
Hobbies and interests
Crocheting
Coding And Computer Science
Gardening
Community Service And Volunteering
Accounting
Advocacy And Activism
History
Ballet
Blacksmithing
Carpentry
Reading
Golf
Education
Roller Skating
Reading
Philosophy
Anthropology
Gardening
Biography
Business
Education
Economics
I read books multiple times per week
Anaya Easter
1x
Finalist
Anaya Easter
1x
FinalistBio
I’m a homeschooled student heading to the University of Michigan, where I plan to study education, business and stem (triple major).
Growing up outside of a traditional school system pushed me to build my own. I started local clubs for homeschooled students to create connection where there wasn’t much structure, and to turn isolation into something shared and real.
A lot of what shaped me came through hands on work. I trained in ballet privately, studied blacksmithing and carpentry on my own, and completed an internship at Marathon, where I learned discipline in a very literal way through repetition, precision, and patience.
I’ve also seen education from the inside through an assistant director internship at a school, and learned structure and responsibility through a finance internship with a State Farm agency. Outside of that, I’ve volunteered and coached through Detroit PAL cheerleading, helping younger kids build confidence and teamwork, and I’ve volunteered at Forgotten Harvest food bank supporting families in need.
I also built and ran my own digital marketing website/business, learning how to create something from nothing and communicate it to real people. Creating websites for others inspired my current passsion project which is a website to help other first generation, low income, minority students who are struggling to navigate their life.
Education
University of Michigan-Dearborn
Bachelor's degree programMajors:
- Social Work
- Accounting and Computer Science
- Education, Other
Homeschooled
High SchoolMiscellaneous
Desired degree level:
Doctoral degree program (PhD, MD, JD, etc.)
Graduate schools of interest:
- University of Michigan-Ann Arbor
Transfer schools of interest:
Majors of interest:
- Medicine
- Accounting and Related Services
- Education, Other
- Social Work
- Engineering, General
- Psychology, General
Career
Dream career field:
- Education
Dream career goals:
Elementary Teacher and Tax Accountant. CPA? Pediatrician?
Intern
State Farm2022 – 20242 yearsCaregiver
At Home Caregiving2026 – Present8 monthsInternship
Marathon2024 – 20251 yearDirector Intern Assistant
Green Garden2023 – 20263 years
Sports
Muay Thai
Club2024 – 20251 year
Dancing
Club2020 – 20244 years
Awards
- Most dedicated Dancer
- First Place Solo Ballet Performance
Weightlifting
2021 – Present5 years
Archery
Club2026 – Present8 months
Climbing
2023 – Present3 years
Cheerleading
Junior Varsity2019 – 20267 years
Awards
- V.I.P Cheerleader of the year
- First Place Local Cheer comp (x3)
- Second Place Local Cheer comp
- Thirs Place Local Cheer comp
Golf
Club2023 – Present3 years
Research
Education, General
Polygence — Online research Mentorship2026 – 2026Education, General
Indigo research — Researcher2025 – 2025Digital Humanities and Textual Studies
Pioneer Academics — Research Student2023 – 2023Health Professions and Related Clinical Sciences, Other
Aspirnaut Summer Research Internship — Research Intern2024 – 2025Health Professions and Related Clinical Sciences, Other
MYHealth Research Training Program (UofM) — Youth Research Assistant2023 – 2026
Arts
Personal Business
Graphic ArtMultiple Websites Created, Flyers and Logos created for Local small Businesses2021 – 2024RTTM Community Center
ActingHamilton, Wicked, Legally Blonde, Yearly Plays2020 – 2023RTTM Community center
MusicMonthly Performances, Winter Musical2020 – 2023Local Club for Homeschooled Students
Photography2023 – 2025Hobby
Ceramics2018 – 2024
Public services
Volunteering
Personal Project — Club Founder2021 – PresentVolunteering
Girl Scouts of the USA — Girls scout, Assistant Troop leader2019 – 2023Volunteering
Detroit Abloom — Gardener volunteer2018 – 2022Volunteering
Forgotten Harvest — Food bank Aid volunteer2020 – PresentVolunteering
Detroit Pal — Volunteer Coach2023 – 2024
Future Interests
Advocacy
Volunteering
Philanthropy
Entrepreneurship
First Generation College, First Generation Immigrant Scholarship
Purpose is a strange thing. People often speak about it as if it arrives all at once, like a revelation. My experience has been different. My sense of purpose was formed slowly, in quiet moments of sacrifice, responsibility, and resilience.
As the eldest daughter of an immigrant and a single father, I grew up watching someone build a life from uncertainty. My father raised us carrying little more than faith in a future he could not yet see. He worked tirelessly to create opportunities for his children, teaching me that courage is not always loud. Sometimes it looks like showing up every day and continuing to believe in a better tomorrow.
His journey shaped my own. As the first of my homeschooled siblings to pursue higher education, I often navigated the college process without a roadmap, guidance counselor, or much outside support. Whenever I felt overwhelmed, I thought about the courage it took for my father to leave everything familiar behind and begin again.
My purpose was further shaped by caring for my younger sisters, helping my grandmother after her dementia diagnosis, and witnessing struggles within my own family. Those experiences taught me that many people carry invisible burdens and that a person’s circumstances should never determine the size of their future.
These values led me to pursue Social Work and Education. Through my education, I hope to honor that sacrifice by helping others discover possibilities they may not yet see for themselves.
Dr. Christine Lawther First in the Family Scholarship
Being a first generation student means living between two worlds.
One world is the life I have known, shaped by sacrifice, uncertainty, and learning how to navigate challenges without a roadmap. The other is the future I am working toward, one built through education, opportunity, and the belief that each generation can leave the next better off than it found them. Every college application I completed, every scholarship I applied for, and every question I had to answer on my own reminded me that I was stepping into unfamiliar territory. As the first of my homeschooled siblings to pursue higher education, there was no guidebook waiting for me. I had to learn as I went, trusting that each step forward would eventually become a path.
There is a certain weight that comes with being first generation, but there is also a certain privilege. I carry the hopes of those who came before me and the responsibility of those who will come after me. I think often about my younger sisters and what it will mean for them to grow up seeing college not as a distant possibility, but as something attainable. If I succeed, the path becomes a little clearer for them. What feels unfamiliar today may feel ordinary to the next generation.
My long term goal is to become an elementary educator because I believe some of the most important changes in the world begin in a classroom. Long before children decide what careers they want, they are deciding whether they believe in themselves. They are deciding whether their voices matter, whether they belong, and whether their dreams are worth pursuing. I want to be the teacher who helps students answer those questions with confidence.
My experiences have taught me that education is about far more than academics. It is about possibility. It is about giving people the tools to imagine a future larger than their circumstances. Through education, I hope to help students discover their strengths, build confidence, and develop a lifelong love of learning. I want to be especially mindful of students who may feel overlooked, uncertain, or unsupported because I understand how powerful encouragement can be when someone is trying to find their way.
To me, being first generation is not simply a personal achievement. It is an act of faith in the future. It is believing that the sacrifices made by those before me can become opportunities for those after me. My goal is not only to earn a degree, but to use that education to create a lasting impact in the lives of others.
If I am fortunate enough to receive this scholarship and pursue becoming a teacher, I hope every student who enters my classroom leaves believing one simple truth. Where you begin does not determine where you can go.
