In middle school, I was absolutely obsessed with K-Pop.
It's not something I'm proud of, given that I was an awkward preteen and completely fulfilled the "weird fan girl" stereotype. One thing that era gave me, however, was a dream. I used to watch video after video of K-Pop artists performing. Their stage presence captivated me, inspired me, and filled me with a passion I couldn't quite name.
Entering high school, I realized that I didn't want to watch performers on a stage. I wanted to be them.
I enrolled in Sarah Kelly Music School, a program that grows young songwriters and singers in their artistry and gives them the skills and knowledge they need to someday enter the music industry. Using my prior classical piano knowledge, I quickly adapted to a new way of playing. I sang daily and I wrote constantly.
I discovered a true love for songwriting. Now, as an intern at the same school that trained me, I help younger students learn just the way I did. In my free time, I've found a new passion: Concerts!
I've made it my mission to see all of my favorite artists in person at least once. I'm still working on a few, but through hard work and a few golden opportunities, I can confidently say my concert resume has filled out.
My favorite concert memory was a moment during a Laufey concert. Laufey is an Icelandic-Chinese jazz/pop singer, and she is my biggest inspiration. I absolutely love everything about her - her style, the rich color of her voice, her instrumental prowess, and the genuine energy she has. As an aspiring musician, I hope to someday be a performer like Laufey.
In one of her songs, "Letter to My 13 Year Old Self," she has a line that I just love. She says, "One day you'll be up on stage. Little girls will scream your name." The song is full of advice to a younger Laufey, who had a dream much like mine.
When Laufey performed this song as an encore during her concert, I almost cried. Especially when she sang that line and the whole building, filled predominantly with teenage girls like myself, shouted her name. It was so amazing to see her journey come full circle like that.
My dream is to perform like all of the artists I've come to love. I want to be on stage, hearing people call my name, dancing and singing like my middle school idols. I want to write songs that bring people comfort in dark times. If I can succeed, I can prove to others like me that their pipe dreams are possible.
To do so, I plan on majoring in Commercial Music at Brigham Young University this fall. My focus is Singer/Songwriter with an emphasis on contemporary vocal performance. This major will teach me vocal techniques and songwriting as well as music theory, production, and business practices. After completing this degree, I hope to enter the music industry and work towards signing a record deal.
If a painfully introverted, socially awkward 12-year-old like myself can grow into the performer and musician that I've become, there's hope for anyone. I want to show people that their potential is only limited by their own hesitations.