind of compassionate, trauma-informed care that I wish I had encountered during my own most vulnerable moments. Drawing from my personal experiences, I will be able to relate to my patients on a profound level, offering a level of empathy and understanding that can be truly transformative. Moreover, the financial stability and career advancement that this degree will afford me will have a generational impact. I will be able to create a stable, secure home life for my child, ensuring they have access to the resources, opportunities, and support they need to thrive. The opportunity to be the first in my family to attain a higher education credential fills me with immense pride, as I know it will open doors that have long been closed to us. This scholarship would be an invaluable tool in helping me navigate this challenging journey and achieve these lofty goals. By alleviating the significant financial burden of my education, it would provide me with the breathing room to devote more time and energy towards my studies, clinical training, and self-care. I would no longer have to make difficult tradeoffs or compromise my wellbeing in order to make ends meet. Just as importantly, this scholarship would affirm the value of my unique experiences and perspectives. As a survivor of domestic violence, chronic illness, and substance use disorder, I bring an unparalleled level of empathy, resilience, and determination to the nursing profession. This financial support would empower me to fully actualize my potential as a clinician and as an agent of positive change. With this scholarship, I could dive deeper into specialized training on trauma-informed care, evidence-based treatments for mental health and addiction, and innovative approaches to holistic wellness. I would have more bandwidth to get involved in community outreach initiatives that connect vulnerable populations with the resources and support they need. Ultimately, I would be better equipped to realize my vision of being a catalyst for systemic change in the way we perceive and address mental health challenges. Beyond the direct impact on my own educational and professional trajectory, this scholarship would also have profound ripple effects for my child's future. Knowing that their parent is pursuing an advanced degree with the full support of a prestigious institution would instill in them a deep sense of pride, possibility, and resilience. It would demonstrate that with determination and the right resources, even the most daunting obstacles can be overcome. Most importantly, this scholarship would provide my child with the stability, security, and opportunities that I was not afforded growing up. It would allow me to create a life that is defined not by the trauma of the past, but by the promise of a brighter tomorrow - one in which they can thrive, unencumbered by the weight of financial hardship or the lingering impacts of abuse. In short, this scholarship would be transformative, not just for me, but for the entire trajectory of my family's future. It would empower me to be the best version of myself as both a student and a parent, while also paving the way for my child to reach their full potential, unburdened by the challenges I have had to overcome. This investment would be felt for generations to come, and I am deeply honored to be considered for such an impactful opportunity.

Recovery is a deeply personal and multifaceted journey - one that requires immense courage, resilience and a steadfast commitment to reclaiming one's inherent worth and wholeness. As someone who has navigated the harrowing terrain of domestic violence, chronic illness, and substance use disorder, I have a profound appreciation for how profoundly trauma and adversity can fracture the body, mind and spirit. Piecing oneself back together after such shattering experiences is not linear nor easy. I firmly believe that true recovery extends beyond abstaining from harmful behaviors or alleviating physical symptoms. It is about rediscovering your authentic self, honoring your needs, and cultivating a sense of agency and self-determination – even in the face of obstacles. Recovery means reclaiming your voice, boundaries, and right to live with dignity. It is about surrounding yourself with a support system that validates your experiences, believes in your inherent strength, and empowers you to make choices that serve your highest good. Crucially, it also involves extending that same compassion inward, learning to be gentle with yourself as you navigate the ups and downs of healing. Ultimately, recovery is not about perfection or the erasure of past traumas. Rather, it is about transforming your relationship to those hardships – using them as the bedrock upon which you construct a life imbued with purpose, meaning and an unshakable sense of self-worth. It is the process of becoming the author of your own story, no longer defined by the wounds of the past, but empowered by your resilience.

I am a 33-year-old single mother who has overcome immense challenges, including domestic violence and living with functional neurological disorder (FND) and fibromyalgia. Despite these obstacles, I have remained steadfast in my educational and career goals, seeing them as a driving force rather than a road block. I am currently pursuing a Bachelor of Science in Nursing degree with the aim of becoming a psychiatric-mental health nurse practitioner (PMHNP). My personal experiences have been the driving force behind this aspiration. As someone who has navigated the complexities of the healthcare system as a vulnerable patient, I am deeply committed to providing the compassionate, patient-centered care that I wish I had received. My journey has taught me the profound impact that empathetic, trauma-informed providers can have on the lives of those struggling with mental health issues and chronic illnesses. In addition to my academic pursuits, I have been actively involved in my local community, volunteering as an EMT and participating in support groups for survivors of domestic violence. These experiences have further solidified my desire to make a tangible difference in the lives of those facing adversity. Receiving this scholarship would be life-changing, as it would alleviate the significant financial burden of my education. By paying down my student loans, I would be able to devote more time and energy to my clinical training, community outreach, and personal well-being. This, in turn, would allow me to become an even more effective and impactful PMHNP. With the financial stress of student loans lifted, I would also be able to focus on creating a more stable and secure future for my child. I would be able to put some of the saved funds towards their education, ensuring that they have the resources and support they need to thrive. Additionally, I would be able to set aside money for emergencies and long-term financial goals, providing a stronger foundation for our family. Ultimately, this scholarship would be an investment not only in my personal and professional development, but also in the communities I hope to serve. As a PMHNP, I aspire to be a beacon of hope and a catalyst for positive change, empowering individuals to prioritize their mental health and reclaim their sense of well-being. With the support of this scholarship, I am confident that I can make an indelible mark on the nursing profession and create a lasting impact on the lives of those in need.

As a 33-year-old single mother who has overcome significant adversity, including domestic violence, chronic illness, and substance use disorder, I have developed a deep appreciation for the power of community and service. My personal journey has instilled in me an unwavering commitment to making a positive impact on the lives of others, particularly those facing their own challenges. One of the ways I have been able to fulfill this calling is through my volunteer work as an Emergency Medical Technician (EMT) in my local community. In this role, I have had the opportunity to respond to a wide range of emergencies, many of which involve individuals experiencing mental health crises or the consequences of untreated substance use disorders. These experiences have been eye-opening, revealing the profound gaps in our healthcare system's ability to provide comprehensive, compassionate care for vulnerable populations. Far too often, I have witnessed patients in the throes of a mental health episode or the grips of addiction being criminalized or subjected to substandard treatment due to systemic biases and a lack of resources. It has been heartbreaking to see the human toll of these shortcomings, but it has also fueled my determination to be part of the solution. As an EMT, I have been able to provide immediate stabilization and support to individuals in crisis, while also connecting them with the appropriate mental health and social services. In many cases, I have been the first point of contact for these patients, and my ability to approach them with empathy, patience, and a genuine desire to understand their unique circumstances has made all the difference. Beyond the direct patient interactions, my work as an EMT has also allowed me to collaborate closely with law enforcement, social workers, and other first responders. These partnerships have given me valuable insights into the critical need for interdisciplinary, coordinated efforts to support individuals in crisis. I have been able to leverage these relationships to advocate for more effective, trauma-informed protocols and to facilitate seamless care transitions. Through this volunteer work, I have not only honed my clinical skills and knowledge but have also gained a deeper understanding of the complex challenges facing my community. This has fueled my passion for pursuing a career as a psychiatric-mental health nurse practitioner, where I can apply my personal experiences and professional expertise to make an even greater impact. As I look to the future, I envision myself as a catalyst for positive change – using my platform to advocate for policy reforms, challenge discriminatory practices, and empower vulnerable individuals to access the quality, affordable care they deserve. Whether it's spearheading community outreach initiatives, collaborating with interdisciplinary teams to develop innovative care models, or leveraging my voice to educate policymakers and the public, my overarching goal will be to transform the way mental health and substance use disorders are perceived and addressed. Ultimately, my journey as a volunteer EMT has reinforced the profound power of community engagement and servitude. By stepping up to support those in need, I have not only made a tangible difference in the lives of my patients but have also gained invaluable insights that will shape my future as a nurse and a champion for social change. This experience has been a true testament to the transformative potential of compassion, empathy, and a relentless commitment to uplifting others.