Champions Of A New Path Scholarship
When people hear the word advantage, they usually think of something given. A head start. A connection. A resource. An opportunity. For a long time, I thought an advantage had to be something you possessed before the race even began.
Now I think an advantage is something else entirely.
I think an advantage is what remains after life has taken away every excuse you could have made.
As the first of my homeschooled siblings to pursue higher education, I have spent much of my academic journey learning how to navigate unfamiliar territory. There was no guidance counselor reminding me about deadlines, explaining financial aid, or helping me search for scholarships. Most of what I know about the college process came from countless hours of research, questions, mistakes, and persistence.
There is a certain loneliness that comes with being the first. Not because you are alone, but because you are constantly stepping into rooms no one in your immediate family has stepped into before. Every application feels like a test. Every decision feels permanent. Every answer creates three new questions. Over time, however, I began to realize that uncertainty was teaching me something valuable. It was teaching me how to learn.
What gives me an advantage is not that I have faced more obstacles than other students. It is that I have learned how to move forward despite them.
Many people see education as the accumulation of knowledge. I see it as the ability to confront what you do not know without being intimidated by it. That ability has become one of my greatest strengths. When I do not understand something, I learn. When I cannot find a resource, I search for one. When a path is unclear, I keep moving until I find a way forward.
As the oldest sister in my family, responsibility arrived early in my life. More recently, I have helped care for my grandmother after her dementia diagnosis while preparing for college and balancing my other commitments. These experiences have taught me something that cannot be measured by a transcript or résumé. They taught me endurance. Not the dramatic kind celebrated in movies. The quieter kind. The kind that wakes up and keeps going. The kind that learns to adapt when plans change. The kind that understands that meaningful goals are rarely accomplished through motivation alone, but through consistency.
That is the advantage I carry with me. Not perfection. Not extraordinary talent. Not a life free from obstacles. My advantage is that I have developed the habit of moving forward.
Those habits have shaped my future goals. I plan to become an elementary educator because I believe some of the most important moments in a person’s life happen long before they realize it. A child may forget a lesson from a textbook, but they rarely forget the teacher who convinced them they were capable. I want to be that teacher. I want to create classrooms where students feel safe enough to ask questions, make mistakes, and discover their potential. I want students who doubt themselves to encounter someone who believes in them before they believe in themselves.
Education has the power to change the trajectory of a life. I know this because it has already begun to change mine. It has given me opportunities that once felt distant and impossible. It has shown me that circumstances may shape where we begin, but they do not have to determine where we end.
This scholarship would help make that goal attainable by reducing the financial barriers that often stand between students and their futures. More importantly, it would allow me to continue investing my energy into growth, service, and education rather than worrying about how to afford the opportunities I have worked so hard to earn.
I do not believe I deserve this scholarship because I have had an easy journey. I believe I deserve it because I have learned how to transform challenges into momentum. The students I am competing against are talented, ambitious, and hardworking. My advantage is not that I am better than they are.
My advantage is that every challenge I have faced has taught me the same lesson. Keep going. And after enough years of doing that, moving forward stops becoming something you do.
It becomes who you are.
Charlene K. Howard Chogo Scholarship
Women’s empowerment is not something I view as a single achievement or moment. To me, it is the process of helping girls and women recognize their value, develop confidence in their abilities, and feel empowered to pursue opportunities that may have once felt out of reach. Throughout my life, I have tried to contribute to that process by creating supportive environments where young people, especially girls, feel encouraged to grow, take risks, and believe in themselves.
One of the most meaningful ways I have done this has been through working with children and young athletes. As both a former Detroit PAL cheerleader and later a volunteer coach, I had the opportunity to mentor younger girls and encourage them to build confidence, discipline, and teamwork skills. I learned that empowerment often begins with simple acts of encouragement. Sometimes all a young girl needs is someone who believes in her abilities before she fully believes in herself. Through coaching, I tried to create an environment where girls felt comfortable challenging themselves, learning from mistakes, and recognizing their own strengths. Watching them become more confident over time showed me how powerful positive mentorship can be.
I have also worked to create opportunities for connection and community. By helping organize activities and opportunities for students to come together, I saw how powerful community can be in building confidence and self esteem. I have volunteered throughout my community, helped care for younger family members, and assisted in caring for my grandmother after her dementia diagnosis. These experiences reinforced my belief that leadership is rooted in service and compassion. As the oldest sister in a family of girls, I understand that my actions often speak louder than my words. My younger sisters are watching how I respond to challenges, pursue my education, and navigate opportunities that no one has navigated before me. Because of that, I feel a responsibility to show them that they are capable of achieving ambitious goals, advocating for themselves, and pursuing futures that may seem intimidating. I want them to grow up knowing that their circumstances do not define their potential.
In the future, I plan to pursue a career in elementary education because I believe empowering girls begins at an early age. Children often develop their sense of confidence and identity during their earliest school years, and educators have a unique opportunity to shape that development. I want to create classrooms where every student feels seen, valued, and encouraged to pursue their interests without limitations. As a Black woman, I understand the importance of representation. I want young girls to see someone who looks like them standing at the front of the classroom and know that their voices, ideas, and ambitions matter. By helping students develop confidence in themselves from a young age, while continuing to serve as a role model for my sisters and the girls in my community, I hope to contribute to a future where more women feel empowered to lead, innovate, and create positive change in the world around them.
Project “Investing in the Black”: Future Community Leaders Scholarship
For most of my life, I have been fascinated by a simple question.
Why do some children grow up surrounded by opportunities while others have to search for them?
I believe one of the greatest disparities facing underserved communities today is unequal access to educational resources and support systems. Potential exists everywhere, but opportunity does not. A child’s future should not be determined by their zip code, their household income, or whether their school has enough resources to support them.
As someone pursuing a career in elementary education, I believe creating stronger communities begins long before adulthood. It begins in childhood, when students are developing confidence, forming relationships, and beginning to shape their understanding of what is possible for their future.
To address this disparity, I hope to create Community Learning Hubs in underserved communities that extend beyond traditional classroom instruction. These spaces would provide students and families with access to academic support, mentorship, financial literacy education, wellness resources, and hands on learning opportunities that prepare them not only for school, but for life.
I believe this approach is important because educational barriers rarely exist in isolation. Students who struggle academically are often simultaneously facing food insecurity, limited access to healthcare, transportation barriers, or a lack of exposure to career opportunities. Addressing only one challenge at a time often limits long term progress.
Research consistently supports the idea that early intervention and community based support systems create meaningful outcomes. Studies have shown that students who participate in mentoring programs experience higher rates of academic achievement, improved confidence, and greater educational attainment. Historical examples, including community schools and early childhood education initiatives, have also demonstrated that investing in children early produces long term economic and social benefits for entire communities.
This philosophy reflects the principle of Investing in the Black because true investment is not simply providing temporary assistance. It is intentionally directing resources toward systems that generate sustainable opportunities and long term prosperity.
When communities invest in education, they are also investing in economic mobility, workforce development, health outcomes, and future generations. Children who have access to strong support systems are more likely to graduate, pursue higher education, obtain stable careers, and eventually reinvest in the communities that helped them succeed.
The success of these Community Learning Hubs could be measured through increased graduation rates, improved attendance, higher college enrollment, stronger family engagement, and greater participation in mentorship and financial literacy programs. However, I believe the most meaningful measure of success would be seeing students develop confidence in their own potential.
