To be blunt, I don't look like someone who is underprivileged or underserved. I'm a white woman with both her parents still alive. However, books should never be judged by their covers. I grew up with less than what everyone else had. I shopped at the nearby Dollar Tree for socks and toys. My barbies were never on brand. My mom saved her money for my brother and I to have some sort of clothes for the new school year, but it was never guaranteed. I received clothes from my uncle for school; hand-me-downs as most call it. My shoes were never on brand like the other kids. In fact, the kids praised me when I had finally gotten my first pair of good shoes in the 5th grade. I remember the pats on the backs when I walked in with them on my first day. They were from the thrift, somehow in good condition. It was embarrassing to be praised for something that would be ruined in the next few months anyway. School lunch wasn't an option for food either. My mom complained every day about how expensive my lunch was to pay for: $2 for every single lunch, every single day. I stopped eating. I refused to let my family be burned like that. There were four other kids, excluding me, who needed lunch too in my family. I thought my family was paying $10 every day for lunch for them. My siblings needed to grow big and strong and eat their meals. I didn't. Kids don't deserve to think like that. My act of selflessness led to an eating disorder that would continue to last up to now. I wasn't privileged to have money for meals for school. I wasn't privileged to have the "right" kind of clothes for elementary. No kid deserves to have that treatment, regardless of money. There are families who have it worse than I ever did. I want to be a beacon of hope for those kids. I want to show kids how it is okay to not have enough and still be secure with themselves. Every single person is different, underprivileged or overprivileged. In Fall 2025 at Florida Atlantic University, I will be studying Linguistics and hopefully majoring in Early Childhood Education too. I want to be able to teach kids who are more underprivileged than I ever was. I want to be apart of their communities and help them out the best I can with my personal experience and knowledge. Every kid deserves to have a full stomach and proper education, no matter the language barrier or social status. I want to be the hope these kids deserve. I want to be someone who I didn't have back in my childhood. Kids deserve someone like that, and I hope to be that person in their world.

I was younger than expected when I realized that I disliked the idea of sex. I shouldn't have even known what sex was at the ripe age of 10! And yet here I was, declaring that I would never partake in such actions when I'm older because it was weird. I declared this to my entire class, two years later, in the sixth grade, for a TedX project. I, somehow, won with my LGBTQ+ speech for my entire school because I admitted I was asexual. I don't think those teachers knew what I was talking about! In my TedX presentation for districts, I ended up coming out as bisexual instead. It felt weird admitting to my parents that I wasn't okay with the idea of sex so young, albeit mentioning it to my class. I decided to let them know (on stage) that I like women along with men. When I came out on that stage, I let my entire family in on my bisexuality. After my presentation, the first person who came up to me was a man who told me I was brave. I remember his words to this day: "You are so incredibly brave for going onto that stage and speaking about what you're passionate about. I'm glad there's more young people out there comfortable in their own skin. I wish I was. Also, I'm bisexual too!" When I came out, I was able to let a stranger in who couldn't be themselves. My family was skeptical, but overall supportive. My dad was confused for the longest time until he gave up trying to understand it all. My mom still supports me until this day, as she's also bisexual! It was the oddest bonding moment we've ever had, but I'm not complaining. Three years later, I thought I was okay with coming out to my current boyfriend at the time (now ex) as asexual. I kept that part of me hidden from everyone. I thought that with time, I would grow to like sex. I ended up telling him because we were starting to do more sexual activities together and I was becoming more uncomfortable each time. News flash: he HATED it. He hated me being asexual because it wouldn't satisfy his sexual desires (we were 15). He also hated my bisexuality (he claimed to be bisexual, too) because he assumed I was going to cheat on him with my girl best friend. We broke up a few months later, and I kept my best friend. When I let him in, I felt more shunned than the sun behind storm clouds. If I couldn't let the man who I trusted with this secret, who could I let in? I realized later that he was just a boy with opinions that didn't matter. I am bisexual and I am asexual. I represent the women who are scared of coming out as bisexual because they're primarily interested in men. I represent the women who are afraid of telling their partners they're afraid they'll leave them because they don't want sex. And most importantly, I represent my worried, past self because this is who I am. I'm okay with liking women and men. I'm okay with not having sexual desires. I let in those who deserve to know the real me, and they all support me of who I am. Even my current boyfriend, who's also pansexual, supports me unconditionally. When I came out, I let others in. I learned that I'm okay with my sexualities; my experiences didn't define me. My experiences weren't perfect, but they were real.