As I envision my future as a nurse, my overarching goal is to be a catalyst for positive change - using my unique blend of personal experiences, professional expertise, and unwavering compassion to transform the way mental health care is delivered. At the core of this vision is a deep commitment to providing holistic, trauma-informed care that addresses the intersections of physical, psychological, and social wellbeing. Drawing from my own journey of navigating chronic illnesses, domestic violence, and substance use disorder, I have developed an unparalleled understanding of the challenges patients face when navigating the healthcare system. Too often, I have witnessed individuals struggling with mental health crises or addiction being met with judgment, indifference, or reductive approaches that fail to address the root causes of their suffering. As a psychiatric-mental health nurse practitioner, I aim to be the antithesis of this - a clinician who approaches every interaction with empathy, patience, and a genuine desire to empower patients to take an active role in their healing. I envision myself as a reassuring presence who creates a safe, judgment-free space for individuals to share their stories and articulate their unique needs without fear of stigma or dismissal. My role will be to listen deeply, validate their experiences, and collaborate with them to develop comprehensive treatment plans that address the physical, emotional, and social factors contributing to their challenges. Grounded in evidence-based practices, my care model will emphasize holistic interventions that promote overall wellbeing. This may include modalities like trauma-informed therapy, mindfulness-based stress reduction, peer support, and connections to community resources. I firmly believe that true healing cannot occur without addressing the mind-body connection and the social determinants of health. Moreover, I aspire to be a tireless advocate for my patients, leveraging my clinical expertise and nuanced understanding of complex trauma to navigate the often-fragmented mental healthcare system on their behalf. Whether it's fighting for equitable access to services, challenging discriminatory policies, or coordinating seamless care transitions, I will be a relentless champion for the rights and needs of my patients. Beyond the scope of direct clinical care, I also envision myself as a leader and change-maker within the nursing profession and the broader healthcare landscape. Through my work, I hope to destigmatize mental illness and addiction, elevate the voices of marginalized communities, and drive systemic reforms that prioritize compassion, equity, and evidence-based practices. This may manifest in various forms, such as spearheading community outreach initiatives, collaborating with interdisciplinary teams to develop innovative care models, or leveraging my platform as a nurse practitioner to educate policymakers and the public. Regardless of the specific approach, my driving motivation will be to uplift and empower vulnerable individuals who have historically been failed by the very systems meant to support them. Underlying all of these efforts will be a steadfast commitment to cultivating a culture of openness, intellectual curiosity, and continuous learning. I aim to foster an environment where healthcare providers feel empowered to challenge assumptions, share bold ideas, and engage in robust discussions without fear of censure or retaliation. This, in turn, will drive progress, identify areas for improvement, and ensure that our care remains responsive to the evolving needs of the communities we serve. Ultimately, my vision for myself as a nurse is one of deep compassion, unwavering advocacy, and transformative impact. I see myself as a beacon of hope for those struggling with mental health and substance use challenges - a clinician who can leverage my personal experiences and professional expertise to guide individuals towards healing, recovery, and the reclamation of their inherent dignity and worth. Through my clinical practice, community engagement, and systemic change efforts, I aspire to leave an indelible mark on the nursing profession and the healthcare landscape as a whole. My goal is not merely to provide competent care, but to be a catalyst for a fundamental shift in the way we approach mental health - moving away from outdated, stigmatizing models and towards a future where holistic, trauma-informed, and patient-centered care is the norm, rather than the exception. This is a lofty vision, to be sure, but one that I am confident I can achieve through my steadfast determination, unyielding empathy, and relentless pursuit of knowledge and growth. With each patient interaction, each community initiative, and each policy debate, I will work tirelessly to chip away at the barriers that have long prevented vulnerable individuals from accessing the care and support they deserve. And in doing so, I will honor the resilience and strength that has defined my own journey, paying that forward to transform the lives of others.

Free expression is a vital ideal in the medical field, as it fosters an environment of open dialogue, scientific inquiry, and patient-centered care. When healthcare providers feel empowered to freely share ideas, critique existing practices, and advocate for change, it leads to meaningful progress and better outcomes for the communities they serve. At its core, free expression enables the free flow of information and the challenging of assumptions - both essential components of evidence-based medicine. Clinicians must feel comfortable voicing concerns, proposing novel solutions, and engaging in robust debates without fear of censure or retaliation. This climate of intellectual honesty and curiosity drives innovation, allows for the identification and correction of errors, and ultimately improves the quality and safety of patient care. Beyond the realm of medical research and practice, free expression is also crucial for empowering patients to be active participants in their own health journey. When individuals feel heard, respected, and free to share their perspectives and preferences, it lays the foundation for truly collaborative, patient-centered care. Providers who cultivate an atmosphere of openness and trust are better equipped to understand the unique needs and values of the populations they serve. Individuals within the medical field can help protect and bolster the ideal of free expression in several ways: Modeling transparent, non-judgmental communication: Healthcare providers must lead by example, fostering a culture where all voices are welcomed and diverse viewpoints are seen as opportunities for growth, not threats. Advocating for institutional policies that safeguard free speech: Clinicians can work to implement protocols and guidelines that explicitly protect the rights of employees and patients to express themselves freely without fear of repercussions. Empowering patient advocacy: Providers can empower patients to advocate for their own needs and preferences, ensuring that their voices carry weight in the decision-making process. Engaging in interdisciplinary collaboration: By collaborating across specialties and disciplines, healthcare professionals can expose themselves to a wider range of perspectives and challenge their own assumptions. Championing whistleblower protections: Providers must advocate for robust whistleblower protections that shield those who courageously speak out against unethical or unsafe practices. Leveraging emerging technologies: AI writing models and other innovative tools can be powerful enablers of free expression, allowing individuals to articulate their ideas with clarity and nuance. Ultimately, a healthcare system that values free expression is one that is more responsive, equitable, and attuned to the diverse needs of the communities it serves. By embracing this ideal, medical professionals can foster an environment of trust, collaboration, and continuous improvement - ultimately delivering better care and outcomes for all.

One of the most meaningful ways I have contributed to my community has been through my volunteer work as an Emergency Medical Technician (EMT). This role has not only allowed me to develop critical skills and knowledge, but has also provided me with invaluable firsthand insights into the complex challenges facing individuals with mental health and substance use issues. In my time as an EMT, I have responded to numerous calls involving mental health crises, substance overdoses, and other emergencies stemming from untreated or mismanaged behavioral health conditions. These experiences have been eye-opening, revealing the profound gaps in our healthcare system's ability to provide comprehensive, compassionate care for vulnerable populations. Far too often, I have witnessed patients in the throes of a mental health episode or the grips of addiction being criminalized or subjected to substandard treatment due to systemic biases and a lack of resources. These heartbreaking encounters have only strengthened my resolve to become the kind of psychiatric-mental health nurse practitioner who can advocate for more equitable, trauma-informed approaches. As an EMT, I have also had the opportunity to collaborate closely with law enforcement and other first responders. This has given me valuable insights into the critical need for interdisciplinary, coordinated efforts to support individuals in crisis. I plan to leverage these experiences to spearhead initiatives that foster stronger partnerships between healthcare providers, social services, and community stakeholders. Looking to the future, I am eager to expand my community involvement and make an even greater impact as a nurse practitioner. One of my primary goals is to establish a free mental health clinic in underserved neighborhoods, ensuring that marginalized individuals have access to the quality, affordable care they deserve. I envision this clinic to be a sanctuary of sorts - a safe, judgment-free space where patients can access holistic treatment, peer support, and the resources necessary to address the root causes of their struggles. Additionally, I aim to become a vocal advocate for policy changes that improve mental health and addiction treatment outcomes. Drawing from my personal experiences and professional expertise, I will work tirelessly to destigmatize these issues, challenge discriminatory practices, and push for systemic reforms that prioritize compassion and equity. Through my clinical work, community outreach, and advocacy efforts, my overarching goal is to empower vulnerable individuals to reclaim their sense of dignity, hope, and overall wellbeing. I am committed to being a catalyst for transformative change, one patient and one community at a time.