As an educator, I do not simply want to teach academic subjects. I want to help build systems that allow every child, regardless of their circumstances, to imagine a future bigger than the one they were born into.
Communities are not transformed by a single extraordinary person.
They are transformed when people consistently invest in one another and create opportunities that outlive themselves.
That is the impact I hope to make throughout my career.
Because when we invest in children, we are not only investing in individuals. We are investing in generations.
First Generation Scholarship For Underprivileged Students
Nobody tells you how many questions come with being the first.
Questions about applications, financial aid, deadlines, and whether you are making the right decisions. Questions that other students may already know the answers to because someone in their family has walked this path before them.
As both a Latino and African American first generation college student, I have learned that being the first is not about having all the answers. It is about having the courage to keep asking questions anyway.
Being homeschooled added another layer to that experience. I am the first of my homeschooled siblings to apply to college, which meant there was no counselor guiding me through applications, no one reminding me about deadlines, and no blueprint waiting for me to follow.
For a long time, it felt like I was building the plane while trying to fly it.
I come from a single parent household, and although my dad has always supported me, I saw how much he was already carrying every day. I did not want to add one more thing to his plate, so I often chose to figure things out on my own.
At times, that was overwhelming.
I felt uncertain or intimidated by the college process, but instead of allowing that fear to stop me, I learned how to advocate for myself. I learned to ask questions without embarrassment and trust that not knowing something was not a weakness.
I also realized that there are so many students who quietly feel the same way.
That is exactly why I want to inspire other first generation students to pursue higher education.
I do not want students to believe college is only for people who already know how the system works. I want them to know that uncertainty does not mean they do not belong.
Throughout my life, I have naturally gravitated toward creating spaces where people feel connected because I know what it feels like to navigate unfamiliar spaces alone. Whether that meant creating opportunities for homeschooled students to build friendships, mentoring younger children, or serving my community, I learned that small acts of inclusion can have a lasting impact.
These experiences have shaped the way I view leadership.
I no longer think leadership is about being the loudest person in the room. I think leadership is about making sure nobody feels invisible.
That is exactly how I plan to inspire other first generation students.
I want to become the person I wish I had.
I want to share resources that I had to discover on my own. I want to mentor younger students who feel overwhelmed by the college process. Most importantly, I want students to understand that their background is not a barrier to their future.
One day, as an educator, I hope to create classrooms where students understand that they are capable long before they begin doubting themselves.
I have learned that being first generation is not about being fearless.
It is about being willing to step into unfamiliar spaces anyway.
I may be the first person in my family to navigate this path, but I have no intention of being the last.
I want my younger siblings and other first generation students to inherit something I never had.
Not a perfect roadmap, but confidence.
Confidence that they belong in higher education.
Confidence that they can ask questions.
Confidence that they are capable.
Because maybe that is what being first generation really means.
Not being the first person to cross the finish line, but being the first person willing to turn around and help everyone else get there too.
Begin Again Foundation Scholarship
I think that life is made up of ordinary things we never pay attention to until they stop working.
Breathing.
Walking.
Sleeping.
Drinking water.
We move through our lives assuming our bodies will quietly continue doing their jobs without asking for anything in return.
I used to think that too.
Then a severe kidney infection led to sepsis.
Before experiencing sepsis, I never fully understood how quickly life could change. One moment, you are making plans for tomorrow, and the next, your entire world becomes smaller. It shrinks to hospital rooms, uncertainty, and questions nobody ever expects to ask themselves.
It is a strange feeling to suddenly become aware of your own body. Things you once overlooked become everything.
Your heartbeat.
Your energy.
Your ability to simply get out of bed.
I think that was one of the hardest parts. Not just being physically sick, but realizing how fragile life really is.
At the same time, my life was already changing in another way.
I had recently become one of my grandmother’s caregivers after she was diagnosed with dementia. Because I attend school through a hybrid schedule, my family and I rotate caregiving responsibilities. On my online days, I stay home with my grandma, and on my in person days, another family member takes over.
I had become so focused on taking care of someone else that I never imagined I would suddenly become the person who needed help too.
That realization was difficult.
But sepsis reminded me of something I had forgotten.
My body needs care too.
For a while, that felt uncomfortable to admit. I did not like needing help. I did not like slowing down. I did not like realizing that there were things my body could no longer do as easily as before.
But over time, I began to see vulnerability differently.
I realized strength is not the absence of struggle. Strength is allowing yourself to receive help when you need it.
In a strange way, sepsis made me a better caregiver.
It made me more patient.
It made me more compassionate.
It made me understand that everyone is carrying invisible fears that nobody else can see.
Now, when my grandma asks the same question multiple times or needs extra reassurance, I respond differently. I understand that there is a certain fear that comes with losing control over your own body or your own mind.
I understand that nobody wants to feel dependent on someone else.
And I understand that dignity matters.
These experiences have also strengthened my desire to pursue education.
Children, much like older adults, deserve to be met with patience instead of frustration. They deserve adults who understand that behind every behavior is a person who may be struggling in ways we cannot immediately see.
I want to become the kind of teacher who notices those invisible struggles.
The child who suddenly becomes quiet.
The child who seems overwhelmed.
The child who simply needs someone to slow down long enough to understand them.
Receiving this scholarship would help lessen the financial burden of pursuing higher education while allowing me to continue supporting my family and building a future centered around helping others.
More than anything, though, this experience has changed the way I move through life.
I no longer assume tomorrow is guaranteed.
I no longer assume strength means handling everything alone.
And I no longer overlook the ordinary things.
Because sometimes the ordinary things are the most extraordinary.
Sometimes it is another morning.
Sometimes it is another conversation with someone you love.
And sometimes, it is simply another chance to begin again.
Christian Fitness Association General Scholarship
I have started to think life is a lot like a garden.
When I first volunteered for a gardening program, I thought it was simply about planting flowers and pulling weeds. But I quickly realized gardening is an act of faith. You spend hours nurturing something that may not bloom for weeks, months, or even years. You learn that growth is not immediate and that some of the most important things in life require patience.
I have begun to see my own life that way.
One of the biggest challenges I have faced during school has been balancing my education while becoming a caregiver for my grandmother after she was diagnosed with dementia.
Before this experience, my life felt organized. School was school, home was home, and my future seemed straightforward. But dementia doesn’t follow schedules, and neither does caregiving. Because I attend school through a hybrid schedule, my family and I rotate responsibilities. On my online days, I stay home with my grandma, and on my in person days, another family member takes over.
At first, I struggled.
There were days I felt guilty for focusing on school because I wanted to be with my family. There were days I felt guilty for focusing on my family because I knew my education was equally important. I quickly realized that balancing both wasn’t something I would master overnight.
I had to learn how to adapt.
I started planning my days more intentionally and learned to ask for help rather than trying to carry everything by myself. Most importantly, I learned that overcoming a challenge does not mean making it disappear. Sometimes overcoming a challenge simply means showing up every day despite its difficulty.
My grandmother has taught me that patience is not passive. Patience is active. It is answering the same question with the same kindness. It is slowing down in a world that constantly asks us to speed up. It is remembering for someone when they can no longer remember for themselves.
This challenge has changed the way I approach every aspect of my life.