Empowerment, by operant definition, is the granting of the power, right, or authority to perform various acts or duties. It is to essentially help others feel more confident in whatever action they are trying to perform. For example, a friend gives her friend empowerment to perform on stage, allowing the friend to confidently perform her solo on that stage. She empowered another person, and not for the sake of her own benefit, but for the benefit of others. I have never liked the idea of empowerment, because I never knew what it meant as a kid. I was someone who did not like being told what to do. The "you're doing amazing!" by Mom was never empowering, but was telling me how I should be feeling. I did not like that. I wanted to feel my feelings, not the feelings I was being told to feel. The "you can do it!" by my friends was never empowering, but was telling me what I can and cannot do, as if they understood my capabilities more than myself. They were MY feelings and MY capabilities, who were others to tell me the capacity I should be feeling or should be doing? It was child-like stubbornness. I did not want others to tell me how I feel, because it was not their feelings, but my own. I did not want others to tell me how I can do things, because it was not their actions to perform, but my own. I know I can do it, I did not need empowerment from someone who was not in my shoes or in my body. My stubbornness eventually went away after years of learning what it truly was, and I slowly accepted being empowered. Mom was someone who empowered others all the time, but I was the teenager who viewed it as her being a millennial (there's that stubbornness again), so I never perceived it as empowering others. Mom is someone who always lifts others up, regardless if it was her biggest enemy or a stranger on the road. She makes it her mission to empower someone every day. A compliment goes a long way. She has always advocated for women, regardless if she knew them or not. She is someone I am inspired to be, in that sense at least. If you asked me years ago what empowerment meant to me, I would've said bossing me around. When being asked now, I will tell you that empowering is showing kindness, even to your worst enemy. "Empowerment" and "empathy" are similar sounding, so I view them as the same. If I want to empower someone, I think about how it would make them feel. Would they feel like they are being bossed around, like I did? Or would they feel appreciated, like I do? Empowerment is so incredibly important, especially with us women in modern day. I show leadership for my fellow girls in both Scouts of BSA and in Girl Scouts, being one of the few women earning my Eagle Scout Award and soon my Gold Award. Even in my workplace, I'm a camp counselor at an all-girls summer camp. Every day, I choose to empower others because I understand what it is like to confuse lifting others up and them bossing me around. The examples from Mom and my friends show me the inspiration as to what it is like to be properly empowered, and I am truly grateful for everything they do for me. I have felt empowered to write this, and I hope you are to read it. Thank you.

