My journey with mental health has shaped not only who I am, but also the direction I want my life to take. After spending time in college, I realized that the traditional academic path was not the healthiest or most sustainable environment for me. I made the difficult decision not to return, not out of giving up, but out of understanding myself better and recognizing what I need in order to thrive.
I have been diagnosed with moderate depression and moderate anxiety, and I also live with ADHD, which affects my focus, energy, and consistency in structured academic settings. For a long time, I tried to push through these challenges without really acknowledging how deeply they were impacting my day-to-day life. Over time, I learned that success does not always look like forcing yourself into environments that drain you. Sometimes it means redirecting your energy into something more aligned with who you are and how you function.
That realization is what led me to barbering.
Barbering feels different from anything I have pursued before. It is hands-on, creative, and personal. It allows for structure, but also flexibility and human connection. It gives me the opportunity to build confidence in others in a very real and visible way. I have always believed in the idea that when you look good, you feel good. That simple philosophy has stayed with me because I have experienced how much a small change in appearance can impact someone’s confidence and mindset.
That is exactly what I want to give to others.
My long-term goal is to open my own suite-style barbershop that not only provides high-quality barbering services, but also intentionally serves children with special needs and children on the autism spectrum. I understand that for many of these children, something as routine as a haircut can be overwhelming. It can involve sensory challenges, anxiety, and difficulty sitting through the process. I want my space to be different—calm, patient, understanding, and adapted to the needs of each individual child. I want families to feel like they have a place where they will not be judged or rushed, but supported.
My desire to build this kind of environment also comes from my experience working with youth. I have spent time as a summer day camp counselor and have coached multiple youth athletic programs. Through these roles, I have learned how important patience, communication, and emotional awareness are when working with children, especially those who need extra support. I have also seen how often those children are misunderstood or placed in environments that are not designed for their comfort or success.
Outside of my professional goals, mental health has also impacted me on a deeply personal level. During my high school years, I lost three friends to suicide, each connected to their own struggles with mental health. Those experiences changed how I see the importance of support, understanding, and simply being present for people. They also reinforced the idea that you never really know what someone is carrying with them, even if they seem fine on the surface.
These experiences are part of why I want my future work to be meaningful. I do not want to just have a job—I want to create something that makes people feel seen and valued in a very real way.
This scholarship would directly support my ability to attend barbering school and complete the training I need to begin this career. Without financial assistance, continuing my education in this field would be extremely difficult. Barbering school is the necessary next step toward building the life and business I am working toward.
Ultimately, my goal is simple: to take what I have learned through my own challenges and use it to create a space where others feel more confident, more comfortable, and more understood. Even if that impact starts with something as small as one haircut that helps someone feel better about themselves, I believe that still matters.