I would have never been where I am today if it was not for the determination and strength of my mother. When I was sixteen, I lost my father to COVID. Through it all, my mother's only determination and motivation was our success. She has never given up; till this day she continues to provide me with the strength, experience, and wisdom I need to continue dealing with the struggles of life even though she is dealing with some herself.
Every important event, every graduation, every funeral, she has been there to support and to strengthen. She has been through so much and yet, her example of strengthen and endurance continues to resonate with many people. People often come up to us and tell us that we are strong. However, I would have never been this strong without the source of my strength, the source of my wisdom, the source of my endurance, the source of my independence: my mother.
My mother has been my rock through it all. She has never given up and her example continues to strike me today. Even when my father died, when we had to move out twice, when we had nothing left, she kept her head up high. She had never let the relentless struggles of this world put her down. Through all of this, she continues to tell us her inspiration, "My kids." I sometimes don't think I am worthy of having such a great mother. A loving, caring person that even when I was down, she was there to lift me up. She was there to tell me that there was no limit to what I could do. She was there to tell me that our circumstances do not determine our future.
There continues to be struggles along the way. For example, my brother decided to move out and so, I have to fill his responsibilities to support my mother and my sister. Even though this event hurt her to her core, she hasn't given up. Her tears fall from her face, but her willingness and determination do not yield. Her strength continues to be the foundation of our family. Without her, I would not be getting ready to earn my provisional license to teach ESL students.
ESL is not something I saw myself doing when I graduated in 2022. I believed I was going to be an accountant, working from 9 to 5 to support my family. And yet, I found my calling through a random application I submitted to my current employer in 2022. I believe that my job was temporary, that once I was able, I would become an accountant. But those students, make me feel proud when they develop their English language skills. They make me feel valued when my knowledge enlightens them. My circumstances may be difficult, but if I can help at least once student know enough English to go to college, to achieve their life goals, to make their parents proud, I consider myself valuable, worthy. Worthy of being in the position that I am in and having the life I have had.