It has strengthened my desire to serve my community and reaffirmed why I want to pursue Elementary Education at the University of Michigan Dearborn.
I became a Detroit PAL volunteer cheer coach because I wanted younger children to have someone who believed in them. Before becoming a coach, I was a Detroit PAL cheerleader myself, and returning as a mentor felt like giving back to a community that once supported me.
I also completed a daycare director assistant internship, where I discovered how deeply I care about helping children learn and grow. That experience solidified my dream of becoming an elementary educator.
Beyond that, I have volunteered with Forgotten Harvest, where I distributed food and interacted with families in my community. I have conducted multiple research projects focused on youth health and education systems because I believe every child deserves opportunities to thrive.
One of the biggest transformations throughout all of these experiences has been learning how to connect with people. Growing up, I was often quieter and kept to myself. Through activities like cheerleading, martial arts, golf, and volunteering, I slowly began stepping outside of my comfort zone. I learned that communities are not simply places we belong to, they are things we actively build.
Every interaction taught me something different. Cheerleading taught me how to uplift others and celebrate their successes. Martial arts taught me discipline and respect. Golf taught me patience and that progress often happens one small step at a time. These activities pushed me to become more confident and taught me how to communicate with people from different backgrounds and age groups.
As I became more comfortable connecting with others, I noticed a need within my own homeschooling community. Many homeschooled students lacked opportunities to regularly socialize and build friendships, so I decided to create homeschool clubs and organize gatherings where students could come together. Watching those relationships form reminded me how powerful community can be. Sometimes all people need is someone willing to create a space where they feel welcomed.
Through a marathon internship, I also discovered a passion for blacksmithing. Although it may seem unrelated, blacksmithing taught me that creating something meaningful takes patience, persistence, and many imperfect attempts. In many ways, I see teaching the same way. You are constantly shaping, encouraging, and helping someone become stronger over time.
I have also started a graphic design business, which allowed me to combine creativity with entrepreneurship while creating projects that connect with others.
At first glance, these accomplishments may seem unrelated.
But to me, they all share one purpose which is building community.
Receiving this scholarship would help ease the financial burden of higher education and allow me to continue investing my time and energy into both my education and the people around me.
I no longer think success is about collecting accomplishments.
I think success is about planting seeds.
Planting kindness.
Planting confidence.
Planting opportunities.
And planting hope in places where it may not yet exist.
My greatest challenge has taught me that life will not always fit inside the plans we create for it. But growth rarely happens in perfect conditions.
Sometimes growth happens when life asks more of you than you expected and you choose to show up anyway.
That is the kind of person I am striving to become, and that is the kind of teacher I hope to be one day.
Zelaya Creativity Scholarship
Every day at 3:17 p.m., the hallway lights flickered exactly twice before stabilizing.
No one else seemed to notice. Or if they did, they treated it the way people treat background noise, like something that belongs to the building itself and not to the moment. But for me, those two flickers became a kind of interruption I could not ignore.
It started small. I would glance up once, then move on. Then I started timing it. Then I started bracing for it. By the third week, I found myself counting down internally as the clock approached 3:17, my attention narrowing in a way I could not explain to anyone without sounding unreasonable.
Two flickers. Pause. Return to normal.
It should have been nothing.
But my body reacted like it was something. My chest tightened slightly before it happened. My thoughts paused in anticipation of a disruption no one else acknowledged. I began to dread 3:17 in a way that felt almost embarrassing to admit, even to myself.
The worst part was how ordinary everything else remained. Students laughed, doors slammed, teachers continued speaking as if reality was uninterrupted. I once asked someone if they had ever noticed the lights.
They looked up, confused, then said no.
That answer unsettled me more than the flickering itself.
If it was nothing, why was it so consistent? And if it was real, why was I the only one reacting to it?
I began to structure my afternoons around avoiding that hallway. I took longer routes between classes. I slowed down in bathrooms. I adjusted my entire schedule in small, invisible ways just to avoid being under those lights at the exact moment they decided to blink.
But avoidance has its own weight. The more I tried not to be there at 3:17, the more I built my day around something I insisted was trivial. My thoughts began to orbit it. Even when I escaped it physically, I was still anticipating it somewhere else.
One day, I miscalculated.
I turned the corner at 3:16 and found myself directly under the lights. There was no time to reroute, no way to pretend I had not been thinking about it all day.
The first flicker came.
I held my breath without meaning to.
The second flicker followed.
Nothing else happened.
No collapse. No message hidden in the wiring. No sign that I had been right to assign it meaning.
Just light doing what light does in an old building.
Standing there afterward, I felt something strange. Not relief exactly, but a quiet embarrassment for how much space it had taken up inside me. How large something so small had grown when I kept turning it over in my mind alone.
The lights never changed. They still flicker twice at 3:17.
But I did.
Not because the flicker mattered any less, but because I finally understood how easily the mind can turn repetition into weight, and weight into fear, until something ordinary begins to feel like it is deciding your entire day.
Charles B. Brazelton Memorial Scholarship
I think just about everyone grows up with something that makes them feel like they stand out in a way they did not choose. For me, that feeling came from being different socially from other kids my age due to being homeschooled, which at times made me feel awkward and unsure of where I belonged. There were moments when I felt like I was on the outside looking in, trying to understand how to step into spaces that did not always feel built for me.
For a while, I let that feeling of being different create fear. I hesitated to speak up, to reach out, or to put myself in situations where I might feel out of place. But over time, I realized that standing out was not something I had to shrink myself to escape. It was something I could use to build connection instead of avoiding it.
That shift started when I stopped focusing on what separated me from others and started focusing on who else might be feeling the same way. I realized I was not the only one who felt unsure, quiet in groups, or disconnected at times. That understanding pushed me to take a step I was afraid of for a long time: creating spaces where people like me could actually find each other.
I organized a local homeschooling photography and gardening club, bringing together students who, like me, were looking for community but did not always know where to start. We met monthly, and over time those meetings became something more than just activities. They became a place where conversation felt easier, where people could show up without pressure, and where shared interests helped turn strangers into something closer to community.
Through that, I also began reaching out more intentionally to people who seemed to carry the same quiet hesitation I once did. I learned how to recognize it in others, the same uncertainty I used to feel, and instead of walking past it, I chose to build bridges toward it. In doing so, I found that connection does not require perfection or confidence, only willingness.
What once made me feel different became the reason I learned how to include others. I stopped seeing my difference as something to hide and started seeing it as something that allowed me to notice people who are often overlooked. Breaking through my own fear did not just change how I see myself, it changed how I see community.
Now I carry that lesson with me in everything I do. Standing out is no longer something that isolates me. It is something that pushes me to create spaces where no one else has to feel alone in the same way I once did.
Learner Math Lover Scholarship
Math, to me, is the quiet language in which the world reveals its order. It is not merely numbers on a page or formulas to memorize, but a living structure of logic and beauty, where every problem carries within it the promise of understanding. I have always been drawn to the way math asks for patience and rewards honesty. It does not bend to guessing or pretense. It simply is, and in that certainty, I have always found comfort.
Even as a child, I noticed how math could turn confusion into clarity. That moment of recognition, when effort becomes insight, is what first made me love it. It taught me that difficulty is not something to fear, but something to move through with care.
