For my friend, Austin.
When I was 6 years old, I met Austin. When I was 6 years old, I lost him. As a kindergartner, I had no idea what “brain cancer” meant. All I knew is that he was a kid the same as me, just with different abilities than I had. I would push his wheelchair in kickball, and afterwards we would sit inside together. We never talked much, but we had a connection I’d remember forever. When my mom sat me down at the kitchen table and told me he had passed away, I had no thoughts. No words. Just tears. How could my friend be gone? I had never experienced death before, let alone the death of someone I held so close to my heart. At his wake, I was the only person under the age of 18. I can still envision his SpongeBob blanket that tucked him in, and the drive I had to talk to him again. I have always carried the memory of Austin with me and I’ve always carried the drive to advocate and make a difference for him. He is the reason why I want to go into pediatric oncology. He is the reason why I chose where I would go to school. He is the reason why if I see someone who resembles him, I cry and share his story. Brain cancer might have taken a pause on Austin‘s story, but I am here to continue it. For the past 12 years, my career goals have been nothing less than that.
When I was in high school, I knew that I needed to take school seriously so I could end up in the position to help others who experienced something similar to me and Austin. But with limited understanding of what that required, I didn’t take the measurable steps to make that change. He was always a topic of conversation when meeting new people, especially those who were in the hospital with me whenever I had mono. While I didn’t volunteer (and I know I should’ve), I did shadow work in pediatric oncology units and made connections with children who might’ve been experiencing something like Austin had. I also planned out every way in college that I could help make that change. In the spring of 2026 I will be volunteering and the pediatric oncology unit here at the University of Iowa. Making this a regular part of my week will not only be beneficial to me and my career plans, but also to the children who may feel alone. I can’t wait to hold their hand through the process.
Getting this scholarship would do way more for me than just create a smaller amount to pay after I graduate. When searching for scholarships, I picked this one, and I picked it because of how much it resonated with me. An experience so unique to me, ended up being something that is shared among many students, families, and communities. The opportunities that I have for the future are not possible without my love for spreading awareness, and sharing that love with people like you. My plans for the future are to get into the nursing program here at the University of Iowa, to become a pediatric oncology nurse, and to carry out a life that I wish I could’ve shared with Austin. Pursuing a higher education does mean paying a higher price, but sharing that price with people of similar beliefs makes the end value infinite. I’m so excited to become everything 6 year old me planned to be.