When I was born, I was diagnosed with a rare, craniofacial syndrome. Nineteen years ago, the gene for my syndrome had not yet been identified so clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. Within an hour of my birth, I was transferred by ambulance to a hospital with the highest-level NICU. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so medically fragile that I qualified for private nursing 23.5 hours a day (not sure what was different for the other 30 minutes)? At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. In fact, it was a miracle I made it out of the delivery room. According to the Bureau of Labor Statistics, the unemployment rate for people with a disability is double the rate of those without a disability. In addition, they are nearly twice as likely to only work part time as those who are not disabled. Even with the same level of education, people who are disabled are far more likely to be unemployed or underemployed. It is not surprising then, that people with disabilities are twice as likely to live in poverty according to the National Council on Disability. Those daunting statistics motivate me to pursue higher education to ensure I have the best chance to be self-sufficient in the future. I am certainly not the typical college student living in the dorm. I feed myself through a feeding tube while my classmates “enjoy” the dining hall. Instead of spending hours in front of a mirror working on my makeup, I am using that mirror to change my tracheostomy tube so I can continue breathing. I have severe bilateral hearing loss so to wake up I use a bed alarm that shakes me awake – it’s like starting each day with an earthquake! I am majoring in applied economics with a minor in disability studies and with my education and lived experience I hope to be able to contribute to government policies that will impact the disability community. If I were to receive this scholarship, it will help me to be able to continue on my educational journey so that I can make a difference in the future. Thank you for your consideration.

My name is Peyton Smith, and I am majoring in Applied Economics and minoring in Disability Studies because I am drawn to ensuring systems work for the people that need them. This isn't just a passing interest - I have been involved in policy-related work from a young age. It started when I was born with a rare, congenital syndrome. After six weeks in the NICU, I came home to a living room that had been converted to a hospital unit due to my tracheostomy, feeding tube and heart condition. At the time, I was blissfully unaware of the struggle my parents went through to be able to live with me at home. Were it not for Katie Beckett's family several decades earlier, I would have lived permanently in a hospital due to my medical complexity. I have included her photo with her parents below as it is an inspiration to me to contribute to society for those with disabilities in the future as she did for me. When I was in elementary school, I supported House Bill 199 to support children with disabilities in Utah. At the time, I was disappointed not to be able to give testimony since I loved the spotlight! You can see photos of me below at the Utah State Capitol building. My vision is to see myself at the Utah State Capitol many more times in the coming years to continue my advocacy. I am eager to utilize my life experiences coupled with my education to improve the lives of others in my community. I plan to be in the non-profit sector focusing on health economics to advance issues like healthcare disparities, the economic impact of health policies and how to improve healthcare delivery to those with disabilities. In addition to my full-time courseload at Utah State University, I am also participating in Utah Regional Leadership Education in Neurodevelopmental Disabilities (URLEND) as a self-advocate providing insight into my lived experience with trainees that will be working with children with special health care needs. I plan to use this as a starting point to continued advocacy locally, but I aspire to advocate at the state and federal level in the future. As the Americans with Disabilities Act (ADA) turns thirty-six this year, it faces challenges that could influence its future that would impact me and millions of others who are disabled. Civil discourse is crucial to having open, constructive dialogue about issues like disability rights and the continuing need for the ADA. At eighteen, I know I am still early in my leadership journey but this summer I participated in the NINJA Youth Leadership Conference through the Utah Statewide Independent Living Council to develop my skills to better serve my community in the future. Thank you for your consideration.

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for an airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. (Not sure what was different for the other 30 minutes in the day?) At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. I am minoring in disability studies and I am excited to utilize my life experiences to improve the lives of others. I am promoting diversity and inclusion every day by living on campus with a tracheostomy, a gastrostomy, hearing loss and multiple congenital anomalies. I demonstrate that people with disabilities are an important part of the community. I am majoring in applied economics and plan to use my education in the non-profit sector by focusing on health economics to advance issues like healthcare disparities, the economic impact of health policies and how to improve healthcare delivery to those with disabilities. For my sophomore year, I have joined URLEND (Utah Regional Leadership Education in Neurodevelopmental Disabilities) as a self-advocate and provide insight into my lived experience to future health care professionals in fields that work with children with special health care needs. In the future, I will apply to be a part of the Utah Developmental Disabilities Council and contribute to their mission to advocate for individuals with disabilities and their families. This will allow me the opportunity to collaborate with the Utah legislature and agencies that serve people with disabilities in Utah. When I am having a rough day, I try to concentrate on what my hopes are for the future. Being able to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life motivates me. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements and celebrate their value to society. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Thank you for your consideration.