As I grew older, math became more than a subject. It became a way of thinking that shaped how I see learning itself. I began to understand that every mistake is not an ending, but a step toward precision. Every incorrect answer is a form of guidance, pointing me closer to truth. That perspective has stayed with me far beyond the classroom.
This is why I am drawn to elementary education. I want to be the kind of teacher who introduces children to math not as something intimidating, but as something alive and approachable. In early education, I see the power to shape not just knowledge, but confidence.
Young learners deserve to feel that discovery is possible. They deserve to experience the moment when confusion turns into understanding and realize that they are capable of it again and again. I want to be the teacher who protects that moment, who slows down with them, and who celebrates every small step toward clarity.
In many ways, math and teaching are the same to me. Both require patience. Both require belief in growth. Both ask you to look at something uncertain and trust that understanding will come with time. My love for math is rooted in that belief, that no matter how complex something appears, it can be understood if approached with care.
I want my future classroom to reflect that truth. I want it to be a place where math is not feared but explored, where curiosity is stronger than hesitation, and where every student feels capable of learning something difficult.
Math taught me how to think. Teaching will allow me to give that gift forward.
PrimePutt Putting Mat Scholarship for Women Golfers
Golf has always been more than a sport to me. It is a space where discipline, patience, and identity quietly collide. As a Black female golfer navigating a predominantly white and male environment, I have come to understand that every time I step onto the course, I am doing more than competing. I am asserting presence in a space where I am not always assumed to belong.
What draws me most to golf is its psychological depth. Unlike many sports that reward speed or reaction alone, golf demands stillness, precision, and emotional control. It requires you to confront yourself repeatedly, sometimes within the same round. A single shot can unravel your rhythm, yet the game insists that you continue with composure. That tension between failure and immediate renewal has shaped how I think, not only as an athlete, but as a person. Golf has taught me to sit with discomfort, to regulate frustration, and to respond to imperfection with discipline rather than defeat.
Yet my relationship with the game has also been shaped by exclusion, both subtle and visible. Being one of the few Black female golfers in my environments has often meant carrying an unspoken burden of representation. At times, I have felt the weight of scrutiny before I have even taken a swing, as though my presence requires justification. There are moments when assumptions are made about my experience, my skill level, or my access to the sport simply because I do not fit the traditional image of a golfer. These experiences have not pushed me away from the game, but they have made me more aware of how visibility and belonging are not always granted equally.
Access has been another persistent challenge. Golf is a sport deeply shaped by economic barriers, from equipment costs to course fees and competitive exposure. Unlike athletes who are introduced to structured pipelines early on, I have had to be intentional in creating and sustaining my own opportunities. My progression has been defined less by convenience and more by persistence. Even when resources were limited, I remained committed because my connection to the game was never conditional. It was personal.
Despite these barriers, golf has profoundly reshaped my mindset. It has taught me that excellence is not linear and that failure is not final. Every round becomes a study in resilience, requiring me to rebuild focus after every misstep. Over time, I have learned to treat setbacks not as indicators of limitation, but as evidence of growth in progress. That shift in perspective has extended beyond the course into how I approach challenges in life.
Being a Black female golfer has also given my journey a sense of purpose that extends beyond individual achievement. I am aware that visibility matters, especially in spaces where representation has historically been limited. I hope that my presence in this sport allows younger girls who share my identity to see possibility where there once may have been distance. I do not view myself as an exception, but as part of a broader expansion of what the sport can look like.
I enjoy golf because it demands honesty, resilience, and emotional discipline in equal measure. I continue playing because I have learned that belonging is not always given, sometimes it is built through consistency, perseverance, and quiet refusal to leave. Golf has given me not only skill, but perspective, and I carry both with me as I continue to grow within and beyond the game.
Byte into STEM Scholarship
I have always been fascinated by the invisible systems that quietly shape people’s lives.
As a child, I learned early that a person’s circumstances often have very little to do with their potential. I was raised by a single father after my mother struggled with addiction and eventually left our lives. Later, after struggling in traditional elementary school, my father chose to homeschool me so I could learn in an environment where I felt understood rather than overlooked. Watching him rebuild stability from uncertainty changed the way I see the world. It taught me that success is rarely individual. Behind every opportunity is usually someone sacrificing, adapting, and creating pathways that did not previously exist.
Those experiences shaped my values and taught me to become a builder rather than a bystander.
As a Black first-generation student, I am pursuing finance because I believe some of the most powerful forms of impact happen inside systems that most people never think about. Finance is often reduced to numbers and transactions, but to me, it is the architecture behind opportunity. It influences whether communities can access resources, whether families can build generational wealth, and whether future students can pursue dreams without being defined by financial barriers.
I want to understand those systems deeply enough to help reshape them.
My passion for service has always centered around people who feel overlooked. As a homeschooled student, I organized clubs and events for homeschooled children in my community because I understood what it felt like to search for belonging. Through Detroit PAL, I volunteered as a cheerleading coach and mentor, helping children build confidence through encouragement and consistency. Through Forgotten Harvest and a daycare internship, I learned that service is not always dramatic. Sometimes it is simply showing up repeatedly for people who need someone to believe in them.
Those experiences taught me that leadership is not about being the loudest person in the room. Leadership is noticing an absence and creating something where nothing existed before.
The degree I am pursuing will allow me to merge analytical thinking with compassion. Professionally, I hope to work at the intersection of finance, education, and community development. I want to increase financial literacy, advocate for equitable access to resources, and help build pathways for students who come from backgrounds like mine.
I also want to continue mentoring young people, especially Black students who may not see themselves represented in spaces they are fully capable of entering. Representation matters because possibility often begins with visibility. Sometimes seeing someone who looks like you occupying a space is enough to make you believe you belong there too.
Ultimately, I do not want my education to be measured by the salary it earns me, but by the doors it allows me to open for others.
I have learned that changing the world rarely happens all at once. It happens quietly. One child who feels seen. One family that gains stability. One student who realizes they belong.
That is the impact I hope to create, not by becoming the exception, but by making sure fewer people have to be one.
Marie Humphries Memorial Scholarship
I know I am not the typical applicant because when I think about the teacher who inspired me most, I do not picture a classroom. I picture my father.
After struggling in traditional elementary school, my father made the decision to homeschool me. Overnight, he became more than a parent. He became my teacher, my encourager, and the person who showed me that education is not simply about delivering information, but about making a child feel understood.
As a single father, he was balancing responsibilities most people could never imagine. He was working, raising a family, and somehow still finding the time and patience to make sure my education never suffered. He taught me that learning is not measured by perfection, but by persistence. More importantly, he taught me that kindness and understanding are some of the most powerful teaching tools a person can possess.
That experience completely changed the way I view education.
I know what it feels like to struggle in elementary school. I know what it feels like to quietly wonder if you belong in a classroom or if everyone else understands something you do not. Those feelings may seem small, but they can shape a child for years. I was fortunate enough to have someone step in before those doubts became permanent.
That is why I want to become a teacher.
I do not simply want to teach children how to read, write, or solve equations. I want to teach them how to believe in themselves. I want to be the educator who notices the quiet child in the back of the room, the student who is trying their best but does not feel seen, and the child who needs patience instead of pressure.
My volunteer experiences with children have only strengthened this calling. Through Detroit PAL, daycare internships, and organizing clubs for homeschooled children in my community, I have learned that children thrive when they feel heard. Confidence is not something children automatically possess, it is something that is carefully built through consistency, encouragement, and trust.
