Ever since I could talk, which was too soon if you were to ask my parents, I was always asking “why” and “how” undeniably curious and never doing what was normal. Reasoning, solid logic, and solid evidence was needed to support any claims, “truths,” or odd rules. Obnoxiously high spirited and driven, nobody was about to tell me who I should be or what I should be doing. I realize now I most definitely tested my parents’ nerves and patience on more than several occasions. Of course, I have grown up now and know how to be curious and innovative while still being professional and appropriate. However, I have yet to lose the spirit of that little girl, always hungry to learn more, solve complex problems, break the mold, and change the world. I enjoy working on myself as a person and a professional, striving to continuously improve myself and my nursing practice, stepping up to challenges, seeking out new experiences, and taking on new opportunities that allow me to gain new and unique perspectives.
In middle school is when I realized that I had a “service” heart that I hoped to use one day to make a difference, fight for others in need, and instigate large-scale change and innovation. I have always held a deep love for helping, empowering, and caring for others, which is why I pursued the nursing profession. I obtained my Bachelor of Science Degree in Nursing from North Dakota State University (NDSU) in 2018. I have now been a bedside registered nurse (RN) for 3 years, working in rural acute care in labor/delivery, postpartum, pediatrics, medical-surgical, palliative, and infusion therapy. I have loved every moment of being a nurse and continue to learn and grow still every day in my nursing practice.
There are shortages of primary care and mental health providers everywhere, but most significantly in rural and underserved areas. I will positively impact this problem by fully catering my practice to serve these populations. Once graduated from the family nurse practitioner program I attend, I plan to serve the most northern and desolate areas of rural North Dakota and Minnesota as a primary care provider with mental health and wellness emphasis. I intend to really focus on those with mental illnesses and work with them on how I can best help and support them so that they can live their best lives. I also look forward to working with those struggling with addiction and/or those with mental/emotional/physical trauma histories needing support and services. Recovery has many different meanings, both denotative and connotative. I feel that the most applicable, real, and true meaning of recovery is "Daily actions and intentions that seek to maintain or improve a persons state of health, mind, body, and wellbeing." I don't think people are truly every fully cured or recovered after suffering addictions that often stem from trauma, mental and/or physical abuse, childhood abuse, significantly terrorizing life experiences, and other negative life events or experiences and mental illness that result from them. It takes daily work, effort, and support to continue "recovering" and ward off daily temptations and negative triggers. Recovery is lifelong and can be positively impacted by supportive, understanding, empathetic healthcare providers that empower patients struggling with current or past addictions and other health-related issues that correspond.
My main goal as a primary care family nurse practitioner is to provide patient care that is TRULY patient centered. I am furthering my education, so that I may one day be one of the healthcare professionals that empowers patients and (families), allowing them to be the leader(s) of their own healthcare team and make health decisions based on their unique goals, values, lifestyles, beliefs, and needs. I will work hard to be a patient advocate, supporting them so that they can live their best lives by practicing health promotion, disease prevention, and optimal chronic disease management.