“Si Dios quiere.”
I grew up hearing this phrase so often that I used to roll my eyes as a kid whenever my parents said it. “Will we go to the park this weekend?” – “Si Dios quiere.” “Will you buy me that backpack?” – “Si Dios quiere.” I didn’t understand then how deeply rooted those words were in my parents’ way of surviving, navigating uncertainty, and trusting that—even in hardship—things would unfold as they were meant to.
As I’ve grown older, I’ve come to embrace “If God’s willing” as more than just a phrase—it’s become a quiet, steady anchor in my life. It reminds me to release control over what I cannot change, to focus on the present, and to trust in something bigger than myself. In a world that constantly demands answers and certainty, it has taught me humility and presence.
My family didn’t have much growing up. We were a low-income household, and my parents raised us with resourcefulness and faith. My mom took us thrifting long before it was trendy—not because it was fun, but because it was necessary. She taught us to value what we had and to find joy in the small things. I remember waking up in the middle of the night to use the restroom and hearing her praying softly in the living room, whispering hopes and worries to God. My parents made going to church a priority for us. I knew that one day I’d have to choose what faith would mean for me—but they laid the foundation.
As I grew into my own path, I discovered two passions that seemed unrelated at first: working with youth, especially young girls in my church, and architecture. I loved mentoring—creating safe spaces for girls to be heard, feel confident, and explore who they were. I led activities, listened to their worries, and guided them through their own journeys with faith and identity.
Architecture, on the other hand, started with a simple love for design and space. But for a long time, I didn’t know how to connect it to something meaningful. I questioned whether it was enough to just design beautiful buildings—until I was part of a studio project centered on Oakland’s historic 16th Street Station.
Once a grand transit hub, the station now sits neglected and at risk of demolition. Our studio was challenged to reimagine its future. Inspired by community needs and my desire to serve through design, I proposed transforming the station into a birthing center, a museum, and an event space. The birthing center was a response to the high maternal mortality rates among Black women, aiming to provide culturally sensitive, accessible care in a space full of history and strength. The museum would preserve the station’s legacy, while the event space would offer a place for joy, gathering, and connection.
We spoke with residents, gathered stories, and studied the building’s history. This project taught me that architecture isn’t just about preserving walls—it’s about preserving lives. It’s about designing with intention, listening deeply, and using creativity as a form of advocacy. For the first time, I saw how my love for working with people, my cultural roots, and my belief in justice could come together in one purpose.
Faith has shaped how I lead, how I design, and how I dream. The phrase I once found annoying as a child—“If God’s willing”—now lives in everything I do. It reminds me that even in uncertainty, I am rooted. It reminds me to move forward with humility, gratitude, and intention. And it keeps me focused on building not just structures, but futures—if God’s willing.
Looking ahead, my goal is to become a licensed architect and open a firm that centers community, culture, and care. I want to work on projects that serve historically marginalized neighborhoods—focusing on affordable housing, public spaces, and cultural preservation. I also want to continue mentoring youth, especially young girls of color, so they see themselves in fields like architecture where they’re often underrepresented. I hope to use design as a way to heal, connect, and inspire—helping others the way faith has helped me: not by promising easy answers, but by creating space for hope, dignity, and belonging.