I often think about my father’s legacy. He may never call himself an educator, but he changed the entire trajectory of my life through teaching. Every opportunity I have today is rooted in his sacrifices and his belief in me.
In many ways, becoming a teacher is my way of continuing his work.
I want to spread the same kindness he gave me to children who may be struggling the way I once did. Because I have learned that sometimes the greatest teachers are not the ones who simply teach a subject, but the ones who teach a child that they are worthy of learning in the first place.
And if I can give even one child that feeling, then I will know I chose the right path.
Lost Dreams Awaken Scholarship
Recovery, to me, is rebuilding yourself while learning how your healing impacts the people who never stopped loving you.
My earliest understanding of addiction came through my mother, who struggled with alcohol and drugs before leaving our lives. Her absence did not just remove her presence, it reshaped everything around it. It created silence where there used to be structure, and confusion where there should have been stability.
After she left, I found myself trying to fit in with the wrong influences, searching for belonging in places that could not truly hold me. I was trying to replace loss with acceptance, but it only pulled me further from myself. Eventually, I began to see how much that was affecting not just me, but my father, who was holding everything together alone while still trying to keep our future intact.
What brought me back was realizing I was not the only one carrying the weight of my choices. My father was too. He was working, parenting, and protecting our stability all at once. Seeing that made me pause and reflect on how interconnected our lives are.
Now, 3 years clean, I understand recovery as something bigger than just personal change. It is accountability, but also return. It is choosing to grow in a way that does not harm the people who never stopped trying for you. It’s learning that healing is not just about yourself, it is about the impact you leave on the people who love you most.
Our Destiny Our Future Scholarship
I have always believed that impact does not always begin in big moments. Sometimes it begins quietly, in the way you show up for someone who is still learning how to believe in themselves.
One of the most meaningful ways I have experienced this is through volunteering with Detroit PAL, where I worked with kids as a cheerleading coach and mentor. On the surface, it looked like teaching routines and guiding practices, but what I learned quickly is that the real work was emotional. It was helping kids move through fear, the fear of messing up, the fear of being watched, the fear of not being good enough.
I saw how often a child will hesitate before trying something new, not because they are incapable, but because they are unsure if they are allowed to fail safely. And I also saw how quickly that changes when someone is patient with them. When someone cheers for them even when they are unsure. When someone treats their small progress like something worth celebrating.
Those moments stayed with me.
They showed me that confidence is not something children just have or do not have. It is something that is built slowly through consistency, encouragement, and trust. And once a child starts to believe in themselves, even a little, everything about how they move through the world begins to shift. That is what shaped my desire to become an educator and how I want to give back to children around me.
I want to pursue elementary education because I want to continue doing that same work in a classroom setting, where those early moments of identity are formed. Elementary school is where children begin to decide what they are “good at” and what they are “not.” It is where they start to internalize whether they are capable or behind, confident or unsure. I want to be a teacher who steps into that space with care and intention, before those beliefs become fixed.
My goal is not only to teach academic skills, but to create an environment where students feel safe enough to try, fail, and grow without fear of being defined by their mistakes. I want my classroom to be a place where effort is valued just as much as achievement, and where every child feels seen, not just as a student, but as a whole person.
The compassion I bring to this goal also comes from understanding how much kids carry with them outside of school. Through working with children in my community, I have learned that every child enters a room with their own experiences, stress, and emotions that are not always visible at first glance. I want to be the kind of educator who recognizes that, and responds with patience instead of judgment.
Ultimately, my goal is to make an impact by being present in the lives of young students in a way that is consistent, caring, and real. I do not want to be a teacher who simply delivers lessons. I want to be someone who helps shape how children see themselves and what they believe they are capable of becoming.
Through education, I hope to carry forward the same spirit this scholarship represents. I want to give back through service, through teaching, and through showing up for children who need encouragement the most. If I can help even a few students feel more confident, more supported, and more capable in their own lives, then I will consider that a meaningful impact.
SuperDad Scholarship
My dad became a single father when my mom left at a young age and struggled with drug abuse. That absence changed everything, but it also revealed who he was in a way I will never forget. He did not crumble under it. He rebuilt our world from what was missing, filling the gaps with consistency, patience, and love. He worked from home while also homeschooling us, making sure that even in a difficult situation, education was still present in our lives. What could have been instability became structure because of him.
What makes my dad especially remarkable is that he never placed adult responsibility on me as the eldest daughter, even when it would have been easier for him. He let me be a child while still teaching me how to be responsible, kind, and aware. He carried the weight so we would not have to grow up too fast.
The most lasting lesson my dad taught me is that love is action, not just words. I watched him teach, work, and parent all at once, often without pause, and still choose kindness in how he spoke to us and guided us. Being homeschooled by him shaped the way I understand learning. He was not just my parent, he was my educator, and that experience showed me that education is not limited to a classroom. It can be something personal, intentional, and deeply human.
He also showed me that leadership in a family does not mean forcing children to carry burdens. Even as I was the eldest daughter, he made sure I did not feel like a parent to my siblings. Instead, he taught me how to support others through care, not pressure.
Being raised by my dad shaped both my values and my dreams. I learned to value resilience, patience, and quiet strength. I learned that even when life changes in unexpected and painful ways, it is still possible to build something stable and full of love.
It also directly shaped my future. My dad was my first educator. Now I want to become one too. I want to pursue elementary education and become a teacher who carries forward the same kind of patience and kindness he showed us. I want to be the kind of educator who does not just teach lessons, but sees students fully the way my dad saw us.
My relationship with my dad is rooted in gratitude and deep respect. Education was always important in our home, not because it was pressured, but because it was protected. Even in the middle of everything he was carrying, he made sure we learned, grew, and stayed on a path toward opportunity.
He sacrificed stability, energy, and comfort so we could have a future with more choices than he had. That is something I carry with me every day. My education is not just mine, it is something he built with me through effort and love.
Receiving this scholarship would ease the financial weight that comes with pursuing higher education and honor the sacrifices my dad has made for me. It would allow me to focus more fully on my studies in education and my goal of becoming a teacher. More than anything, it would be a way of continuing what my dad started, turning his sacrifices into something that reaches beyond our family and into the lives of future students I hope to teach and support.
GD Sandeford Memorial Scholarship
I am pursuing a degree in elementary education because I want to be the kind of teacher I often wish more children had growing up, especially Black children like me who deserve to be seen, supported, and believed in from the very beginning of their educational journey.
I understand what it feels like to grow up in a system where not every student is equally understood or equally encouraged. Research shows that Black students are often more likely to be disciplined more harshly, receive lower expectations, and be overlooked in classroom participation compared to their peers. Studies have also shown that Black students are underrepresented among teachers, with only about 7% of public school teachers identifying as Black while Black students make up a much larger portion of the student population. That gap matters. It shapes who students believe they can become.
For me, this is not just something I have read about. It is something I lived through. My early experience in elementary education was difficult enough that my father ultimately chose to homeschool me so I could learn in an environment where I felt more supported, more understood, and more capable of actually growing. That shift changed my life, but it also opened my eyes to how easily a child can start to feel out of place in a system that is supposed to be built for them.
I want to change what that experience feels like for at least one classroom at a time.
