Ever since I was a young girl, I’ve always had questions. I was incredibly curious, and I always sought to understand how and why things worked the way they did. I found my answer within a variety of books. I read my mom’s medical books, fiction books from my library, historical biographies, and autobiographies. My mind was on an endless carousel seeking answers for some of life’s biggest questions, and I never wanted off. Then, I discovered writing. I fell in love with dropping my pen to the paper and writing anything on my mind. Soon enough, my dramatic words turned into poetry, short stories, and other forms of writing as I continued my education. I became enamored with reading and writing; learning and creating on a constant loop after school was a daily routine I loved to stick to.
My mom introduced me to owning technology later than most of my classmates. I was upset at the time because I wished to fit in with the other kids and talk about the newest games on the newest devices. As I look back, I realize she only wanted me to have a strong foundation rooted in the appreciation of reading and writing.
I was never allowed to watch TV during the week. When I finished all my school work, I had to read and complete my Kumon homework, a math and reading program designed to improve a student’s aptitude and skills. Only on weekends was I allowed to watch TV and go out. I might not have liked the work, but when I wanted a new book to read or understand a passage from a book, I always went to the nearby Kumon center. Learning this balance between my academic, personal, and social life helped me get my priorities in order and develop habits I will keep for the rest of my life.
I found myself drawn to darker, more mysterious subjects. It instilled a deep admiration for reading psychological thrillers and watching investigative shows such as Criminal Minds, Law and Order: SVU, and more within me. I adored the lawyers and prosecutors in shows and books like these because they inspired me to find justice in the truth, which only stimulated me into pursuing the profession of law.
Too often, I see violent images plastered all over the media. It pains me to see broken families falling victim to the wrongdoings of a system intended to grant them life and liberty. This society has become extremely desensitized to violence and terrifying images. I want to be able to remind people that the people seen in these awful viral videos and photos are people too. They have brothers, sisters, mothers, cousins, fathers, and friends. I cannot continue to sit in ignorance and ignore the struggles of black people in America and even internationally. With the development of the Internet, to remain purposefully ignorant on horrible political or social situations is to remain implicitly biased.
Despite feeling the pressure to become a doctor by my family, I pioneered my own passions and staked my claim in the future. As I aspire to debate, solve mysteries, and serve justice like the onscreen detectives, lawyers, and judges on Criminal Minds and Law and Order: SVU, I realize that these shows, reading political articles, and the encouraging influence of my mother shaped me into the confident, passionately driven woman I am today.