I come from a family of immigrants of Jamaican, Indian, Vietnamese, African, and Western European descent. Growing up exposed to diverse cultures and ethnicities enriched my understanding of our global community, and inspired me to study public health. I value the interdisciplinary approach to understanding social determinants that impact health outcomes. The discussions I have with my family and peers are always more comprehensive and nuanced when considering the diversity of experiences represented among us. My background and education have taught me how essential it is to take diversity into account when addressing issues, because it ensures the development of more holistic solutions. Regarding my intended career as a nurse-midwife, it’s impossible for me not to think about the women of color who have contributed to our medical knowledge. This includes the enslaved African midwives who brought their expertise and practice to America, and the enslaved women who were experimented upon against their will. Modern medicine would not be the same without the contributions of these women and their role in developing obstetrical techniques. I want to recognize these women and interrogate their frequent erasure from history to contribute to a diverse environment in school and beyond. Moreover, I’m a strong advocate of bringing communities we serve to the table, and facilitating open conversations that engage everyone’s perspective. We should strive for cultural competence, but also know when to listen empathetically, since inclusion and diversity are some of the best practices health professionals can employ when faced with new challenges.
Having majored in Public Health, I have a deep commitment to helping marginalized and economically disadvantaged members of our global community through interdisciplinary approaches. I believe we have a moral and social obligation to support those living in disadvantaged and underserved communities, and as a woman of color, I have an even stronger desire to empower other women and their families by promoting health and well-being through education and compassion. I want to educate and empower women to make choices about their own reproductive health. For instance, while serving as the Senior Editor of HerCampus, a female-run online magazine, I made positive contributions to the women’s health discourse, challenging dangerous misinformation and propaganda. I want to be a provider for vulnerable populations, bridging language and cultural divides to ensure access to healthcare, a human right. I want to use the skills I will learn as a nurse to continue to affect positive and meaningful change for women and their families, all while amplifying their voices and learning from their lived experiences. While volunteering with the Nashville Volunteer Doula Program, I was gratified to be invited into families’ most intimate and intense moments to provide a needed service. I’ve learned that people who need health-related services the most are often the ones with the least access to them. I want to be these communities’ advocate, serving them with compassion they may not find in other areas of their life or society. My core values include empowering women through economic and educational opportunities, advocating for gender and racial equality, and working to dismantle structures that perpetuate poverty, marginalization, and stigma.
A variety of experiences have influenced my decision to pursue advanced practice nursing—providing childcare services, shadowing in the NICU and L&D, mentoring women of color, volunteering as a doula, and working as a Maternal-Fetal Medicine Research Assistant. Studying public health taught me to approach health issues from interdisciplinary angles, and how social determinants, such as race, gender, and socio-economic status, can adversely affect health outcomes. For my final project in a women’s health course, I used historical documents, including J. Marion Sims’ autobiography, to analyze how physicians perceived the bodies of enslaved women during childbirth and gynecological operations in the Antebellum South. I argued that physicians endorsed false beliefs about black pain tolerance, and only understood enslaved women’s health in terms of their fecundity. Engaging with these women’s untenable trauma has compelled me to think about the ways such discourse remains entrenched in our healthcare systems. While volunteering as a doula for a black mother, I believe I witnessed the implicit biases that supplanted my thesis. Desperate for relief, she opted for an epidural, and a resident spent twenty, unsuccessful, minutes trying to place the spinal catheter. The attending did finally step in, though it seemed her pain was prolonged because of her race. This incident demonstrated to me how people of color can still find themselves in vulnerable positions within healthcare settings. As a nurse, I would be in a position where I can empower and advocate for vulnerable patients. While serving as the Senior Editor of a female-run online magazine, I published positive contributions to the women’s health discourse, challenging dangerous misinformation and propaganda. I attempted to demystify the pap smear, and chronicled my experience with using a menstrual cup. My receptiveness to others’ questions about my articles empowered their own self-perceptions, increased their health literacy, and made them want to engage others in similar conversations—things I would hope to continue to inspire as a nurse.
A career as an advanced practice nurse would fulfill my future professional goal of empowering others through education, care, and empathy. I value nursing’s holistic model when approaching health, compared to the “disease pathology” medical model, and the emphasis placed on creating interpersonal relationships with patients. While this is not unique to the nursing profession, I do believe that it is a foundational tenet, and often lost in the interest of efficiency in other medical professions. I witnessed as much while volunteering as a doula. It wasn’t unusual for the attendings to make brief appearances. The nurse-midwives, however, stayed and supported mothers as they worked through contractions. This commitment to serving with compassion and empathy during women’s most intense and intimate moments is what draws me to the nurse-midwifery specialty. Moreover, I believe that my specialized MSN training as an advanced practitioner would allow me to have broader impacts by working at the intersections of social health determinants.