My parents introduced me to “church going” at an early age. They sowed the seeds into my life about knowing God and baptism. It wasn’t until my early 20’s while in college that I became a born-again Christian. As a believer of Jesus Christ, I truly know about the power of prayer and faith. I have decided to go back to graduate school to pursue a doctoral degree. This is a God given vision that is going to require me to seek assist from many different resources. This experience will challenge me in more ways than one, test my endurance, dedication, and solidify my faith. I’m embarking on this academic journey from a place of abiding faith and prayer that has had to sustain me through episodes of doubt, exhaustion, and fear. Faith and prayer have not just been a strength but a shining beacon leading me to believe in the purpose of my journey and that I can triumph despite the odds. For an older student juggling work, family responsibilities, and coursework, it can all feel like too much. I often feel the weight of so many obligations. But in those moments of silent prayer, whether at the beginning of a long day, late at night over a study session, or during a personal crisis, I’ve found peace. To this day, spiritual meditation and prayer are some of the most profound tools I've employed on my journey. Each morning before I pick up a book, I take time to still my own body, mind, and heart. I close my eyes in quietness or let my gaze wander, contemplating scripture and speaking my heart's desires in prayer. These are moments in my day when I find refuge. My fears are pushed back, peace is embraced, and clarity received. My spiritual life is like an anchor. It reminds me that I am not alone on this journey and that grace meets me even during the challenging times. I find the most comfort in prayer, remembering I cannot do this on my own and, with God, all things are possible.
Learning is inherently spiritual, especially when it is grounded in service to others. My aspirations related to a doctoral degree are that they pertain to my yearning to empower the marginalized, to be a voice to the voiceless, and to make the world of teaching I love so dearly a better place. It’s faith that has kept this vision grounded. I can think of countless evenings when the deadlines were drawing near, and my energy was sapped away. Although difficult, I would stop, close my eyes, and pray for focus, for strength, and for guidance. I often found that answers came more clearly after prayer, not only in my mind but also in my heart. Faith is my courage to keep pushing, even though logically, I should have stopped.
Through prayer and scripture, my holy times of quiet have yielded the calm I require to keep all the balls in the air: school, family, life’s unwelcome curveballs. They’ve helped me remain focused, grounded, and hopeful. Obviously, pursuing an Ed.D. as a mature student isn't just an academic thing, it is a journey of self-improvement, renewal, and calling. It’s my faith that has helped me overcome fear, pray my way through pain, and fight those tribulations. It has made me realize that age and situation do not define me; rather, my calling and my commitment define me. I have faith and prayer as my compass, and I stand firmly on Romans 8:38 knowing that nothing will ever separate me from the love of Jesus Christ.
As a future Doctor of Education, my mission is to uplift underserved communities through educational leadership, culturally responsive practices, create and lead programs that address opportunity gaps in education for students of color, and those who are low-income. One of my main goals is to providing leadership opportunities for women in education that will help develop their professional growth including administrative and policy making opportunities. I have dedicated my life to teaching. The Masters & Ed.S specialist degrees that I possess have been instrumental in having a stellar teaching career so far. My current pursuit of a doctoral degree in education directly aligns with my career goals of becoming a stronger leader, consultant, and advocate in education. A Doctor of Education degree will equip me to design more impactful lessons, mentor future educators, and create innovative strategies that will close achievement gaps.
I will be fortunate to further create and expand an educational consulting business that empowers schools, educators, and families through professional development, culturally responsive teaching strategies, and motivational programs. My voice isn't merely heard among the crowds at conferences and community forums, however, nor am I speaking just for applause. I will also facilitate workshops; inspire future teachers, particularly women of color; and lobby for fairer educational policies that serve each child, regardless of zip code. My doctorate will open opportunities for my own growth and for others to follow in my footsteps.
Community outreach is the lifeline of my work. I’ll organize events that bring schools and parents together and participate in family literacy nights. In America’s churches, community centers, and living rooms, education keeps flowing. Through these ventures, I’ll be able to be a positive influence on the very neighborhoods that once influenced me. Looking ahead, my goals also include pursuing advanced leadership roles in education. More than anything, I want my journey to be a testimony; that even in the face of divorce, discouragement, and doubt, purpose can prevail. As I continue walking this academic path, I remain committed to learning, leading, and lifting others along the way. I’ll be able to be a positive influence on the very neighborhoods that once influenced me.
I am a mature adult learner and have had the courage to go back to school. Not just for myself, but for all those people who had to put their dreams on hold due to life's unexpected storms. The scholarship means more than just financial help. It acknowledges my strength, development, and my strong belief that it is never too late to start over. With your backing, I can pursue my doctorate in education and use my story as encouragement for others that feel they're too old. I've lived courage. Now I want to grow, and this is why I believe that I should be awarded this scholarship. As a mature adult college student who has been through divorce, type 2 diabetes and weight management, and started over more than once, I realized how important it is to have perseverance. I was born to teach. Financial support will enable me to concentrate more fully on my studies. As an educator, I devote every bit of my life to reigniting that light in every child I meet.