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. While in the NICU, I was diagnosed with aortic valve disease and a rare unicuspid aortic valve. I was referred to a cardiologist and they have been following me ever since. They watched me carefully during my infant and adolescent growth spurts to ensure I was not showing signs of my valve needing to be replaced. As I head into adulthood, I know it is not a matter of if I will need a valve replacement but when. It feels a little like a ticking time bomb, but you aren’t actually sure how many more seconds you have left! My heart disease diagnosis hasn’t changed my plans, but I recognize that I will have a major cardiac surgery in the future and there is no time to waste in accomplishing my goals. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. When I am asked what motivates me, it is the opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements and celebrate their value to society. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Thank you for this opportunity!

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. In June, I graduated high school. The journey to graduation was not easy. During high school, I experienced serious complications with my feeding tube which required multiple hospitalizations and surgeries including time in the ICU with blood transfusions. I have lost track of how many times over the last few years doctors have told me they have never had a patient who has experienced these medical issues. These challenges, although frustrating, have provided me opportunities to develop characteristics like resilience and compassion. I would not be the person I am today without them. I have spent much of my life blazing a trail. For my peers, teachers and administrators I am usually the first person they have ever encountered with a tracheostomy. By attending college away from home, I hope to continue to blaze that trail and demonstrate that people with disabilities can be part of college life despite significant physical challenges. People with disabilities are three times more likely to be unemployed than those without a disability. In addition, people with disabilities are more likely to be underemployed at higher rates than those without a disability. This has motivated me to pursue higher education to ensure I do not become one of the statistics. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. My pie in the sky goal is to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. When I am asked what motivates me, it is an opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements and celebrate their value to society. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Thank you for your consideration!

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. While in the NICU, I was diagnosed with aortic valve disease and a very rare unicuspid aortic valve. I was referred to a cardiologist and they have been following me ever since. They watched me carefully during my infant and adolescent growth spurts to ensure I was not showing signs of my valve needing to be replaced. As I head into adulthood, I know it is not a matter of if I will need a valve replacement but when. It feels a little like a ticking time bomb, but you aren’t actually sure how many more seconds you have left! My heart disease diagnosis hasn’t changed my plans, but I recognize that I will have a major cardiac surgery in the future and there is no time to waste in accomplishing my goals. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. When I am asked what motivates me, it is the opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements and celebrate their value to society. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Thank you for this opportunity!

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for an airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. My doctors discovered I had severe bilateral hearing loss, aortic valve disease, cleft palate, multiple anomalies of my upper extremities, asthma and allergies. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. In June, I graduated high school. The journey to graduation was far from easy. During high school I experienced serious complications with my feeding tube. In my sophomore year, I had a gastric bleed from my feeding tube, and I ended up in the ICU with blood transfusions and spent several weeks in the hospital recovering. My junior year, it happened a second time and required surgery to move the feeding tube to a new location. And then two weeks before my senior year I required a third revision surgery after ongoing episodes of gastric prolapse. These challenges, although frustrating, have provided me opportunities to develop characteristics like resilience and compassion. I have learned that I can’t control all the aspects of my health, but I can control my attitude when these situations occur. Attending college away from home, I know I will have further medical complications, but I am up for the challenge! There have been many times over the last few years I have felt defeated as a result of my medical issues. I try to concentrate on what my hopes are for the future. I want to be an interior designer and would love to design children’s hospitals after spending so much time in them! One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. I am worth the dreams that I aspire to achieve because my life has value and I want to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Thank you for your consideration.

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. My doctors discovered I had severe bilateral hearing loss, aortic valve disease, cleft palate, multiple anomalies of my upper extremities, asthma and allergies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. Disability is often defined as it relates to the ability to work, attend school or function the way society expects someone to. The reality is that people with disabilities are unemployed or underemployed at much higher levels than those who do not have a disability. This has motivated me to pursue higher education to ensure I do not become one of the statistics. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. When I am asked what motivates me, it is an opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening or chronic health conditions to help them accomplish their own dreams. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. After college, I would like to follow in my mother’s footsteps and serve on the Utah Disabilities Advisory Council and the Utah Regional Leadership Education in Neurodevelopment Disabilities (URLEND) program to provide my perspective as a young adult living with disabilities and significant medical issues. Nager Syndrome happened to me – I had no control over that. However, I do have control over how I utilize my experiences and challenges to improve the world around me. Receiving this scholarship will allow me to continue my education and continue on my path to supporting myself in the future.

