My admiration for motion pictures has persisted since childhood. Despite protests from my parents, I often times spent hours glued to the television screen, captivated by the magic of Disney movies and romantic comedies. Yet, amidst this infatuation, one question continuously racked my brain: “Where are the people who look like me?”
Growing up in Charlotte, North Carolina, I was fortunate enough to experience a diverse community from a young age. Immersing myself in different cultures shaped my worldview and made me a global thinker. However, the depictions on-screen reflected a world much different from mine.
The tough realization of underrepresentation became painfully clear when my sister, an aspiring actress, received a harsh reality check from her agent: "You're Black, Black", implying she did not fit the look for the overwhelming majority of roles. Although a hard pill to swallow, the truth wasn’t a lack of talent in the Black community, but rather a lack of opportunity for minorities in film. Understanding that racial background could potentially hinder someone's chances of obtaining acting roles sparked rage in my 10-year-old self. Fueled by disappointment and anger, I made a promise to my sister: I would create films that showcased stories and faces reflecting our own. Back then the "how" and "where" to start filmmaking remained mysteries, but my drive was unwavering.
In 2018, I witnessed first-hand the impact of culturally representative films, first with the release of Black Panther, a groundbreaking film that empowered the African American community and made history, being nominated for several awards and jumpstarting the careers of numerous Black actors. Then again, with the release of Crazy Rich Asians, which starred a primarily Asian cast and production team, that potentially revolutionized Hollywood.
Inspired by how these films resonated across racial and ethnic lines, I felt confident about creating something similar. However, the challenge of being a woman in a male-dominated field loomed large. Convincing my family that film, an industry where less than 5% of filmmakers are women of color, could be my career required dedication. Over time I proved myself with my serious intentions and commitment to social change.
"What Makes Us So Different," my first short film uses the analogy of cats and dogs to discuss racial prejudice in America, and earned me a top 9 finalist spot in the National Youth Free Expressions Film Contest. This achievement boosted my confidence and demonstrated my filmmaking capabilities. Now, as my senior year concludes, I am working on my second project, aiming to shed light on the often-unvoiced struggles of young men facing social pressure without healthy emotional outlets.
My next chapter finds me at the University of Southern California, home to the nation's number one film school, studying Business of Cinematic Arts (BCA). Being granted the opportunity to learn firsthand from experienced directors, screenwriters, and producers, who will help me hone my skills and simultaneously provide me with the necessary connections to break into the film industry. No matter the path I follow in the entertainment field, I know the BCA program will help me serve my audience and focus on the business components of production and the creative aspects. This program fosters career excellence through required internships, the opportunity to create films, teachings from industry professionals, and guest speakers with extensive experience in production.
I will continue harnessing the power of film: illuminating issues impacting marginalized communities, advocating for diverse representation on screens everywhere, and ensuring that no child ever questions their worth or beauty due to a lack of reflection in the stories they see.