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Peyton Weaver
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I’m Peyton, an aspiring Pharmacist, an avid writer, and a bleeding heart. fill my time with working out, creating new worlds, fighting demons, and playing with animals. I’m a part-time worker, full-time student, fiction writer by trade, and a baker when I get hungry.
I struggle with a couple ofHi, I'm Peyton. I'm an aspiring pharmacist, writer, and a compassionate person. I spend my time working out, writing fiction, battling inner demons, and hanging out with animals. I work part-time, study full-time, write fiction, and bake when I'm hungry.
I deal with some health issues and occasional anxiety, but I'm managing. I believe that I'm the only one who can make positive changes in my life, so that's what I strive to do.
Currently, I'm enrolled in UTK's Pre-Pharmacy Pathway and taking accelerated Biology courses as a freshman while working part-time.
I'm passionate about learning and experiencing new things, and I aim to live life to the fullest. health problems, and anxiety snags my brain some days, but I’m doing ok. I run under the impression that I’m the only one who can change me for the better, so that’s what I do.
Academically, I'm enrolled in UTK's Pre-Pharmacy Pathway and am taking accelerated Biology courses as a freshman, while working part-time.
I love to learn new things, try new things, and become someone who lives life to the fullest.
Be on the lookout for Burnt Skies, a historical fiction novel set in the American Civil War (it's my debut book!)
Education
The University of Tennessee-Knoxville
Bachelor's degree programMajors:
- Health Professions and Related Clinical Sciences, Other
- Biological and Biomedical Sciences, Other
Christian Academy Of Knoxville
High SchoolMiscellaneous
Desired degree level:
Doctoral degree program (PhD, MD, JD, etc.)
Graduate schools of interest:
Transfer schools of interest:
Majors of interest:
- Pharmacology and Toxicology
Test scores:
29
ACT
Career
Dream career field:
Pharmaceuticals
Dream career goals:
Be financially stable enough to support my family, and make a difference in my community
POD Market Assistent
Aramark2024 – Present12 monthsFoster Assistent
Young Williams Animal Center2024 – 2024Teachers Assistent
Christian Academy of Knoxville2023 – Present1 yearHigh School Assistant
National League of Junior Cotillions2020 – Present4 yearsHighschool Assistent
CAK Cross Country Team2020 – 20233 years
Sports
Mixed Martial Arts
Junior Varsity2016 – 20182 years
Track & Field
Varsity2017 – 20192 years
Cross-Country Running
Varsity2016 – 20204 years
Lacrosse
Varsity2021 – 20232 years
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- Most Importent Player
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University of Tennessee Knoxville
Photography2024 – PresentCAK Graphic Design Team
Computer Art2020 – 2022CAK Arts Club
Visual Arts2020 – 2021Warrior Network
Acting2020 – PresentWarrier Network
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Volunteering
CAK Cross Country Team — Assistant Coach2020 – 2022Volunteering
National League of Junior Cottilian — Highschool Assistert2020 – Present
Future Interests
Advocacy
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Philanthropy
Entrepreneurship
Social Anxiety Step Forward Scholarship
Anxiety has been a huge part of my life, and it shapes experiences that influence my personal and academic journey. The constant worry, fear of failure, and overwhelming sense of dread that accompany anxiety have posed numerous challenges. However, these experiences have also taught me resilience, empathy, and the importance of mental health.
Many times, anxiety has interfered with my studies. The fear of not being as expected or failing any particular exam would at one time paralyze me; these were the instances of led to procrastination and further self-doubt. In high-pressure moments such as exams or presentation areas, my anxiety would skyrocket, making it even harder to focus on good performance. Despite this challenge, I have been learning how to manage anxiety, including mindfulness meditation, exercises, and seeking support from friends, family, and professional mental health experts.
Anxiety has also made me appreciate personal growth. It makes me take care of my well-being and make spending time with myself a matter of priority. I could be more empathetic about others' problems and came to realize that everybody fought their own battles.
Pharmacy means a lot to me, and my reasons for pursuing a college degree in this field are manifold. To me, it is not only a personal achievement but also an opportunity to help others and make a difference in their lives. The love of science and helping others fuels my commitment.
From a young age, I was fascinated by the intricacy of how the human body works and the potential medication has for improving health. Studying pharmacy enables me to develop these interests by exploring in depth how drugs interact with biological systems and how they can be used to treat conditions. Pharmacy is one of those subjects that has a nice interplay of scientific knowledge combined with practical applications.
The reason that most people would want to pursue a degree in pharmacy is to help others. This is because pharmacists are vital in healthcare by ensuring that patients get drugs that are safe and effective. They provide important information on the management of a patient's medications, instructing them on possible side effects, and working with other healthcare professionals for the best treatment. Therefore, becoming a pharmacist would be of great importance in contributing to improved quality of life and helping in the overall well-being of patients.
Anxiety, from personal experience, makes me more conscious of mental health about the wholesomeness of life. I will be an integrative pharmacist in offering care that is sensitive yet covers both physical and mental health needs. I want to be an advocate for mental health awareness in the field of pharmacy: there needs to be more free and open talk about it, and patients need to seek help without the stigma attached.
A college degree in pharmacy provides a gateway to various job opportunities in the healthcare system. This could be within community pharmacies, hospitals, research institutions, or even pharmaceutical companies. Whatever path a pharmacist chooses, there are certainly great contributions to be made in patient care and advances in medicine. The nature of this field ensures constant learning and professional growth that keeps me abreast with the latest medical innovations.
Anxiety has shaped me into a tough and empathetic individual; it has set a task before me to make sure that other people's lives are touched in one positive way or another. Through this journey, I hope to contribute meaningfully to the field of pharmacy and improve the quality of life for individuals struggling with various health conditions.
Brian J Boley Memorial Scholarship
My decision to pursue a degree in pharmacy, focusing on mental health, roots from a deep-seated passion for science, a commitment to helping others, and a personal understanding of how important mental health is. This journey is powered both by academic interests and personal experiences that have molded my desire to create meaningful changes in the lives of individuals struggling with mental health.
Pharmacists are often the most accessible healthcare providers, offering not only medication but also guidance and support for various health concerns. This accessibility positions pharmacists as crucial allies in managing mental health conditions, which often require comprehensive and continuous care.
Mental health disorders, such as major depressive disorder, anxiety disorders, bipolar disorder, and schizophrenia, are common and can have a significant impact on an individual's quality of life. Most of these conditions are best managed with pharmacotherapy in conjunction with other therapeutic interventions. As a pharmacist, I will be at the forefront of this effort, ensuring that patients receive the right medications, understand their treatment plans, and feel supported throughout their journey.