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for an airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. My doctors discovered I had severe bilateral hearing loss, aortic valve disease, cleft palate, multiple anomalies of my upper extremities, asthma and allergies. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. In June, I graduated high school. The journey to graduation was far from easy. During high school I experienced serious complications with my feeding tube. In my sophomore year, I had a gastric bleed from my feeding tube, and I ended up in the ICU with blood transfusions and spent several weeks in the hospital recovering. My junior year, it happened a second time and required surgery to move the feeding tube to a new location. And then two weeks before my senior year I required a third revision surgery after ongoing episodes of gastric prolapse. These challenges, although frustrating, have provided me opportunities to develop characteristics like resilience and compassion. I have learned that I can’t control all the aspects of my health, but I can control my attitude when these situations occur. Attending college away from home, I know I will have further medical complications, but I am up for the challenge! There have been many times over the last few years I have felt defeated as a result of my medical issues. I try to concentrate on what my hopes are for the future. I want to be an interior designer and would love to design children’s hospitals after spending so much time in them! One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. I am worth the dreams that I aspire to achieve because my life has value and I want to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Thank you for your consideration.

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for an airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. My doctors discovered I had severe bilateral hearing loss, aortic valve disease, cleft palate, multiple anomalies of my upper extremities, asthma and allergies. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. In June, I graduated high school. The journey to graduation was far from easy. During high school I experienced serious complications with my feeding tube. In my sophomore year, I had a gastric bleed from my feeding tube, and I ended up in the ICU with blood transfusions and spent several weeks in the hospital recovering. My junior year, it happened a second time and required surgery to move the feeding tube to a new location. And then two weeks before my senior year I required a third revision surgery after ongoing episodes of gastric prolapse. These challenges, although frustrating, have provided me opportunities to develop characteristics like resilience and compassion. I have learned that I can’t control all the aspects of my health, but I can control my attitude when these situations occur. Attending college away from home, I know I will have further medical complications, but I am up for the challenge! There have been many times over the years I have felt defeated as a result of my medical issues. I try to concentrate on my hopes for the future. I want to be an interior designer and would love to design children’s hospitals after spending so much time in them! One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own dreams. Thank you for your consideration.

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, most children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. In June 2025, I graduated high school. The journey to graduation was not easy. During high school I experienced serious complications with my feeding tube. In my sophomore year, I had a gastric bleed from my feeding tube that went undiagnosed for weeks. I ended up in the ICU with blood transfusions and spent several weeks in the hospital recovering. My junior year, it happened a second time and required surgery to move the feeding tube to a new location. And then two weeks before my senior year I required a third revision surgery after ongoing episodes of gastric prolapse. These challenges, although frustrating, have provided me opportunities to develop characteristics like resilience and compassion. I would not be the person I am today without them. There are many times over the last few years I have felt defeated as a result of my medical issues and the impact they have had on my academic and social life. I developed anxiety due to all the medical trauma I have experienced. It wasn’t until earlier this year, though, that I shared with my parents that I thought I needed to talk to someone and discuss options like medication. I had struggled for several years just trying to deal with the anxiety on my own and I was exhausted. My parents let me know that I come by my struggles with my mental health honestly – not just because of my past medical history but also because of suicide, depression, anxiety and addiction from both sides of my family for many generations. Since meeting a psychiatrist and starting medication for anxiety, I feel more capable of handling my anxiety. I will be going away to college and my parents helped me establish care with a therapist remotely – once I am at college I can attend my sessions in person. This is allowing me to be more prepared to deal with my continued medical issues and the additional stress of college. I have developed several coping strategies over the last few years when I am feeling discouraged. Because of my participation with Hope Squad at Bingham High School, I have learned mindfulness techniques – this has been especially helpful during medical procedures that create a lot of anxiety for me. By participating in Hope Squad, I have learned just how common it is for people – especially young adults – to struggle with their mental health and it makes me feel less alone. Another coping strategy I use is to spend time helping others. I have created encouraging note cards for students through the Post It Love organization. I have found it is easier to be positive when I am helping others who are also struggling. Finally, I try to concentrate on what my hopes are for the future. I want to be an interior designer and would love to design children’s hospitals after spending so much time in them! I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Thank you for this opportunity - I am so sorry that it comes as a result of Ethel’s struggle. If I am awarded this scholarship, I will do my best to honor her memory in my daily life and be an example to others in the future.

