Rising Through the Struggle: A Black Woman’s Journey My mother and I were both born in America, but we’ve always carried the weight of being African American women in a society that too often sees us through the lens of judgment instead of potential. We didn’t migrate from another country, but we’ve spent our lives fighting to rise in a system that was never built for us to succeed. The greatest challenge my family has faced hasn’t been crossing borders it’s been navigating the invisible barriers placed in front of us simply for being who we are. Growing up, I watched my mother work tirelessly just to make ends meet. Even when she got raises or promotions, we rarely saw the benefits. The more she made, the more the government took. And as costs for food, housing, education, and even basic hygiene continued to rise, it felt like we were being punished for trying to improve our lives. We’ve never asked for handouts only for the chance to breathe without the weight of constant financial pressure. Being low-income isn’t just a label it’s a reality we’ve lived day by day, bill by bill. But even more exhausting than financial stress is the emotional toll of being a Black woman in America. From a young age, I felt the weight of assumptions. People expected me to fail before I even had the chance to try. They judged my appearance, my voice, and my background without knowing my story. Yet, in spite of all that, I chose to push forward. I’ve kept my GPA above 3.0. I’ve stayed committed to my goals. I’ve poured my energy into becoming someone who can help change these narratives for myself, for my community, and for every young Black girl who’s told she’s “too much” or “not enough.” The truth is, we’re already forced to be twice as strong, twice as smart, and twice as prepared just to receive half the opportunities. But I refuse to be discouraged. My struggles have shaped me into someone who’s focused, driven, and full of purpose. I want to use my education to create real impact whether that’s through mentorship, advocacy, or entrepreneurship. I want to make sure the next generation of young Black women doesn’t have to fight so hard just to be seen. This scholarship would give me the breathing room I need to focus on my future. It would ease the financial weight on my mother’s shoulders. It would help us both feel like, finally, someone sees our effort and believes in our dreams. I may not have crossed borders, but I’ve crossed barriers that are just as real. And I continue to rise through every single one. The world may try to define me, but I am defining myself boldly, beautifully, and without apology.

Becoming the Artist of My Own Transformation From the moment I picked up a comb and saw the spark of confidence light up someone’s face, I knew I had found my calling. Cosmetology, for me, is more than beauty it’s about transformation, empowerment, and connection. I chose to pursue cosmetology because I want to be the person who helps others see themselves clearly, confidently, and joyfully. Just like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon, every client I touch has the potential to feel renewed and I want to be a part of that journey. Growing up, I didn't always have access to salons or stylists. Like many, I learned how to care for my hair and skin out of necessity. But what started as survival soon became a passion. I began doing hair for friends and family, watching how even the smallest changes a fresh braid, a clean fade, a vibrant color could uplift someone’s entire mood. That was when I realized: cosmetology is a powerful form of therapy, expression, and healing. Choosing this path wasn’t just about talent. It was about finding a career where I could use my creativity to make a difference. I am passionate about learning techniques that celebrate all hair types, skin tones, and textures. In an industry that is evolving to embrace inclusivity and authenticity, I want to be at the forefront, celebrating beauty in all its forms. I want every client to feel seen and celebrated when they sit in my chair. But I also chose cosmetology because I believe in growth not just for my clients, but for myself. This career is a blend of artistry and entrepreneurship. It challenges me to keep learning, adapting, and pushing myself to do better. My ambition is to one day open my own inclusive salon a space where people of all backgrounds, identities, and stories can feel safe, respected, and beautiful. I envision a studio filled with laughter, warmth, and the buzzing energy of people embracing their true selves. The Butterfly Scholarship speaks to me on a deeply personal level. I’ve always believed that butterflies represent a good change and the transformation of one’s self. Their journey from struggling in the cocoon to soaring freely is a beautiful reminder that growth often comes from hard places. Just like a butterfly, I wish to spread my wings with the financial help of this opportunity. This scholarship would help lift the weight of tuition and allow me to focus fully on perfecting my craft, serving others, and building a future that reflects my passion and purpose. Cosmetology is my purpose. It’s where my drive, creativity, and compassion all come together. With this scholarship, I can rise with purpose and soar bringing confidence, beauty, and transformation to every person I have the honor of serving.