In 2015, my parents broke the news that they were divorcing. I didn't understand what that all meant as an eight-year-old, I was just excited to have two Christmas's and two birthdays. My brother definitely did not understand either, being a year younger. I think he was just excited about two Christmas's too. The divorce didn't impact me straight away. Mom still lived two minutes away in a rundown townhouse, and I still saw both of my parents equally, every other week. It wasn't until my mom said we're moving in with this man and his daughter that I realized my life wasn't the same as many other kids my age. In middle school, one week I was walking to school and the other week I was taking the bus. It confused the staff at school and my friends. "Why can't you just take one mode of transportation?" they asked. "My parents are divorced," I would reply back. Then I got these looks- looks of pity. I was the girl with divorced parents who couldn't take one way to school because my parents didn't love each other enough. The man and daughter we moved in with became my now stepdad and stepsister in 2019. I was doing great until my mom decided to move 45-minutes away from home. It isn't a huge commute, but my life now has to change. I had to move schools to a completely new area in the middle of my 8th grade year. New neighbors, new friend, new school. I hated change. I begged my mom to not move. I had a life at school and in my town, why selfishly move my brother, my stepsister, and me from the lives we've known most of our lives? The move happened anyway. I only see my dad on weekends now. No one talks about how difficult it is to make plans with friends without feeling guilty for cutting into your other parent's time. The guilt seeps in when you realize you haven't seen your dad in almost a month because you want to hang out with your friends. Then there's the resentment towards your mom because you're constantly seeing her. It comes in phases; I'm annoyed at my mom for a month then the next month I'm annoyed at dad. Neither know how to communicate or talk to each other like civil human beings, either. It's almost embarrassing in a way; my parents didn't know how to love each other, so I have to be impacted by it. Anytime there's a celebration for my brother or me, they can't be within six feet of one another without giving dirty looks. I didn't see this until I was way older; the sneers, the glares, or the pure dislike of one each other. Why would someone have kids, then divorce? It impacts their kids' lives. It feels selfish to get a divorce, almost. Sometimes, I can't help but think it's my fault because I'm the oldest child. I was the reason they got married, but they never even loved each other in the first place. It's a terrible thought, truly. I've stopped thinking like that now that I'm about to graduate. I have my own life to live, and it's not my problem that my parents don't love each other. That's their lives, and I'm about to live mine.

I wish I could've been my first bully. Elementary kids were always mean; they knew more about me than I knew about myself. An active imagination was frowned upon by my classmates. I loved drawing in this notebook of mine. I drew in class, at recess, and at lunch. A few kids would ask me what I was drawing, and I'd proudly show them all the details. There was this other girl in my class who loved to draw, too. She seemed kind, so I asked her if we could be friends and draw together. She accepted sweetly with a glint in her eye. I knew everyone in my elementary, whether they knew me or not. I strove to be kind to everyone, despite what was going on in my personal life. This girl was the opposite. She ridiculed my drawings, made snide comments on my looks, and quite literally stoles things from me. She guilt-tripped me into giving her things, because she was going through a lot. I was blind to it all. She was just so sweet. One day at recess, I was drawing in my notebook when it was randomly snatched. Every time I recall this moment; it felt like some fever dream or a movie scene. It was the same girl who I wanted to be friends with, and the same girl who has my drawing notebook. I tried to grab it, but she instead gave it to the only two boys who were taller than me back then. They threw it between each other, as if it were some funny game. No one helped me. I felt stares on my figure as I desperately tried to get my notebook back. It was a funny joke; I was the punchline. I was still kind to everyone, even after that. I understand what it's like to be bullied. Later that year, I went to districts for my TEDx presentation on bullying. I wasn't afraid to speak up on what was occurring around my school and in my community. Whenever I see kids making fun of others, I always step in to help. I do not want another kid to go through what I went through. Kids will approach me in parks, and I'll happily join in their games because there is nothing worse than being made fun of for asking to play. Having just one friend will make a huge difference in a life. My community is important to me. I'm volunteering whenever I can, whenever I have free time. This community has done so much for me, so it is only right for me to give back to it.   As a kid who never had a lot growing up (and still doesn't have a lot now), I do not have much financial aid. My parents are divorced, and despite having four parents, there still isn't enough financially for me to pursue a higher education. My mom has to pay for her husband's medical bills and chemo treatment, as he has Stage 4 Esophageal Cancer. My dad is a blue-collar worker, and his wife is constantly paying for her own medical needs. I apply to scholarships and grants, so I am able to pay for university. I cannot financially burden my parents more than I already have. Thank you for reading my submission.