I chose to pursue a career in psychiatric-mental health nursing because of my deep personal experiences - not only with navigating the healthcare system as a patient, but also with overcoming the devastating impacts of substance use disorder. These formative challenges have instilled in me an unwavering commitment to providing the compassionate, trauma-informed care that I wish I had encountered. As a survivor of domestic violence who also battled a debilitating opioid addiction for several years, I have firsthand knowledge of the profound physical, emotional, and psychological toll that mental health crises and substance abuse can take. I know intimately the feelings of guilt, shame, and hopelessness that can consume individuals struggling with these issues. However, I am also living proof that recovery is possible with the right support and determination. My journey through the depths of addiction and back to sobriety has given me a profound understanding and empathy for what patients facing mental health and substance use challenges go through on a daily basis. I remember all too vividly the vicious cycle of using to numb the pain, only to be met with the agonizing withdrawal and self-loathing that followed. This hard-won wisdom has shaped my unshakable belief that effective care must address the root causes and complexities of these intertwined issues, rather than taking a reductive or punitive approach. As a psychiatric-mental health nurse practitioner, I aim to be the kind of provider who truly sees the humanity in each patient - meeting them where they are with compassion, validating their struggles, and collaborating on holistic treatment plans. Drawing from my personal experiences, I will be able to offer a level of understanding and empathy that can help foster the trust and therapeutic alliance so crucial for healing. Moreover, my journey has given me invaluable insights into the social, psychological, and emotional factors that can drive substance abuse and mental health crises. I know firsthand how factors like trauma, chronic pain, social isolation, and lack of access to resources can profoundly impact one's wellbeing. As a clinician, I will be equipped to take a comprehensive, patient-centered approach that addresses these underlying contributors to suffering. Ultimately, my goal is to be a catalyst for change - destigmatizing mental illness and addiction, expanding access to quality, trauma-informed care, and empowering marginalized patients to advocate for their needs and find their own paths to recovery. Drawing from my hard-won resilience, I want to inspire others facing adversity and demonstrate that with determination and the right support, it is possible to reclaim one's life and thrive. Whether it's providing skilled clinical care, educating communities, or spearheading initiatives to improve systems of care, I am driven to make a lasting, positive impact. This is not just a career path for me, but a profound calling rooted in my life experiences and my deep-seated desire to uplift and empower others who are struggling.

As a survivor of domestic violence and a single mother living with chronic illnesses, I've learned that adversity can be a powerful teacher. My journey has not only shaped my character but has also ignited a deep-seated passion for helping others reach their full potential. My experiences have taught me the importance of resilience and perseverance. Overcoming the trauma of domestic violence required immense strength and determination. I've had to rebuild my life from the ground up, learning to trust myself again and rediscover my self-worth. This process has given me invaluable insights into the human spirit's capacity for healing and growth. Living with FND and fibromyalgia has further honed my ability to adapt and find creative solutions to challenges. I've had to learn to listen to my body, manage my energy levels, and develop coping strategies for pain and fatigue. These skills have made me more empathetic and patient, qualities that are essential in helping others. As I've navigated these challenges while raising my child, I've developed strong organizational and time management skills. Balancing the demands of single parenthood, managing chronic illnesses, and pursuing a nursing degree has required me to be highly efficient and resourceful. These skills will be invaluable in my future career as a nurse, where multitasking and prioritizing are crucial. My journey has also instilled in me a deep appreciation for the power of education and personal growth. Pursuing a nursing degree while managing my responsibilities has been challenging, but it has shown me that with determination and the right support, it's possible to overcome seemingly insurmountable obstacles. This experience has fueled my passion for lifelong learning and my desire to encourage others to pursue their dreams, regardless of their circumstances. I've made it my purpose to use my experiences to inspire and support others facing similar challenges. Whether it's through informal mentoring, volunteering at support groups for domestic violence survivors, or participating in chronic illness awareness campaigns, I strive to share my story and the lessons I've learned to help others find hope and strength. In my pursuit of becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner, I'm combining my personal experiences with professional training to develop a holistic approach to patient care. I believe that true healing involves addressing not just physical symptoms but also emotional and psychological well-being. My goal is to create a safe, non-judgmental space where patients feel heard and supported in their journey towards better health and self-actualization. I've also worked on developing my communication skills, recognizing their importance in both personal relationships and professional settings. Active listening, empathy, and clear, compassionate communication are tools I've honed through my experiences and continue to refine. These skills will be crucial in my future role as a nurse, allowing me to build trust with patients. My passion for helping others be their best stems from a deep understanding of human vulnerability and the transformative power of support and encouragement. I know firsthand how a kind word or a helping hand can make all the difference in someone's life. This drives me to continuously improve myself so that I can better serve others. My life experiences have become the foundation upon which I'm building my skills and shaping my purpose. Every challenge I've faced has contributed to my growth and reinforced my commitment to helping others. As I continue on my path towards becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner, I'm excited about the opportunities to make a positive impact on individuals and communities, using my unique blend of personal insight and professional expertise to help others overcome obstacles and reach their full potential.

I am a 33-year-old single mother who has overcome immense challenges, including domestic violence, substance use disorder, and living with functional neurological disorder (FND) and fibromyalgia. Rather than allowing these obstacles to slow me down, I have remained steadfast in my educational and career goals, using my hardships as the fuel to my fire. I am currently pursuing a Bachelor of Science in Nursing degree with the aim of becoming a psychiatric-mental health nurse practitioner (PMHNP). My personal experiences have been the driving force behind this aspiration. As someone who has navigated the complexities of the healthcare system as a vulnerable patient, I am deeply committed to providing the compassionate, patient-centered care that I wish I had received. My journey has taught me the profound impact that empathetic, trauma-informed providers can have on the lives of those struggling with mental health issues and chronic illnesses. In addition to my academic pursuits, I have been actively involved in my local community, volunteering as an EMT and participating in support groups for survivors of domestic violence. These experiences have further solidified my desire to make a tangible difference in the lives of those facing adversity. Receiving this scholarship would be life-changing, as it would alleviate the significant financial burden of my education. By paying down my student loans, I would be able to devote more time and energy to my clinical training, community outreach, and personal well-being. This, in turn, would allow me to become an even more effective and impactful PMHNP. With the financial stress of student loans lifted, I would also be able to focus on creating a more stable and secure future for my daughter. I would be able to put some of the saved funds towards her education, ensuring that they have the resources and support they need to thrive. Additionally, I would be able to set aside money for emergencies and long-term financial goals, providing a stronger foundation for our family. Ultimately, this scholarship would be an investment not only in my personal and professional development, but also in the communities I hope to serve. As a PMHNP, I aspire to be a beacon of hope and a catalyst for positive change, empowering individuals to prioritize their mental health and reclaim their sense of well-being. With the support of this scholarship, I am confident that I can make an indelible mark on the nursing profession and create a lasting impact on the lives of those in need.