Caregiving has been a part of my life since I was young. It didn’t come with a title or a clear set of instructions it just came naturally, through love, responsibility, and necessity. Over the years, I’ve cared for younger siblings, elderly family members, and neighbors in need, stepping in whenever someone needed help. I’ve assisted with daily tasks like preparing meals, helping manage appointments, providing emotional support, and offering grooming and hygiene care. At times, I’ve even served as a steady presence for people dealing with physical limitations or mental health challenges. I’ve learned how to listen without judgment and show up even when I feel exhausted myself. One of the most meaningful roles I’ve taken on is helping older family members who struggle with mobility and memory. I remind them to take medications, help keep the house clean, do hair and hygiene maintenance, and ensure they’re safe and cared for when no one else is available. It may seem like small things like brushing someone’s hair, running errands, or just sitting beside them and making them feel seen but these moments have taught me something big: caregiving isn’t about doing everything perfectly it’s about doing the best you can with love. To me, help is help whether it’s big or small, planned or spontaneous. And I intend to give help where it’s needed, when I can. That mindset is what guides me in my personal life and in my career goals. I’ve never been someone to walk away when I see someone struggling. If I can make a difference, I will. These experiences have deeply shaped who I am. Being a caregiver has made me more compassionate, more responsible, and more resourceful. It’s given me emotional maturity and made me realize the strength in being a gentle leader. It’s also why I chose to study cosmetology, with the goal of opening a mobile beauty and wellness business to serve people who can’t easily leave their homes whether because of illness, aging, financial hardship, or disability. I want to bring care and confidence to people wherever they are, because I know from personal experience how hard it can be to access those services when life gets complicated. Being a caregiver has also influenced my creative drive. As a songwriter and aspiring music artist, I write from the heart drawing from the emotions I experience while helping others through tough times. Caregiving has given me a deeper understanding of human connection, which I now pour into everything I do whether it’s in the salon, the studio, or my daily life. But caregiving hasn’t been easy. Juggling school, work, creative goals, and caregiving responsibilities has stretched me thin at times. I’ve had to pause or slow down my dreams more than once to make sure others were okay. And financially, things haven’t always been stable. That’s why this scholarship would make such a difference. It would help cover the costs of school so I can focus more on completing my cosmetology training and less on how I’ll afford my next tuition payment. It would give me breathing room to pursue my business and music goals, while continuing to support the people I care for without burning out. This scholarship represents more than just financial aid it represents recognition of the quiet, behind-the-scenes work that caregivers like me do every day. It’s a reminder that care work matters, even when it goes unseen. And it would be a step toward building a future where I can turn caregiving into a career one rooted in beauty, healing, and service. Thank you for considering my story and my dreams. I’m not just working for myself I’m working for the people who’ve depended on me, and for the people I hope to serve in the future.

