Having ADHD, dyslexia, dyscalculia and scoliosis has shaped the way I see the world and how people see me. School often felt confusing and painful. My disabilities made it hard to focus on one project and see it to completion. Sitting in classes my thoughts raced, and even when paying attention I didn't always make the connections between concepts that others seemed to find easy. Art was the one place that my mind was able to make sense of the world. From the first time I watched someone fuse two different Pokemon together on TV, I knew art was for me. In the art room, I could focus on problem solving visually and express ideas that felt bigger than words. Creating artwork helped me feel accomplished and happy.
One of the most influential people in my artistic journey has been my art teacher, Greta Severson. She was able to recognize the differences in how my mind worked weren’t weaknesses but strengths. In one of our first classes together, she complimented my design of a color wheel project. At the time, I didn’t think my choice of artform was particularly strong. I had used what had felt right. When she pointed out my instinctive understanding of contrast and harmony, it shifted the way I saw my own work. What once felt accidental became purposeful. That moment directly influenced the art style I used today. A style that emphasizes geometric shapes and the interconnected relationships in different patterns.
Beyond encouragement, she offered something equally important. Her constructive criticism has taught me a lot about myself. She did not simply tell me my work was good. She challenged me to do better. She would ask why I chose to place lines a certain way or why I chose certain colors.She would tell me what parts of my drawing looked better than others. At first, redoing my work felt uncomfortable. However I began to understand that good art is not usually created on the first attempt. I also learned to decide if someone's constructive criticism was something that I felt I should take or if not how to defend my work. With her guidance I learned to evaluate my pieces, redo sections with intent, and refine my art. This process has strengthened my skills and my discipline. It has helped me make drawings I like more and my ability to make more interesting drawings has improved. I've become more patient with my process and work on finding improvements rather than perfection .
She has also expanded my understanding of what art could be. She helped me broaden my artistic pursuits to include multiple mediums. She showed me how much fun sculpting with clay is. She helped me explore different genres and taught me each required different problem solving approaches. She showed me that working with a sculpture didn’t have to be boring. She demonstrated that making complex structures was easier than I thought and it became less daunting. Working with three-dimensional figures has forced me to think about form, structure and movement in ways that drawing and painting never did. She's consistently encouraged me to try new things and not be confined to a traditional image of art. Because of her, I'm not afraid to try unfamiliar materials or techniques. I can see creative experiments as growth and I have more confidence in my art. Now if a project does not work the first time, I am able to look at it as an opportunity to learn and not a failure. I've been able to approach other areas of my life with the same resilience and understanding that growth comes after multiple attempts.
When she displayed my artwork in the school and the local library it changed how I saw myself as an artist. Seeing other students and community members stop to look and engage with my art helped me build a sense of belonging and confidence. Having others finally be able to see things the way that I did helped me communicate in a way that my writing or words never could. Through her encouragement and critiques, she reshaped not only my art but my understanding of what I could accomplish.This has been powerful for me. She has helped me to build confidence in my identity as an artist. She treats my work as serious and worthy of others' eyes. Her belief in my potential has given me courage to consider pursuing a career in art.
In the future I hope to support other young artists the way she has supported me. I have started to be able to provide some constructive critiques to my peers and help them build their own confidence. I expect through continued practice I can help create a creative space where others are encouraged and challenged to be their best. I plan on using the skills I have learned from her both in and out of my art world. I have explored connecting to groups specifically around building leadership skills and connecting to the community. I aspire to continue to explore these options in the college that I will be attending. I dream that through the art I make, I will inspire others to try unique styles. I hope through my art I can make invisible struggles more visible to others. With the Art, Science, and Innovation major at Allegheny College, I will be able to produce art that can be used in practical ways as well. I want to use my art to build industry and make it easier for all to access their environment. I want to challenge others to see the beauty in everyday objects we use. I hope through connections within the Allegheny college and Meadville community, I will remind people that young artists have meaningful perspectives to share. I dream my art will have the power to spark conversation and invite reflections. I aspire to build bridges between people who might not otherwise connect. I will continue to propose ideas, to try to build strength between others, take creative risks and step into roles to help coordinate projects where others might not. And just as she helped me find my voice I hope to help others recognize the value in their own work.