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, most children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. In June, I graduated high school. The journey to graduation was not easy. During high school, I experienced serious complications with my feeding tube. In my sophomore year, I had a gastric bleed from my feeding tube that went undiagnosed for weeks. I ended up in the ICU with blood transfusions and spent several weeks in the hospital recovering. Unfortunately, my grades suffered during this period. My junior year, it happened a second time and required surgery to move the feeding tube to a new location. And then two weeks before my senior year I required a third revision surgery after ongoing episodes of gastric prolapse. I have lost track of how many times over the last few years doctors have told me they have never had a patient who has experienced these medical issues. These challenges, although frustrating, have provided me opportunities to develop characteristics like resilience and compassion. I would not be the person I am today without them. I have spent much of my life blazing a trail. For my peers, teachers and administrators I am usually the first person they have ever encountered with a tracheostomy. When I requested to attend middle school without a nurse, it took a lot of convincing with the school district to prove to them that I was capable of being independent. My medical complexity has not stopped me from doing anything I wanted to do. A few years ago, I decided I wanted to learn to swim and eventually found a swimming school that was brave enough to give me a shot! By attending college away from home, I hope to continue to blaze that trail and demonstrate that people with disabilities can be part of college life despite significant physical challenges. People with disabilities are three times more likely to be unemployed than those without a disability. In addition, people with disabilities are more likely to be underemployed at higher rates than those without a disability. This has motivated me to pursue higher education to ensure I do not become one of the statistics. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. Because of my health challenges, I have had to be creative when finding ways to impact the world around me in a positive way. Since 2017, I have been a Patient Ambassador for Shriner’s Hospitals for Children. In that role, I represent Shriner’s Hospital as they seek donations to continue their critical work. Being an ambassador has allowed me to develop skills in public speaking while also promoting a health system that is doing such good work for the community. At the age of five, I became involved with the Miss Amazing organization. I have represented Utah Miss Amazing at the national pageant twice in the last three years. Participating in Miss Amazing at the state and national level has allowed me to develop confidence and self-esteem. I was involved in many opportunities to provide community service while advancing the Miss Amazing message – teaching self-advocacy skills to girls and women with disabilities. When I am asked what motivates me, it is an opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements and celebrate their value to society. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Thank you for your consideration!

My name is Peyton Smith, and I am a seventeen-year-old living in South Jordan, Utah. I am the typical teenager in many ways – worrying about grades, spending time with my friends and planning for college. In many other ways, I am not the typical teenager at all. I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. My syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. While in the hospital, I was diagnosed with severe bilateral hearing loss, a heart condition and multiple skeletal anomalies. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. Disability is often defined as it relates to the ability to work, attend school or function the way society expects someone to. The reality is that people with disabilities are unemployed or underemployed at much higher levels than those who do not have a disability. This has motivated me to pursue higher education to ensure I do not become one of the statistics. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. When I am asked what motivates me, it is an opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have a rare syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening or chronic health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. My syndrome happened to me – I had no control over that. However, I do have control over how I utilize my experiences and challenges to improve the world around me. Thank you for this opportunity!

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. Because of my challenges, I had to be creative when finding ways to impact the world around me. Since 2017, I have been a Patient Ambassador for Shriner’s Hospitals for Children. In that role, I represent Shriner’s Hospital as they seek donations to continue their critical work. At five, I became involved with the Miss Amazing organization. Participating in Miss Amazing at the state and national level has allowed me to develop confidence and self-esteem. After winning the Teen and Junior Teen titles, I was involved in many opportunities to provide community service while advancing the Miss Amazing message – teaching self-advocacy skills to girls and women with disabilities. For Christmas 2024, I completed a project where I sewed over 60 stuffed bears that I then donated to Toys for Tots. I was inspired after I spent Christmas 2023 in the hospital with complications from my feeding tube. When I am asked what motivates me, it is the opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements and celebrate their value to society. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Thank you for considering me for this opportunity!