I am worth the dreams I aspire to achieve because I’ve learned to build from the ground up with heart, hustle, and a deep sense of purpose. I don’t just have dreams I have a fire behind them. As a young Black woman pursuing a career in cosmetology, entrepreneurship, and music, I carry the weight of my goals with boldness and responsibility not just for myself, but for my community and the people I plan to serve. My dreams are rooted in freedom, healing, and impact. I want to open a mobile beauty business that brings self-care and confidence directly to people who often go overlooked women in shelters, low-income families, and youth transitioning out of foster care. I also dream of writing and performing music that tells honest stories, especially for girls like me who grew up feeling unseen. I’m building a future where beauty and art are used as tools for empowerment. But I don’t expect my dreams to be handed to me. I work for them every day. I’m currently enrolled in a cosmetology program, working part-time, creating music, and overcoming financial challenges. I’ve made sacrifices to stay on this path because I know the value of what I’m working toward. My journey has also been shaped by volunteer work, which taught me that service is at the heart of every trade. I began offering free hair services to my community not only to help those who couldn’t afford professional grooming, but also to build my cosmetology portfolio and gain real-world experience. These early clients gave me trust and confidence, and in return, I gave them my time, my care, and my best work. I also volunteer at Abundant Grace Church of the Living God, where I assist with listing housing resources for underserved individuals and families. I help connect people with shelter options, transitional housing, and stability. That experience opened my eyes to how many people are trying to rebuild their lives with limited resources, and it fueled my desire to use cosmetology as a form of restoration not just appearance, but self-worth. Beyond formal volunteer work, I truly believe every act of kindness counts. Whether it’s financially supporting a nonprofit that helps the homeless, cleaning up after a big community event, or showing up with a helping hand when no one’s watching I consider it all part of service. I love volunteering my time and energy, even in small ways, because I believe that impact isn’t measured in size it’s measured in intention. I believe I’m worth my dreams because I’ve never let where I come from define where I’m going. I’ve faced doubt, discouragement, and setbacks, but I’ve never stopped believing in the possibility of my future. I’ve taught myself to turn obstacles into opportunities, to find beauty in broken places, and to create joy where there was none. That’s not just ambition that’s grit, resilience, and vision. I’m not afraid to be bold. I speak up. I create. I serve. I take risks. I’m willing to fail forward if it means I’m growing. I want to lead by example especially for other young women who have big dreams but feel like they’re not “enough.” I want to show them that we are more than enough we are the future. My dreams are not about escaping who I am they’re about becoming more of who I’ve always been. And that’s why I’m worth them. Thank you for considering my application. Your support would not only lighten my financial burden it would help fuel a vision rooted in service, creativity, and lasting community impact.

I’m a fan of Sabrina Carpenter because she is the kind of artist who shows you that you don’t have to fit into one box to be successful you can be soft and strong, sweet and powerful, fun and focused. As a songwriter, singer, and creative woman trying to build my own career in music and beauty, watching Sabrina evolve has given me the confidence to keep going, even when I feel misunderstood or underestimated. What stands out most to me about Sabrina is her versatility and ambition. She started in acting, but didn’t stop there she pursued music, writing, producing, and performing, all while staying true to her unique voice. She doesn't wait to be handed opportunities she creates them. That speaks deeply to me. I’m currently working on both an album and an EP, while also studying cosmetology and preparing to launch my own business. It’s a lot to juggle, and sometimes people doubt whether I can really do it all. But then I look at Sabrina’s career and remind myself that success doesn’t come from being perfect it comes from being driven, original, and unafraid to grow. One of her songs that really touched me is “Because I Liked a Boy.” The honesty in her lyrics and the way she took back her narrative was inspiring. As a young woman, I know how it feels to be judged for being confident, emotional, or expressive. Sabrina’s strength in the face of criticism reminded me that being bold doesn’t make you too much it makes you real. That’s something I bring into my songwriting and even into my work as a future entrepreneur. I want to help people feel seen and heard, just like Sabrina does. Her career has also impacted me by teaching me the importance of storytelling. Sabrina is more than a pop star, she’s a storyteller. Whether it’s through her lyrics, music videos, or performances, she creates worlds people can connect with. That inspired me to take my own writing more seriously. I’ve started journaling more, crafting songs that tell my truth, and learning how to turn personal experiences into art. When I listen to her albums, I feel like she’s showing us how to take heartbreak, doubt, and pressure and turn it into something beautiful. That’s the kind of impact I want my work to have too. In a world where artists are often told to stick to one lane, Sabrina’s career shows that you can lead with creativity, ambition, and authenticity. That’s what I aim to do with my music, my future salon, and every project I take on. I want to be more than a title I want to be a movement. Winning this scholarship would not only help me stay focused on my goals, but it would also feel like a full-circle moment being supported by something connected to a woman who helped shape the way I see my own future. Thank you for considering my application.