The most transformative chapter emerging from adversity was surviving addiction, securing sobriety and rebuilding a positive path centered in service and empowerment. For years, substance abuse dimmed my inner light as I lost sense of identity or purpose beyond chasing temporary numbness. The daily weight of secrecy, shame and despair clouded any truth of my inherent worth existing separate from addiction. In bewildering early sobriety, trauma’s residues stained each hour. I remained haunted by specters of relationships, jobs and stability severed by years sacrificing everything to cravings. I clung to lifelines offered through compassionate therapists, tightknit recovery groups, and mentors who believed in my ability to persevere before I felt capable again. Their support fueled small victories when I relearned basics like paying bills, securing housing, and showing up authentically. My motivation for maintaining hard-won sobriety crystallized with my daughter’s birth years into recovery. Her utter dependence erupted protective love and consecrated my pledge to nurture her future free from addiction’s misery. When I attained sole custody leaving her father, precarious uncertainty relapsed despite desperate hopes of sheltering her from prior storms I unleashed. On days when PTSD flashbacks consumed me or economic fears loomed, my daughter’s pure laughter resonated the blessing woven into breakdown’s rubble. The solidarity of other single mothers and advocates uplifted us through dark seasons. Their demonstrated belief in our buried potential when faith waivered awakened my direction. Soon I found purpose coordinating programs supporting vulnerable families managing intersecting issues. Now I am becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner to expand care access for people combating addiction, trauma aftermath and barriers concentering within marginalized groups. My counseling strives to provide the grace and compassion once carrying me until I could walk. By fighting for community investment, policy reforms centered in humanity and restorative programming, I aim to uplift beyond conventional roles. The pain survived, resilience earned and sobriety safeguarded now compel my dedication to so many still struggling. My vision took shape when “why me” transformed into “why not me” as the conduit guiding my service. By leveraging wisdom gleaned from the depths, I hope to banish the false divisions once used to constrain others’ dignity. The gift salvaged from adversity’s rubble is solidarity with silent souls scanning the horizons for first light - together through courage may we run toward justice as one unbroken flock shepherding the sunrise. Rather than identifying as a victim it is time to advocate!

As a 33-year-old single mother who has overcome significant challenges, including sexual assault, drug addiction, domestic violence and living with functional neurological disorder (FND) and fibromyalgia, I have developed a deep passion for helping others and providing compassionate care. Nursing calls to me as a career path that will allow me to make a profound difference in people's lives during some of their most vulnerable moments. I am no stranger to trauma. I was sexually assaulted as a preteen and that experience started my nightmare of a whirlwind of what felt like never ending traumas. This assault lead to underaged drinking and drug use and kick started my decline into addiction. Thankfully, I am approaching 6 1/2 years clean and sober, after a long run that nearly took my life. Sobriety lead me into my relationship with my daughters father. I was still so broken that I had not established healthy boundaries and endured more abuse then anyone deserves. When I attempted to leave the relationship, shortly after I learned I was pregnant, after being told when I was younger, due to the violent sexual assault, I would never be able to have children. I took this miracle as a sign to attempt to reconcile the relationship. Unfortunately things only got worse as the time passed. Thankfully my beautiful daughter and I made it out alive. My own experiences with chronic illness have given me firsthand insight into the frustrations and fears patients face, as well as the importance of having an empathetic and patient-centered healthcare team. I understand what it's like to feel misunderstood or dismissed by medical professionals. This drives me to become the type of nurse who truly listens, validates concerns, and becomes a reassuring advocate for my patients. Furthermore, my personal journey has instilled in me an unshakable resilience and determination that will serve me well in the demanding nursing profession. I have learned to persevere through adversity, manage stressful situations, and maintain a positive outlook even in difficult circumstances. These qualities will allow me to provide a calming presence at my patients' bedsides. Ultimately, I am drawn to nursing because of my sincere desire to be of service to others. Whether providing skilled care, offering emotional support, or educating patients and families, I want to use my experiences to heal and empower those in need. I hope my struggles will allow me to connect with my patients through a sense of familiarity. I pray to be a beacon of hope and inspiration for the young girl who is raped at a party, the addict who was brought by ambulance for an overdose, the woman who cannot fathom leaving their abusive partner and becoming a single parent, to the patient who receives a scary diagnosis, to any and all patients who cross my path. As I work toward my goal of becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner, I am eager to specialize in supporting individuals with mental health challenges. I hope to play a role in destigmatizing mental illness and ensuring patients receive quality, comprehensive treatment. My path has been challenging, but I view those difficulties as strengthening my empathy, compassion, and commitment to this honorable profession. I am ready to dedicate myself fully to the nursing calling and impact lives in a meaningful way. Thank you for your consideration.

My journey into nursing began from the darkest period of my life when I was in the grim depths of opiate addiction. For several agonizing years, I was utterly consumed by substance abuse, allowing powerful opioids to take over every aspect of my existence. I lied, drained my bank accounts, and alienated myself from my family and friends - all in pursuit of getting my next fix to temporarily escape reality. My life was no longer my own; I had become merely a shell of my former self. Any dreams, ambitions or self-worth I once possessed were stripped away as opiates became my sole priority. I was living in a perpetual cycle of intoxication and agonizing sickness. The person I had become was unrecognizable - just another tragic statistic consumed by the nationwide opiate epidemic ravaging our communities. Hitting rock bottom was devastating, a harsh slap across the face forcing me to realize I was slowly killing myself with every subsequent dose. But as painful as it was to confront how dismally low I had sunk, it ultimately became the driving force for me to summon the strength required to claw my way into recovery. Getting sober was the most arduous battle I have ever fought, an uphill journey filled with pitfalls and dark moments when I didn't know if I could persevere. However, I had hit my personal rock bottom and was determined to reclaim my life. It has now been 6 years since I last used opiates, and each single day I feel incredibly grateful to have broken free from the vicious chains of addiction. Recovery is an ongoing process, but I've regained my sense of self-worth, ability to experience true happiness, and hope for a bright future - things my addiction had robbed me of. I am living proof that no situation is too insurmountable when you have the proper support system and refusal to ever quit fighting. Through this experience, I gained tremendous empathy for the harsh realities of what addicts and their families go through. Addiction is a monstrous, relentless opponent that thrives on eroding confidence and coping skills from even the most strong-willed individuals. However, my successful recovery has revealed the light at the end of that long, dark tunnel. I am now committed to paying forward the empathy and non-judgmental guidance that helped me reclaim my life. As a nurse, I vow to treat every patient, including those suffering from substance use disorders, with the utmost dignity and respect. Drawing from my lived experience, I can nurture an environment of empathy, understanding and compassion rather than harsh stigma or disdain. I want to be a reassuring presence who can relate firsthand to their struggles. I also hope to play an active role in transforming the way our healthcare system approaches addiction treatment through advocating for more comprehensive, holistic, evidence-based practices. My personal journey made me realize just how complex and multilayered opioid addiction truly is. Effective care requires addressing not just the physiological dependence, but also the deep-rooted psychological, social, and emotional traumas that are inextricably linked to substance abuse for so many. We must meet patients where they are through integrated treatment addressing all aspects of their wellbeing. My life's challenges have been difficult, but they've given me insightful perspective and tremendous determination to persevere through adversity. With my hard-fought sobriety under my belt, I am ready to be the empathetic, devoted, passionate nurse that patients struggling with the disease of addiction need to find their own path to lasting recovery.

I would like to begin by thanking Eric for all he had accomplished and send my deepest condolences to all who were lucky enough to know him. As a 33-year-old single mother who has overcome significant challenges, including domestic violence and living with functional neurological disorder (FND) and fibromyalgia, I have developed a deep passion for helping others and providing compassionate care. Nursing calls to me as a career path that will allow me to make a profound difference in people's lives during some of their most vulnerable moments. My own experiences with chronic illness have given me firsthand insight into the frustrations and fears patients face, as well as the importance of having an empathetic and patient-centered healthcare team. I understand what it's like to feel misunderstood or dismissed by medical professionals. This drives me to become the type of nurse who truly listens, validates concerns, and becomes a reassuring advocate for my patients. Furthermore, my personal journey has instilled in me an unshakable resilience and determination that will serve me well in the demanding nursing profession. I have learned to persevere through adversity, manage stressful situations, and maintain a positive outlook even in difficult circumstances. These qualities will allow me to provide a calming presence at my patients' bedsides. Ultimately, I am drawn to nursing because of my sincere desire to be of service to others. Whether providing skilled care, offering emotional support, or educating patients and families, I want to use my experiences to heal and empower those in need. As I work toward my goal of becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner, I am eager to specialize in supporting individuals with mental health challenges. I hope to play a role in destigmatizing mental illness and ensuring patients receive quality, comprehensive treatment. The lack of available mental health resources and professionals is disheartening and I hope to aid in bridging the gap and providing the best care possible. My path has been challenging, but I view those difficulties as strengthening my empathy, compassion, and commitment to this honorable profession. I am ready to dedicate myself fully to the nursing calling and impact lives in a meaningful way. This opportunity will aid me in my goal of destigmatizing the mental health aspect of health care and allow for a better and brighter tomorrow for all of those who may be struggling at this time. Thank you for your consideration.

