By the age of three, I had already hit my mom's tooth with a fork, causing it to become crooked. This more or less describes my higher education journey. Hit every obstacle with enough power to make an impact.
My lack of knowledge in this higher education world forced me to become very type-A and organized. Therefore, I create a process. Starting in middle school, I would spend countless hours participating in webinars on how to win private, federal, or state scholarships. Then, I'd make an Excel and Word sheet with all the information they provided. In high school, I did a bit of research and decided it would be a great idea to take college-level courses in my junior and senior years. This allowed me to get a great head start for college without me realizing it.
When I started applying for colleges, I had absolutely no idea how any of the finances worked. No webinar, counselor, or friend explains how it works. It almost made me feel like my preparation from my earlier years had gone out through the door. I did not know that Georgia had full financial help for students with a GPA of 3.0 or more. In general, I did not understand how important your GPA was at all. I had no one tell me my high school GPA of 3.4 wasn't enough. I was scared and felt hopeless because I kept asking myself, "What if I had done this instead?'' Throughout college, I struggled with the transition from high school to college. I didn't know what was right or wrong. I kept seeing everyone else experiences and tried my best to learn from them.
Luckily, by my side, I had my mom, my ride-or-die, and the one who has always believed in me and trusted me to do my best in school because she taught me that I had no choice. I had to be better and do something good with my life. She has been my rock and my drive to continue with the career I have chosen.
Now, throughout my middle and high school years, I struggled with one thing. And that was choosing my future career. I went from civil engineer to architect to information technology to pharmacist. Until one day, a very unforgettable moment occurred that led me to choose dentistry. The look on my mom's face when she left the dentist one day, broke my heart and that was the deciding factor in pursuing dentistry. To help the Hispanic community feel safe and comfortable knowing that my practice will be a judge-free zone.
I am currently in my junior year of undergrad. Through many difficulties I faced in my first two years because of my lack of knowledge or guidance, I made it through, and I am almost done. My next steps are to pursue a master's degree and then apply and attend dental school. I believe because of my lack of knowledge, I learned a lot, and it has made me the person I am today. I would not change where I am from because that is what makes me unique. I hope to inspire other first and second-generation students one day as well.