As a cosmetology student, I understand that my trade may not perfectly match the focus of this scholarship, which prioritizes plumbing, HVAC, and electrical work. Still, I believe my story, my purpose, and my commitment to growth align deeply with the spirit of this opportunity. I embody the values of G.R.I.T. generosity, respect, innovation, and teamwork not just in my education, but in the way I live, serve, and lead. These values are the foundation of every goal I set, every challenge I overcome, and every person I support through my trade. Generosity has been central to my journey. I chose cosmetology not just because I enjoy the art of beauty, but because I’ve seen firsthand how a fresh haircut or style can uplift someone emotionally and mentally. I offer free or donation-based services to people who are in transition those experiencing homelessness, unemployment, or recovering from domestic violence. I’ve done hair in parking lots, living rooms, and shelters. My goal has always been simple: to give people dignity through self-care. Even though I’m still in school, I give what I can my time, my talent, and my heart to help others feel confident again. Respect is something I extend to every person who sits in my chair. In cosmetology, trust is everything. People open up to you, they bring their insecurities, and they often come from different walks of life. I treat every client with the same level of professionalism, empathy, and kindness, regardless of their background or ability to pay. As a young Black woman pursuing a trade, I’ve also had to demand respect in spaces that often overlook women in skilled labor. I carry myself with integrity and make sure to extend that respect to others as I lead by example. Innovation is part of what sets me apart. Cosmetology is constantly evolving, and I stay ahead by learning the latest techniques, experimenting with natural products, and merging beauty with wellness. I plan to build a mobile beauty business that brings affordable grooming and self-care services to underserved communities. I’m also developing a curriculum to one day teach others how to turn their creative skills into a career. These goals reflect more than ambition they reflect my drive to innovate solutions that make beauty more accessible and purpose-driven. Teamwork is how I’ve gotten this far. I lean on my classmates, teachers, clients, and mentors to grow. In the salon, we collaborate constantly from sanitation protocols to service support and sharing new techniques. I also mentor younger students who are just starting out, helping them stay motivated and build confidence. I don’t believe in gatekeeping knowledge. I believe in community. We rise by lifting others. Though cosmetology may not be a traditional trade like HVAC or electrical work, it is still a hands-on, skilled profession that provides essential services to society especially for those seeking confidence, healing, or a fresh start. I believe the heart of every trade is service, and I serve with passion, purpose, and GRIT. This scholarship would help me continue my education, reduce financial pressure, and invest in my long-term vision of opening a wellness-based beauty center that empowers people inside and out. I may not hold a wrench or wire a building, but I do work with tools that transform lives. I thank you for considering me and for honoring the full spectrum of trades that keep our communities strong, confident, and connected.

The trade I’m most passionate about is barbering not just as a skill, but as a way to serve, connect, and empower others through transformation. I’m currently pursuing a license in cosmetology, but I’ve found my heart pulling me toward the precision, discipline, and artistry of barbering. My dream is to combine both crafts so I can offer full-service grooming that uplifts men, women, and underserved communities alike. What drew me to barbering wasn’t just the clean fades or the flawless lineups it was the energy of the barbershop, the way people walked in with heavy hearts or long days and left with their heads a little higher. There’s a kind of magic in that. I’ve always admired the barbers who take their time, who know their clients by name, who use their chairs as more than workstations they use them as platforms for confidence, conversation, and culture. That’s the type of professional I’m working hard to become. I grew up in a family where we didn’t always have the luxury of going to the salon or barbershop regularly. We made it work with what we had, and often that meant I had to learn how to take care of my own hair and eventually the hair of others around me. At first, it was out of necessity. But over time, I realized I had a gift. I saw how good people felt after I did their hair, how it changed their posture, their spirit, even if just for the day. That feeling inspired me, and it’s what pushed me to pursue this path professionally. Now, I’m in cosmetology school, and every day I show up with ambition and purpose. I study hard, practice harder, and take every opportunity I can to improve my craft. I specialize in textured hair and design, and I’ve started training in fade techniques, beard work, and razor design so that I can eventually earn my barber’s license. I’m not just working toward a job I’m building a future that I can pass on. I want to own a barbershop one day that doubles as a community hub, offering mentorship, youth training programs, and low-cost services to people in need. This journey hasn’t been easy. I’m financing school on my own while working part-time, and every dollar counts. But I’m committed. I believe in the value of trades like barbering, especially for those of us who want to build wealth, freedom, and impact without taking on massive student debt. Trades are powerful tools, and with the right support, I know I can use mine to lift others up as I rise. Receiving this scholarship would not only relieve some of the financial pressure I’m facing, it would also remind me that my vision matters. That bold dreams like mine deserve to be seen, supported, and realized. Thank you for considering my application and for believing in the power of hands-on, heart-driven work.

