My goals have been shaped as a mother of 6 as my life has been dedicated to the care, education, and vision-casting of my children. Discovering their purpose, growing to go, living to give, and impacting their world has been how I have taught them what success looks like. As my children are nearly grown, I have an inner function that is nudging me to return to graduate school in counseling. Success for my children has become a reality. I realize that it is my turn now - success awaits me. Finances have always been the reason I have been unable to take that leap and accomplish this goal. Raising my children as a stay-at-home mother did not reap financial rewards, but the rewards have produced fruit for God’s Kingdom in what each has done with their lives. My career goals have been confirmed by watching my children accomplish their goals. Putting my children first has been my filter and heart for all of their lives. Watching them surpass me in education has been thrilling. Although I feel behind, I know there is a purpose and plan as I peer down this path of life. Now is the time to catapult forward and grab this life and opportunity to continue my education. Obtaining a Master’s in Counseling would launch my career forward by developing my skill set and obtaining a professional foundation. This is a field where I can make a difference in the lives of others by ultimately influencing the betterment of lives with my God-given gifts and talents tailored for the field of counseling. My personal qualities, innate gifting, and desire to help others, coupled with my personal experience with diversity have certainly been a driving force in my decision to pursue this degree. One of my strengths is that of joy. The glass is always half full, the sky always bright, and the outlook in front of me always lit up. I continually strive to lift where I stand and help everyone God places in my path to feel uplifted and seen. Growing up with a mother who suffered from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder has created an understanding and passion within me for this field. Observing and living through the stigma associated with the mental health disorders my mother suffered through also punctuates and fuels my goal to grow in the field of Counseling as well as be a help to my community. My current position as Director of Connections for a mega-church has offered an up-close experience with the opportunity to listen to countless individuals in crisis and at the depths of life. These experiences as well as leading a volunteer team of 500 volunteers have developed in me a heart for others and helping them through listening as their desire is to be known, seen, loved, and heard. We live in a struggling world. I hope to impact the lives around me through obtaining my Master's in Counseling degree so they can be known, seen, and loved. I want to serve as a role model, a mentor, and a counselor in this professional facet. My abilities and talents demonstrate that I will meet with success. I know that I can aid others by being a Counselor. Education is the key I need to foster my growth and development. There is a reality to my profession being in ministry. There is not a big financial payday. The reward is in the lives God has placed in front of me to impact and be used as an instrument to spread the love and message of The Gospel in this region and beyond. If my only ambition were to reap financial rewards, ministry would not be my line of work. But I have been called to be a blessing and connect people to His Kingdom and the saving power of Jesus. At the same time, to grow to go beyond the knowledge and influence I currently have, striving to go back to school has been calling out to me. Financially, this is currently not possible. I applied to the program this year - again. I was accepted - again. Now, I await my prayers to be answered by the finances coming through to fund my graduate degree in counseling. This is the 5th year I have gone through this process and wait - in full expectation and faith, that my financial needs are going to be met. The brevity of life is a reality that I see more clearly with each year that passes. I fully comprehend that there are tools, techniques, and education that could empower me to be so much more. Each of us is granted this one life. This scholarship is the difference between me stepping out and obtaining my graduate degree in counseling, or not - literally. This would equip me with the tools, knowledge, and wisdom to turn those 'little girl petrified, trepidatious steps' into confident, impactful, and meaningful steps as I truly desire to impact the world around me with kindness and counseling. In researching Pastor Thomas Rorie Jr., I see his nickname was “Sonny Boy.” I can only imagine his personality and work ethic for the Lord. A disposition of joy and not just joy, but an inner joy unspeakable and knowing that you know that Jesus is your Savior is what I see in him. My goal is to do exactly what John Wesley instructs us to do, and this I see as I read about Sonny Boy, "Do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you can, in all the places you can, at all the times you can, to all the people you can, as long as ever you can." Well done good and faithful servant, as the Gospel of Matthew states, is my hope and aim. Living flat out for Him with nothing left in the tank is truly my desire. With the influence the Lord has blessed me with in my position at a mega-church. Education and reaching, pushing, and striving for my degree in counseling is going to equip me to do exactly this. Thank you for considering me for this scholarship and honor of carrying on the work and mission that Pastor Thomas Rorie Jr. so beautifully emulated.

October 2023 — It finally happened — what I believed would never happen — I burned out. Giving all of myself to my job, my volunteers, and everyone around me actually depleted me to a place of mental, emotional, and physical deficit. I was burning the candle at both ends, working a ridiculous number of hours each week. My diet was not intentional — just getting by. I reached a point where I felt I had to resign from my position, as there seemed to be no way out of the deep, dark pit I found myself in. I was derailed. Once I spoke with Human Resources about resigning, something inside me knew there had to be a better way. I carved out some time and took inventory of my life. What small changes could I make mentally, emotionally, physically, relationally, and spiritually? From this assessment came my list, entitled Health. I begin each day by reading this list to stay anchored and centered. Health Mental – Speak kindly to yourself; do not beat yourself up. Emotional – Slow down. Stay steady, with simplicity of heart. Just breathe. Physical – Move each day. Do praise yoga. Eat for health. Drink lots of water. Relational – Speak life. Be intentional, and steward moments with the people you love. Spiritual – Touch Heaven each day. Pray through to God’s throne room daily. This list gives me the opportunity to recalibrate daily. My life went from being derailed to a pit stop — one that transformed into a space where I made small adjustments to sustain life’s pressures and thrive in my one life. By focusing daily on these small steps, I lost 15 pounds, experienced joy each day, watched my relationships flourish, and found a newfound freedom and balance in my job. The small things are the big things. The small things are the big things. With each small, intentional decision comes enormous and life altering results. I have learned that life is not about perfectionism or giving all of myself. It’s about caring for myself so that I can lead and love others from a heart and space of overflow. When I am filled with peace, joy, and goodness, I can pour those same gifts into the lives of those around me. Mother Teresa said it best: “Not all of us can do great things, but we can do small things with great love.” That great love begins, first and foremost, with loving myself well and thriving in every area of health. Now, I can truly live, grow, and thrive on this journey.

