After months of preparation and anticipation, the day of the AP environmental science exam was here. I was jittery and bouncing off the walls. The sound of the metal desks in the gym was reverberant and hollow, as if taunting me. However, I was very excited to take this test. I had written notes, flash cards on every unit, and taken the practice test several times.
This class, my junior year, was one of the first times I was excited to come to class every day. I couldn’t wait to do activities no other class offered, like collecting water samples from the creek next to school. Even if I was wearing a t-shirt and it was raining, being outside was better than sitting in a concrete building. The best part was when the class would walk across the street to Meadowbrook Pond. Even amongst the hustle and bustle of the city, this hopeful pond was brimming with wildlife. Ducks, geese, frogs, and if you’re lucky you'd see a blue heron or beaver.
School has its ups and downs but when I was studying outdoors, I was truly living in the moment. I wasn’t worrying about other assignments or overthinking social situations. It wasn’t just the outdoors that made me love the class - the concepts I learned about felt meaningful, like I was genuinely making a difference. There are many things I like to do in my free time. Photography, playing guitar, hiking - I'm sure I would really enjoy doing them for a living but none of them speak to me as careers. The idea of making a real life impact with a science career drew me in. Photographers aren't an endangered species, and neither are mediocre guitarists. However keystone species like salmon could be if we continue to pollute.
Our connection with nature and our environment is part of what makes us human. Being in nature is one of the few activities that is both self-fulfilling and productive in making a difference in the world. I’ve had many positive experiences with nature - hiking with my grandparents, or watching a shimmering golden sunset. These are things that can be seen around the world every day. As much as I like history or math, it’s hard to see certain historical events or trigonometry in my everyday life.
As a society, we are constantly seeing news about climate change, whether it's an article, on TV, or in our classes. Even though we are constantly being fed this news, it feels distant. Polar ice caps are melting, but that's far away - it won't affect me. Global temperatures are rising but it's only a few degrees - that's not that much. These kinds of misconceptions are everywhere.
Maybe education is my path, maybe field work, I don't know yet. What I do know is I want to be involved in helping protect our world. I want to help people open their eyes to what is happening in ways they can understand and sympathize with. I want others to experience the joy I did from learning about our ecosystems. That's why I want to be involved in the field of environmental science.