Losing my cousin in May of 2025 was one of the hardest moments of my life. It was completely unexpected. She was healthy, happy, and full of life, and the call from my grandmother telling me she had passed away felt like the world had stopped. I was devastated. I spent my entire childhood living with her, watching her grow, and admiring who she was becoming. She was more than a cousin to me. She was like a sister, a role model, and someone I looked up to in every way. Losing her felt surreal, as if a piece of my world had been ripped away, and I didn’t know how to move forward.
Her death forced me to confront my own fears and my own perspective on life. Before she passed, I never really thought about college or what I wanted to achieve academically. It seemed distant and unnecessary. But losing her made me realize how short and unpredictable life is. She never got the chance to finish school or pursue her dreams, and I knew I wanted to honor her memory by taking every opportunity seriously. I decided that I would pursue college, not just for myself, but to make her proud, and to show my family that her legacy could live through my achievements.
This loss has shaped who I am today in a way nothing else could. It taught me resilience, determination, and the importance of living with purpose. I no longer take life for granted, and I have a clearer understanding of why goals matter. Every time I face a challenge, I think of her, and it motivates me to push through even when things feel hard. I want to graduate college, something that nobody in my family has done since my great-grandfather, and I want to be an example for my siblings, cousins, and community. Her life may have been cut short, but I carry her spirit in the way I work, study, and strive for success.
Her memory also drives me to be compassionate, focused, and determined to make an impact. I want to create a future where my achievements honor her, inspire my family, and prove that resilience and hard work can overcome even the deepest pain. Losing her was devastating, but it has given me purpose, motivation, and a relentless drive to succeed. I will carry her with me in every step I take, every goal I set, and every milestone I achieve. Her life, though short, continues to shape mine, and I intend to make her proud in everything I do.