As a future elementary educator, I want to be a consistent, positive presence in the lives of young students before doubt has the chance to settle in. Elementary school is where identity in learning begins. It is where a child decides, often quietly, if they are “smart,” “capable,” or “not good at school.” I want to be the teacher who interrupts that narrative early and replaces it with patience, encouragement, and belief.
My goal is not only to teach academic skills, but to help students feel safe enough to try, fail, and grow without fear of being defined by their mistakes. I especially want to support Black children who may not always see themselves reflected in their teachers or fully understood in their classrooms. I want them to walk into school and feel like they belong there without question.
I plan to use my degree to serve communities like the ones that shaped me, where support is not always evenly distributed but potential is everywhere. Through education, I want to help close the gap between what students are capable of and what they are told they are capable of. That difference is often the deciding factor in whether a child leans into learning or starts pulling away from it.
Beyond academics, I want to focus on representation, encouragement, and trust. I want my classroom to be a space where students feel safe, respected, and seen not just for their performance, but for who they are becoming. I believe that when a child feels truly supported early on, it changes the entire direction of their life.
Ultimately, I am pursuing elementary education because I want to be part of reshaping that early experience for Black children like me. I want to be a reminder that they are capable, intelligent, and deserving of every opportunity in front of them. My hope is that through teaching, I can help build not just stronger students, but stronger confidence, stronger identity, and stronger belief in what is possible for their futures.
Stephan L. Daniels Lift As We Climb Scholarship
I want to pursue STEM, specifically finance, because I have always been drawn to the quiet systems that shape loud outcomes.
Money is never just money. It is stability or stress, access or absence, opportunity or limitation. It decides whether a student can focus in class or whether they are carrying worries far too heavy for their age. Growing up, I saw how financial pressure can sit in a home like a second language, spoken even when no one says a word. That made me curious not only about how money is earned, but how it moves, how it is structured, and who it quietly leaves behind.
As a Black student entering STEM, I understand that representation is not only about being present, but about bringing perspective into rooms that were not built with you in mind. When certain voices are missing from finance and STEM, entire communities risk being misheard, miscalculated, or overlooked in decisions that shape housing, education, healthcare, and long-term opportunity. I do not want to stand outside of those conversations. I want to be inside them, helping shape systems that are more honest, more transparent, and more human.
Through finance, I hope to do more than understand numbers. I want to understand impact. I want to take something that often feels distant or intimidating and make it accessible, especially for young people and families who were never taught how to navigate it clearly. I think about the communities I come from, where financial knowledge is not always passed down easily, not because of lack of intelligence, but because of lack of access. I want to change that gap into something smaller, something bridgeable.
In many ways, I see STEM as a kind of translation. It is the language behind how systems function, and I want to become fluent enough to translate it into something people can actually use. Something that does not just explain the world, but helps people move through it with more confidence and control.
The legacy I hope to build is one of access and clarity. I want to be someone who did not just succeed within a system, but helped soften its edges for others. Someone who made space where there was none, and turned confusion into understanding for people who were never given clear instructions in the first place.
Ultimately, I am pursuing STEM because I want to understand how the world is built, and I want to use that understanding to help rebuild parts of it in ways that feel more fair, more open, and more possible for the people who come after me.
Kristinspiration Scholarship
Education has always felt personal to me, not just something I am pursuing, but something that was already built for me through sacrifice.
My father, a single parent, gave up a lot so I could have opportunities he never had. He went into debt, carried stress quietly, and still made sure I never saw education as optional. I grew up watching someone choose my future over his comfort. That kind of love does not leave you, it stays in everything you do. It is the reason I feel such a deep responsibility to not waste what was given to me, even when it came at a cost.
Being the eldest sister added another layer to that responsibility. I learned early what it feels like to be someone younger people look to for direction, even when you are still figuring things out yourself. I became the one who sets the tone, who leads by example, who tries to stay steady even when life does not feel fully steady. In a way, it made me grow up learning that leadership is not about authority, it is about presence.
That is also why I want to become an educator.
I was homeschooled, so I learned early that education is not one fixed system, it is something you build, struggle with, and figure out in your own way. It taught me independence, but it also showed me how different every learner is, and how easily someone can feel lost when they do not fit the expected path.
That is what draws me to elementary education. That early space where confidence is still being formed. Where a child is quietly deciding if they are good at school or not. I want to be the kind of teacher who catches that moment before it hardens into doubt, who replaces it with patience, encouragement, and time.
A lot of that understanding comes from real life, not just theory. Volunteering with Forgotten Harvest showed me families carrying weight you cannot always see from the outside. It made me understand that students do not arrive at school as just students, they arrive as full lives, with stress, responsibility, and things they do not always have words for.
Through Detroit PAL, I worked as a cheerleading coach and volunteer with kids. I saw fear up close, the hesitation before trying something new, the fear of being watched, the small voice that says I cannot. But I also saw how quickly that changes when someone is steady with them, when someone believes in them before they believe in themselves. Watching that shift happen, even in small moments, changed how I understand growth.
The legacy I want to leave is simple but deep to me, that I made people feel capable. That I did not overlook kids who were quiet, unsure, or struggling. That I created spaces where they felt safe enough to try again.
In a way, that is also my way of honoring my father and my role as an eldest sister. I grew up watching sacrifice and learning responsibility not just for myself, but for others who look to me. I want to turn that into something bigger, not just success for me, but impact for the students I will one day teach. I do not just want to be someone who benefited from receiving education, I want to be someone who gives it back gently, consistently, and with care that stays with people long after they leave the classroom. This is why receiving education and my major are so important to me.
7023 Minority Scholarship
Being the eldest sibling and sort of like the ‘mom’ of the household, i have always felt most myself around kids, especially in moments where they’re unsure of themselves and just need someone to believe in them a little before they can believe in themselves.
A lot of what shaped me comes from service in my community. Volunteering with Forgotten Harvest showed me what it looks like when families are carrying real weight that most people don’t see. I understood it, just because I lived it as well, but seeing so many others go through similar situations made me realize I’m not alone and there’s so many others families and kids like me who need support as well. It made me realize that for many students, school is not just school, it’s what they show up to after a hard home life, a long night, or uncertainty about where their next meal is coming from. That changed how I see education. It made it feel like care, not just curriculum.
Through Detroit PAL, I worked as a cheerleading coach and volunteer with young kids. I still think about the quiet fear I would see in them at first hesitating before trying something new, afraid of messing up or being judged. And I think about how that fear slowly started to disappear when someone encouraged them, stayed patient with them, and celebrated small progress. Being part of that transformation taught me something I carry with me now. Confidence isn’t taught all at once, it’s built in moments.
My hero is my father, a single parent who raised me with quiet strength and consistent kindness. He didn’t just tell me to be a good person, he showed me every day. From him, I learned that impact doesn’t always come from big speeches or big moments. It comes from how you treat people when life is ordinary and no one is watching.
I plan to major in Education and become an elementary school teacher because I want to be part of those small moments that end up meaning everything. I want to create a classroom where kids feel safe enough to try, safe enough to fail, and safe enough to grow into themselves without fear.
If awarded this scholarship, it would support my journey toward becoming that kind of educator and allow me to focus more deeply on my studies and field experiences. More than anything, it would help me continue building toward a life of service and giving back the same patience, encouragement, and care that shaped me.