My motivation to focus on mental health within the field of pharmacy is deeply personal. Growing up, I have seen close family members struggle with mental health. Their experiences have taught me the value of compassionate care and the need for access to mental health resources. These experiences instilled in me a profound empathy for individuals facing similar challenges and fueled my determination to contribute positively to this field.
One of my main focuses is patient education and counseling. Many patients with psychiatric illnesses may feel overwhelmed or confused about their medications. By providing clear explanations about how medications work, potential side effects, and how to manage them, I can empower patients to take an active role in their treatment. This approach engenders trust and encourages adherence to prescribed therapies.
Mental health is not an entity that can be treated in isolation but rather holistically, integrating physical, emotional, and social aspects. I look forward to working closely with other professionals, such as psychiatrists, psychologists, and social workers, to create comprehensive care plans for my patients in all spheres of their lives. Such an interdisciplinary approach will ensure that the patients get well-rounded support tailored to their needs.
Reducing the stigma associated with mental health is crucial to encourage people to seek help. Raising awareness and promoting open dialogue on mental health issues are some of the ways I hope to create an inclusive environment that allows people to talk freely about their mental health issues without fear of judgment.
It is the development in pharmacology that could bring about a revolution in mental health. I have committed myself to staying on the pulse of research through active involvement with clinical trials and the conducting of studies that seek out new medications and modalities of treatments. The effort to improve treatment modalities and outcomes for persons experiencing mental disorders is further advanced by pushing beyond the current frontiers of knowledge.
This is because studying pharmacy, especially focusing on mental health, combines one's passion for science and personal experiences of having suffered from the illness either with oneself or with one's family, while also the commitment to have a beneficial impact on the lives of others. In all these ways, comprehensive care that addresses physical and mental well-being can be offered through patient education, holistic approaches to care, advocacy, research, or community support. With that said, I hope to contribute valuably to the field of pharmacy and improve the lives of those suffering from a variety of mental health-related ailments.
ADHDAdvisor's Mental Health Advocate Scholarship for Health Students
Mental health is the foundation of our overall well-being and a key determinant of how well we function on a day-to-day basis. Emotional support and raising awareness of mental health through active community initiatives can bring about changes in the lives of mentally challenged individuals.
Regular check-ins with friends, classmates, and family members can be very beneficial in strengthening the emotional health of a person. Even small acts of listening or words of encouragement might brighten up someone's day and make them feel connected. Moreover, the ability to point people toward appropriate professional resources for support in their mental health is crucial to their journey to better emotional health.
Within a pharmacy career, a deep-rooted commitment to mental health support must become an integral part of professional practice. Pharmacists have the unique opportunity to prioritize patient counseling, ensuring that patients not only understand their medications thoroughly but also feel comfortable discussing any concerns they may have. This encompasses open conversations about potential side effects that could impact mental health, along with practical strategies for managing those effects effectively.
The approach to health care should, therefore, be holistic to address both the physical and mental needs of a patient. Collaboration with other practitioners, like physicians and therapists, is very important when piecing together comprehensive care plans that recognize and address a patient's needs across their entire spectrum.
Advocacy for mental health is important in the breaking down of stigma and providing access to necessary care. The pharmacy setting will be a place of inclusion where patients can safely discuss their mental health needs, thus offering better support and understanding.
Similarly, it is also important that pharmacists are updated about the recent developments in the field of pharmacology and treatments related to mental health. Advanced certifications, workshops, and conferences for continuous education are important in enabling a pharmacist to be at the leading edge of best practices to provide quality care to their patients.
All of those factors together support mental health in the interest of pursuing the best possible health care. Future pharmacists could be of great significance and make a difference: from care to patients with empathy to advocating for mental health to advocating for holistic health interventions. These contributions are beyond measure, touching lives while strengthening the fabric of life within our community as a whole.
Elizabeth Schalk Memorial Scholarship
My name is Peyton Weaver, and I am a freshman student currently studying at the University of Tennessee Knoxville, majoring in Biology on a track in Pharmacy. Since I was young, I have always been driven by my passion for learning and helping others to further my academic and career goals. However, I have not lived a life devoid of challenges, most of which involved mental illness in my family and personal experiences.
During my school days, I experienced bullying that was, to say the least, distressing. Being bullied made me feel isolated, anxious, and depressed. The lingering fear of harassment prevented me from concentrating on my schoolwork or enjoying the company of my peers. My mental health suffered as a consequence, and I sometimes faced low self-esteem and doubts about myself.
It affected my social interactions with family and friends because I would usually refrain from the company of many people, and even struggled to trust others. It was my parents who realized this difference in me and helped continuously. Their support made a difference in bringing back my lost confidence.
At the high school level, the loss of my grandfather created another strong emotional situation in my life. My grandfather was someone in the middle of my life who offered guidance, wisdom, and unconditional love. His passing left an empty place that could not be easily fulfilled, and for a long time, I fought against grief and sadness.
Anxiety and depression worsened for me with the loss of my grandfather on top of the bullying issues I had at school. This was a period filled with emotional turmoil, and to cope with grief and also the after-effects of bullying, it all seemed so incomprehensible. This furthered the closeness of our family in supporting each other through the grieving process.
Despite these challenges, I developed different coping strategies that have enabled me to deal effectively with my mental health. Seeking help was a crucial step that helped me with my anxiety and depression. Therapy helped me express my feelings within a safe space and work out positive ways of dealing with stressful situations.
I also sought comfort from things that made me happy: reading, painting, and sporting activities. These hobbies helped me to handle much stress and look at the bright side of life in general. Physical activity had a great impact on improving my mood and overall well-being, so it became integral to my routine.
My experiences with mental illness have shaped me as a more empathetic and resilient person. They have taught me the importance of compassion, patience, and understanding toward others in their struggles. These lessons have led me to decide on a career either in healthcare or in psychology, where I can extend my help to change the lives of people who have faced similar challenges. By sharing my story and participating in community initiatives, I hope to raise awareness about the importance of mental health support and encourage others to seek help without fear of judgment.
In conclusion, mental illness has deeply affected me and my family through experiences such as bullying in school and the loss of my grandfather. These experiences have encouraged me to embark on a career that is dedicated to supporting people through their mental health issues, while also working to raise greater awareness and support within our communities. I believe this sharing of our story can help create a more caring society, where people experiencing mental illness can receive care without stigma or judgment.
Ethel Hayes Destigmatization of Mental Health Scholarship
Mental health is an integral part of our overall well-being, influencing how we think, feel, and act. My journey with mental health has deeply shaped my goals, relationships, and the way I view the world. From personal experiences to challenges, these have made me more insightful into my aspirations, and closer to people, and have given me a wider perspective on life.
