My feet ached, my shoulders stung, my hands cramped, and my back perspired as I stood there holding number cards, waiting on the correct answer. After one hour, “No you didn’t just say 42!” I exclaimed. “Yes I did!” they laughed. “Let’s try something different now,” I pointed to lowercase d. “Um, little d?” they shouted. “No you did not just say little d?” I shouted back.
Mrs. Robinson, the director, had given me the opportunity to intern at her local enrichment center for three weeks in the summer of 2022. While working there, I was responsible for teaching four of her youngest pupils, their letters, and numbers. Those three weeks changed my life, including but not limited to, learning how kids learn, how unclean they can become throughout the day, and how challenging it is to teach such adolescent minds. During my last week, on a bright and sunny Thursday, all four of “my” kids had mastered all 26 letters and numbers from 1-100. Their parents were ecstatic when their child rushed to them saying they got their numbers and letters right. Not only did my kids comprehend their letters and numbers, but they wrote them as well. My mission was complete. I felt the tears well up behind my eyes, but I couldn’t let the kids see that vulnerable side of me. I felt like a true teacher.
I have learned many things after that major accomplishment, such as, the value of positive reinforcement and constructive criticism without ridiculing and dehumanizing, contrary to my middle school experience. Throughout my entire educational career, I have observed few teachers I will aspire to be and many I will not. Learning the value of patience, repetition, and understanding has fueled my passion for studying elementary education. I knew that teaching was my true purpose.
That accomplishment was the cherry on top, the icing on the cake, the highlight of my life. I thought in my head, “Wow, this is really what I’m going to do in a few years.” I was full of joy, glee, relief, and a certain satisfaction I didn’t know existed. Watching my personal impact on the community confirms my choice to pursue my career in education, and guided me to, eventually, obtain my Master’s Degree in Elementary Education.
Once I realized that I could and will be the most understanding, effective, and patient teacher, I realized the sky wasn’t the limit. Becoming an educator will serve as a channel to positively impact my community. I want to be the teacher that the children run to their parents, to tell them all about their good day and good grades with me. I want to be the teacher that the children remember at their high school graduation. I want to be the teacher that parents question, “How is she so good with my child? Is she a magician?”
After everything I had been through, all the lessons I have learned, and all the tears I almost cried, I knew my personal call to action; to nurture, educate, and inspire all adolescent minds. To aid them through hardships and to help them seek refuge. I will not stop until my mission to prepare upcoming generations for the world that awaits them is fulfilled.