The Shayna most people know is happy, empathetic, a team player, determined, and wise. I’ve always been considered the “mother” of my friend group. My entire life, I’ve done everything I can to make others happy, even when I was suffering. What most people don’t know is that, since a young age, I’ve struggled almost daily with scoliosis and patellar instability. These health challenges have not only shaped me but also ignited my interest in becoming a surgeon.
Though many people have heard of scoliosis, few understand patellar instability, which occurs when the kneecap slips out of the groove in the femur, potentially leading to dislocation. I first experienced this in fourth grade. While sitting cross-legged, I stood up and felt something pop. I screamed—not just from the pain but because a parent passing by suggested my kneecap might be broken. Kudos to her. From that day on, my life changed completely.
My experiences with pain, physical therapy, and learning to manage my conditions have fueled my desire to enter the medical field. I want to help others the way doctors have helped me, and the lack of black professionals in the field has only motivated me more. I’m determined to be part of that change and serve as a role model for those who don’t often see themselves represented. Thanks to physical therapy, I can now live an almost normal teenage life without constant discomfort or back pain. My scoliosis not only affected me but also my mother, who was extremely worried and still is at times—that I would be bullied because of my spinal deformity. Her fear of me wearing a back brace was heightened, but that didn’t last long since we couldn’t afford one.
Little did I know that the life science classes I took—like Biology and Chemistry—would play such a significant role in my life. I no longer see my physical condition as an obstacle; instead, it has become my path to dive deeper into healthcare studies after high school. If it hadn’t been for my outstanding teachers and the rigorous Cristo Rey curriculum, I might not have been exposed to those science classes. Now, as a young adult, I not only continue to pursue these critical subjects, but I’m excited to dive deeper and contribute to research and work toward improving treatments for patients with conditions like mine.
At times, dealing with my health issues has made me feel weak, and I’ve questioned whether I’d reach my goal of becoming a surgeon. But the pain motivates me to keep going. This same determination fueled me to take part in Brown University’s Introduction to Medicine summer program. The three-week experience strengthened my resolve to become a physician by giving me a glimpse of what medical school and clinical work entail. It allowed me to dream of becoming a medical student. The experience gave fodder to my vision to make medicine my life's work. I won’t let my conditions dictate my future, and no matter what path my life takes, I know I’ll be successful.
One day, I will be the surgeon I’ve always seen in my mind's eye, helping those who, like me, live with pain and uncertainty. Reflecting on my journey, I realize that my struggles don’t make me weak—they’ve made me unstoppable, more resilient, and allergic to average. These challenges have shaped me into someone who understands the importance of perseverance and compassion. I no longer hide my pain or view it as a burden, but rather as a testament to my strength. I use it as fuel to lead, inspire, and serve others. I’m not just determined to succeed for myself; I want to pave the way for others who may doubt their potential. As I continue my path, I will lead by example, showing that no matter what life throws at me, I will always have the power to rise above it.