I have always gravitated towards STEM fields because I love having a decisive answer and using structure and the integration of knowledge to problem solve. I also recognize my ability to connect with people on deeper personal levels and how that brings me fulfillment. Medicine allows for all of this. I have been a part of my mom’s professional world as a physician assistant my entire life. My mom was the designated back-up for my field hockey games when no trainer was available. Her knowledge is always so readily available to help others. In addition, my grandfather’s genetic pulmonary disease requiring a double lung transplant has given me an intimate exposure to the impact of research and clinical development within the fields of medicine and transplants. On a more personal note within medicine, I have tackled the greatest learning curve of my lifetime, managing my new diagnosis of type-1 diabetes. I know first hand the benefits of integrating technology into health. Becoming a physician assistant will allow me to pursue medicine within these and other specialties over the span of my career. Areas I am passionate about include research, surgery, and community-based health. I grew up in Brooklyn, so surrounding myself with more of a diverse community as I transition into college has been a priority for me. I have actively been involved in local Black Lives Matter marches, pride festivals, marches for gun reform, and women’s rights events in a variety of cities. Presently, as a member of the Jewish minority in the South, I have realized the importance of showing up for my broader communities. I have learned the importance of being an ally first hand, continuing to support my peers through a multitude of causes. I am motivated to further study areas within public health and policy and to better understand community perceptions and their influence on various challenges to healthcare access.  In my recent experiences I see the benefit from programs that are not just a classroom experience, but instead a hands-on learning environment. I was selected to attend a day clinic with OrthoCarolina called the Perry Outreach Program. In this clinic, we took part in six mock surgeries, learned from professional women in medicine, and explored careers in STEM. Later that same year, I was accepted into a National Leadership Conference in Medicine and Health Care at American University. Over a two-week span, I assumed the role of a physician, practiced surgical skills, collaborated with my peers to diagnose patients, and debated public health issues. Both of these clinics were very hands-on, teaching me some of the basics and providing me with insight for future careers. The comradery of medicine was stimulating. A university with such a program offers an optimal platform to catapult me into being a major contributor to modern health advancements and would shape my ability to impact generations to come.

Before that day, my purse held my phone, chapstick, and car keys. You know, only the necessities. Sometimes I brought it with me, but usually I just left it at home and stuffed these things in my pockets without a care in the world. Since that day, I no longer have that choice. My purse now holds my insulin, rescue gels, alcohol swabs and needles. It is safe to say that my necessities have changed. My life halted suddenly on July 19th, 2022. After being admitted to the ICU, I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes. Confused and trying to understand all of the medical terms, I did not hear many of the details of my diagnosis. I did hear one thing for sure; this is something that I will live with for the rest of my life. A permanent change. I remember feeling angry and wondering why this had to happen to me, a girl just trying to figure out high school and eager to get back to pre-season field hockey workouts. Doctors came in and out of my room, working to get my blood sugars regulated and under control so that I could go home. After three days in the hospital and lessons on how to give myself shots, I was sent home with my new necessities and a whole new vocabulary. Some of the changes were just annoying, like counting goldfish crackers and having mason jars as my new dinner glass to meticulously measure ounces of juice. But others were much more emotional and intrusive. Getting through the school day and coming to terms with the seriousness of this diagnosis took a toll on me and impacted my learning. Those first few months of shifting my priorities were the hardest time I have ever experienced. As time went on, I became much more aware of myself and others around me. I realized that there are invisible battles that everyone is fighting on a daily basis. With the cards that I had been dealt, I used them to create something in hopes that no one would feel the way I did. I was not able to change my situation, but I could use it to help someone else. I created the Type 1 Diabetes Club at my school. I started this club to support students living with type 1 diabetes, giving them a safe place and an outlet within the school setting. Through the club, I have been able to raise awareness and to educate others on the severity of the condition and how to be an ally. This year we are broadening our community to rising 9th graders, hoping to ease their transition into high school. I am proud to have created this community, one that will continue to thrive once I graduate. I never knew how much I could carry until I did not have a choice. Since that day, I know that things will never be the same as they were before. I AM permanently changed. Becoming more self-aware and setting necessary boundaries to care for myself before helping others is new for me. My purse feels light again some days. Some days it is heavier than ever. But I have proven to myself I am capable of carrying that extra weight while staying true to myself in making a positive impact on those around me. I have tackled the greatest learning curve of my lifetime thus far. I plan to expand my capacity and capabilities to pursue a career in medicine: to be impactful on other’s wellness journeys.