My name is Markayla Heidelburg and I’m currently pursuing a trade in cosmetology a field where art, science, healing, and empowerment all meet. To some, it may just look like styling hair, doing nails, or applying makeup. But to me, it’s a way to transform lives, one person at a time. I chose this trade because I’ve seen how deeply it impacts people’s confidence, self-worth, and even emotional healing. Beauty isn’t just appearance it’s identity, and helping someone feel like the best version of themselves is something I’m honored to do. I didn’t grow up with access to salon treatments or high-end products. What I did have was creativity, passion, and a deep desire to make people feel seen and cared for. I started practicing on friends and family using dollar store products and tutorials I studied for hours. The reactions I got smiles, tears, confidence boosts told me I had found my purpose. That’s when I realized that cosmetology was more than a skill; it was my calling. But I’m not stopping at just learning the basics. I plan to master my trade by pushing myself beyond the classroom. I attend workshops, study advanced techniques, stay on top of beauty trends, and consistently practice my craft. I want to become a licensed cosmetologist with specialties in natural hair care, skin therapy, and wellness services. My goal is to merge beauty with holistic health, because I believe when people look good, they often begin to feel better inside too. Once I’m certified, I plan to launch a mobile beauty business that brings affordable, high-quality services to underserved communitiesespecially people in shelters, transitional housing, or those facing financial hardship. Everyone deserves access to self-care, not just those who can afford it. Long term, I want to open a community beauty and wellness center that offers services, training programs, and mentorship for young people interested in trades, especially girls and women of color who often feel overlooked or underestimated. What makes me bold is that I don’t just dream I act. I’m already doing hair for tips, volunteering beauty services at events, and investing every bit of energy I have into building something meaningful. I’m not just looking to make money I’m looking to make impact. Cosmetology gives me the power to do both: build a sustainable career and give back to those who inspired me. I believe trades are a powerful path to independence, stability, and purpose. They’re not just alternatives to college they’re equal in value and impact, especially for people like me who are ready to work, serve, and build from the ground up. I plan to maximize my skills in every direction, from business and technique to leadership and education. And once I rise, I’m bringing others with me. Thank you for considering my application. This scholarship would not only support my journey it would invest in a future where beauty, service, and strength are brought directly to the people who need them most.