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. Because of my challenges, I had to be creative when finding ways to impact the world around me. Since 2017, I have been a Patient Ambassador for Shriner’s Hospitals for Children. In that role, I represent Shriner’s Hospital as they seek donations to continue their critical work. At five, I became involved with the Miss Amazing organization. Participating in Miss Amazing at the state and national level has allowed me to develop confidence and self-esteem. After winning the Teen and Junior Teen titles, I was involved in many opportunities to provide community service while advancing the Miss Amazing message – teaching self-advocacy skills to girls and women with disabilities. For Christmas 2024, I completed a project where I sewed over 60 stuffed bears that I then donated to Toys for Tots. I was inspired after I spent Christmas 2023 in the hospital with complications from my feeding tube. When I am asked what motivates me, it is the opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements and celebrate their value to society. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Thank you for considering me for this opportunity!

My name is Peyton Smith, and I am a seventeen-year-old living in South Jordan, Utah. I am the typical teenager in many ways. But in many other ways, I am not the typical teenager at all. I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. While in the hospital, I was diagnosed with severe bilateral hearing loss, a heart condition and multiple skeletal anomalies. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. As I began considering my plans after high school, there wasn’t a question that I wanted to attend college. Early on, I toured Utah State University and fell in love with the campus. The only problem was, it was several hours away from my home. It wouldn’t be possible to commute, and I would be required to live in the dorms. Not surprisingly, my parents had some concerns about me living away from home with a feeding tube and a tracheostomy. This was compounded by multiple hospitalizations in high school related to complications from my feeding tube. Over the last several years, I have begun learning how to care for myself in preparation for being on my own. It has added a layer of stress to high school that most teenagers will never really understand. We also learned that once I attend college, I will no longer qualify for a Medicaid waiver that has helped to cover my significant medical costs. Ironically, it is because I am trying to be independent and won’t require a caregiver that I will lose eligibility for the program. It would be easier for so many reasons to just attend a local college and live at home, but I am not willing to give up on my dream. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. Nager Syndrome happened to me – I had no control over that. However, I do have control over how I utilize my experiences and challenges to improve the world around me.

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. My doctors discovered I had severe bilateral hearing loss, aortic valve disease, cleft palate, multiple anomalies of my upper extremities, asthma and allergies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. Disability is often defined as it relates to the ability to work, attend school or function the way society expects someone to. The reality is that people with disabilities are unemployed or underemployed at much higher levels than those who do not have a disability. This has motivated me to pursue higher education to ensure I do not become one of the statistics. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. When I am asked what motivates me, it is an opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening or chronic health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Nager Syndrome happened to me – I had no control over that. However, I do have control over how I utilize my experiences and challenges to improve the world around me. Thank you for this opportunity!

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. My doctors discovered I had severe bilateral hearing loss, aortic valve disease, cleft palate, multiple anomalies of my upper extremities, asthma and allergies. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. Disability is often defined as it relates to the ability to work, attend school or function the way society expects someone to. The reality is that people with disabilities are unemployed or underemployed at much higher levels than those who do not have a disability. This has motivated me to pursue higher education to ensure I do not become one of the statistics. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. When I am asked what motivates me, it is an opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening or chronic health conditions to help them accomplish their own dreams. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. After college, I would like to follow in my mother’s footsteps and serve on the Utah Disabilities Advisory Council and the Utah Regional Leadership Education in Neurodevelopment Disabilities (URLEND) program to provide my perspective as a young adult living with disabilities and significant medical issues. Nager Syndrome happened to me – I had no control over that. However, I do have control over how I utilize my experiences and challenges to improve the world around me. Receiving this scholarship will allow me to continue my education and continue on my path to supporting myself in the future. Living my my disability - despite a tracheostomy, I learned to swim!

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. My doctors discovered I had severe bilateral hearing loss, aortic valve disease, cleft palate, multiple anomalies of my upper extremities, asthma and allergies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. I was fortunate that within days of coming home from the NICU, I became involved with early intervention services – physical therapy, occupational therapy, hard of hearing teacher and speech and feeding therapy. At three, I attended Utah Schools for the Deaf and Blind focusing on oral speech. When I entered kindergarten, I was able to be integrated into a regular classroom with my nurse. I had both an IEP and a medical plan through middle school and eventually transitioned to a 504 plan. Disability is often defined as it relates to the ability to work, attend school or function the way society expects someone to. The reality is that people with disabilities are unemployed or underemployed at much higher levels than those who do not have a disability. This has motivated me to pursue higher education to ensure I do not become one of the statistics. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. When I am asked what motivates me, it is an opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening or chronic health conditions to help them accomplish their own dreams. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. After college, I would like to follow in my mother’s footsteps and serve on the Utah Disabilities Advisory Council and the Utah Regional Leadership Education in Neurodevelopment Disabilities (URLEND) program to provide my perspective as a young adult living with disabilities and significant medical issues. Nager Syndrome happened to me – I had no control over that. However, I do have control over how I utilize my experiences and challenges to improve the world around me. Receiving this scholarship will allow me to continue my education and continue on my path to supporting myself in the future. Thank you for this opportunity!

