In 2023, my Chemistry teacher asked me what career path I was considering. These were the final years of high school, so it was expected to have a picture of what you want to pursue when you grow up because you are “grown up”. But I digress, I replied, “Tech sir, probably Computer Science.”His response was, and I quote, “My dear you will never know computers as well as the white people who created them. There are plenty of people who have done software engineering in Uganda and have no jobs. It’s best if you focus on something like pharmacy or a field you can actually manage.” Writing that again hurts just as much as it did that day. Mind you at that point in time, I had already taught myself two programming languages, and was learning the third so that I could develop an app. So I think I knew a thing or two about computers though I was not their inventor.
Yes, I can understand why his focus pivoted around a pay check. I was raised by an unemployed single mother in a low developed country plunged in poverty and corruption. Dreams are a luxury many cannot afford, or do not fight for when they are too busy trying to survive each day. But if I were to give up because of my natural circumstances, I would have done that in my primary school years, when I had to walk to school in the rain as early as 4am just to make it on time. I would have quit on those evenings when we slept early not to feel the hunger. Or when I could not afford the fee for the extra curricular activities like swimming, sports, clubs and coding lessons so I had to go home earlier. I would have, but my mum tried her best. She sold off her clothes and some valuable possessions to buy me a laptop because she saw how passionate I was about this field. And my sister attended every coding competition and event I had, always cheering me on. I simply do not have the strength to quit. I cannot quit because I was born a girl, black and poor, that’s not reason enough anymore. After all, those were his words, not mine and in this case, my opinion is all that matters.
I joined a national competition that was predominantly male -- sugarcoated with the pretense at women emancipation. I knew the statistics, about 21% females in this field. My cousin had already told me not to dream of a course that in his words is a “man’s major that I would never manage.” I remember being on the stage explaining the algorithm and app functionality, its purpose and benefits, and even its shortcomings. And I saw this one boy from the other team smirking at me in a way that I can never, for the life of me, put to words – patronizing to be kind. That is when I really understood the narrative I was, and still is up against. I have to justify my intrusion on a field that has for centuries been not only rightfully male, but also predominantly white. And oh yes, as the only girl in my computer science class who is majoring in computer science, it is engraved deep in my brain. Good thing we won that competition, four girls.
Since the first obstacle was me not knowing computers as well as white people, I decided to apply to a university in the biggest tech hub in the world and learn from them. Yet in a class with white men, I realize that if I set out with the mindset to view every interaction as a competition to determine superiority, I’ll become blind to the solutions that can be achieved with unity. The people we can help through the introduction of a certain technology, the island we can protect from sinking through innovation, the education we can spread in remote areas as a force. We will forget why Charles Babbage invented computers in the first place, not as a trophy or medal, but to simplify human life and accomplish tasks people had only ever dreamed of. It’s why apps are created, because we think of a community, their problems and code what we think can be a solution. The distinctions we create physically and mentally only serve to delay us from achieving goals we would have already reached working together. I am hoping and praying that my generation can move beyond this narrative. It does not only affect the field, but the many people that can be helped through innovation.
Therefore, joining a field that has defied all odds and moved beyond human expectations, is the same example I can only hope to follow for myself. I love this field and I’ve given it my all. I left my home and boarded a 23 hour flight alone for the first time to cross over 7000 miles, so that I can be better and make a difference. It’s not easy but easy is boring.