Entering college as an 18-year-old marked the commencement of a profoundly transformative chapter in my life. This milestone, however, was the culmination of a turbulent journey through high school, where I encountered obstacles that I had to overcome. These challenges included battling against racism, resisting the pull of gangs, and chaotic home life . Despite these hardships, I stood resolute in my refusal to partake in marijuana or alcohol consumption, even in the face of mockery, ridicule, and ad hominem attacks from peers.
At one point, I found myself associating with gang members, and my temper did not help. While I refrained from drug-related activities, my proximity to the gang lifestyle exposed me to dangerous situations, ultimately threatening my life. It was during this period that I received what I can only describe as divine messages, conveyed through vivid dreams and the prophetic words of various individuals. These messages forewarned me that if I failed to extricate myself from this perilous path, I would inevitably become a victim of gun violence.
Growing up, I witnessed domestic violence and alcoholism. These toxic behaviors, exhibited by my parents, served as a backdrop to my formative years, further underscoring the necessity for me to break free from the cycle of adversity. Tragically, some of my close friends fell victim to gun violence, an experience that left indelible scars on my consciousness. The transience of my early life is also worth noting; I moved a total of eight times, spanning from San Diego to Memphis, then back to San Diego, and subsequently to the Inland Empire and Los Angeles. Nevertheless, I stayed on course.
Upon my arrival in college, my perseverance began to yield positive outcomes, albeit temporarily. However, the year 2019 brought about a significant setback when my father's actions left me financially adrift, leaving me to fend for myself and navigate the complexities of paying for housing. I took on the responsibility of juggling two part-time jobs alongside a demanding course load of five classes. The weight of the COVID-19 pandemic, coupled with lingering emotional distress from a painful romantic setbacks, took a substantial toll on my mental well-being. Undaunted, I continued to overwork myself for an extended period.
In addition to my academic commitments, I remained dedicated to community service through my organization and concurrently embarked on an internship at Northwestern Mutual, a commitment that bore fruit as I earned recognition through the receipt of two awards and a #6 ranking for my contributions to the field of life insurance. These achievements notwithstanding, financial concerns remained a constant source of stress in my life.
The overwhelming stress I endured eventually took a severe toll on my health, culminating in a hospitalization that lasted four days, beginning on July 8, 2023, during which I received a diagnosis of B12 anemia. I am currently in the process of recovery, a journey that has seen me shed 20 pounds in weight. While navigating the path of rehabilitation, I remain steadfast in my commitment to my educational pursuits, all the while actively brainstorming ways to assist future students in surmounting the formidable challenges that lie ahead in their academic journeys.
My goal is to establish a nonprofit organization with the primary mission of providing essential support to students who, like myself, find themselves in a situation where they require assistance, yet do not qualify for certain government programs. The economic landscape is harsh, particularly for young adults, and I believe it is my duty to offer opportunities to my generation and the ones that will follow, thus affording them the chance to lead fulfilling lives