My faith has been instrumental in shaping my leadership style—particularly in the areas of slowing down, building trust, and leading through influence. In my current role, I have the immense privilege of shepherding volunteer teams made up of over 500 people. There aren’t enough words to express what I have learned—and how deeply I have been inspired—by the life experiences I’ve witnessed where God has shown up in full glory-mode. One of the teams I oversee is the Parking Host Team. Among them are Lorena and her husband Andy—two of the most faithful volunteers I’ve ever met. And when I say faithful, I mean they never miss a week of serving in the Lord’s house. Living in South Florida, that’s no small statement. Two years ago, Lorena was diagnosed with breast cancer. She had lymph nodes removed, underwent a mastectomy, and endured chemotherapy and radiation—only to later be told the cancer had moved to her colon. She and Andy traveled across the state to Moffitt Cancer Center for specialized treatment. But in the middle of it all, while living out of a hotel room, Andy suffered a heart attack. He recovered, and Lorena continued her treatment. God allowed me the honor of walking alongside them through this incredibly difficult season. I’ve witnessed countless walks to the altar where they’ve cried out to God for healing. I’ve heard their voices lifted in praise even in the darkest moments. Yesterday, I spoke with Lorena—two years post-diagnosis. She’s going in for scans and is boldly praying for complete healing. Through everything, neither she nor Andy has ever stopped praising God for His goodness and faithfulness. Slowing down and truly savoring the effervescence of each moment has been one of the greatest lessons I’ve learned. My trust in Jesus—that He indeed “works all things together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose” (Romans 8:28)—has reached new heights. To think that the Lord has granted me a front-row seat to witness this couple’s journey is humbling. That He has also entrusted me with influence as a ministry leader is a beautiful and sacred gift. My vision for the future is best captured by the words of John Wesley: "Do all the good you can, By all the means you can, In all the ways you can, In all the places you can, At all the times you can, To all the people you can, As long as ever you can." My passion for people and my desire to impact this world with the love and message of Jesus Christ—both in this region and beyond—have been reignited. God has given me influence, yes. But He’s also taught me the value of slowing down, of trusting deeply, and of walking closely with others. Thank you, Andy and Lorena, for allowing me to walk part of this road with you. Because of your faith and example, I am more compelled than ever to live with purpose, lead with intentionality, and serve with my whole heart—for His Kingdom and His glory. Through pursuing a Master’s in Pastoral Care and Counseling, I am equipping myself to do exactly that—offering hope, guidance, and Christ-centered care to those navigating life’s most difficult seasons, and continuing to lead with purpose, compassion, and unwavering faith.

The most recent book I read, Unreasonable Hospitality, highlights the power of intentionality. One story in particular lit a fire in me. A guest at a five-star restaurant casually mentioned missing out on a classic New York “dirty water dog.” Overhearing this, the restaurant owner sent a staff member sprinting down the street to find one. He then had the chef plate it and serve it in fine-dining style. The guest was floored—not by the hot dog, but by the thoughtfulness. That moment exemplified what it means to go beyond expectations. That story sparked something deep in me. This is how I want to live—so observant, so intentional, so wildly generous that I create unforgettable moments for those around me. I’ve always been driven by the desire to do more: that extra 1%, the extra mile, the unexpected gesture that transforms a good experience into a remarkable one. I’ve long dreamed of earning my Master’s degree in hospitality, even while raising my six children. Watching them grow, stretch, and chase their own dreams has been one of my life’s greatest joys. Now, it’s time for me to chase mine. I want to be a difference-maker—a joy-infuser. I want to deepen my knowledge, gain the tools, and refine the skills to serve others with excellence. YOLO, right? You Only Live Once. I want to live all in—with zest, tenacity, and heart. I want my children to see their mom chase her dreams boldly and with purpose, and to know that it’s never too late to go after what sets your soul on fire. The only obstacle I face is financial. The cost of tuition is the wall between me and this dream. That’s why I’m writing to you—not only to share my passion and purpose but also my need. A scholarship would be more than financial aid—it would be a green light to go full speed ahead into the next chapter of my life, without looking back. Thank you for considering my application.

I walked into my mama’s room upon arriving home after an event with my family. We didn’t think anything of Mom not going with us. As I gazed into her room, my little-girl world aged and unraveled untowardly. There she lay, motionless - my mama tried to leave this world by overdosing - attempting to leave me, and our family behind. The trauma and deep, inner feeling that this was my fault would magnify, and remain etched in my mind as I navigated forward in my life. My definition of success was my attempt to be good enough, happy enough, and anything but the problem as each carefully calculated step I would take in this life was driven by the 'success' of not causing bad things to happen in the lives of others. What I love about writing is the ability to frame and intertwine a story with embellishment of words. Words are a blank canvas that is the vehicle to cause the reader to feel, to search, or to action. Joy bubbles up in my soul as I pen words that come from my core, my inner being. As these words spill out and take shape, they invite the reader into a place and space where they can be moved. What a feeling to read a book that captures my eyes and attention! When I turn that final page, and close the book, a good read causes me to sit in a ‘selah moment’ pondering what I have just read. My goals have been shaped as a mother of 6 as my life has been dedicated to the care, education, and vision-casting of my children. Discovering their purpose, growing to go, living to give, and impacting their world has been how I have achieved success. As my children are nearly grown, I have an inner unction that is nudging me to return to graduate school in counseling. Success for my children has become a reality. I realize that it is my turn now - success awaits me. Finances have always been the reason I have been unable to take that leap and accomplish this goal. My career goals have been shaped by watching my children accomplish their goals. Putting my children first has been my filter and heart for all of their lives. Watching them surpass me in education has been thrilling. Although I feel behind, I know there is a purpose and plan as I peer down this path of life. Now is the time to catapult forward and grab this life and opportunity to continue my education. The challenges of working while going to school, finances, and carving out intentional time with my family are a reality. Allocating each minute is imperative as I seek to excel in each of these areas as well as that of being a student during this season. The brevity of life is a reality that I see more clearly with each year that passes. I fully comprehend that there are tools, techniques, and education that could empower me to be so much more. Each of us is granted this one life. What is success? This differs for each of us in this pursuit of life. In this season, success can be defined by being an amazing mama or finding the cure for cancer. For me, success is getting my degree in Mental Health Counseling would equip me with the tools, knowledge, and wisdom to turn those 'little girl petrified, trepidatious steps' into confident, impactful, and meaningful steps as I truly desire to impact the world around me with kindness and counseling.

