I’ve learnt a lot in these past two years as a mechanical engineer in university. That said, fall 2025 was a period where I prayed harder than I had in a long time.
Which is why changing my degree path didn’t just feel like changing my major through the school’s online portal. At the time, it felt like closing the door. Like I’d be losing a part of myself. I remember being the nervous yet excited freshman leaving my family miles away across the state, wearing the Mechanical Engineering lanyard to meet others in my major. I’ve networked within the field and made friends who I talked with even today.
To elaborate, my interest in engineering stemmed from my love for the environment. As young as 7, nature shows, any topic on wildlife was of interest to me. I’d convinced my parents to buy me a butterfly catcher. Growing up in Florida, anywhere I looked I was surrounded by lush green. I had many sketchbook pages with cool animals I’ve seen. Even a few silly comic strips or two of what I think they were telling each other. Every other year, I’d see an animal I didn’t know was native there. Even a 4-foot-tall wood stork, nearly as tall as me at the time! (I’ve definitely grown a lot since.) Every other National Geographic episode I’ve seen were problems animals were having in the wild. A few times, the problem that needed to be solved were the interactions with humans in the areas of the animal habitats, or animals passing through a road, as they didn’t have any other safe ways of travel. In the same season, a highway would be built that helped the people in that same community get to work with a faster time. tackling environmental issues with a technical approach was something that caught my eye. It had evidently made differences, and helped many people.
Even in the STEM program back in high school, I’ve always loved working with other students on projects and creating new ideas.
In this most recent Fall 2025 semester, my academic performance was impacted by illnesses. While starting off the semester in good standing most of August, I quickly got “freshman sickness” from being in the dorms—which consists of a regular cold—the first week of September. Between regulating the new environments as i headed to new lecture halls, and recovering with simple medications, I was getting better. Until I caught a Type B fever only 2 weeks after, which resulted in mental incapacity since I was weak. I had even lost a few pounds in this period. Between the physical limitations, and the mental fatigue, I didn’t even have it in me to draw anymore. Especially with the winter climate of October, this required bed rest, which physically prevented me from attending my lectures, and was difficult to properly navigate the work from different courses. Since I was unable to be present, it was difficult to navigate the assignments and requirements of all my classes.
At some point, I was forced to choose between learning new, complex material and finishing past-due work. Despite my efforts to bridge the gap, the material I was originally struggling with, Chemistry and Calculus 1, only became more complex.
I could not anticipate this medical crisis, nor prevent it. Although I attempted to keep up with my studies, there were numerous times this Fall 2025 semester where I was required to prioritize my health in order to somehow get back on track with my academics. Even as I reached out to my Chemistry TA, and various Math, Engineering, and Chemistry tutors, whenever I felt even a little better, for better breakdowns of concepts I missed, there was still a lot of catching up to do. Which is why I made the hard choice of switching my majors. I have switched from Mechanical Engineering to Environmental Science. I had weighed what damage has been done to my GPA, and what the future would look like with the rest of the curriculum.
Then, I realized, changing majors is just a small pivot.
Starting with taking my physical health and fitness more seriously, I’ve begun a routine of working out in my room as a way to get stronger, and prevent myself from getting so sick again. I’m slowly working my way up the dumbbell weight numbers. I even found a group of a few others to work out with at the gym. They helped me learn machines like the leg press (my current favorite).
My goal within the STEM field hasn’t changed: I will continue to expose myself to opportunities to find solutions to problems. Environmental science is just another way to do so. There are many places in the world that could use an engineer, as well as an ecologist. A problem somewhere between coasts that require construction for better transportation for the citizens, also needs environment management. I still plan on improving the daily life of people in my community as well as others. The coursework and field experience equips me with skills I can apply to solve problems for communities worldwide.
As I continue on with my new degree in Environmental Science, I hope to keep in mind Psalm 56:3: ‘Whenever I am afraid, I will trust in You.’ Looking back, I know He has always been there, even when it didn’t feel like it. I’m grateful to know He’s always by me. He’s looking over my shoulder as I answer the last questions on my finals. I’m never alone when making tough decisions. God hears me in my prayers, and sees every anxious day I've had. What if I don’t ace that test? What if I miss a deadline?
Keeping intact my relationship with Him made me more confident in dealing with what life will throw at me, and has made me more hopeful, excited even, for my future.