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Advocacy And Activism
Art
Music
Arabic
Spanish
Bible Study
Bass
Coding And Computer Science
Reading
Classics
Historical
Literary Fiction
Science Fiction
Self-Help
Academic
I read books daily
Thalia Markowski
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Thalia Markowski
875
Bold Points1x
Finalist1x
WinnerBio
I am a tenacious, creative, and empathetic learner. Through academics, leadership, and research I am constantly striving to glean wisdom from others by working passionately and efficiently.
Before starting college, I worked for companies like The High Line in NYC, started a private tutoring and nannying business, taught after-school programs at inner-city public schools, and even partnered with famous New York cultural centers like the SHED.
Currently, I am working on my degree in Psychology, minor in Religion, a Global Fellows certificate, and conducting research in the field of neurodiversity and disability education. In the 2023-2024 academic year I will be studying abroad in London.
Education
Pepperdine University
Bachelor's degree programMajors:
- Psychology, General
Miscellaneous
Desired degree level:
Doctoral degree program (PhD, MD, JD, etc.)
Graduate schools of interest:
Transfer schools of interest:
Majors of interest:
- Psychology, General
- Clinical, Counseling and Applied Psychology
- Research and Experimental Psychology
Career
Dream career field:
Mental Health Care
Dream career goals:
Clinical Child Psychologist
Teen Staff
The High Line2020 – 20233 years
Sports
Kickboxing
Club2022 – Present2 years
Volleyball
Club2021 – 20221 year
Research
Research and Experimental Psychology
Pepperdine University — Qualitative Coder and Co-Author2022 – Present
Arts
The Clinton School
TheatreThe Addam's Family, 1776, Taming of the Shrew, Legally Blonde, Shrek the Musical2018 – 2022
Public services
Advocacy
Pepperdine University — Guest Speaker2022 – PresentVolunteering
Big Apple Church — Food Organizer2018 – Present
Laurette Scholarship
WinnerIt seems a gross understatement to say that coping with my already intense anxiety during
COVID was challenging. Piled on top of the virus, riots, and looting outside my Manhattan window, I was under the almost constant attack of overwhelming stress, manifesting in repetitive rocking and self-harmful movement, blurry vision, hallucinations, difficulty breathing, and crippling claustrophobia.
In the amplified traumas of those eighteen months, I began to reflect on how I had always struggled with the same fundamental things. Social interactions, sensory sensitivities, hyper-focused interests, repetitive behavior, and a general obsession with structure and order were things that I had masked to be socially acceptable to the world. I began to ask my mother what I was like as a child, she recounted stories of my intense sensitivity, crying on the streets of NYC that “there was a needle in my sock” when it was a strand of hair. I was so deep in an ever-persistent pang of panic that I turned to reckless decisions to fill the void of my anxiety-filled emptiness.
Looking for a way out of this abyss, I turned to research, and a possible diagnosis; ASD, or Autism Spectrum Disorder. I have always been obsessed with reading and doing research. Finding articles like, “Understanding the social experiences of adolescent females on the autism spectrum” or “Understanding and recognizing the female phenotype of autism spectrum disorder and the “camouflage hypothesis” fascinated me. I was drawn to this possibility of having an answer to why I was suffering so much. With the support of my parents, I sought a diagnosis. After a year of insurance issues and ignorant professionals, I was finally diagnosed with a sensory processing disorder, panic disorder, and Autism Spectrum Disorder. With the support of family, friends, and doctors who cared, I finally had a guiding path towards recovering my mental health. Post-COVID has been an incredible time of growth in all aspects of my life.
I have learned to understand how to be accommodating and patient with my limitations, while also celebrating my gifts and skills. In this past calendar year, I have had no panic attacks and minimal sensory overloads, and I am finally finding a way to be my authentic, unapologetic self.
Beyond the growth in coping with difficulties, I have also found ways to celebrate my disability as a way to educate others. University has allowed me to educate myself through psychology classes, as well as educate others.
As Pepperdine University celebrated Disability Awareness Week, I spoke on Neurodiversity 101 in front of fifty students and faculty. Speaking from experience and years of education, I taught many people basic language and myths about Neurodiversity that they were not aware of. A few weeks later, I received the good news that a paper I co-wrote, with our school's 2023 Valedictorian, was getting published in a well-respected journal. This paper was all about the negative effects of masking, or hiding autistic traits for appearing more socially acceptable in our neurotypical world. As I learned how to embrace my multi-faceted identity, I began to share the value of seeing my disability as a gift with others around me.
This groundwork of research, advocacy, and education has led me to develop my dreams for a future career. I hope to serve my community of New York City as a child clinical psychologist for disabled and neurodivergent youth. I cannot wait to guide, teach, and support young students of color in urban areas, providing them with the same answers that changed my life.
@ESPdaniella Disabled Degree Scholarship
My major is Psychology, and my dream for many years has been to serve my community of New York City as a child clinical psychologist for disabled and neurodivergent youth. I hope to cater to young students of color in urban areas, as this was the basis of my story. Growing up in a bustling city I often reflected on how social interactions, sensory sensitivities, hyper-focused interests, repetitive behavior, and a general obsession with structure and order were things that I had masked to be socially acceptable to the world. Feeling outcast and different from those who processed seamlessly around me, I sought a diagnosis. At 17, being diagnosed as autistic helped me gain confidence in my identity, learn ways to cope with a world that wasn't made for me, and develop a deep desire to be an advocate for others in my position. With financial support and guidance from scholarships like these, I can embark on my higher education journey and inspire other young disabled women of color to seek support, build confidence, and continue the cycle of education and advocacy for disability studies.