I walked into my mama’s room upon arriving home after an event with my family. We didn’t think anything of Mom not going with us. As I gazed into her room, my little-girl world aged and unraveled untowardly. There she lay, motionless - my mama tried to leave this world by overdosing - attempting to leave me, and our family behind. The trauma and deep, inner feeling that this was my fault would magnify, and remain etched in my mind as I navigated forward in my life. My definition of success was my attempt to be good enough, happy enough, and anything but the problem as each carefully calculated step I would take in this life was driven by the 'success' of not causing bad things to happen in the lives of others. What I love about writing is the ability to frame and intertwine a story with embellishment of words. Words are a blank canvas that is the vehicle to cause the reader to feel, to search, or to action. Joy bubbles up in my soul as I pen words that come from my core, my inner being. As these words spill out and take shape, they invite the reader into a place and space where they can be moved. My goals have been shaped as a mother of 6 as my life has been dedicated to the care, education, and vision-casting of my children. Discovering their purpose, growing to go, living to give, and impacting their world has been how I have achieved success. As my children are nearly grown, I have an inner unction that is nudging me to return to graduate school in counseling. Success for my children has become a reality. I realize that it is my turn now - success awaits me. Finances have always been the reason I have been unable to take that leap and accomplish this goal. Putting my children first has been my filter and heart. Watching them surpass me in education has been thrilling. Although I feel behind, I know there is a purpose and plan as I peer down this path of life. Now is the time to catapult forward and grab this life and opportunity to continue my education. Obtaining a Master’s in Mental Health Counseling would catapult my career forward by developing my skill set and obtaining a professional foundation. This is a field where I can make a difference in the lives of others by ultimately influencing the betterment of lives with my God-given gifts and talents tailored for the field of counseling. My personal qualities, innate gifting, and desire to help others, coupled with my personal experience with diversity have certainly been a driving force in my decision to pursue this degree. Observing and living through the stigma associated with the mental health disorders my mother suffered through also punctuates and fuels my goal to grow in the field of Mental Health Counseling as well as be a help to my community.

Sundappled dress, doll in hand, I walked into my mama’s room upon arriving home after an event with my family. We didn’t think anything of Mom not going with us. As I gazed into her room, my little-girl world aged and unraveled untowardly. There she lay, motionless - my mama tried to leave this world by overdosing - attempting to leave me, and our family behind. The trauma and deep, inner feeling that this was my fault would magnify, and remain etched in my mind as I navigated forward in my life. My definition of success was my attempt to be good enough, happy enough, and anything but the problem as each carefully calculated step I would take in this life was driven by the 'success' of not causing bad things to happen in the lives of others. What I love about writing is the ability to frame and intertwine a story with the embellishment of words in black and white. Words are a blank canvas that are the vehicle to cause the reader to feel, to search, or to action. Joy bubbles up in my soul as I pen or read words that come from my core, my inner being. As these words spill out and take shape, they invite the reader into a place and space where they can be moved. What a feeling to read a book that captures my eyes and attention! When I turn that final page, and close the book, a good read causes me to sit in a ‘selah moment’ pondering what I have just read. My ‘why’, my goals have been shaped as a mother of 6 as my life has been dedicated to the care, education, and vision-casting of my children. Discovering their purpose, growing to go, living to give, and impacting their world has been how I have achieved success. As my children are nearly grown, I have an inner unction that is nudging me to return to graduate school in counseling. Success for my children has become a reality. I realize that it is my turn now - success awaits me. Finances have always been the reason I have been unable to take that leap and accomplish this goal. My career goals have been shaped by watching my children accomplish their goals. Putting my children first has been my filter and heart for all of their lives. Watching them surpass me in education has been thrilling. Although I feel behind, I know there is a purpose and plan as I peer down this path of life. Now is the time to catapult forward and grab this life and opportunity to continue my education The brevity of life is a reality that I see more clearly with each year that passes. I fully comprehend that there are tools, techniques, and education that could empower me to be so much more. Each of us is granted this one life. What is success? This differs for each of us in this pursuit of life. In this season, success can be defined by being an amazing mama or finding the cure for cancer. For me, success is getting my degree in Mental Health Counseling would equip me with the tools, knowledge, and wisdom to turn those 'little girl petrified, trepidatious steps' into confident, impactful, and meaningful steps as I truly desire to impact the world around me with kindness and counseling.