Growing up poor created resentment in me. I shared a room with my grandma until I was 10. My shoes were never good enough for my classmates in elementary or middle school. We needed to rely on a food bank to feed 9 people in one small house. Four kids, fives dogs, and five adult's caused conflict in my house. My parents ended up divorcing in my later elementary days. I didn't understand what it meant. Mom lived with her mom for a while as Dad stayed at his mom's. My brother and I switched between the houses. A 30-minute drive every weekend to see Mom in a different, beat-up house. I hoped the divorce would make us have more money. I hated being poor. I hated not having things all the other kids had. I developed a distaste for being poor. Money hungry me resented my family for being poor. I wished I was rich. I wanted nothing more than to have money. But not once did I say any of this out loud. How could I be selfish when I understood that there were other kids who were suffering worse than I? I was always taught to eat all my meals because some kids can't eat at all. I was always grateful for every gift I received. I couldn't be selfish. It isn't in my nature. I believed I wasn't happy as a kid because I was poor. Now that I'm graduating later this year, kid me was further from the truth. I was the happiest kid on Earth, regardless of my societal class and income. I am rich in family and friends. I do not know why I was in such denial. My family was doing their absolute best to provide for us. Jack Terry is a strong individual. He proved to others that despite his adversity, he could still be successful in life without those traits defining his character. He lived the life he wanted to, and I'm inspired by that. I want to study linguistics or theatre as my higher education. For linguistics, I want to communicate with others. A lot of people decide that one language is enough to pass through life, but it isn't. There are so many cultures and languages here in America that need help trying to communicate. If I'm able to properly communicate with those groups, I can help others in ways others weren't able to help me. For theatre, I want to perform for others. Entertainment is a huge industry for kids and adults alike. To be able to provide some sort of entertainment to distract them from the adversities occurring at home would fulfill me. Adversity is something that doesn't define anyone. What someone makes of themselves after overcoming adversity is what defines them. Being able to grow without being held back by the past defines a strong, good-natured character. Thank you for reading my submission.

"All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players." My theatre teacher, Mr. Nelson, had this painted on his wall for forever. I never understood what it meant until I became older. I never intended to join theatre until I watched my middle school perform one day. It was magical. I wanted to be upon that stage, performing like everyone else. I had done TedX's, but those were professional (in elementary school). I sang in elementary too. Theatre couldn't be that different from it. Being in the spotlight was fun, so why not pursue it in an entertainment setting? Art has always been apart of me since I was young. I was a creator. All I craved was creation. Drawing art of my favorite cartoons and shows was a hobby that often consumed me. I started creating stories out of my art. New characters, new stories would erupt from my imagination and become drawn onto paper. A hobby so fun, and so demanding. Self sabotage and the demand of time for my studies halted my love for the arts. Drawing became a chore. Acting stilled. I wad unable to create as my studies increased into high school. In my final year of high school, as I decided to take the most difficult courses offered at my school, I missed my love for the arts. It would always be apart of me, whether I wanted it to be or not. I enjoyed being busy. I took the risk of auditioning for my school's production of White Christmas, despite not knowing anyone in the production. I joined the Advanced Placement (AP) Art class, re-progressing with my art skills. I was casted as an ensemble, and I was proud of that. I grew to know my cast mates, becoming close with them as the show dates crept closer and closer. I missed the feeling of performing. I adore the feeling of performing. Taking this risk allowed me to venture out of my comfort zone into a space where it became my source of comfort after a long day of classes. Theatre isn't just a club, but a home for me. My art class helped me practice my art in ways I would not be able to do on my own. It has helped me cope with the loss of my cat, as he had passed early into my senior year. Being able to freely express myself in art has granted me freedom I never knew I had in the first place. After high school, I want to pursue linguistics or theatre/acting. I love learning languages and I want to know how to speak more than just English. The world is too vast to not want to know more about it; more cultures, more languages, and more nature. It's beautiful, and I want to see it all. Everyone is so different but so unique. I love discovering new things and I strive to learn something new every single day. Thank you for reading my submission.