My experiences with mental health played a major role in shaping both my academic and career objectives. I have experienced situations of anxiety and stress as I grew up, mostly during moments that were of utmost importance in my life: exams and major transitions of life. These situations drew me close to the feeling of understanding how mental health support and resources are quintessential for helping individuals in their struggles.
I soon formed a strong interest in a healthcare career, particularly in pharmacy. This is because, among health professionals, the pharmacist is usually more accessible to most people, offering both medication and advice regarding different conditions. By becoming a pharmacist, I would wish to offer comprehensive care: and address physical and mental health needs. I strive to provide a non-threatening atmosphere where my patients will feel free to talk about their mental state and seek assistance without feeling judged.
In addition, through my experiences, I came to believe in the great need for mental health awareness and education in the healthcare professions. My research efforts will be concentrated on how medications can better serve mental health, researching the points of intersection that exist between mental health and pharmacology. By making a difference in this line of work, I pray that more effective treatments, with more positive outcomes for patients, will be enabled.
Mental health challenges also influenced how I approach relationships with family, friends, and colleagues. During times of anxiety or depression, I learned to communicate openly and seek out support from loved ones. In these experiences, I realized that vulnerability is not a weakness but rather a strength to foster deeper connections and understanding.
I believe honest mental health is important among family and friends. By sharing experiences, mine or others, you open your resources to lean on one another during harder times. Doing so sstrengthensbonds with these people in your life to create more trusted and emphatic connections.
This is further reiterated in the workplace, where my awareness of mental health has helped me to be more considerate of my colleagues. I try to make my work environment as inclusive and supportive as possible by fostering open conversations about mental health and encouraging self-care practices. I can recognize when others may be showing signs of stress or burnout and can therefore offer help or refer them to the relevant resources.
These mental health struggles have been the reason for a greater understanding of the world and deeper empathetic feelings toward others. It has made me more cognizant of how varied people's struggles can be and how every person should be treated with compassion and respect.
There was one key lesson: it is more apparent now than ever that mental health spans cultures, socioeconomic status, and even geography. Though the specific challenges may differ, a need for support and understanding links them all. Realizing this has made me want to work toward and support global mental health efforts that increase awareness, eliminate stigma, and improve access to care.
Furthermore, my experiences have underscored the interrelationship between physical and mental health: taking care of one without giving attention to the other often results in incomplete or ineffectual treatment. It is this holistic perspective that brings balance to my view toward healthcare and reminds me that integrated care concerns the whole person.
My journey through mental health has also strengthened my passion for advocacy and community service. Fully aware of the change it brings into one's life, mental health is an issue of importance that I am bound to raise awareness about for positive change in my community.
I participate actively in mental health awareness through organizing workshops, seminars, and support groups. Through these events, great awareness about available resources regarding mental health is created, and open discussions about mental well-being are fostered. It is through creating safe spaces for dialogue that barriers break down and mental health issues become de-stigmatized.
I also volunteer at local organizations that provide mental health services to underserved populations. In this way, I hope to help bridge gaps in care and create opportunities for all individuals to receive the support they deserve. Volunteering has been a very enriching experience, which justifies my commitment to making a difference in other people's lives.
Navigating my mental health challenges has fostered personal growth and resilience. It has taught me helpful ways to cope, including mindfulness meditation, exercise, journaling, and seeking professional help when needed. These activities have become indispensable tools in managing stress and maintaining emotional balance.
Most importantly, it has strengthened my resolve to surmount all odds and follow through with my endeavors, no matter how insurmountable they may seem. It has given me direction, purposed to use my experiences as a wellspring of strength and not limitation and to inspire others who may be going through similar struggles.
In the end, my experience with mental health has deeply shaped every aspect of my life: from defining my academic and career goals to strengthening relationships with loved ones; from broadening my understanding of global issues related to well-being; from advocating for positive change within communities; from fostering personal growth through resilience-building practices-all while striving towards making meaningful contributions towards improving overall quality-of-life standards worldwide by addressing both physical & psychological aspects holistically together rather than separately alone!
Learner Calculus Scholarship
Calculus has been perceived by many as one of the most challenging courses in the STEM field: Science, Technology, Engineering, and Mathematics. To a pre-med student, however, understanding calculus is not merely an academic requirement but a necessary tool that underpins many aspects of medical science and practice. Here are several reasons why calculus is important in the STEM field, especially for those who want to pursue a career in medicine.
Calculus provides the mathematical background to formulate and analyze many biological processes. The absorption rate of a certain drug within the bloodstream, its distribution in the body, and its excretion all may be described with the use of various differential equations derived from calculus. This, in turn, will be helpful in the kinetic analysis of pharmacokinetics in terms of determining proper dosages and timing for drugs in patients.
Modeling and simulation play an important role in medical research and practice. Calculus is used in the development of models to simulate complex biological systems, thereby predicting their behavior under different conditions. For instance, epidemiologists use calculus-based models to forecast the spread of infectious diseases and assess the potential impact of interventions in public health. These models help in making informed decisions about disease control and prevention strategies.
Advanced medical imaging techniques, such as MRI and CT scans, rely on the principles of calculus. In these imaging technologies, integration, and differentiation are used in algorithms to reconstruct detailed images of internal body structures. A good understanding of calculus will provide insight for the medical professional into how such technologies work and how to interpret the results correctly.
In the era of big data, today's healthcare professionals are tasked with the ever-daunting process of considering large datasets in identifying trends, making predictions, and improving patient outcomes. Calculus provides the tools for statistical analysis and interpretation of data. The calculation of rates of change or understanding of growth curves could provide insight into the rate of patient recovery or disease processes.
The study of calculus improves one's ability in critical thinking and problem-solving. These attributes are priceless in medicine, as most of the time practitioners face complex problems that require innovative solutions. The logical reasoning developed through learning calculus can be applied in the diagnosis of conditions, treatment plans, and research.
Medicine is an interdisciplinary field, combined with other disciplines like physics, chemistry, and engineering. Calculus provides a common language to connect these disciplines. For example, in biomechanics, which applies the principles of mechanics to describe human movement, calculus is used to analyze the forces acting on the human body. In the same way, biophysics applies the use of calculus in the study of biological processes at a molecular level.
For pre-med students looking to advance in studies or research involving cardiology, neurology, oncology, and others, a strong calculus background is a must. Many higher courses and research projects require calculus for an advanced understanding of concepts and methodologies.