Sundappled dress, doll in hand, I walked into my mama’s room upon arriving home after an event with my family. We didn’t think anything of Mom not going with us. As I gazed into her room, my little-girl world aged and unraveled untowardly. There she lay, motionless - my mama tried to leave this world by overdosing - attempting to leave me, and our family behind. The trauma and deep, inner feeling that this was my fault would magnify, and remain etched in my mind as I navigated forward in my life. My definition of success was my attempt to be good enough, happy enough, and anything but the problem as each carefully calculated step I would take in this life was driven by the 'success' of not causing bad things to happen in the lives of others. My goals have been shaped as a mother of 6 as my life has been dedicated to the care, education, and vision-casting of my children. As my children are nearly grown, I have an inner unction that is nudging me to return to graduate school in counseling. Success for my children has become a reality. I realize that it is my turn now - success awaits me. Finances have always been the reason I have been unable to take that leap and accomplish this goal. Now is the time to catapult forward and grab this life and opportunity to continue my education Obtaining a Master’s in Mental Health Counseling would catapult my career forward by developing my skill set and obtaining a professional foundation. This is a field where I can make a difference in the lives of others by ultimately influencing the betterment of lives with my God-given gifts and talents tailored for the field of counseling. My personal qualities, innate gifting, and desire to help others, coupled with my personal experience with diversity have certainly been a driving force in my decision to pursue this degree. Growing up with a mother who suffered from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder has created an understanding and passion within me for this field. Observing and living through the stigma associated with the mental health disorders my mother suffered through also punctuates and fuels my goal to grow in the field of Mental Health Counseling as well as be a help to my community. We live in a struggling world. I hope to impact the lives around me through obtaining my Master's in Counseling degree so they can be known, seen, and loved. I want to serve as a role model, a mentor, and a counselor in this professional facet. My abilities and talents demonstrate that I will meet with success. I know that I can aid others by being a Mental Health Counselor. Education is the key I need to foster my growth and development. The brevity of life is a reality that I see more clearly with each year that passes. I fully comprehend that there are tools, techniques, and education that could empower me to be so much more. Each of us is granted this one life. What is success? This differs for each of us in this pursuit of life. In this season, success can be defined by being an amazing mama or finding the cure for cancer. For me, success is getting my degree in Mental Health Counseling would equip me with the tools, knowledge, and wisdom to turn those 'little girl petrified, trepidatious steps' into confident, impactful, and meaningful steps as I truly desire to impact the world around me with kindness and counseling.

Sundappled dress, doll in hand, I walked into my mama’s room upon arriving home after an event with my family. We didn’t think anything of Mom not going with us. As I gazed into her room, my little-girl world aged and unraveled untowardly. There she lay, motionless - my mama tried to leave this world by overdosing - attempting to leave me, and our family behind. The trauma and deep, inner feeling that this was my fault would magnify, and remain etched in my mind as I navigated forward in my life. My definition of success was my attempt to be good enough, happy enough, and anything but the problem as each carefully calculated step I would take in this life was driven by the 'success' of not causing bad things to happen in the lives of others. My goals have been shaped as a mother of 6 as my life has been dedicated to the care, education, and vision-casting of my children. Discovering their purpose, growing to go, living to give, and impacting their world has been how I have achieved success. As my children are nearly grown, I have an inner unction that is nudging me to return to graduate school in counseling. Success for my children has become a reality. I realize that it is my turn now - success awaits me. Finances have always been the reason I have been unable to take that leap and accomplish this goal. My career goals have been shaped by watching my children accomplish their goals. Putting my children first has been my filter and heart for all of their lives. Watching them surpass me in education has been thrilling. Although I feel behind, I know there is a purpose and plan as I peer down this path of life. Now is the time to catapult forward and grab this life and opportunity to continue my education Obtaining a Master’s in Mental Health Counseling would catapult my career forward by developing my skill set and obtaining a professional foundation. This is a field where I can make a difference in the lives of others by ultimately influencing the betterment of lives with my God-given gifts and talents tailored for the field of counseling. My personal qualities, innate gifting, and desire to help others, coupled with my personal experience with diversity have certainly been a driving force in my decision to pursue this degree. Growing up with a mother who suffered from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder has created an understanding and passion within me for this field. Observing and living through the stigma associated with the mental health disorders my mother suffered through also punctuates and fuels my goal to grow in the field of Mental Health Counseling as well as be a help to my community. As I attended college, I was an immersed learner, on the Dean’s List, involved in professional organizations, received scholarships, volunteered with children with disabilities, and earned recognition as a member of Kappa Omicron Nu Honorary Society. Being chosen as Eastern Illinois’s Senior of the Year was a true honor. My current position as Director of Connections has offered an up-close experience with the opportunity to listen to countless individuals in crisis and at the depths of life. These experiences as well as leading a volunteer team of 300 people have developed in me a heart for others and helping them through listening as their desire is to be known, seen, loved, and heard. We live in a struggling world. I hope to impact the lives around me through obtaining my Master's in Counseling degree so they can be known, seen, and loved. I want to serve as a role model, a mentor, and a counselor in this professional facet. My abilities and talents demonstrate that I will meet with success. I know that I can aid others by being a Mental Health Counselor. Education is the key I need to foster my growth and development. The brevity of life is a reality that I see more clearly with each year that passes. I fully comprehend that there are tools, techniques, and education that could empower me to be so much more. Each of us is granted this one life. What is success? This differs for each of us in this pursuit of life. In this season, success can be defined by being an amazing mama or finding the cure for cancer. For me, success is getting my degree in Mental Health Counseling would equip me with the tools, knowledge, and wisdom to turn those 'little girl petrified, trepidatious steps' into confident, impactful, and meaningful steps as I truly desire to impact the world around me with kindness and counseling.