I always knew I was off as a child. I found all the boys in my classes attractive, as any growing girl would. It was my nature to find boys cute. By the time I hit middle school, I realized that a girl in the grade above me was conventionally attractive. Not in a "OMG your outfit is totes adorbs!", but in a more "Oh. She's genuinely attractive and I want to be with her." I realized that wasn't normal early on. Not many girls talked about liking other girls romantically. It was odd. I was odd. I was a girl who liked both girls and boys. I am bisexual. I ended up secretly dating her for two months. We broke things off because I realized I couldn't be with a woman. She was beautiful, but not the right beautiful for me. I explored reasons why I felt this way. Was I not truly attracted to girls? Am I actually more "normal" than I thought? Google was my absolute best friend during this time. I discovered the asexual spectrum in the community. I wasn't sure if I had completely resonated with any of them, but I understood myself a little better with this spectrum. I had my first serious relationship with a boy for two years. He ridiculed me for not wanting to have sex at my age of 14. In the future, I couldn't see myself in any sort of sexual intimacy because of him. He ridiculed me for being bisexual too, for he believed I wanted to be with any girl who I deemed my friend. He broke it off. I wasn't mad. I moved on with my life, discovering who I was. I am still bisexual. I am still under the asexual umbrella. Every one of my friends is apart of the LGBTQ+ in some way. My current boyfriend is pansexual, and is the absolute best. My best friend is lesbian. My childhood best friend isn't either gender. The LGBTQ+ community surrounds me every day, and I couldn't be more happier. I decided my major because of my love for learning about other languages. I'm so curious about learning languages and interacting with others who may have an issue learning my language. I want to make communication easier between me and another person. If I am able to understand them, it relieves them from the stress of communicating in English. I am dedicated to learning more. Expanding my education is a huge aspect of my character. If I am not learning, I am not living. Thank you for reading my submission.

Loss snatches you up when you least expect it. Starting my senior year, I was ecstatic to be in my final year of school. Nothing was going to stop me from having the "best year of my life", as they say in the coming-of-age high school movies. I have owned plenty of animals in my life- cats and dogs alike. At the beginning of my senior year, I had proudly owned a total of ten pets (four cats and six dogs). They were all unique in their own ways, but none were as unique as my tabby cat, Pumpkin Spice (Spice for short). He was an ambitious kitten. He would also climb on my dresser, knocking everything from it just to reach my bed. He always had to be by me when I was doing school work. Or when I was cooking dinner some nights. Or eating food. Or laying in my bed. Wherever I was, he was to follow in pursuit. This caused issues in my family, as they found him way too clingy or annoying. His sister, Mocha Latte (Mocha for short) was the absolute opposite. She was too shy, attracting everyone who flocked her way. She was talkative and extremely fluffy, too. A beauty, truly. Everyone liked her more than her brother. I was never drawn to the shy cats. My short-haired tabby was perfect. He was a reject, and it made him all sorts of cuter. He was purr-fect, just the way he was. August 31st, 2024, my 2-year old Spice passed away from something unknown. My mom refused to have him checked out by the vet the day before, when I had discovered something wrong with my cat after class. We didn't have money to go to the vet, so I couldn't resent her for long. I have had him since he was born. He was my cat. No one else in my family liked him as much as I did, and he thought the same. He would be there on my worst nights and my best mornings. He cuddled with me when no other animal would. He understood me more than any other animal I have had. As I write this, it has been 4 months since he has passed away. I don't sob when I talk about him anymore. Some nights when I'm alone, grief will strike me like a snake striking at its prey, slowly suffocating it with its coiled body. Every time I think I'm over it, I never truly am. This art piece was created before Spice had passed. It is for my AP Drawing exam come later this year. My art portfolio was to be about cats, but it has now been crafted into the loss of a pet. The art techniques used in this piece are stippling and shading. The materials used in this piece are a black ballpoint pen, graphite pencils, and stumps. Just like how this scholarship is about celebrating the life of art through Catherine, a passed loved one, my art showcases the celebration of life through a passed loved one (just slightly more furry). I hope my art conveys more than what meets the eye. Thank you for reading my submission.