The most transformative chapter emerging from adversity was surviving addiction, securing sobriety and rebuilding a positive path centered in service and empowerment. For years, substance abuse dimmed my inner light as I lost sense of identity or purpose beyond chasing temporary numbness. The daily weight of secrecy, shame and despair clouded any truth of my inherent worth existing separate from addiction. In bewildering early sobriety, trauma’s residues stained each hour. I remained haunted by specters of relationships, jobs and stability severed by years sacrificing everything to cravings. I clung to lifelines offered through compassionate therapists, tightknit recovery groups, and mentors who believed in my ability to persevere before I felt capable again. Their support fueled small victories when I relearned basics like paying bills, securing housing, and showing up authentically. My motivation for maintaining hard-won sobriety crystallized with my daughter’s birth years into recovery. Her utter dependence erupted protective love and consecrated my pledge to nurture her future free from addiction’s misery. When I attained sole custody leaving her father, precarious uncertainty relapsed despite desperate hopes of sheltering her from prior storms I unleashed.  On days when PTSD flashbacks consumed me or economic fears loomed, my daughter’s pure laughter resonated the blessing woven into breakdown’s rubble. The solidarity of other single mothers and advocates uplifted us through dark seasons. Their demonstrated belief in our buried potential when faith waivered awakened my direction. Soon I found purpose coordinating programs supporting vulnerable families managing intersecting issues.  Now I am becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner to expand care access for people combating addiction, trauma aftermath and barriers concentering within marginalized groups. My counseling strives to provide the grace and compassion once carrying me until I could walk. By fighting for community investment, policy reforms centered in humanity and restorative programming, I aim to uplift beyond conventional roles.   The pain survived, resilience earned and sobriety safeguarded now compel my dedication to so many still struggling. My vision took shape when “why me” transformed into “why not me” as the conduit guiding my service. By leveraging wisdom gleaned from the depths, I hope to banish the false divisions once used to constrain others’ dignity. The gift salvaged from adversity’s rubble is solidarity with silent souls scanning the horizons for first light - together through courage may we run toward justice as one unbroken flock shepherding the sunrise. Rather than identifying as a victim it is time to advocate!

I am driven towards a nursing career by a profound calling to offer compassionate care, promote healing and uphold dignity during volatile times of illness or anguish. Nursing provides intimacy with human vulnerability as well as tools to nurture stability. My aspirations stretch beyond delivering excellent treatment at bedsides. I hope to pursue opportunities as an advocate reducing disparities unjustly impacting community health across overlapping populations. Fundamentally, I believe nurses carry a sacred trust and privilege to influence better outcomes when systems fail individuals. My vision entails collaborating with community health organizations providing screenings, nutrition access, parenting classes, counseling, transitional housing assistance and concrete support conveying respect for all people, regardless of circumstances. I aim to participate in outreach clinics within schools, shelters, religious centers, mobile health buses and marginalized neighborhoods to increase access and understanding of resources available. By listening first to identify service gaps then targeting interventions, I hope to tangibly empower populations managing barriers known and unseen. My goal is conveying through nursing care that our shared humanity deserves investment because injustice anywhere threatens justice everywhere. I pledge to practice cultural humility by continually educating myself regarding the complex dynamics, identities and generational trauma shaping health realities across diverse communities. Additionally, I plan to mentor students from disadvantaged backgrounds who show passion for healthcare careers but lack exposure to such possibilities awaiting them. I hope to inspire future generations to envision themselves serving in vital medical roles that uplift society’s wellbeing. I aim to offer personal guidance navigating educational pathways, managing stress and overcoming systemic obstacles as a first-generation student myself. With compassion and conviction, I want to ignite dreams that transcend limiting messages about who belongs in nursing. I hope to nurture cultural competence and psychological safety within healthcare spaces reflecting inclusive excellence. Fundamentally, I intend to leverage my privileged role to stand beside those made to feel undeserving of high-quality, compassionate and dignified care. The startling rates of maternal mortality concentrating among Black women, soaring addiction within LGBTQ+ youth escaping non-accepting households and disproportionate chronic diseases burdening communities compel my sense of duty to advocate through nursing. We all have the capacity to shift culture by living the truth that preferential treatment based on identity has no room where healing occurs. I pursue this career acknowledging that healthcare spaces mirror the injustice permeating broader society. However, nurses can defend human rights threatened within corrupted establishments by binding patient wounds while simultaneously addressing violations of equality and dignity diseasing our systems. We carry esteemed potential to reshape medicine’s conscience, purpose and practices. That opportunity brings hope despite steep challenges ahead, fueling my dedication to keep showing up courageously where integrity and justice call until equity prevails.

Free speech represents an essential cornerstone for nurturing the intellectual and personal growth of college students. Protecting the open, often heated exchange of ideas - including those considered controversial, radical, offensive or simply false to some - fuels the marketplace of theories, ideologies and basic assumptions about reality that academia strives to cultivate. Students deserve immersion in passionate, substantive civil debate and discourse surrounding complex issues that defy consensus without risk of censorship or retaliation. Vocalizing our perspectives requires first carefully examining the origins of our internal value hierarchies, knowledge frameworks and logical reasoning chains applied to policy matters or social norms. Hearing counter viewpoints, especially those that adamantly oppose ideologies we align with or critique groups we belong to, intensifies critical analysis of both their reasoning and the strength of our rebuttals. Formulating articulate, ethical arguments expands intellectual clarity on multifaceted dilemmas while building rhetorical skills valuable beyond college as citizens influencing society's direction. University campuses serve as training grounds meant to prepare students for active democratic citizenship in an increasingly pluralistic nation. Achieving compromise around charged wedge issues that threaten to fracture American society along demographic lines requires civic leaders well-versed in identifying shared concerns beneath surface debates. Protecting free speech despite discomfort gives students thick skin to separate heated language from underlying motivations in order to find consensus amid disagreement without disengaging from public discourse. Learning to thoughtfully express personal ideas rooted in evidence while genuinely listening to validate contrasting worldviews cultivates openness that transcends insularity. College students in early adulthood are developmentally primed for the personal growth that happens when fundamental assumptions are carefully questioned under new information that challenges concrete convictions once deemed absolute. My field of nursing grapples with complex behavioral motivations and frequently polarizing disorders that test black-and-white interpretations of health versus dysfunction. Meanwhile, campus advocacy work around issues like racial justice, immigration, LGBTQ+ equality and religious liberty hone abilities to find compassion amid opposing stances. Here, the Constitution's free speech protections grant me elevated platforms to argue for equity that marginalized groups may be barred from off campus. Navigating passionate conviction alongside openness to critique builds critical thinking muscles and forges the kind of principled resolve required to drive ethical progress. Training students across diverse disciplines and ideologies to judiciously balance speaking with listening helps democracy's future withstand turbulence. By protecting free speech, universities arm graduates with wisdom that reality’s problems rarely yield to simplistic solutions. Our liberties depend on electing leaders who appreciate nuance.

