My older sister Joslyn was brutally murdered in 2014. I watched my mom every month go to court until the trial and sentencing of her murderer was complete in May of 2017. Mom didn't want us to hate, so we started to volunteer at a local food pantry each week. We saw this as a physical outlet allowing us to realize there are even less fortunate people than us despite what we were feeling. We learned compassion even with the pain & heartache we were dealing with. We still do this today, volunteer at the food pantry. When I was a sophomore in HS my mother took me, & my little sister a bag of clothes, & left my dad. We were victims of Domestic Abuse. The first night away, I remember waking up thinking it was the best night's sleep I had ever had. Over the next few months, I began to accept how much of a horrible person he was let alone never a “father”. I attempted to take my own life. I was so overwhelmed, overcome with heaviness, despair, & hopelessness that there was no perceived way out for me. After inpatient care, months of outpatient care, years of doc appointments, & still counseling, I can manage my depression. When I struggle now, I use my coping skills, & thankfully have my mom to ground me. Mental Health will always be a struggle for me. Also, because I am a POC access to proper health care is a fight. I have always turned to art as an escape. I love to draw/paint, that was my way of dealing with my mental health. I won awards from middle school to HS. Art therapy is my escape from my home hell. I am currently enrolled in a Digital Media program at my local college. I would like to Intern at Tyler Perry's studio in Georgia. My career aspirations are to draw & create movie & music video sets. In October 2020, my mom & I were rear-ended & involved in a devasting yet life-altering car accident. I remember pushing out the glass of my window & crawling to safety as our 7-passenger SUV was upside down in a tree. I was conscious, but my mother was not, I could not see or hear her. I sustained damaging injuries to my head/brain. I was in Loyola ICU for over a week due to internal bleeding. The incision to my head alone - was ear to ear, 46 staples. I have not been able to go back to work, physically it’s just too exhausting. There is a mental toll, will I ever be “normal” after this accident? It took me over a year & a summer to recoup enough to go to my first semester of college since High School Graduation. My coordination has been affected, I have headaches all the time, and my pituitary gland was affected by the trauma to my head. I must have my nose rebroken if I want to breathe normally. I also have many facial & body scars that will never go away. The effects on my body and brain cause frequent setbacks to my mental state of mind. My mom’s neck/spine was broken, and she had to have emergency surgeries. Many surgeons stated she should have died or been a paraplegic. Her left clavicle had to be rebuilt, she had internal bleeding, broken ribs etc. She spent three weeks at Loyola ICU /Hospital & was transferred to a Rehab center to learn to walk/dress/shower etc. This was the first time I had ever been away from my mom. We couldn’t visit because of Covid, and we were in the same hospital. She was away from her job for 11 months. Her injuries will never fully heal, and she is always in pain, but she is here, & her strength will stay with me forever. My mom is & has been a single parent/sole provider for me & my sister(s) even before she physically left my dad. In 2021 at a BLM protest following the murder of George Floyd as we chanted “say his name”, my sister & I were attacked by a bat at the hands of an older white man selling “Trump 2020” & “Make America Great Again” flags on the side of the road. A person videotaped the incident from her car & turned the footage over to the police. The video showed that we did not start the incident, we were not aggressive toward this man, only tried to get away & diffuse the situation. At the time my sister was only 16. My mom attempted to press formal charges for months. The Assistant States Attorney finally told her that because he was a war veteran, & he knows people, pressing charges would not be a good thing to do. Justice in America for POC, or LGBTQ community members. Thankfully, we weren’t killed. These are just a few small examples already in my life as a young Black woman that I overcame, am overcoming & will continue to overcome so that I can be successful in my future. My mom alone brought my sister(s) & I out of extreme poverty, we are domestic abuse survivors, repeat SURVIVORS. We have put in work for our Mental Health healing. Every single obstacle I have watched my mom crawl out of to get me where I am today will aid me in being an exceptional & compassionate human in any field of higher learning/career I select. I believe that every person has a backstory & most likely not a pretty one. However, everyone should be afforded the same chance at the starting line regardless of their skin color, religious beliefs, sexual orientation or humble start. I will always have to work harder than the person next to me however, I promised myself that I will do the work because I am her & she is me: My name is Rhiannon Renae.