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted into a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. My doctors discovered I had severe bilateral hearing loss, aortic valve disease, cleft palate, multiple anomalies of my upper extremities, asthma and allergies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, many children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. Disability is often defined as it relates to the ability to work, attend school or function the way society expects someone to. The reality is that people with disabilities are unemployed or underemployed at much higher levels than those who do not have a disability. This has motivated me to pursue higher education to ensure I do not become one of the statistics. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. When I am asked what motivates me, it is an opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening or chronic health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. After college, I would like to follow in my mother’s footsteps and serve on the Utah Disabilities Advisory Council and the Utah Regional Leadership Education in Neurodevelopment Disabilities (URLEND) program to provide my perspective as a young adult living with disabilities and significant medical issues. Nager Syndrome happened to me – I had no control over that. However, I do have control over how I utilize my experiences and challenges to improve the world around me. Receiving this scholarship will allow me to continue my education and continue on my path to supporting myself in the future.

I consider myself fortunate to have been the recipient of many acts of service over my lifetime and I believe that is one of the reasons I am so motivated to give back in the future. When I was born, I didn’t look like other infants. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, most children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. While I was still in the NICU, a local church group brought knitted booties, a hat and a blanket. My parents were so touched, and we still have them today! A few months later when I was readmitted for a complication with my g-tube the California Highway Patrol brought by Christmas presents for all the children in the PICU. As a patient of children’s hospitals, I have been the recipient of countless blankets, toys and visits from service animals. I was also the recipient of a wish trip when I was in elementary school after a difficult facial surgery and got to experience how an act of service can make the toughest times better. Acts of service don’t have to be expensive or time consuming. While I was in the NICU, my mom would spend hours by my crib. Unfortunately, there were never enough chairs to go around and if she couldn’t find one to borrow, she would be on her feet for long periods of time. One morning, an older gentleman who was cleaning the unit noticed my mom and went to a neighboring unit and dragged a chair back with him. It was not part of his job description, and he didn’t seek any praise. He just saw a need and did what he could to help. This story reminds me that I can contribute in small ways, and it can be just as meaningful. My parents have instilled in me the desire to pay it forward. Because of my health challenges, I have had to be creative when finding ways to impact the world around me in a positive way. I have recently become involved with Post It Love, an organization that provides handwritten notes to elementary school students to encourage and support them. I have donated over a hundred notes to the organization and hope to continue participating in the years to come. You can’t help but be more positive yourself when creating positive messages for others! I was admitted to Primary Children’s Hospital Christmas Eve of 2023. As a result, I decided to work on a service project to make the holiday season brighter for others. I sewed over 60 stuffed bears that I donated to Toys for Tots in December of 2024. It is important to me that I prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements and celebrate their value to society. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Nager Syndrome happened to me – I had no control over that. However, I do have control over how I utilize my experiences and challenges to improve the world around me. Thank you for this opportunity!

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, most children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. People with disabilities are three times more likely to be unemployed than those without a disability. In addition, people with disabilities are more likely to be underemployed at higher rates than those without a disability. This has motivated me to pursue higher education to ensure I do not become one of the statistics. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. When I am asked what motivates me, it is an opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements and celebrate their value to society. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. For my peers, teachers and administrators I am usually the first person they have ever encountered with a tracheostomy. It has not stopped me from doing anything I wanted to do. By attending college away from home, I hope to continue to be an example of a “first” by demonstrating that people with disabilities can be part of Utah State despite significant physical challenges. “The severity of one’s disability does not determine their level of potential. The greatest barriers that persons with disabilities have to overcome are not steps or curbs, it’s expectations.” Karen Clay

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, most children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. People with disabilities are three times more likely to be unemployed than those without a disability. In addition, people with disabilities are more likely to be underemployed at higher rates than those without a disability. This has motivated me to pursue higher education to ensure I do not become one of the statistics. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. When I am asked what motivates me, it is an opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements and celebrate their value to society. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. For my peers, teachers and administrators I am usually the first person they have ever encountered with a tracheostomy. It has not stopped me from doing anything I wanted to do. By attending college away from home, I hope to continue to be an example of a “first” by demonstrating that people with disabilities can be part of Utah State despite significant physical challenges. Thank you for this opportunity!

