One of the most meaningful influences on my motivation to pursue higher education comes from growing up in a family where creativity was always present, but not always treated as a stable career path. Art was appreciated, but it was often seen as something that could not provide long-term security. Watching this shaped my perspective early on. I understood that many people feel forced to separate their passions from their future in order to survive. Instead of accepting that mindset, I became motivated to prove that creativity and stability do not have to exist separately.
Throughout my education, I have experienced firsthand how artistic expression can be misunderstood. For years, some of my art teachers told me that my art style resembled anime and described it as dark, scary, or lacking emotion. This was discouraging because my artwork was simply a reflection of my hobbies and interests as an alternative student. My style was not meant to be negative; it was honest. It represented the characters, aesthetics, and creative influences that inspired me to keep improving. Being told that my art lacked emotion made me realize that many people only recognize emotion when it appears in familiar or traditional forms. This experience helped me understand that creativity looks different for everyone, and no one should feel pressured to change their identity just to be accepted.
At the same time, my mother has always been one of my biggest sources of encouragement. She is both a baker and an artist whose strengths are rooted in realism, yet she always appreciated my more cartoon-inspired style. Instead of discouraging my interests, she actively supported them. She would ask me to draw her favorite characters in icing on baked goods or create designs on old clothes for her to wear. Seeing her proudly display my work showed me that art does not need to fit one definition in order to have value. Her encouragement reminded me that creativity can be shared in everyday life, whether through food, fashion, or personal expression. Her belief in my abilities helped me continue developing my style even when others did not fully understand it.
As a Black high school senior in Washington, DC, I have also seen how access to creative opportunities and emotional support can vary depending on environment and resources. In many communities, students are encouraged to focus only on careers that are considered traditionally stable, often at the expense of their personal interests or emotional well-being. Creative subjects are sometimes undervalued, even though they can help young people process stress, build confidence, and communicate ideas that may otherwise go unheard.
These experiences influenced my decision to pursue a career as both an art teacher and a therapist. I want to create spaces where students feel comfortable expressing themselves without fear that their ideas will be labeled as wrong simply because they are different. Art has always been one of the main ways I understand the world, and I believe creative expression can help people process emotions that may be difficult to put into words.
My decision to pursue higher education is not only about personal success, but also about helping create a future where creativity is respected as a meaningful form of communication. I hope to contribute to a society where students feel encouraged to explore their interests without being told their voice is incorrect or lacking. Through education, empathy, and creativity, I plan to support individuals in feeling confident in their ideas and empowered to express themselves honestly.