In the end, calculus is an indispensable part of STEM, which plays a significant role in both medical education and practice. It provides the mathematical tools necessary to understand biological processes, model complex systems, analyze data, enhance problem-solving skills, and bridge gaps between interdisciplinary areas. Calculus becomes more than just fulfilling an academic requirement for pre-med students; it is about how well-informed they will be to stand out in their future medical careers. With the inclusion of the importance of calculus, pre-med students will better prepare themselves for the challenges and opportunities ahead in the ever-evolving field of medicine.
Learner Mental Health Empowerment for Health Students Scholarship
Mental health is a vital component of everyday living, especially when students must face various challenges, which involve academic, social, and personal difficulties. Good mental health as a student is necessary for success in school, building healthy relationships, and managing daily life's problems. My personal experiences underscored the importance of good mental health, and I want to advocate for it through my community.
Good mental health substantially influences my academic performance, as well as living a balanced life. There was pressure from class workloads, examinations, extra-curricular activities, and putting up with others. By acquiring good mental health, the stress can be controlled more effectively, concentration and motivation remain intact, and it will facilitate approaching challenges with resilience.
When my mental health is ain a good state, then I am more productive and in tune with my studies. I can retain information much more effectively, participate more widely in class discussions, and apply myself well in assignments and tests. Conversely, stress and anxiety are the primary influences that make me struggle with keeping my focus and remembering any information; this eventually increases procrastination, resulting in lower grades, and frustration.
Apart from academics, mental health affects my personal life, too. Good mental health helps me have healthy relationships with friends and family, engage in social activities, and enjoy hobbies. This provides emotional stability and helps to deal more effectively with the ups and downs of life.
I recognize the importance of mental health and am very active in advocating for it both within my school and outside. Here are a few ways I contribute to promoting mental health awareness and support:
I co-founded a peer support group at my school to allow students to share experiences and challenges in a protected, non-judgmental environment. These meetings also allow students to connect with others who may be facing similar issues and offer mutual support.
I organize workshops on issues like stress management, mindfulness, and self-care led by mental health professionals. These give insightful and practical strategies that help to maintain good mental health. By creating awareness, we reduce stigma and encourage students not to hesitate when seeking help.
I work closely with the school counselors to identify students who may be at risk of mental health problems and connect them with resources. Such collaboration ensures that students are supported and intervened in a timely manner.
I lead awareness campaigns during Mental Health Awareness Month and other relevant occasions. These include the distribution of information, guest speakers, and events that promote mental well-being.
I share different articles, tips, and resources on mental health through social media platforms. An online presence means a wider reach and more sustained support for those who are uncomfortable seeking help in person.
I make it a point to check up on my friends and classmates as regularly as possible. A listening ear or words of encouragement can go a long way in changing someone's day.
Ultimately, students' mental health ensures the success of their education, let alone their well-being in general. Being someone deeply appreciative of its own value, I am concerned with the popularization of mental health through peer support groups, workshops, collaboration with school counselors, awareness raising, social media advocacy, and outreach on a personal level. I hope to foster a compassionate and resilient community where all students can thrive academically and personally by encouraging mental health awareness and support when needed.
Women in Healthcare Scholarship
Healthcare, particularly in the field of pharmacy, has been a decision well influenced by my passion for science, helping others, and a commitment to contribute back to society. Ever since childhood, I have been fascinated with how the human body operates, and how drugs act on it to enhance one's health. This led naturally to pharmacy as one field where my strong interest in chemistry and biology became a perfect fit.
It ensures that medications are given in a way that is harmless yet effective. Pharmacists dispense prescriptions, advise on medications, and assist other health professionals in efforts toward maximizing treatment outcomes. By virtue of this three-component role, pharmacists may directly impact patient care and contribute to the overall public health.
One of the major reasons I chose pharmacy was because it allows me to work with patients and help make a positive impact in their lives. Whether it's helping someone manage a chronic condition, advising on over-the-counter medications, or providing vaccinations, pharmacists are many times the most accessible health professionals for many people. This accessibility allows pharmacists to gain the trust of their patients and to be an important part of their healthcare team.
As a female professional in the medical field, I am driven to make a difference: foster diversity, advocate for patient-centered care and contribute toward the advancement of pharmaceutical sciences.
Representation matters in health care. I aspire to pursue a career in pharmacy to encourage other females and underrepresented groups to consider STEM careers. Diversity in the health workforce will create more inclusive care that respects and understands the unique needs of different populations. I want to be a role model and mentor for young women who wish to enter the field of pharmacy.
At the heart of effective healthcare delivery lies patient-centered care. In my life as a pharmacist, understanding the individual needs, preferences, and circumstances of every patient is always the starting point. In such a manner, one is certain that the best possible treatment plans for effective outcomes have been done. I would empower the patient through active listening and decision-making to actively manage their health.
The field of pharmacy is highly dynamic in nature, given the current research findings and changes in technology. I am committed to continuous education and professional growth as a way of staying updated on these developments. Through research projects and clinical trials, I look forward to participating in the discovery of new medications and therapies that would help in the advancement of patient care. Additionally, I want to advocate for policies promoting access to affordable medications and the reduction of health disparities.
Apart from my work commitment, I am into health education engagement with the community. Organization of health fairs, free medication consultations, and involvement in public health campaigns are some of the planned services I would like to offer. This is instrumental in improving not only community health but also in inculcating a culture of wellness and prevention.
In conclusion, my decision to pursue a degree in pharmacy is driven by my passion for science, my desire to help others, and my commitment to making a positive impact on society. As a woman in the healthcare field, I hope to promote diversity, advocate for patient-centered care, contribute to pharmaceutical advancements, and engage with my community. Through these, I want to leave behind a legacy that will inspire future generations and improve health outcomes for all.
Mental Health Scholarship for Women
Mental health has a significant role in academic performance and personal life, especially in school. The workload from coursework, exams, and extracurricular activities could be too much to handle, so keeping good mental health is really important in managing these well.
When my mental health is in a good state, I feel more focused, motivated, and productive. I can absorb information better, engage in class discussions, and do well in assignments and examinations. On the other hand, stress, anxiety, or other forms of mental health issues decrease my ability to concentrate and absorb information. This often results in procrastination, low grades, and frustration.
Mental health also greatly influences my personal life. Good mental health allows me to maintain healthy relationships with friends and family, engage in social activities, and enjoy my hobbies. It helps me stay resilient in the face of challenges and maintain a positive outlook on life. On the other hand, poor mental health can lead to withdrawal from social interactions, strained relationships, and a lack of interest in activities I usually enjoy.