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, most children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. Disability is often defined as it relates to the ability to work, attend school or function the way society expects someone to. The reality is that people with disabilities are unemployed or underemployed at much higher levels than those who do not have a disability. This has motivated me to pursue higher education to ensure I do not become one of the statistics. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college, I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. Success for me is the ability to support myself and live independently. Through the Redefining Victory Scholarship, it would allow me to offset my college expenses and start my adult life without extensive debt. This will be critical as my out-of-pocket costs after my health insurance is significant due to my medical needs. “The severity of one’s disability does not determine their level of potential. The greatest barriers that persons with disabilities have to overcome are not steps or curbs, it’s expectations.” Karen Clay Thank you for this opportunity!

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. Once home, I was diagnosed with severe, conductive bilateral hearing loss, asthma and aortic valve disease. At the time, most children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. In 2025, I am on track to graduate high school. The journey to graduation has not been easy. I have dealt with anxiety and ADD and during high school after many years of stable health, I experienced serious complications with my feeding tube. In my sophomore year, I had a gastric bleed from my feeding tube that went undiagnosed for weeks. I ended up in the ICU with blood transfusions and spent several weeks in the hospital recovering. Unfortunately, my grades suffered during this period. My junior year, it happened a second time and required surgery to move the feeding tube to a new location. And then two weeks before my senior year I required a third revision surgery after ongoing episodes of gastric prolapse. These challenges, although frustrating, have provided me opportunities to develop characteristics like resilience and compassion. I would not be the person I am today without them. I want to be an interior designer and would love to design children’s hospitals after spending so much time in them! I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. When I am asked what motivates me, it is the opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. Other families receiving the news that their child will have Nager Syndrome deserve to have examples like me who are not only surviving but thriving. One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Thank you for this opportunity to share my story.

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. At the time, most children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. In 2025, I am on track to graduate high school. The journey to graduation has not been easy. During high school I experienced serious complications with my feeding tube. In my sophomore year, I had a gastric bleed from my feeding tube that went undiagnosed for weeks. I ended up in the ICU with blood transfusions and spent several weeks in the hospital recovering. My junior year, it happened a second time and required surgery to move the feeding tube to a new location. And then two weeks before my senior year I required a third revision surgery after ongoing episodes of gastric prolapse. These challenges, although frustrating, have provided me opportunities to develop characteristics like resilience and compassion. I would not be the person I am today without them. There have been many times over the last few years I have felt defeated as a result of my medical issues and the impact they have had on my academic and social life. I suffer from anxiety and PTSD but I have developed coping strategies over the last few years. Because of my participation with Hope Squad at Bingham High School, I have learned mindfulness techniques – this has been especially helpful during medical procedures that create a lot of anxiety for me. Another coping strategy I use is to find opportunities to help others. I have created encouraging note cards for students through the Post It Love organization. In addition, I sewed 60 bears to donate to Toys for Tots in time for Christmas this year. I have found it is easier to be positive when I am helping others who are also struggling. I try to concentrate on what my hopes are for the future. I want to be an interior designer and would love to design children’s hospitals! One of my future goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else.

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, most children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community set the bar very low, which is all too common for those with disabilities. While in the NICU, I was diagnosed with aortic valve disease and a very rare unicuspid aortic valve. I was referred to a cardiologist immediately and they have been following me ever since. They watched me carefully during my infant and adolescent growth spurts to ensure I was not showing signs of my valve needing to be replaced. As I head into adulthood, I know it is not a matter of if I will need a valve replacement but when. It feels a little like a ticking time bomb, but you aren’t actually sure how many more seconds you have left! My heart disease diagnosis hasn’t changed my plans, but I recognize that I will have a major cardiac surgery in the future and there is no time to waste in accomplishing my goals. I have spent many days of my life in a hospital bed or a waiting room. As a result, I want to be an interior designer focusing on medical facilities for children. I have taken multiple interior design classes, joined FCCLA in high school and participated at the regional and state level in interior design competitions. During college I intend to pursue internships with interior design firms to gain knowledge and experience so that following graduation, I will be able to seek a job in my chosen field. When I am asked what the driving force in my life is, it is the opportunity to prove to the medical community that I am compatible with life. One of my goals is to mentor children with life-threatening health conditions to help them accomplish their own achievements and celebrate their value to society. I have had many cheerleaders in my life, and I can’t wait to be that for someone else. Thank you for this opportunity!

