At the young age of 15, I was diagnosed with acute cardiomyopathy secondary to a viral infection while living in my native country, Lebanon. It was the scariest moment of my life; I feared that it would be the last week that I would live. My symptoms were initially similar to that of a common cold, yet surely enough I began feeling short of breath with minimal exertion. After cardiac imaging, my heart was seen to be enlarged and failing, requiring immediate attention.
After a week in the ICU, I was not showing any improvement with whatever treatments I was given. The doctors eventually decided to surgically implant an LVAD (left ventricular assisting device), that would help pump the blood instead of my heart. I was unconscious during the procedure and now recall only vague details of what occurred at that time. When I regained consciousness, the bedside physician described the new machine as my “temporary heart.” As a 15-year-old I had tremendous difficulty coping with the situation; however, I was grateful that I was able to survive.
Nonetheless, the LVAD was only a temporary fix and I was in critical need of a new heart. My family and I moved to Dearborn, Michigan to get the appropriate care necessary to receive a heart transplant. Thankfully, after only 2-3 months on the organ recipient waiting list, I finally received the call to get a heart transplant. After 10 long hours, the procedure was done, and I was extremely happy to finally look to my side and not see that LVAD sitting next to me. It took me a few days to realize that I had a heart transplant, and when I did, I experienced a tremendous feeling of relief.
My post-transplantation recovery entitled starting immunosuppressants; that I am still taking currently, in addition to multiple biopsies a week to check on the status of rejection of the body to the heart. I had to live in constant worry thinking about the day that my body will decide to kick my heart out of where it does not belong. Luckily enough, I am currently 20 years old, going into my fourth year of recovery after my transplant. I underwent a few health complications along the way secondary to my medications; however , I continued to fight and break through every obstacle.
Ever since then, I have experienced significant symptoms, and the results of annual biopsies and monthly laboratory studies have been normal. Three years into my post-transplantation treatment, I have been able to regain a normal lifestyle as a teenager. As a student currently on a pre-medicine pathway, I aim to dedicate my time and effort to serving my community and especially patients who undergo cases similar to mine. I wish to dive deeper into the world of medicine and study the heart religiously to understand my diagnosis further. I have been inspired by the countless physicians I have encountered throughout my treatment, and I aim to join them in my future career. Not only through their professionalism and medical knowledge did I develop the passion for medicine, but also through their compassion and drive for caring for their patients. That is the physician I aspire to be: one you can look up to, and especially one you can entrust with your life and care.
With this scholarship money, I will be able to relieve the financial burden of college, and focus on remaining healthy and repay the world for this gift.