Everyone has their struggles. They can come from many things, whether from a subject in school, sports, hobbies, or just past trauma. With these struggles, you can either build yourself into a better person or let them eat you inside out. You and I both know that the best option to pick would be to make yourself a better person, but to do that, you have to try and find the things that made you struggle the most. Yes, we know that finding these things can be challenging for us, but if you want to be a better person, then you have to do what is right.
My struggles started when I was younger, trying to figure out who I was. I would constantly ask, “Why are you always hanging with females and never with boys?” “Why don’t you want to play football or basketball?” I never knew the answers to those questions, and I would always respond, “I'm just trying to have fun”, which I was. Trying to make myself seem normal, I realized that I was pretty fast in my second-grade PE class after getting first place in our one-minute run around the gym. I decided to start running. The track is a place where I feel like I can run against other people and also against myself. Even with track and field, I was still confused about who I was. Struggling to do my best in school, the only subject that I was good at was math. Math is a very challenging subject, and I always wanted to get the best grades in my math classes.
As I went into high school, it was intimidating to be around a new group of people that I had never met or hung around before because I was so used to seeing all of the same faces that I did back in middle school. During my first year of high school, I met a lot of individuals who were different from me personality-wise. This made me realize how important diversity is to me. Without diversity, I think it would be impossible to understand more about the various social groupings that exist around you. As we went through quarantine, I lost focus in all of my classes and started making C’s and D’s in classes that I knew I could have made an A or a B in. This was an eye-opener for me because I know what I am capable of, and failing classes is not one of those choices. I decided that I would finally start trying in school again in my second semester of the 9th-grade year and ended up getting all A’s in my classes. From then to now, I have always been in the top 3 in my classes and haven’t received lower than a B in any of my classes.
Now, I am in multiple clubs and sports, such as the Student Council, No Place for Hate, Spanish Club, Service Club, ACE, track and field, and cross country. All of these activities have made me the person I am today, which is a leader. When I show maturity, I find that teachers and students treat me respectfully. This is important to me because I plan to be a future engineering major, and being a leader will help me do better with teamwork and taking responsibility in different situations like projects and problem-solving. Overall, I learned a lot about myself over the past few years and that when I try my best to do something, the outcome will always be the way that I want it.