My goals have been shaped as a mother of 6 as my life has been dedicated to the care, education, and vision-casting of my children. The reason I have dedicated my life to my children has been from a place of appreciation for them through the tragedy of 9 miscarriages. Understanding that each of my children are a treasure is an extreme understatement. The desire to pursue my graduate degree is not new and has been something I have researched each year. Finances have always been the reason I have been unable to take that leap and accomplish this goal. My career goals have been shaped by watching my children accomplish their goals. Putting my children first has been my filter and heart for all of their lives. Watching them surpass me in education has been thrilling. I know there is a purpose and plan as I peer down this path of life. Now is the time to catapult forward and grab this life and opportunity to continue my education. In my current role as Director of Connections at a megachurch, I have had the opportunity to closely engage with individuals in crisis and provide support through listening and prayer. These experiences, along with leading a volunteer team of 300 people, have cultivated in me a deep compassion for others and a desire to support them through listening and prayer, as they seek to be understood, valued, loved, and heard. There is a definite balance with caring for my family and working in ministry, as ministry is a 24/7 vocation. Being intentional with my time, carving out margin, and creating balance have all been my focus through building my calendar to protect and care for my family and be valuable in my workplace. We live in a struggling world. I hope to impact the lives around me through my Master's in Counseling degree so they can be known, seen, and loved. The brevity of life is a reality that I see more clearly with each year that passes. Each of us is granted this one life. Getting my degree in Mental Health Counseling would equip me with the tools, knowledge, and wisdom to as I truly desire to impact the world around me with kindness and counseling. My philosophy has always been to give 110% to each goal I set. Through hard work driven by a deep desire to learn and help others, I am certain that I can succeed at caring for my family as well as being a Mental Health Counselor.

Sundappled dress, doll in hand, I walked into my mama’s room upon arriving home after an event with my family. We didn’t think anything of Mom not going with us. As I gazed into her room, my little-girl world aged and unraveled untowardly. There she lay, motionless - my mama tried to leave this world by overdosing - attempting to leave me, and our family behind. The trauma and deep, inner feeling that this was my fault would magnify, and remain etched in my mind as I navigated forward in my life. Attempting to be good, happy, and anything but the problem and not make waves became the undertone to each carefully calculated step I would take in this life. My goals have been shaped as a mother of 6 as my life has been dedicated to the care, education, and vision-casting of my children. Discovering their purpose, growing to go, living to give, and impacting their world have been our full-steam-ahead initiatives. As my children are nearly grown, I have an inner unction that is nudging me to return to graduate school in counseling. The reason I have dedicated my life to my children has been from a place of heartache, and appreciation for them through the tragedy of 9 miscarriages. Understanding that each of my children are a treasure is an extreme understatement. The desire to pursue my graduate degree is not new and has been something I have researched each year. Finances have always been the reason I have been unable to take that leap and accomplish this goal. My career goals have been shaped by watching my children accomplish their goals. Putting my children first has been my filter and heart for all of their lives. Watching them surpass me in education has been thrilling. Although I feel behind, I know there is a purpose and plan as I peer down this path of life. I see myself not moving forward in this endeavor. We live in a struggling world. I hope to impact the lives around me through my Master's in Counseling degree so they can be known, seen, and loved. The brevity of life is a reality that I see more clearly with each year that passes. Each of us is granted this one life. Getting my degree in Mental Health Counseling would equip me with the tools, knowledge, and wisdom to turn those 'little girl petrified, trepidatious steps' into confident, impactful, and meaningful steps as I truly desire to impact the world around me with kindness and counseling.

As I look back on my past, consider the present, and envision the future, I see myself always working with and counseling others. I spent 25 years at home with my children and now I am determined to go back to school. My interest in becoming a Professional Mental Health Counselor stems from a deep desire to assist others through listening and providing sound advice. Pursuing a Master’s in Mental Health Counseling would propel my career forward by honing my skills and establishing a solid professional foundation. This field allows me to make a meaningful impact on the lives of others by using my innate gifts and talents tailored for counseling. My personal qualities, natural abilities, and passion to help others, along with my firsthand experience with diversity, have been a driving force in my decision to pursue this degree. Growing up with a mother who suffered from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder has instilled in me a strong understanding and passion for this field. Witnessing and experiencing the stigma associated with my mother's mental health disorders further fuels my determination to grow in the field of Mental Health Counseling and contribute to my community. My mother's suicide attempts have affected the lense that I view the world around me and those who are hurting in the same regard. During my college years, I was a dedicated learner, consistently on the Dean’s List, actively involved in professional organizations, received scholarships, volunteered with children with disabilities, and was recognized as a member of the Kappa Omicron Nu Honorary Society. Being selected as Eastern Illinois’s Senior of the Year was a true honor. My experience as a student teacher will always remain a highlight in my life. In my current role as Director of Connections at a megachurch, I have had the opportunity to closely engage with individuals in crisis and provide support through listening and prayer. These experiences, along with leading a volunteer team of 300 people, have cultivated in me a deep compassion for others and a desire to support them through listening and prayer, as they seek to be understood, valued, loved, and heard. Looking ahead, I envision myself as someone who continues to grow. I have prayed about and established professional goals that guide me in life. I aspire to be a role model, mentor, and counselor in this professional capacity. My abilities and talents indicate that I will achieve success. I am confident that I can assist others through counseling. Education is the key to fostering my growth and development. Reflecting on my parents, both of whom are teachers that continued their education throughout their teaching careers, and my mother-in-law's years of effort to obtain her Ph.D., I recognize the significance of obtaining an advanced degree to accomplish my career goals. Every aspect of my life reflects a strong commitment to education and achievement. My philosophy has always been to give 110% to each goal I set. Through hard work driven by a deep desire to learn and help others, I am certain that I can succeed in this next endeavor.