Knowing that mental health is one of the most important areas in life, I make a schedule and try to balance activities concerning studying, relaxation, and socializing. Avoiding overcommitting with work, and setting realistic goals can allow the reduction of stress levels, preventing burnout. The core of my routine involves regular exercise, be it running, yoga, or even playing a sport. Physical activity helps me to keep stress away and improve my mood. I pay attention to my diet, too, eating healthy meals that fuel both my body and mind. By avoiding excessive caffeine and sugar, I maintain stable energy levels throughout the day. Sleep is important for the health of the mind. I go to bed wake up at fixed times, and prepare my body for sleep by engaging in relaxing activities before going to bed. Meditation, deep breathing exercises, and mindfulness also help me stay grounded, manage anxiety, and give me calm and clarity.
Sometimes I reach out for support from friends, family members, or mental health professionals.
Talking about my feelings and worries helps me see things from a different point of view and find solutions. Setting boundaries with my time and energy protects me, so saying no to additional responsibilities when overwhelmed and taking breaks as needed are important. Pursuing activities that bring me joy and relaxation is important for maintaining a positive mindset. Whether it's reading, painting, or playing an instrument, hobbies provide a creative outlet for me. I regularly assess my mental health by reflecting on how I feel emotionally and physically. This self-awareness allows me to identify any issues early on and take proactive steps to address them.
This suggests that good mental health is conducive to academic excellence and wellness during school days. Time management, physical activity, healthy eating, sleep hygiene, mindfulness, seeking support, setting boundaries, hobby engagement, and regular check-ins are the things I will use to create a balance to manage my stress well academically and personally. In doing so, I make sure that I remain resilient in the face of adversity and am able to keep growing.
Dr. Samuel Attoh Legacy Scholarship
To me, legacy is what will outlive us: a living impact of our actions, values, and contributions for generations to come. It's the indelible mark we leave behind, which in turn shapes the lives of others once we are gone. A legacy is much more than personal achievements and the difference we make in society and the world at large. It epitomizes the spirit and passion that define us, inspiring others to carry the baton of our life's mission.
Stemmed from an educative and innovative family background, I was drawn naturally toward science, technology, engineering, and mathematics, usually termed STEM. Both of my parents were involved in a profession under STEM, and hence they imbued in me an appreciation for the subject. They believed that fields in STEM hold the key to many of the world's pressing challenges and encouraged me to pursue my interests with curiosity and determination.
My upbringing in an intellectually curiosity-nurturing environment with problem-solving had a significant impact on my path in life. Since my childhood years, I was exposed to scientific concepts and encouraged to ask questions and find the answers. This nurturing environment instilled in me a love for learning and the inspiration to research in various fields of STEM.
My parents' commitment to their STEM career was an example to me continuously. They showed the way: hard work, not surrendering, and a respect for excellence. Their love for their job was contagious; therefore, it motivated me toward success in my academic undertakings.
However, my upbringing also had its challenges. The high level of achievement by my parents at times overwhelmed me with high expectations. There was silent pressure to live up to their legacy, which at times made me doubt my capabilities and sometimes caused anxiety.
Still, I am thankful to them for the values inculcated in my parents, which have inspired me, motivated me, educated me on integrity, and shaped my dreams and goals.
I will continue the legacy but in my way to remember my parents by continuing in the field of sciences with a career in pharmaceuticals. I want to do research, innovate, and do outreach in this field. In the process, I hope to inspire future cohorts of students as my parents did for me.
While I value high expectations and the pressure to perform, I realize that some of these cycles need to be broken. I will seek a balanced perspective in my career success not necessarily or exclusively defined by academic achievement but by personal growth and well-being.
One way to continue the legacy of my parents, while supporting young people with a passion for STEM, is by creating opportunities for future generations. Whether through a mentorship program, scholarships, or community outreach, I will find a way to make a difference in others.
Legacy is about the impact we leave on others through our actions and values that remain long after we are gone. My parents' commitment to STEM has in many ways been life-affecting for me because it has set my path in this field, and I try to aspire to be like them. Their commitment to education and the creation of opportunities for future generations is being continued, but I think I will do this by trying to honor their memory in my way with my balance and purpose. Do something meaningful with your contributions that will outlast yourself.
Bulkthreads.com's "Let's Build Together" Scholarship
One of my main objectives is to have a career in pharmacy that advances my professional aspirations while having a positive impact on my community. This journey will entail developing my expertise, creating relationships, and lifelong learning and service.
First, I want to establish a foundation of knowledge and skills related to the field of pharmacy. This means being outstanding academically, having hands-on experience through internship programs, and keeping oneself abreast of the latest in pharmacology. By becoming knowledgeable and competent, I can ensure that I can provide the best quality of care to my patients. It will be of great importance in making decisions on medication management, teaching my patients, and treatment options for better health outcomes for those I serve.
Another important aspect of my future is building strong relationships with patients, colleagues, and the broader community. As a pharmacist, I will be in contact with people from all walks of life, each with their peculiar health needs and concerns. I can build trust by creating an environment where they are free to talk about their health issues. This rapport is important for the effective care of patients, as it encourages compliance with treatment and empowers individuals to take an active role in their health management.
Apart from building patient relationships, I will also engage other healthcare professionals in an endeavor to work as part of a team. Interacting as a team means one addresses all aspects of care about the well-being of the patient: which is physical, emotional, and mental. It ensures holistic health solutions.
The foundation of my professional philosophy is lifelong learning. Pharmacy is dynamic, with new findings, medications, and technologies arising continuously. I guarantee continuous education for myself through the pursuit of advanced certifications, active participation in workshops, and attendance at conferences. This ensures that I employ the latest and most appropriate treatments for my patients.
Also, I am committed to contributing back to the community through various service projects. Whether in health fair organization, free medication consultation, or participation in public health campaigns, I stand to contribute where my talents can be valuable to help those around me. The benefits will be in promoting a healthy environment, enhancing well-being, and further creating a preventive approach.
This future I envision will be one that will make a significant difference in my life and that of my community. For me, it is a fulfilling career in the healthcare field, as that is where my passion for helping others lies. It will give me a sense of purpose and satisfaction, knowing that my work is helping individuals and families.
It will have multiple impacts on my community: better health outcomes, lower healthcare costs, and an improved quality of life through knowledgeable and caring pharmacists. We can reduce health disparities and give the opportunity for individuals to make better choices about their health by promoting health education and prevention.
Future Leaders Scholarship
Molecular genetics was one of the most challenging subjects in our biology curriculum. The huge amount of information, along with the intricacy of genetic processes, made it difficult for many students, including me, to fully grasp the material. The fast pace at which the course was conducted further exacerbated this challenge, leaving little time for thorough comprehension and review.