"I do NOT want opiates!" This is now how I begin every appointment with a new provider in order for them not to tune me out immediately. Navigating the healthcare system and broader society as a person with chronic illness, mental health challenges and a history of addiction has indelibly shaped my perspective and goals. My multiple marginalized identities grant me painfully unique but invaluable insight into how insidious discrimination permeates treatment experiences and subsequent outcomes when patient narratives clash against provider assumptions rooted in homogeneity. By courageously fighting relentless stigma and collaborating with impacted populations to establish alternative clinical models intentionally grounded in social justice, I am called to expand truly egalitarian access to life-saving, spirit-saving care for all those pushed to society’s margins then blamed. By boldly uplifting urgent needs and perspectives too long discounted to obtuse policymakers while simultaneously amplifying ignored patient voices, I consecrate my entire nursing career to eradicating the unjust disparities that once rendered me invisible and bleeding. My vision moving forward is contributing towards a more ethical world forged by and for the next generations trailing these footsteps.

"I do NOT want opiates!" This is now how I begin every appointment with a new provider in order for them not to tune me out immediately. Navigating the healthcare system and broader society as a person with chronic illness, mental health challenges and a history of addiction has indelibly shaped my perspective and goals. The radical solidarity I discovered in disability and recovery communities reignited my sense of purpose when isolation and dismissal from ignorant providers threatened to rupture hope. My visceral lived experience is the foundation driving my fervent passion for patient advocacy and radically transforming access, quality and cultural understanding of care for marginalized populations across medical and support systems. Like countless patients with complex, contested diagnoses or persisting symptoms that elude simplified labels, I struggled relentlessly to be truly seen, believed and heard by clinicians relying on stale biases and dismissive assumptions. The crushing exhaustion of continually self-advocating to educate oblivious medical staff on updated evidence while simultaneously managing my health often felt like waging an uphill battle just to maintain basic dignity and agency in my own care. However, discovering nonjudgmental support groups and intentionally connecting with the vibrant, diverse disability community reminded me that I never had to traverse these writhing depths alone without allies who validate my daily realities. Together, we collaborated to create liberatory spaces where we learned tools increasing self-efficacy and collective empowerment – despite arbitrary limitations imposed by those clinging to power. Our shared resilience also fueled public advocacy efforts demanding long-overdue policy reforms backed by science and morality. The transcendent solidarity we intentionally built replaced my former isolation with inspired motivation to turn hard-gleaned wisdom into uplifting service to current and future patients denied justice. As I diligently progress through my nursing education, I am fiercely determined to promote the seismic paradigm shifts urgently needed to address systemic healthcare inequities and intersecting barriers impacting marginalized communities within defective structures. My multiple marginalized identities grant me painfully unique but invaluable insight into how insidious discrimination permeates treatment experiences and subsequent outcomes when patient narratives clash against provider assumptions rooted in homogeneity. By courageously fighting relentless stigma and collaborating with impacted populations to establish alternative clinical models intentionally grounded in social justice, I am called to expand truly egalitarian access to life-saving, spirit-saving care for all those pushed to society’s margins then blamed. The disability and recovery communities lovingly replaced shame with radical kinship, isolation with collective power – bonding through sacred wisdom only surfaced together while navigating dehumanization's violent legacy. By boldly uplifting urgent needs and perspectives too long discounted to obtuse policymakers while simultaneously amplifying ignored patient voices, I consecrate my entire nursing career to eradicating the unjust disparities that once rendered me invisible and bleeding. The incredible generosity of courage demonstrated by countless people daring to excavate then share their agonizing stories gives me continual reason to nurture hope. My vision moving forward is contributing towards a more ethical world forged by and for the next generations trailing these footsteps.

As a single mother who has navigated significant personal challenges, I strive to be a role model demonstrating resilience, grit, and tireless self-improvement for my young daughter and all youth I cross paths with. My priority is showing them how adversity strengthens character when you remain committed to personal growth, surrounded by community, focused on serving others and determined to actualize your highest potential. I understand intimately how trauma, unhealthy relationships, and lack of resources can derail dreams or limit life’s possibilities. In early adulthood, grief and instability left me vulnerable to finding solace in drugs and alcohol which delayed owning my worth. The journey back from addiction to reclaim hope and purpose nearly destroyed my inner light multiple times. I committed wholeheartedly to recovery support, therapy, and taking small steps towards long-held aspirations that seemed impossible amidst inner turmoil for so long. I realized that our lowest moments can reveal reserves of courage and empathy to uplift others still grappling. My motivation shifted profoundly from simply surviving to deliberately building a meaningful life anchored in community despite lingering self-doubt. When my daughter was born, fear almost paralyzed me given my shaky foundation. But taking that initial leap of faith to parenting alone sparked monumental personal evolution. With my daughter depending fully on my ability to provide stable love and nurture, I vowed to continue healing generational cycles of adversity. I returned to college as a single mother to study nursing while working, securing housing assistance, and piecing together childcare options. Each small achievement fueled my motivation to maintain progress. Completing my bachelor’s degree soon, as the first in my family to graduate college, symbolizes breaking barriers I once viewed as cemented for people sharing certain identities or backgrounds. I aim to show my daughter that grit and grace can help you not only overcome hardship but unlock beautiful purpose from the depths of despair. Now I utilize my education and lived experience to help other mothers in recovery or facing related issues through support groups, parenting workshops, and advocating for policy reforms that make stability more accessible. My purpose is gleaned from walking with others still fighting battles etched into my bones. By improving systems and nourishing the community so future generations have more visible allies, I can spare my daughter and her peer's inherited trauma’s weight. Despite ongoing obstacles as a single working mother furthering her education, my determination teaches my daughter the power of perseverance. Hardship reveals hidden reservoirs of resilience when you cling to courage and heart. I want her to understand no barrier defines her horizons if she has devoted mentors and bold conviction in her inherent brilliance. My journey continues as a student learning to shine a light for others so they might see flickers of hope guiding their way through the dark. I pray my daughter grasps fully that their potential outpaces any limitation society instills.

As a first-generation college student raised in a low-income, single-parent household, the journey toward my bachelor’s degree has been marked by significant adversity. However, the motivation fueling my academic aspirations crystallized intensely when I became a single mother during college. Now balancing school alongside providing stable support for my young daughter crystallized my vision of building a better life for both of us through tireless work and education centered in community impact. Through childhood, my single mother sacrificed tremendously supporting my siblings and I. Witnessing her resilience working while denied equitable pay and benefits shaped my ideals of justice. Despite poverty and discrimination, my mother nurtured hope through emphasizing education’s power to uplift marginalized voices and forge change. Her example drives my college persistence despite substantial barriers as I now raise my daughter alone. Without access to generational wealth or safety nets, I patchworked limited income sources from part-time jobs, food assistance and Medicaid amidst relentless expenses. Like many student parents, I contend with inflexible workplace leave policies, unreliable transportation, expensive childcare costs and too few campus support resources geared toward families. However, deep bonds strengthen through overcoming known and unforeseen challenges together with my young daughter. My most vital motivation is creating a stable foundation for both of us to thrive with financial security allowing fuller nurturing of passions and purpose. As the first potential college graduate in my family, I bear responsibility of opening doors for future generations too by beating daunting odds stacking economic mobility against young single mothers. Though intimidated often as a pioneer charting this course alone, I promise to lift others walking parallel roads one day because I intimately understand heavy shoes worn on steep trails typically deemed unwalkable. Through my nursing studies and future career, I am devoted to empowering vulnerable single-parent families and improving access to resources combating intergenerational poverty cycles. Too many individuals never glimpsed their brilliant potential because basic needs went chronically unmet while juggling multiple jobs and barriers. I envision developing nonprofit community support programs providing low-income, student, and immigrant single mothers access to affordable housing assistance, childcare, nutrition programs, mental healthcare, parenting and life skills classes, job training opportunities, academic tutoring/mentorships for youth, and concrete pathways fostering upward economic mobility. It is essential that my neighbors can envision richer futures because someone invested concretely in their personal development and barriers’ removal. By creating needed spaces for nurturing growth often stifled by oppression and hardship, I can spark monumental ripple effects uplifting my entire community. My daughter motivates me to keep showing up courageously as both a parenting protector and social justice champion. The privilege of education compels me to share knowledge and resources until equity prevails.