Suicide is a leading cause of death in the United States. A suicide in my family was like a bomb going off that has impacted us for multiple generations. I learned about Bingham High School’s Hope Squad and connected with their purpose of reducing youth suicide. Bingham High School recognized the importance of Hope Squad and created a full-year class. I have been fortunate to be part of Hope Squad my 10th, 11th and 12th grade years. Anxiety has been a part of my life for as long as I can remember. I have a rare, genetic syndrome called Nager Syndrome. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. I was considered so fragile that I qualified for 23.5 hours a day of private nursing care. At the time, most children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or my medical providers as to what my future would look like. Because of all my surgeries and hospitalizations, I have developed severe anxiety around medical procedures. By participating in Hope Squad, I have learned techniques like mindfulness which I have had the unfortunate opportunity to use many times over my high-school career! Although my mental health struggles may differ from my peers, it has provided me the ability to be a supportive friend. In addition to individual interactions, as part of Hope Squad we plan and execute school-wide events to promote positivity and mental health awareness. Each year we visit middle schools in the area and give presentations about the importance of mental health. One of my favorite activities is standing by the front doors on the first day and welcoming all the students back to school. As a member of Hope Squad, we partnered with HOSA (Health Occupations Students of America) and completed a Mental Health promotion presentation. My sophomore year we placed 3rd and my junior year we placed 1st at the state competition and represented Utah at the international HOSA competition. Although I didn’t join Hope Squad with my own mental health needs in mind, I now recognize how important it is to prioritize my mental health as it creates more academic success, improved life skills and a healthier future. One of my goals is to become a mentor for other children with chronic or life-threatening medical conditions to help them overcome their own health challenges.

I have been judged from the moment I was born. Although many people will experience this later in their life – because of their gender, skin color or any number of other attributes about them – it happened to me immediately upon birth. I didn’t look like other infants and the doctors in the NICU began cataloging my differences like circling a rental car and identifying all the dings and scratches that you don’t want to be charged for later. Seventeen years ago, the gene for my rare syndrome had not yet been identified so those clinical symptoms were utilized to make a diagnosis – Nager Syndrome. And with that diagnosis, my journey through a life of low expectations began. Had my syndrome been identified in utero, my parents would have met with a geneticist, and they would have been told that my syndrome was incompatible with life. There would have been a recommendation that the pregnancy be terminated. Call it good luck or chance, but the anomalies associated with my syndrome that should have been caught at the 20-week ultrasound were missed. Nager Syndrome has impacted every aspect of my life. At three days old I had a tracheostomy placed for a permanent airway and at three weeks a gastrostomy tube since I couldn’t swallow safely. At six weeks old, my parents took me home to a living room that had been converted to a make-shift hospital room overflowing with machines and medical supplies. At the time, most children who were moderately affected like me did not survive into adulthood. There was no manual to reference for my parents or my medical providers as to what my future would look like. The medical community, being notoriously conservative, set the bar very low. I don’t have the luxury of an invisible disability where it may go unnoticed. My tracheostomy, unusual facial structure and bilateral bone conduction hearing aids will give me away. I have struggled with asthma, food allergies and more surgeries than I can count on my eight fingers! My sophomore year of high school, I spent weeks with a gastric ulcer created by my gastrostomy tube that went undiagnosed and led to emergency surgery, blood transfusions and a lengthy hospital stay. Despite being told by my doctors that they could find nothing in medical literature where this had ever happened before, my junior year of high school it happened again. It wasn’t the first time and likely won’t be the last time that I am featured in a medical journal. I don’t know who I would have been had I not been born with Nager Syndrome. I do know that I have had to overcome challenges and persevere. Nager Syndrome will always be a part of my story, but it doesn’t have to be the final chapter. My health is unlikely to remain stable throughout my college career or my life, but I have to keep pushing that bar as high as it can go. I have to prove to myself, my family and the medical community that I can survive and thrive! “The severity of one’s disability does not determine their level of potential. The greatest barriers that persons with disabilities have to overcome are not steps or curbs, it’s expectations.” Karen Clay