My name is Markayla Heidelburg, and I’m pursuing a career in cosmetology a trade that represents more than just beauty to me. It’s a pathway to purpose, empowerment, and independence. I come from a background where opportunities were limited, but dreams were never small. Growing up, I watched the women around me survive tough times with grace and strength. I saw how a fresh hairstyle or a moment of self-care gave them the courage to keep going. That’s what inspired me to choose cosmetology. It’s not just about looks it’s about helping people feel like themselves again. From a young age, I found joy in doing hair, practicing makeup, and learning how to enhance someone’s natural features. I started experimenting on friends and family, using whatever tools I could afford, and I quickly discovered how much confidence and happiness my skills could bring to others. What started as a hobby became a passion and now it’s my mission. One of the reasons I chose a trade is because trades are a powerful stepping stone for people who want to build their finances and create freedom. Not everyone has the option or the desire to go the traditional college route. And the truth is, pursuing a skilled trade is just as valuable as earning a college degree. Cosmetology has given me a chance to grow my talent, build a business, and serve my community all while staying true to who I am. I believe the most important thing in life is to maximize your skills in every aspect possible, no matter what path you choose. When you use what you’re good at with purpose and passion, that’s real success. What motivates me most is knowing that my trade will allow me to give back. I plan to create a mobile beauty service for people who don’t have access to salons especially those in underserved neighborhoods, domestic violence shelters, and low-income communities. I want to bring self-care directly to those who need it most. Eventually, I dream of opening a community-centered beauty and wellness hub where people can receive services, mentorship, and training especially young women like me who want to turn their creativity into a career. I’ve had to work hard for every step forward. Financial hardship, personal setbacks, and self-doubt have all been part of my journey. But what sets me apart is my drive. Even when I didn’t have much, I made the most of what I had. I found ways to serve others with my talents and continued to practice, learn, and grow often outside of the classroom. I believe success isn’t about having everything handed to you; it’s about showing up, doing the work, and never giving up on your vision. This scholarship would ease the financial strain of continuing my education and bring me one step closer to making my dreams a reality. With your support, I won’t just finish school I’ll create something lasting that lifts others as I rise. Thank you for considering my application and for believing in the future of trades like mine.

Ever since I was a child, I’ve been passionate about beauty; not just the kind you see, but the kind that helps people feel seen. I’m currently pursuing a career in cosmetology because I believe in the power of transformation, confidence, and care. To me, beauty is not vanity it’s healing. My goal is to use my trade to uplift others, especially those from underserved communities who rarely get to experience self-care. Cosmetology combines art, science, and connection in one powerful career path, and I’m committed to mastering it. I’m currently enrolled in a cosmetology program that equips me with the skills to offer professional hair, skin, and nail services. But my journey doesn’t stop at graduation. After receiving my cosmetology license, I plan to open a mobile beauty service focused on bringing quality grooming and self-care to low-income neighborhoods, shelters, and women’s centers. I also plan to offer free makeovers to job seekers and survivors of domestic violence, helping them regain a sense of confidence and readiness to step into new chapters. Long-term, I dream of opening a beauty and wellness center that trains others in cosmetology while providing mental health support, creating a safe and empowering space rooted in community healing. My passion is driven not just by creativity, but by lived experience. I know what it feels like to be overlooked, underestimated, and in need of a fresh start. One of the greatest challenges I faced came during a time of financial instability. My family struggled to afford basic needs, and college felt out of reach. Despite working part-time and facing housing insecurity, I refused to give up on my dream. I started doing hair for friends and family from my home, not for money, but for the joy of helping them feel beautiful and empowered. I accepted tips, studied online tutorials, and volunteered at events whenever I could. When I finally enrolled in cosmetology school, I was balancing work, school, and financial hardship but I kept going. What got me through was my belief in my purpose. I learned how to budget, how to advocate for myself, and how to stay focused even when life was uncertain. I learned to treat every setback as a setup for something greater. That’s why this scholarship means so much to me. I’m not asking for a handout I’m asking for an investment in a future that I’m building with grit, heart, and resilience. In every snip of the scissors, every twist of the braid, every comforting word I offer a client I’m not just practicing a trade. I’m practicing purpose. Thank you for considering my application. With your support, I will continue to rise, serve, and redefine what success looks like in my community.