As an older nursing student balancing intense academics with family life, my sacred respite indulging episodic drama reveals the British heart-wrencher Call the Midwife. Swept into the lively mid-century East London Nonnatus House clinic, I immerse among formidable nurse-midwives administering medical aid and emotional support to vulnerable expectant mothers as hormones, history and health collisions mount against the era’s cultural chaos. What grips me across eight sweeping seasons are the intimate portraits conveying how gravely policy oversights, stigma around sexual health and systemic inequality compound the nutritive care so desperately needed for many to thrive amidst immense change. Babies arrive regardless of crushing circumstances threatening to dim their welcome if compassion does not convene often last minute to guide all lights elevated safely through birth canal crucibles. As nursing student ardently advocating for trauma-informed practices emphasizing dignity over margin notes, Call the Midwife models fierce client advocacy when bureaucracy blithely disregards context blinding standard procedure. The show captures clash between progressive community care uplifting humanity against lingering Victorian gatekeeping limiting who merits saving based on paternalistic standards. I ache as shamed mothers fall prey to snake oil charms for want of nonjudgment reception so rampant fatalism suddenly seems only escape from societies’ sideways glare. My outrage stokes as infants suffer bonds severed by narrow institutions propagating helplessness instead of cradling through historic transitions. And yet no plot descends without the formidable, determined midwives spotlighting each Expectant spirit’s irreducible value regardless of imposed hierarchy metrics. They serve as gate crashers to injustice everywhere lurking behind bedrest, lobbying passionately for living wages, housing, alcohol treatment, asylum, adoption reform—any systemic drivers antagonizing patient welfare cast immediacy toppling lesser obstructions to nurture new life against odds stacked by man not God. Weekends binging the Botts’ heroics nourish my spirit towards instituting similar shelter for those resource access prevents from navigating profound transformation unaided. If nothing else, surgical gloves slap my wandering smartphone reach longing to refresh hope when inertia looms ominously ahead along this steep non-traditional student path! I draw courage seeing patients blossom from trapped glass Towers the Crown’s clinical clergy confined them to once silence shatters. Where concern coats fear, rivers of redemption drown desperation’s bile however bodies and budgets betray. My vision crystallizes watching this nursing Sorority battleshell inequality as casually as blood pressure while easing deliverance. Their bold advocacy emboldens my young voice to demand similar system reforms from inside healthcare strongholds once shut to marginalized expertise. If love looms over law, no mother turned away finds herself alone on streets that never claimed her, no babe bears burdens not born shared stewarded home. These compassion warriors model how even in finite hours turning tides, we leave behind ripples changing destinies well past curtain call if dare play our blessed needed work bestowed from beyond. Call the Midwives reminds why I must try.

The epidemic of gun violence devastating communities across New York is heartbreaking. As a nursing student, I feel compelled to use my education to make an impact and promote healing at the local level. While large-scale policy changes are needed, nurses can lead community-based efforts to break cycles of violence. I plan to volunteer with outreach programs and advocate for initiatives that address root causes of violence in a public health framework. With mentorship from nursing faculty, I hope to develop a community health program focused on youth in neighborhoods affected by gun crime. I envision conducting peer support groups and workshops on topics like conflict resolution, coping with trauma, pursuing education and career goals, and alternatives to gang involvement. As a mentor and nurse, I can provide a non-judgmental example of someone who overcame barriers. My education equips me to incorporate evidence-based, trauma-informed practices into outreach. Additionally, I plan to volunteer at local schools in underserved areas as a health educator. I will teach youth about recognizing signs of depression, managing emotions, building healthy relationships, and making smart choices. As I earn my nursing degree, I look forward to bringing hands-on learning tools to classrooms and coaching students interested in healthcare careers. At the policy level, I intend to join nurses advocating for public health strategies to curb violence. I will call on legislators to invest in economic development, youth programs, addiction treatment, affordable housing, and access to mental healthcare. I will stress that gun violence is at its core a community health crisis requiring compassionate solutions. Nurses are the largest employment group in the country and are constantly advocating for the rights and safety of our nation when dealing with Congress and legislation. My college education is empowering me to lead change where it is needed most. As a nurse rooted in community, I am committed to breaking generational cycles of violence through education, mentoring, and health advocacy. I believe nurses have a duty to promote justice, give voice to the vulnerable, and actualize our highest ideals of caring. I promise to dedicate my career to bringing more peace, hope and healing to my community. Advocating is one of the main roles of nursing and I plan on making my voice heard loud and clear! Our youth need to feel empowered without a weapon, they need to know that their voice is heard and I believe as a nurse I can aid in making that happen!

My career goal is to work as a nurse practitioner with my on practice, with a focus on family health. I aim to serve vulnerable and underserved populations by expanding access to care and empowering communities through education. I decided to become a nurse because I aspire to help heal people holistically – physically, mentally, and emotionally. After overcoming my battle with addiction, which began with prescription pain medication by a trusted physician, I realized that nursing would allow me to make a meaningful difference in people’s lives. The experience of overcoming a personal hardship has affirmed my commitment to nursing and shaped the nurse I hope to become. I plan to focus on the patient as a whole, with a holistic approach and alternative medicine options to obtain the best overall wellness between the mind, body, and soul. During my undergraduate years, I was diagnosed with a chronic illness - fibromyalgia. Living with an unpredictable condition challenged me physically, emotionally, and mentally. As a nursing student accustomed to caring for others, I had to learn to accept help during flares. The experience taught me empathy for what patients go through in facing health conditions. I was hospitalized several times and saw how skilled, compassionate nurses made the experience less frightening. Their example inspires me to provide that same holistic care and advocate for my future patients. My condition also motivates me to promote community health outreach and education. After my diagnosis, I realized how many people lack resources and support for managing chronic medical issues. I envision developing programs that provide screenings, counseling, health literacy workshops, wellness activities, and access to social services. I aim to help community members gain knowledge and tools to take charge of their health. As a nurse practitioner, I will focus on addressing social determinants of health and health disparities through evidence-based, patient-centered care. I used to view my illness as a weakness, but it taught me resilience and ignited my passion for nursing. I now see it as an asset that gives me greater compassion, a problem-solving mentality, and desire to uplift others facing health challenges. Turning hardship into service for others will shape me into the caring, dedicated nurse I aspire to be. I believe my personal experiences and commitment to community health make me well-suited to achieving my goals in the nursing profession. Along with my past dealing with addiction, I have seen some of the worst outcomes as well as too many miracles, including myself, to count and aim to be able to witness endless more.