Realizing this wasn't easy for many of my classmates either, I initiated the formation of a study group. We would get together and go over difficult concepts, share notes, and quiz each other. This was very helpful in allowing us to pool our knowledge and learn from each other's strengths.
I organized sessions for our study group to meet with our professor during office hours. Those sessions proved to be greatly enlightening and clarified those areas that we found particularly complicated. Our professor's guidance demystified the complex concepts and reinforced our understanding.
I searched and compiled a list of online resources, including video lectures, interactive simulations, and academic articles, to supplement our learning. Sharing these resources ensured that everyone in the group had access to additional materials catering to different learning styles.
I constructed diagrams, flowcharts, and concept maps that would help me understand genetic processes better. These aids simplified complex information into simple, easy-to-visualize-and-remember chunks. I shared these with my study group, and it improved our collective understanding of the subject.
Besides this intense study schedule, balancing it with other academic responsibilities called for effective time management. I developed a detailed study plan that allocated specific times for reviewing molecular genetics while staying on top of my other coursework.
These strategies significantly affected how I grasped molecular genetics and also benefited my classmates. Group members claimed that grades improved, as did the understanding of the material on exams and assignments. In addition, camaraderie developed along with mutual support that proved to be invaluable.
This experience also taught me important lessons in leadership, such as empathy, collaboration, and perseverance. By taking the initiative to address a common challenge and supporting my peers, I learned that leadership is not just about personal success but also about uplifting others.
As I pursue a career in pharmacy, the leadership skills I developed during this challenging period will be instrumental in making a positive difference.
Collaboration in a healthcare setting is about a comprehensive approach to patient care. I will work with other professionals in healthcare to develop integrated treatment plans that address the needs of the patients holistically.
Finding creative solutions within constraints is a quintessential aspect of pharmacy practice. Whether managing limited resources or navigating complex patient cases, I will utilize resourcefulness to ensure optimal outcomes.
Clear communication is integral to patient education and interprofessional collaboration. I will focus on effective communication to gain the trust of both patients and colleagues.
Just as I empowered volunteers during the career fair, so will I empower patients by involving them in treatment decisions and encouraging them in their adherence through teaching and support.
Advocacy helped a lot in securing support for our event. In my professional life, I will advocate for the rights of patients to access medications and treatments.
Kalia D. Davis Memorial Scholarship
My name is Peyton Weaver, and I am deeply honored to apply for the Kalia D. Davis Memorial Scholarship. Like Kalia, I have always strived for excellence in every aspect of my life, balancing academics, extracurricular activities, and community service with dedication and passion.
From a young age, I have been driven by a strong work ethic and a desire to make a positive impact on the world around me. In high school, I was actively involved in women’s club lacrosse, and the creative writing club, where I developed leadership skills and learned the importance of teamwork. Academically, I maintained a high GPA, earning recognition on the honor roll and receiving several academic awards.
Currently, at the University of Tennessee Knoxville, I am majoring in biology, with a focus on pre-pharmaceuticals. My goal is to pursue a career in outpatient pharmacy, where I can utilize my skills and knowledge to contribute to meaningful advancements in the field. I am particularly passionate about maintaining a high quality of patient life, which I believe has the potential to make a significant difference in people's lives.
Receiving the Kalia D. Davis Memorial Scholarship would be an incredible honor and would significantly impact my educational journey. This scholarship would alleviate the financial burden of tuition and other expenses, allowing me to focus more on my studies and less on financial stress. It would enable me to take full advantage of academic opportunities such as internships, research projects, and extracurricular activities that are crucial for my professional development.
Moreover, this scholarship would serve as a source of inspiration and motivation. Knowing that I am being supported by a scholarship that honors the legacy of someone as remarkable as Kalia D. Davis would remind me daily of the values she embodied—excellence, kindness, ambition, and resilience. It would encourage me to continue striving for my best in all areas of my life, just as Kalia did.
Like Kalia, I believe in giving back to my community and supporting those around me. Throughout my academic career, I have been involved in various volunteer activities, including being the assistant coach for my high school’s cross-country team. These experiences have taught me the importance of empathy, compassion, and making a difference in others' lives.
I also share Kalia's love for travel and experiencing new cultures. Traveling has broadened my perspective and deepened my appreciation for diversity. It has taught me valuable lessons about adaptability and understanding different viewpoints—skills that are essential in today's interconnected world.
In conclusion, receiving the Kalia D. Davis Memorial Scholarship would not only provide financial support but also inspire me to uphold the values that Kalia represented throughout her life. Her legacy of hard work, excellence, kindness, and ambition resonates deeply with me, and I am committed to honoring her memory by continuing to strive for excellence in my academic and personal endeavors.
Thank you for considering my application. I am truly grateful for this opportunity and look forward to contributing positively to society while carrying forward Kalia's incredible legacy.
Christina Taylese Singh Memorial Scholarship
A healthcare career is one of those life choices that are guided by the urge to leave a mark in people's lives. Among the many fields of healthcare, pharmacy allows me to merge my passion for science with my commitment to patient care. These factors that influenced me to pursue a career in pharmacy include my interest in medication management, the evolving role of the pharmacist, and the opportunity to contribute to public health.
Since my childhood, I have been fascinated by the science behind medications and their effects on the human body. This curiosity led me to look into the field of pharmacology, and what I found completely fascinated me: the ways of developing, testing, and administering drugs. The miracle of medicines easing symptoms, curing diseases, and enhancing life is simply out of this world. The ability to be at the forefront of this process pharmacist would ensure that whatever treatments patients get are the safest and most effective available.
The medication management of a patient, from prescription dispensing to valuable information about drug interactions and side effects, is all done by the pharmacist. This aspect of pharmacy intrigues me because it merges scientific knowledge with direct patient contact. By educating patients about their medications and helping them adhere to their treatment plans, I can make a tangible difference in their health outcomes.
Over the years, pharmacists have played roles that continue expanding beyond the conventional duties of dispensing. At present, there is much evidence that proves they are vital members of any healthcare team, helping other professionals, including physicians and nurses, to take appropriate care of their patients in all possible ways. With this in mind, treatments become interdisciplinary to fully serve the patients on all spectrums.
One of the key areas where pharmacists have contributed is in the management of chronic diseases. Conditions such as diabetes, hypertension, and asthma are all diseases that, by their nature, require constant monitoring and adjustment of medications. Pharmacists are well-positioned to provide this support through MTM services. Through close collaboration with the patient and his or her healthcare provider, the pharmacist can optimize treatment regimens, improve adherence, and ultimately enhance patient outcomes.
The pharmacy also offers many ways to contribute to public health initiatives: vaccination programs, health screenings, and community education are common activities by pharmacists that are very essential in preventing disease outbreaks and keeping communities healthy.