RonranGlee Literary Scholarship
From The Brothers Karamazov by Fyodor Dostoevsky:
“Above all, don’t lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others.”
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The responsibility we have toward one another and to ourselves.
When I first read this passage, I thought Dostoevsky was simply telling readers to be honest. However, after reading it multiple times, I realized he was writing about something much deeper: the danger of becoming disconnected from ourselves.
My central thesis is that Dostoevsky is arguing that self deception is one of the most dangerous habits a person can develop because it slowly destroys a person’s identity, relationships, and ability to grow.
I think this idea is especially relevant today because people my age are constantly surrounded by pressure to appear perfect. We are encouraged to create versions of ourselves that others will admire rather than confronting who we actually are. Sometimes the lies are obvious, but often they are small. We tell ourselves that one bad decision does not matter, that procrastination is harmless, or that we are not capable of accomplishing our goals. Over time, those small lies become a part of our identity.
What stands out to me is that Dostoevsky does not say a person loses intelligence or talent. Instead, he says they lose respect for themselves and for others. This distinction is important because he is suggesting that truth is connected to human dignity. When we stop being honest with ourselves, we stop recognizing the value in ourselves and eventually stop recognizing it in others.
I also believe this paragraph is about responsibility. Truth is not simply something we discover, it is something we actively choose every day. Being honest with ourselves requires courage because the truth is often uncomfortable. It forces us to acknowledge our weaknesses, mistakes, and fears. Yet those moments of discomfort are also where growth begins.
As someone pursuing elementary education, this passage resonates deeply with me. Young children are in the process of discovering who they are, and teachers play a significant role in shaping that journey. I do not want to be the kind of educator who only teaches facts and memorization. I want to help students develop confidence, self awareness and honesty with themselves.
Children are often more perceptive than adults realize. They can sense authenticity. They remember the teachers who encouraged them to admit when they were struggling instead of pretending to have everything figured out.
In many ways, I think education itself is an act of truth telling. Every lesson asks students to become a little more curious and a little more willing to challenge what they previously believed. Learning is not about being perfect, it is about being brave enough to say “I don’t know yet.”
What I admire most about Dostoevsky’s writing is that he does not separate intellectual growth from moral growth. He reminds us that becoming educated is not simply about collecting information. It is about becoming a more honest human being.
I think that is the underlying meaning of this passage. The greatest danger is not ignorance itself, but becoming so comfortable with our own illusions that we stop growing altogether.
The truth may be difficult to face, but it is also liberating. It gives us the opportunity to become better than we were yesterday. In a world that constantly asks people to perform versions of themselves, perhaps the bravest thing we can do is remain honest about who we are and who we still hope to become.
Poster Studio Express Visual Education Scholarship
I’ve always believed children learn best when learning doesn’t feel like learning at all.
When I picture an elementary classroom, I don’t picture rows of silent students staring at a whiteboard. I picture curiosity. I picture colorful walls, small hands reaching into bins of manipulatives, and children excitedly pointing at pictures because they finally understand something that once felt confusing.
For my poster, I made it online for free using Canva and I chose the Common Core State Standard for Kindergarten Mathematics K.CC.B.4, which teaches students to understand the relationship between numbers and quantities and connect counting to actual objects. I chose this standard because kindergarten is often where children start to discover whether learning feels exciting or intimidating.
I want it to feel exciting.
My poster is titled “Count the World Around You!” and focuses on helping students connect numbers to everyday objects they recognize. Instead of treating numbers as random symbols, I wanted children to see them as part of their everyday lives. A number is no longer just a number when it becomes three stars, four crayons, or five apples.
I used soft, bright colors because colors have a quiet way of guiding our attention. Each number has its own color family so students can separate ideas without even realizing they’re doing it. Young children often absorb information before they can fully explain it, and colors help create those early connections inside their minds.
I also focused on layout. Rather than filling every empty space, I wanted the poster to breathe. Children process information differently than adults do and large spaces between concepts help reduce confusion and keep their attention focused. Each section flows naturally from top to bottom so students can follow the information without feeling lost.
Since kindergarten students are still learning how to recognize letters and numbers, I chose large, simple text that is easy to read. Young learners should not have to work harder to understand instructions because of decorative fonts or crowded designs.
The imagery is my favorite part because pictures act like a second language for children. Sometimes students understand an image before they understand a sentence. A child may not immediately recognize the number six, but six bright balloons suddenly make that number meaningful.
I also drew inspiration from the HighScope educational approach because I believe students learn best when they actively participate in learning. Rather than memorizing information, children should have opportunities to explore it, touch it, and connect it to their own experiences.
Visual learning is especially important in modern K-12 classrooms because every student learns differently. Some children need words, some need movement, and some need pictures before everything finally clicks. I believe visual learning helps bridge those differences and creates a classroom where every child has an opportunity to succeed.
As a future elementary education teacher, I hope to create classrooms that feel safe, creative, and welcoming. I want my students to know that learning is not about being perfect. It is about being curious.
Children spend thousands of hours inside classrooms throughout their lives. I want those hours to feel meaningful.
Because sometimes something as simple as a colorful poster can become the moment a child realizes that learning things is not bad or boring, and that it can be a wonderful adventure.
Second Chance Youth Scholarship
I used to think growing up would happen all at once.
I thought one day I would wake up and suddenly be responsible, mature, and know exactly who I wanted to be. But growing up is quieter than that. Sometimes it happens in moments you wish never happened at all.
For me, it happened the day I entered the juvenile justice system because of reckless driving.
I remember sitting there and realizing how fragile life really is. How terrifying it is that a few seconds of poor judgment can create consequences that follow you for years. I wasn’t trying to be a bad person. I wasn’t trying to hurt anyone. I was a teenager who thought I had more control than I actually did.
Like many young people, I thought I was untouchable.
I wasn’t.
For a long time, the hardest thing wasn’t facing the consequences themselves. It was facing myself. It was carrying the weight of embarrassment and disappointment and wondering if this mistake would become the first thing people saw when they looked at me.
The truth is, mistakes have a strange way of becoming mirrors. They force you to look at yourself without excuses.
I realized I had two choices. I could become someone defined by one poor decision, or I could become someone transformed by it.
I chose the second.
A second chance, to me, is not a free pass. It is not pretending the past never happened. It is waking up every day and choosing to become someone better than you were yesterday. It is understanding that accountability and hope can exist at the same time.
Since then, I have dedicated myself to creating a future that I can be proud of. I plan to attend the University of Michigan-Dearborn and pursue a degree in elementary education because I believe childhood is where everything begins.
Before children become adults, before they learn to hide their fears or bury their mistakes, they are simply children trying to understand the world around them.
I want to be the teacher who reminds them that they matter.
I want to be the teacher who notices when a student is struggling before anyone else does. I want to be the teacher who creates a classroom where children feel safe, heard, and understood. Most importantly, I want to be the teacher who shows students that one bad decision does not have to become their identity.
Because I know what it feels like to believe that it might.
There is a certain loneliness that comes with regret. It is heavy, but it is also strangely beautiful because it teaches you how precious opportunities really are. It teaches you that tomorrow is never guaranteed and that every choice, no matter how small, matters.
My experience in the juvenile justice system did not break me. It slowed me down long enough to see the person I wanted to become.
Receiving this scholarship would help me pay for tuition, textbooks, transportation, and other educational expenses while attending.