Dear Scholarship Committee, As a single mother working towards my bachelor's degree in nursing while raising my young daughter, I understand firsthand the unique challenges of pursuing higher education as a single parent. Though it has not been easy, I am proud of how far I have come. Just five and a half years ago, I was in a very difficult place, battling addiction and in an abusive relationship. I knew I had to make a change for myself. I got sober, left the relationship, and moved back to New York to be closer to family. Living in poverty and overcoming addiction were extremely difficult obstacles, but I persevered. I enrolled in community college and began chipping away at my degree requirements. Juggling school, work, and parenting has been exhausting at times, but I am determined to succeed. As a single mom, the obstacles I've overcome while attending school include: lack of childcare, little financial support, having to maintain a job while taking classes, and finding time to study while caring for my daughter alone. It has been incredibly challenging juggling school, work, parenting, and my own health and wellbeing as I suffer from fibromyalgia. However, with all the obstacles I have faced this far I am determined to push through. I am more than half way through my RN degree, with the goal of obtaining my masters degree and become a nurse practitioner in family medicine. As a nurse, I want to provide compassionate care and be a positive role model for my daughter and others who may be struggling. My experiences give me a unique perspective that I believe will allow me to connect with and uplift my patients. I plan on providing a holistic approach to healthcare, where I treat the whole patient rather than the ailment they are suffering from in the moment. Being my addiction, as well as many others, began with a medication prescribed by a physician, my goal is to encompass and introduce my patients to alternative medicine and aim to an overall wellness rather than a slew of medications. A scholarship would help relieve the financial burden of completing my degree as a single parent. It would allow me to cut back on work hours and spend more quality time with my daughter. With your support, I know I can achieve my dreams of becoming a nurse practitioner and creating a stable, loving home for my family. Thank you for considering my application. Sincerely, Tina Widergren

Nursing is more than just a profession for me. It is a passion, a calling, and a way of life. I have always been fascinated by the human body and its ability to heal, adapt, and overcome challenges. I have also always had a strong desire to help others, especially those who are suffering, vulnerable, or in need of care. Nursing combines these two aspects of my personality and allows me to make a positive difference in the world. I chose nursing as a career path because I believe that it offers me many opportunities for personal and professional growth. As a nurse, I will be able to learn new skills, acquire new knowledge, and face new challenges every day. I will also be able to work in different settings, such as hospitals, clinics, schools, or communities, and with different populations, such as children, adults, or seniors. Nursing is a dynamic and diverse field that will keep me motivated and interested throughout my career. Another reason why I chose nursing as a career path is because I value the relationships that nurses build with their patients, colleagues, and other health care professionals. As a nurse, I will be able to provide holistic care that addresses not only the physical, but also the emotional, psychological, social, and spiritual needs of my patients. I will also be able to collaborate with other members of the health care team and contribute to the improvement of the quality and safety of patient care. Nursing is a rewarding and fulfilling field that will allow me to connect with others. Finally, I chose nursing as a career path because I want to be part of the solution to the current and future health care challenges that our society faces. As a nurse, I will be able to advocate for the health and well-being of my patients and their families, as well as for the health and well-being of the public at large. I will also be able to participate in research, education, policy-making, and leadership activities that aim to advance the science and practice of nursing. Nursing is a powerful and influential field that will enable me to make a positive impact on the world. In conclusion, nursing is important to me because it aligns with my passion, my personality, and my purpose. It is a career path that offers me many benefits and opportunities for growth. It is also a career path that requires me to be compassionate, competent, and committed. I am confident that pursuing nursing as a career path will allow me to achieve my personal and professional goals and fulfill my potential as a human being.

Dear Deanna Ellis Memorial Scholarship Committee, I am writing to express my heartfelt gratitude for the opportunity to apply for the Deanna Ellis Memorial Scholarship, a chance to not only further my nursing education but also to share my deeply personal journey that has profoundly shaped my beliefs, relationships, and career aspirations. My path to nursing has been marked by adversity, resilience, and a profound transformation. Six years ago, I found myself trapped in the dark and unforgiving world of substance abuse. It was a time when I lost sight of who I was and the potential for a brighter future. However, it was also during those challenging moments that seeds of change were sown, and my unwavering determination to overcome addiction began to emerge. My journey to recovery has been a powerful testament to the resilience of the human spirit. It has taught me the value of self-compassion, empathy, and the profound impact of holistic healing. While conventional pharmaceutical treatments played a major role in my substance abuse early on, it helped me to discover the immense value of alternative approaches, such as mindfulness, meditation, and nutrition. These holistic methods not only helped me overcome addiction but also fostered a sense of well-being that transcended mere sobriety. My experiences with substance abuse have indelibly shaped my beliefs about healthcare. I firmly believe that the field of nursing should embrace a holistic approach that goes beyond treating symptoms. Addiction recovery has shown me that the mind, body, and spirit are intimately connected, and true healing requires addressing all these facets. My personal journey has given me a unique perspective on the importance of mental health, emotional support, and the role of healthcare providers in guiding patients towards holistic well-being. My relationships have also been profoundly influenced by my journey through addiction and recovery. I have been blessed with the unwavering support of family and friends who stood by me during my darkest moments. I'm finding my sobriety I also found my soulmate who gave me the gift of a child that I was told would be impossible for me to conceive. This experience has deepened my understanding of the power of compassion and empathy, qualities I aim to embody in my nursing practice. I want to be the kind of nurse who not only administers medication but also listens, understands, and provides emotional support to patients and their families. As for my career aspirations, they are deeply intertwined with my recovery journey. I aspire to become a nurse who offers alternative options to pharmaceutical medications whenever possible. I envision a future where patients are actively involved in their treatment plans, where their mental and emotional well-being is given as much importance as their physical health. I want to be a healthcare provider who advocates for holistic approaches and empowers patients to explore complementary therapies and lifestyle changes as part of their healing process. In conclusion, my experience with substance abuse has been a crucible that has shaped my beliefs, strengthened my relationships, and ignited my career aspirations. The Deanna Ellis Memorial Scholarship represents not only a chance to further my education but also an opportunity to share my personal journey and my commitment to a holistic approach to healthcare. I am deeply grateful for your consideration and support on this journey toward a more compassionate and holistic healthcare system. Thank you for your time and consideration.

Dear Family of Maureen Pace, First I would like to send my deepest condolences for your loss. The loss of my grandmother was what turned my flicker of wanting to be a nurse into a wildfire of passion for the field. I am writing to express my deep passion for nursing and my sincere desire to be considered for the Maureen C. Pace Nursing Scholarship. Nursing has always been more than just a career choice for me; it is a calling that has been ignited by a series of experiences and personal convictions. From a young age, I witnessed the incredible impact that nurses can have on the lives of individuals and their families. My own family has faced health challenges, and it was the compassionate care provided by nurses that left a lasting impression on me. Their dedication, empathy, and unwavering support during difficult times inspired me to pursue a career in nursing. I saw the difference they made, not only in the physical well-being of their patients but also in their emotional and psychological recovery. As a nursing student, I am driven by the belief that healthcare is a fundamental human right. I am committed to using my skills and knowledge to improve the quality of life for others. I hope to achieve excellence in my nursing career, constantly seeking opportunities for growth and specialization to provide the best possible care. My long-term goal is to become a nurse practitioner, bridging the gap between medical diagnosis and patient care. I plan to focus on a holistic approach of treating the person, inside and out, head to toe, rather than individual ailments in hopes of helping achieve an overall well-being. By doing so, I aim to empower patients to take control of their health and make informed decisions. Beyond the hospital walls, I am dedicated to making a lasting impact on my community. I firmly believe in the importance of health education and prevention. I plan to engage in community outreach programs, offering my expertise to underserved populations, organizing health workshops, and advocating for better access to healthcare resources. By actively participating in local initiatives, I hope to contribute to the overall well-being of my community. Maureen C. Pace's values and traits serve as an inspiring example for me. Her dedication to nursing excellence, commitment to lifelong learning, and unwavering compassion for patients are qualities I deeply admire. To carry on these values, I am committed to continuous learning and professional growth. I will strive for excellence in my nursing practice, always putting patient well-being at the forefront. Moreover, I will actively engage in mentorship and support for aspiring nurses, fostering the same spirit of compassion and dedication that Maureen exemplified. In conclusion, my journey into nursing has been driven by a genuine passion to make a positive difference in the lives of individuals and my community. The Maureen C. Pace Nursing Scholarship would not only alleviate the financial burden of my education but also serve as a validation of my commitment to nursing excellence and community service. I am grateful for your consideration and the opportunity to contribute to the legacy of Maureen C. Pace through my nursing career. Thank you for your time and consideration. Sincerely, Tina Widergren