During the COVID-19 pandemic, pharmacists have taken up a critical role in vaccine administration and disseminated appropriate information about the virus. This experience highlighted the importance of accessible healthcare professionals who can address public health challenges effectively. As a future pharmacist, I am eager to participate in similar initiatives that promote wellness and prevent illness on a larger scale.
Personal experiences with healthcare also influence my decision to pursue pharmacy. Watching family members navigate complex medication regimens has made me realize the importance of knowledgeable and compassionate pharmacists who can guide patients through their treatment journeys. These experiences have fueled my determination to become a pharmacist who not only dispenses medications but also provides empathetic support and guidance.
My passion for science, commitment to patient care, and contribution to public health combined with pharmacy a career. The field offers a very unique blend of scientific rigor with patient interaction that precisely corresponds to my interests and goals. I envision myself as a pharmacist playing an integral part in medication management, working with other healthcare professionals, and participating in public health initiatives. In doing this, I aspire to positively affect individual patients' lives and the overall well-being of my community.
Kayla Nicole Monk Memorial Scholarship
Intricate patterns in nature, the logic behind mathematical equations, and the endless possibilities of technological advancement have always been a source of wonder for me. My journey into STEAM started with simple curiosity but grew into an immense passion for understanding and innovating in these fields. The decision to further my education in STEAM is well rooted in my desire to contribute meaningfully to society through the interdisciplinary nature of these subjects.
My interest in STEAM was first evoked during my early school years when I took part in a science fair. The project was to create a simple circuit, and the feeling of having a light bulb light up because of my effort was just incomparable. This experience instigated a lifelong fascination with the way things work and how they could be improved. As I went through school, I gravitated toward the subjects that put my analytical skills and imagination to the test. Mathematics was the language of understanding the world, and science was the way to explore it.
One of the most exciting aspects of STEAM to me is the addition of the arts. Arts bring creativity and human-centered design into technical fields, making them more accessible and appealing. My involvement in different art forms, such as painting and music, has been instrumental in enhancing my problem-solving skills by promoting out-of-the-box thinking. The interaction of arts with science and technology nurtures innovation due to the combination of logical reasoning with creative thinking.
This scholarship would transform my educational journey and future career in many ways. First, it would alleviate the financial burden that comes with higher education, enabling me to focus entirely on my studies and research. In this regard, this support would give me full capacity to engage in academic opportunities like internships, workshops, and conferences, which are important in the line of professional development.
This scholarship would also let me access advanced resources and technologies that would be important in furthering my knowledge in the STEAM areas. With these tools, I could work on state-of-the-art research projects that address pressing global issues such as climate change, healthcare disparities, and sustainable development.
One of my main objectives is to utilize my education in STEAM for the betterment of society. I strive to contribute to environmental conservation through the development of sustainable technologies and solutions. This includes but is not limited to, renewable energy sources that can help wean us off fossil fuels. I intend to research, innovate, and come up with efficient energy systems that could be replicated all over the world.
I also want to bridge the gap between technology and the underserved community. Technology can help improve living standards through better healthcare, education, and economic opportunities. With the support of this scholarship, I would be able to work on projects that will bring affordable technological solutions to marginalized populations.
This scholarship would finally give me the power to inspire future generations of STEAMists. Having been mentored and guided throughout my academic path, I know the importance of paying it forward. I would love to mentor young students, especially those from underrepresented backgrounds, to encourage them to pursue careers in STEM fields. The desire to pursue an education in STEAM fuels my innermost curiosity: to learn about the world and make it a better place through innovation. This scholarship would be much more than supporting my academic endeavors but also an opportunity to contribute meaningfully toward the betterment of society. I would like to contribute to solving global problems, inspire future generations, and leave a mark beyond what I achieve.
Windward Spirit Scholarship
In my opinion, an Ode To Millennials-Gen Z encapsulates what so few people in our modern world understand. We see so much pain, so much struggle, and so little hope in our future, that the people around us see a lack of motivation and a lack of drive. We have seen too much too soon, and are having to grapple with realities that many generations have never experienced. Between the aftermath of the 2009 housing crisis and the booming student debt, Gen Z has a lot to lose in the next few decades of our lives. We have seen school shootings become a weekly occurrence, and have seen riots break out in the streets over what seems like common sense. If an outsider looked in, they would wonder how anyone coped. Sometimes, I do too.
Mankind has seen many triumphs and achievements. We have put human beings on the moon and explored the depths of the sea. We have mapped our own DNA and figured out how to save lives with fungus and bacteria that formerly killed us. Somehow, we have yet to figure out how to keep the next generation from experiencing the doomsday that our current world offers. However, hopefully, with the help of those who came before us, Gen Z can rise above these tragedies and triumph in the modern era.
I Can Do Anything Scholarship
My future self will be happy and healthy, and working hard each day to improve the lives of those around me, by becoming the best versions of myself and of my work each and every day, regardless of the challenges.
Scott McLam Memorial Scholarship
I'm a defensive player, in both my body language and my personality. When I have an idea, an ambition, or a goal, there is practically nothing that gets in my way. I learned this a long time ago, but it comes in handy during games.
When I decide a Midfielder is not scoring with 1:50 left on the clock, I make it my mission to keep that player away from the goal. Any time my team gets a penalty for 'aggressive playing on defensive' everyone knows that it was me who just got fouled. It's just how I am. Fast, tough, thick-skinned, and level-headed during games. During Zone defense, I'm the one taking the brunt of the work. Playing season means I'm covered in bruises.
Off the field, I try not to be as tough and aggressive. There's a time and a place. Off the field, I've got homework for multiple AP classes and a Dual-Enrollment course. My time is spent in the gym or studying. It takes a lot of discipline to get through the day, especially after lacrosse practice. After going maximum effort all day, I often want to curl up and sleep or watch a movie. I don't have time for that, and I've had to learn how to get myself off a chair and get to my homework. It's taken years of discipline to keep myself awake at two or three in the morning, studying for tests and quizzes galore. No one is coming to save me, so I decided to put in the effort to get to where I want to go.
My coach taught me that effort is the deciding factor. The effort is the reigning champion wherever it goes. But the effort is only consistent through discipline, and I've taught myself discipline. But discipline is nothing without commitment. You can have the discipline to go do a task all day, but until you commit to doing the task, it will never get done.
Even with years of practice, and dedication, my Achilles Heel kicks up. The commitment falters. Dedication wanes. And the games lose their appeal. I get tired of being covered in bruises and mud. The sport that fuels me starts draining me.