As I look back on my past, consider the present, and envision the future, I see myself always working with and counseling others. I spent 25 years at home with my children and now I am determined to go back to school. My interest in becoming a Professional Mental Health Counselor stems from a deep desire to assist others through listening and providing sound advice. Pursuing a Master’s in Mental Health Counseling would propel my career forward by honing my skills and establishing a solid professional foundation. This field allows me to make a meaningful impact on the lives of others by using my innate gifts and talents tailored for counseling. My personal qualities, natural abilities, and passion to help others, along with my firsthand experience with diversity, have been a driving force in my decision to pursue this degree. Growing up with a mother who suffered from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder has instilled in me a strong understanding and passion for this field. Witnessing and experiencing the stigma associated with my mother's mental health disorders further fuels my determination to grow in the field of Mental Health Counseling and contribute to my community. During my college years, I was a dedicated learner, consistently on the Dean’s List, actively involved in professional organizations, received scholarships, volunteered with children with disabilities, and was recognized as a member of the Kappa Omicron Nu Honorary Society. Being selected as Eastern Illinois’s Senior of the Year was a true honor. My experience as a student teacher will always remain a highlight in my life. In my current role as Director of Connections at a megachurch, I have had the opportunity to closely engage with individuals in crisis and provide support through listening and prayer. These experiences, along with leading a volunteer team of 300 people, have cultivated in me a deep compassion for others and a desire to support them through listening and prayer, as they seek to be understood, valued, loved, and heard. Looking ahead, I envision myself as someone who continues to grow. I have prayed about and established professional goals that guide me in life. I aspire to be a role model, mentor, and counselor in this professional capacity. My abilities and talents indicate that I will achieve success. I am confident that I can assist others through guidance and counseling. Education is the key to fostering my growth and development. Reflecting on my parents, both of whom are teachers that continued their education throughout their teaching careers, and my mother-in-law's years of effort to obtain her Ph.D., I recognize the significance of obtaining an advanced degree to accomplish my career goals. Every aspect of my life reflects a strong commitment to education and achievement. My philosophy has always been to give 110% to each goal I set. Through hard work driven by a deep desire to learn and help others, I am certain that I can succeed in this next endeavor.

I would like to begin by saying 'this is me' - BUT, This Is Us has created a ravishing appetite within me to bing-watch Netflix! The authenticity, the genuine dialogue, the raw emotion - I am stirred to a place of hanging on every second of this show! Mandy Moore is simply phenomenal through imparting moods to the reality of her brilliant voice being on full display! I am currently wrecked after watching the episode that places Jack's demise in full disclosure! The tears, the sorrow, the grief of this amazing husband and father - now extinguished. But, there is a bright space in that the intricate interweaving and unraveling of the story creates a looping effect where Jack is still a part of the show through the flashbacks in time. One of my favorite parts of this show is the small glimpses the viewer is allowed to peek through which leaves you questioning, pondering, and imagining what happened - all the while thinking - what is coming?? Genius! Randall continually pulls at my heartstrings as he is SUCH a good guy! I find quiet solace and ecstatic joy somehow protruding from his character! #MarriageGoals between he and Beth! The calm, patient manner he parents is what every little girl longs for! The juxtaposition of Kevin and Kate as twins brings the contrast of being loved and not lovable, yet, addresses the struggles of being loved for the outside against that of being loved for the inside. The brave reality of the battle of the bulge is addressed in a manner I have never witnessed on television. The anguish of trying to conceive a child, the loss of a pregnancy, and the fear of early labor magnify what happens within Kate and Toby with a layer of raw emotion. Toby further delves to the depths of his emotion through the straightforward unveiling of depression. And then, there is Miguel. I want to like him - I really do! But betrayal tends to well up within me when I know, like I know what my favorite drink at Starbucks is, that true love does exist in this world and that is the love of Rebecca and Jack! If any cell within me was cynical and anti-true love, I do not question this now. From the moment Jack turned and caught Rebecca's gaze as she was singing at that bar - it was all over. Their hearts were spoken for - for ever after and eternity. So, Miguel. He is so likable. Why does he have to be so likeable? For Kate, Kevin, and Randall's sake - I do not want to like him. But - the way he cares for Rebecca!! He steps up and into an impossible role of caring for his best friend's wife! He enters this marriage with eyes wide open to Jack and Rebecca's love!? Miguel chooses the impossible, to be married to a woman who could potentially place him as her second love for the rest of their days! OH MY HEART! Miguel!? The inspiration I have walked away from as the residue of This is Us coats my consciousness. I am moved to make moments with my children as I am not promised tomorrow! I am persuaded to love my husband profoundly and seek how to bring joy to the mundane moments Finally, as I encounter people and the nanoseconds of time as it ticks by - I am reminded there will never be another today - so live on purpose and with a purpose - impart joy like confetti!

As a mother of 6, my life has been dedicated to the care, education, and vision-casting of my children. Discovering their purpose, growing to go, living to give, and impacting their world have been the areas we have concentrated on. As my children are nearly grown, I have an inner unction that is nudging me to go back to graduate school in counseling. My undergraduate degree is in teaching. The reason I have dedicated my life to my children has been from a place of heartache, and appreciation for them through the tragedy of 9 miscarriages. Understanding that each of my children are a treasure is an extreme understatement. The desire to pursue my graduate degree is not new and has been something I have researched each year. Finances have always been the reason I have not been able to take that leap and accomplish this goal. My career goals have been shaped by watching my children accomplish a goal that a shared goal, of which I have not obtained - getting my graduate degree. Putting my children first has been my filter and heart for all of their lives. Watching them surpass me in education has been thrilling. But, I see myself not moving forward in this endeavor. My oldest daughter, Brooke, works for Lockheed Martin and completed her graduate degree in Information Science. My son, Brenley, is in pursuit of his education while serving in the USARMY. Next, my daughter, Hannah, oversees Kids Ministry at a mega-church. Alexandra is studying to complete her Master's in Mental Health Counseling. Finally, my next two daughters are just beginning their pursuit of education. Working full-time in a ministry position where we have a 45 hour work-week has been that of satisfaction - but, at the same time, a learning curve for balance in life, creating margin, and making space for intentional moments with my children. This is been a tremendous learning curve that I have not yet obtained, but am working passionately to create and maintain a rhythm. My career goals have been shaped by the desire to help others through counseling. Gaining additional education to become empowered with understanding and wisdom are in my heart to accomplish as I would genuinely like to help other people. We live in a struggling world. My hope is to impact the lives around me through my Master's in Counseling so they can be known, and seen, and loved. Brevity of life is a reality that I see more clearly with each year that passes. I truly desire to impact the world around me with kindness and counseling.

