Personal Statement
My decision to pursue a doctoral degree in clinical psychology is not rooted in theory alone; it is rooted in survival. It is shaped by years of enduring domestic violence, raising my son amid fear and instability, and learning firsthand how trauma imprints itself on the mind, body, and spirit. As a Black woman, a mother, and a survivor, my journey has demanded resilience beyond what should ever be required of one person. Yet through that pain, purpose emerged: to heal and to ensure others do not have to suffer in silence.
For 13 yrs, I lived in a marriage defined by physical violence, emotional control, and constant unpredictability. I endured repeated beatings while doing everything in my power to protect and raise my son in an environment that felt unsafe, even in moments of quiet. Each day required hyper vigilance, monitoring moods, anticipating danger, and preparing myself for harm before it arrived. I learned to place my own needs last, believing that endurance equaled strength and that my role as a mother required self‑sacrifice at any cost.
The psychological weight of this trauma followed me long after the physical marks faded. I developed debilitating anxiety, depression, and eventually PTSD. I experienced intrusive memories, emotional numbness, chronic sleep disturbances, and a persistent sense that danger was always near. Even in safe spaces, my body remained on high alert. I learned how to function while dissociating, to present as capable while privately unraveling, and to survive while quietly losing myself.
The turning point came when survival without healing was no longer sustainable. Seeking therapy was the most difficult yet transformative decision of my life. As a Black woman, I carried generational messages about silence, strength, and enduring hardship without complaint. Cultural stigma, systemic barriers, and fear of being misunderstood delayed my reaching out, but once I did, therapy became the first place where my pain was named and validated. I learned that PTSD was not a personal failure, but a natural response to prolonged trauma. For the first time, I began seeing myself not as broken, but as human.
Although I have not personally struggled with substance abuse, my lived experience and clinical exposure have shown me how closely trauma, depression, anxiety, and substance use intersect. I have witnessed survivors, particularly women from marginalized communities, often turn to substances or other harmful coping mechanisms when support is inaccessible or invalidating. These insights have reinforced my commitment to trauma‑informed, nonjudgmental, and culturally responsive care.
My personal healing journey has unfolded alongside my academic one. I am currently completing a Master’s degree in Clinical Psychology and will graduate in May 2026. Throughout my graduate training, I have gained clinical knowledge while deepening my understanding of trauma, attachment, and psychosocial development. My education has provided language for experiences I once believed were unspeakable and affirmed my desire to work with survivors whose suffering is too often dismissed or misunderstood.
I am presently completing my internship at Holistically Divine Counseling, where I work with women experiencing trauma, depression, anxiety, and suicidal ideation. This work has been both humbling and transformative. Sitting with clients in their most vulnerable moments reinforced for me the importance of empathy, presence, and ethical responsibility. It has also illuminated the severe gaps that exist in mental health access, safety planning, and survivor advocacy. Witnessing the systemic barriers my clients face has propelled my desire to pursue doctoral training to provide clinical care and to help influence policy, expand advocacy efforts, and create more equitable systems of support.
In Fall 2026, I will begin the PsyD program in Clinical Psychology at The Chicago School of Psychology. My educational and professional goal is to become a licensed clinical psychologist specializing in PTSD, interpersonal violence, mood disorders, and trauma‑related conditions. I am committed to serving Black women, mothers, and survivors of domestic violence, and to advocating for trauma-informed practices at both the clinical and policy levels. I aspire to be part of the change that ensures survivors are not only treated, but protected, believed, and empowered.
Maintaining my recovery remains an essential foundation for my personal and professional life. I continue to engage in therapy, intentionally practice emotional regulation and grounding techniques, and prioritize mental health as an ongoing commitment rather than a destination. I maintain boundaries, seek supervision and support, and remain conscious of the risks of burnout and vicarious trauma. I understand that ethical practice begins with self‑awareness and self‑care.
This scholarship represents more than financial assistance; it represents belief in the power of resilience and the value of lived experience in the mental health field. My story is not defined by the violence I endured, but by the strength it took to heal and transform pain into purpose. I move forward in doctoral training, committed to advocacy service.