This is where teamwork comes in. It is a slide at just the right time. A high five after practice. A kind text during lunch. My teammates come alongside me, and give me new breath in my lungs. They keep me accountable and support me when I have nothing left to give. I could never repay them for all they've done. Together, we are driving ourselves towards winning, and towards winning together as a team.
Chronic Boss Scholarship
It was an average day for me in middle school. I had just gotten home from school and was getting ready for my karate graduation. I was so excited and wanted my mom to fix my hair before we left. Mom didn’t mind and parted my hair down the middle. I remember asking for pigtails. She stopped in her tracks.
A bald patch, right on the back of my head. Slick. Middle schoolers weren’t bald. Never. Something had to be wrong. But at that moment, we had karate to get to. I wore a low ponytail instead, and my parents made a dermatology appointment for me to get checked out.
Within a few weeks, regular doctor's appointments had my hair growing back in quickly, with mild complaining from my middle school self. Steroid shots were given topically, and I wore low ponytails for a few months. It healed over, and we assumed that was the worst of it. We didn’t know what caused it, or where it came from, but we didn’t mind. It should never happen again. It’s healed now.
Fast forward a couple of years. Summer, right before my sophomore year of high school. I was sitting outside by the pool, slathered in sunscreen and sipping an iced tea. The family hound dogs are laying out in the sun. I tilt my head to face the sunlight, soaking up the warm rays. My mom looked down from the deck and knew something was wrong. An inch-wide bald spot sat on the side of my head, now in full view of everyone at the pool. She’d made a dermatology appointment before I came up for lunch.
Within a few months, I had almost no hair and was wearing a full wig daily by the beginning of December 2021. I lost every single hair on my head. At the age of 15, I was taking monthly steroid injections and daily medication in a desperate bid to try and save my self-esteem. My grades slipped, and so did my health. One doctor told me she’d never seen a case of alopecia so bad.
I lost most of my eyelashes and eyebrows and learned that I had Alopecia. I spent my 16th birthday at a tiny family party, so I could go without wearing a wig for the day. My relationships would never be the same, and neither would my mental health.
I grew up a lot in those six months. It hurts, but that’s what growth feels like.
I started to understand everyone is feigning control of their lives, and my illness challenged that illusion. People assume that everyone who is chronically ill or is struggling with their health didn’t take care of themselves, or isn’t trying to get better. No one wants to admit that they could become ill at a moment's notice. No one wants to admit how little control we might have over their health.
Everyone is struggling, a new truth I’ve learned through this. Whether it is trying to keep their grades up, or battling a mental illness, everyone I met was going through something. Their lashing out or thoughtless words could be the result of a hidden wound.
Struggling with an autoimmune disorder forced me to grow, and forced me to appreciate the health I do have. My experience left me with scars, but also with a better understanding of the people around me, and the world around me. I’m better for it. I can be grateful for the pain and loss because that pain and loss made me a stronger person than I was before.
Share Your Poetry Scholarship
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I’m sick
I’m sick of being hungry.
I’m sick of being hungry for the respect I deserve.
I’m sick of having to justify every bite of food I eat.
I’m sick of having to be kind, polite, quiet, meek, and shy.
I’m sick of never being allowed to take up space.
I’m sick of having to justify every piece of clothing I own.
I’m sick of having to explain the things I like.
I’m sick of having to prove I love the things I love.
I’m sick of being scared to walk down the street.
I’m sick of being a whore.
I’m sick of being a dyke.
I’m sick of being stupid.
I’m sick of being intimidating.
I’m scared
I’m sick of being scared.
I’m sick of being scared to go to school after eating breakfast.
I’m sick of being scared to speak.
I’m sick of being scared to wear a skirt.
I’m sick of being scared to do the things I love.
I’m sick of being scared to leave my drink alone at the diner.
I’m sick of being too smart for boys to like.
I’m sick of my skin being sinful.
I’m sick of my mouth being censored.
I’m sick of people hating me for the things I wear.
I’m sick of being scared to talk about the things I love.
I’m sick.
I’m tired of being sick.
I'm sick of dreading school.
I’m sick of being hungry.
I’m sick of being cold.
I’m sick of being in pain.
I’m sick of justifying my existence.
I’m sick of being a prude.
I’m sick of being easy.
I’m sick of hating my body.
I’m sick of hating my face.
I’m sick of hating my mind.
I’m sick of hating class.
I'm sick of hating life.
I’m sick of wanting to die.
I’m sick of being alive
I’m sick of being tired.
I’m tired of being scared.
I’m tired.
I’m scared
I’m sick.
Where does that leave me?
Future Is Female Inc. Scholarship
Feminism is the belief that my humanity is more important than masculine comfort. My mother is the best example in my life of this idea, in part due to her career in Gynecology. I was taught at school to be quiet and meek. Never talk about your body, and never let a boy know just how human you are. You can't ask to go to the bathroom, just to excuse yourself. You can't get seconds at lunch, just drink some more water and wait until you get home.
My mom taught the exact opposite of my school. She demanded I say what I wanted, whether I wanted seconds or thirds of dinner. I was never allowed to use slang terms for my body, and I was never allowed to be ignored to make a boy comfortable. By putting my safety and health above other people's comfort level, she taught me to be fully human in a world where I can't take up space.
But by the time I hit high school, I'd been called a "feminazi" more times than I could count. I was too loud and too ambitious. Too hungry for knowledge and respect. Too big and too bold. I was going to be an author, a doctor, an athlete, and maybe even an entrepreneur. I wanted to rule my world, and I wanted people to respect me like they respected my dad (I should have known better, they don't respect my mom).
My peers did not respect me, but I sure have tried. I've been name-called for years, but it comes with the territory. School administration has mixed feelings about my attendance because I question everything they won't. Why can't I wear orange socks? Why can't I use the football weight room? Why am I being taken out of class so my skirt length can be checked? Why can "boys be boys" but I "need to watch my tone"?
Unfortunately for the more close-minded of my peers, backing down isn't allowed under my mother's roof. I waged a mini-war against the school for refusing to punish a predatory student. My passion made other students' voice's heard and refused to leave others behind. I'm one of the first students to start advocating for sanitary pads and tampons to be put in woman's restrooms by the school. In part of my relentless badgering, our Parent's Association has its highest rate of female board members ever.
When my mom was raising me and my siblings, I don't know if she intended to raise an earthshaking feminist with a little too much tenacity. She raised me to fight dragons, so I fight for the girls that were never taught. Too often people expect women to be small enough to disappear, and they hate it when you take up their spotlight.
When they told me I could rule the world with enough work, they meant as a partner, a Queen, letting some future spouse have all the power. I wanted to be King. And I will, and I plan on bringing the rest of the women around me along for the journey.