As I reflect on my past, think of the present, and imagine the future, I see myself always working with and counseling others. My interest in becoming a Professional Mental Health Counselor comes from a desire to assist others through listening and wise counsel. Obtaining a Master’s in Mental Health Counseling would catapult my career forward through developing my skill set and obtaining a professional foundation. This is a field where I can make a difference in the lives of women through ultimately influencing the betterment of lives with my God-given gifts and talents tailored for the field of counseling. My personal qualities, innate gifting, and desire to help others, coupled with my personal experience with diversity have certainly been a driving force in my decision to pursue this degree. Growing up with a mother who suffered from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder has created an understanding and passion within me for this field. Observing and living through the stigma associated with the mental health disorders my mother suffered through also punctuates and fuels my goal to grow in the field of Mental Health Counseling as well as be a help to my community. As I attended college, I was an immersed learner, on the Dean’s List, involved in professional organizations, received scholarships, volunteered with children with disabilities, and earned recognition as a member of Kappa Omicron Nu Honorary Society. Being chosen as Eastern Illinois’s Senior of the Year was a true honor. My student teaching experience will always remain a highlight in my life. My current position as Director of Connections has offered an up-close experience with the opportunity to listen to countless women in crisis and at the depths of life. These experiences as well as leading a volunteer team of 300 people have developed in me a heart for others and helping them through listening as their desire is to be known, seen, loved, and heard. As I look to my future, I see myself as one who continues to grow. I have established professional goals that give me direction in life. Indeed, I want to serve as a role model, a mentor, and a counselor in this professional facet. My abilities and talents demonstrate that I will meet with success. I know that I can aid others through guidance and counseling. Education is the key I need to foster my growth and development. Since both of my parents are teachers who have continued their educations throughout their teaching careers of decades, and since my mother-in-law worked for years to obtain her PH.D., I realize the necessity in my life to acquire my career goals by obtaining an advanced degree. Every aspect of my life reflects achievement and appreciation for education. My philosophy has always been to give 110% to each goal that I set. Through hard work fostered by a deep desire to learn and help women and others, I know I can succeed in this next endeavor.

As I reflect on my past, think of the present, and imagine the future, I see myself always working with and counseling others. My interest in becoming a Professional Mental Health Counselor comes from a desire to assist others through listening and wise counsel. Obtaining a Master’s in Mental Health Counseling would catapult my career forward through developing my skill set and obtaining a professional foundation. This is a field where I can make a difference in the lives of others through ultimately influencing the betterment of lives with my God-given gifts and talents tailored for the field of counseling. My personal qualities, innate gifting, and desire to help others, coupled with my personal experience with diversity have certainly been a driving force in my decision to pursue this degree. Growing up with a mother who suffered from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder has created an understanding and passion within me for this field. Observing and living through the stigma associated with the mental health disorders my mother suffered through also punctuates and fuels my goal to grow in the field of Mental Health Counseling as well as be a help to my community. As I attended college, I was an immersed learner, on the Dean’s List, involved in professional organizations, received scholarships, volunteered with children with disabilities, and earned recognition as a member of Kappa Omicron Nu Honorary Society. Being chosen as Eastern Illinois’s Senior of the Year was a true honor. My student teaching experience will always remain a highlight in my life. My current position as Director of Connections has offered an up-close experience with the opportunity to listen to countless individuals in crisis and at the depths of life. These experiences as well as leading a volunteer team of 300 people have developed in me a heart for others and helping them through listening as their desire is to be known, seen, loved, and heard. As I look to my future, I see myself as one who continues to grow. Indeed, I want to serve as a role model, a mentor, and a counselor in this professional facet. My abilities and talents demonstrate that I will meet with success. I know that I can aid others through guidance and counseling. Education is the key I need to foster my growth and development. Since both of my parents are teachers who have continued their educations throughout their teaching careers of decades, and since my mother-in-law worked for years to obtain her PH.D., I realize the necessity in my life to acquire my career goals by obtaining an advanced degree. My philosophy has always been to give 110% to each goal that I set. Through hard work fostered by a deep desire to learn and help others, I know I can succeed in this next endeavor which will, in turn, impact our world.

As I reflect on my past, think of the present, and imagine the future, I see myself always working with and counseling others. I stayed home with my 6 children for 25 years. My interest in becoming a Professional Mental Health Counselor comes from a desire to assist others through listening and wise counsel. Obtaining a Master’s in Mental Health Counseling would catapult my career forward through developing my skill set and obtaining a professional foundation. This is a field where I can make a difference in the lives of others through ultimately influencing the betterment of lives with my God-given gifts and talents tailored for the field of counseling. My personal qualities, innate gifting, and desire to help others, coupled with my personal experience with diversity have certainly been a driving force in my decision to pursue this degree. Growing up with a mother who suffered from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder has created an understanding and passion within me for this field. Observing and living through the stigma associated with the mental health disorders my mother suffered through also punctuates and fuels my goal to grow in the field of Mental Health Counseling as well as be a help to my community. As I attended college, I was an immersed learner, on the Dean’s List, involved in professional organizations, received scholarships, volunteered with children with disabilities, and earned recognition as a member of Kappa Omicron Nu Honorary Society. Being chosen as Eastern Illinois’s Senior of the Year was a true honor. My student teaching experience will always remain a highlight in my life. My current position as Director of Connections at a church has offered an up-close experience with the opportunity to listen to and pray with countless individuals in crisis and at the depths of life. These experiences as well as leading a volunteer team of 300 people have developed in me a heart for others and helping them through listening and prayer as their desire is to be known, seen, loved, and heard. As I look to my future, I see myself as one who continues to grow. I have prayed about and established professional goals that give me direction in life. Indeed, I want to serve as a role model, a mentor, and a counselor in this professional facet. My abilities and talents demonstrate that I will meet with success. I know that I can aid others through guidance and counseling. Education is the key I need to foster my growth and development. Since both of my parents are teachers who have continued their educations throughout their teaching careers of decades, and since my mother-in-law worked for years to obtain her PH.D., I realize the necessity in my life to acquire my career goals by obtaining an advanced degree. Also, my belief of growing personally and professionally through prayer, leaning into all that God has for me, and developing spiritually through a daily hunger for His Word, His Presence, and His Guidance to lead me are fundamental and imperative in my walk with Him. My philosophy has always been to give 110% to each goal that I set. Through hard work fostered by a deep desire to learn and help others, I know I can succeed in this next endeavor.

As I reflect on my past, think of the present, and imagine the future, I see myself always working with and counseling others. I was home with my children for 25 years, and am in pursuit of going back to school. My interest in becoming a Professional Mental Health Counselor comes from a desire to assist others through listening and wise counsel. Obtaining a Master’s in Mental Health Counseling would catapult my career forward through developing my skill set and obtaining a professional foundation. This is a field where I can make a difference in the lives of others through ultimately influencing the betterment of lives with my God-given gifts and talents tailored for the field of counseling. My personal qualities, innate gifting, and desire to help others, coupled with my personal experience with diversity have certainly been a driving force in my decision to pursue this degree. Growing up with a mother who suffered from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder has created an understanding and passion within me for this field. Observing and living through the stigma associated with the mental health disorders my mother suffered through also punctuates and fuels my goal to grow in the field of Mental Health Counseling as well as be a help to my community. As I attended college, I was an immersed learner, on the Dean’s List, involved in professional organizations, received scholarships, volunteered with children with disabilities, and earned recognition as a member of Kappa Omicron Nu Honorary Society. Being chosen as Eastern Illinois’s Senior of the Year was a true honor. My student teaching experience will always remain a highlight in my life. My current position as Director of Connections at a megachurch has offered an up-close experience with the opportunity to listen to and pray with countless individuals in crisis and at the depths of life. These experiences as well as leading a volunteer team of 300 people have developed in me a heart for others and helping them through listening and prayer as their desire is to be known, seen, loved, and heard. As I look to my future, I see myself as one who continues to grow. I have prayed about and established professional goals that give me direction in life. Indeed, I want to serve as a role model, a mentor, and a counselor in this professional facet. My abilities and talents demonstrate that I will meet with success. I know that I can aid others through guidance and counseling. Education is the key I need to foster my growth and development. Since both of my parents are teachers who have continued their educations throughout their teaching careers of decades, and since my mother-in-law worked for years to obtain her PH.D., I realize the necessity in my life to acquire my career goals by obtaining an advanced degree. Every aspect of my life reflects achievement and appreciation for education. My philosophy has always been to give 110% to each goal that I set. Through hard work fostered by a deep desire to learn and help others, I know I can succeed in this next endeavor.

I live out my faith daily through reflecting the love and message of Jesus Christ and allowing my light to shine. Pro-Life is my heart as I had 8 miscarriages, losing twins with one of the pregnancies. I endured much through the process - the Lord has bee faithful and blessed me with 6 children. I am currently on staff at a large megachurch in Palm Beach Gardens. The Pro Life Message is communicated by our senior pastors and is filtered out through us. As I reflect on my past, think of the present, and imagine the future, I see myself always working with and counseling others in all stages of life. My interest in becoming a Professional Mental Health Counselor comes from a desire to assist others through listening and wise counsel. Obtaining a Master’s in Mental Health Counseling would catapult my career forward through developing my skill set and obtaining a professional foundation. This is a field where I can make a difference in the lives of others through ultimately influencing the betterment of lives with my God-given gifts and talents tailored for the field of counseling. My personal qualities, innate gifting, and desire to help others, coupled with my personal experience with diversity have certainly been a driving force in my decision to pursue this degree. Growing up with a mother who suffered from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder has created an understanding and passion within me for this field. Observing and living through the stigma associated with the mental health disorders my mother suffered through also punctuates and fuels my goal to grow in the field of Mental Health Counseling as well as be a help to my community. My current position as Director of Connections has offered an up-close experience with the opportunity to listen to and pray with countless individuals of all ages in crisis and at the depths of life. These experiences as well as leading a volunteer team of 300 people have developed in me a heart for others and helping them through listening and prayer as their desire is to be known, seen, loved, and heard. As I look to my future, I see myself as one who continues to grow. I have prayed about and established professional goals that give me direction in life. Indeed, I want to serve as a role model, a mentor, and a counselor in this professional facet. My abilities and talents demonstrate that I will meet with success. I know that I can aid others through guidance and counseling. Education is the key I need to foster my growth and development. Since both of my parents are teachers who have continued their educations throughout their teaching careers of decades, and since my mother-in-law worked for years to obtain her PH.D., I realize the necessity in my life to acquire my career goals by obtaining an advanced degree. My belief of growing personally and professionally through prayer, leaning into all that God has for me, and developing spiritually through a daily hunger for His Word, His Presence, and His Guidance to lead me are fundamental and imperative in my walk with Him. My philosophy has always been to give 110% to each goal that I set. Through hard work fostered by a deep desire to learn and help others, I know I can succeed in this next endeavor.