Wellness Is My Foundation: How Prioritizing My Health Helped Me Discover My Purpose Caring for my health hasn’t always been easy but it’s always been essential. Over the years, I’ve learned that true wellness isn’t just about eating “right” or going to the gym. It’s about being conscious of what I consume, how I heal, and how I show up for myself in a world that doesn’t always make that easy. Making my health a priority not only transformed my life it set the foundation for my future. My journey started in middle school, when I came across a video showing how meat and dairy are processed. It shook me to my core and completely changed the way I looked at food. That one moment opened my eyes to what I was putting in my body and pushed me toward a new path. I began questioning everything ingredients, labels, and even how healing truly works. That awakening led me to discover the teachings of Alfredo Darrington Bowman, better known as Dr. Sebi, whose work centered around natural healing and plant-based living. His passion for herbs and holistic wellness inspired me deeply. That’s when I realized something that continues to guide my path: Mother Nature is life’s best medicine. This belief has become the foundation of my lifestyle and future career goals. I’m a self-taught herbalist in the making, constantly studying herbs, roots, and natural remedies. I’ve spent years experimenting with homemade teas, natural tinctures, and even creating my own hair growth products. Every remedy I make is not just about wellness it’s about reconnecting with the healing power of nature. When we choose to work with the earth instead of against it, we allow our bodies the chance to restore and thrive. Prioritizing my health hasn’t always been understood by others. From my shifting diet to my commitment to natural remedies, I’ve often felt out of place. But sticking to what feels right for my body has made me stronger, mentally and physically. It’s taught me patience, inner discipline, and self-trust. One of the biggest lessons I’ve learned is that wellness is deeply personal and deeply spiritual. Mother Nature offers everything we need, from the roots that heal inflammation to the herbs that calm the mind. I see herbalism not just as a passion, but as a calling. I want to help others discover what I’ve found: that the earth already holds answers we’ve been conditioned to ignore. In the future, I plan to become a certified herbalist and build a business around holistic healing. I want to create accessible herbal products, teach others about natural remedies, and continue learning everything I can about what the earth has to offer. I believe that true health doesn’t come from masking symptoms it comes from understanding the body, respecting the mind, and trusting in nature’s wisdom. This scholarship would not only support my educational path it would honor the lifestyle I’ve worked so hard to build. It would fuel my mission to show others that even in a fast-paced, high-pressure world, it’s still possible to slow down and heal. Because when we prioritize our wellness and return to nature we unlock something powerful. And I believe that power has always been rooted in the earth.

Truth or Twist: A Love Island Challenge That Reveals It All Growing up, I was a hopeless romantic. I believed love would find me like it does in fairy tales simple, sweet, and inevitable. But life taught me otherwise: love isn’t something you stumble into. It’s something you build. That’s one reason why Love Island captivates me so much. The show isn’t just glossy beach dates and flirty games it’s a chaotic, emotional battle for real connection in a high-pressure environment. It’s a social experiment, exposing how people respond when their hearts, pride, and reputations are on the line. While the show can feel like a parody of fairy tale romance, I’ve seen Love Island show both the best and worst sides of human nature. I’ve seen betrayal, envy, heartbreak but also support, redemption, and resilience. It’s a raw display of how love and ego can collide. That’s why I propose a challenge that would take the drama and depth to another level: Challenge Name: Truth or Twist Concept A hybrid of brutal honesty and strategic thinking, "Truth or Twist" is designed to test how well Islanders truly know each other and whether they’re being honest with themselves and their partners. How It Works: Each Islander must answer a deeply personal question anonymously (via written cards). Questions could include: "Have you ever faked feelings for someone in the villa?" "Who in the villa do you trust the least?" "Have you ever lied to your current partner?" "Would you recouple if you had the chance tomorrow?" After all answers are collected, the cards are shuffled and read aloud in front of the group. Islanders must guess who wrote each answer. If they guess correctly, they win a point for their team (boys vs. girls or couples). But here's the twist: The Twist: If any Islander lies about their answer and it’s later proven (via footage, confessions, or contradictions), they must face a "Reckoning Round" where their current partner gets the chance to: Ask them one unfiltered question, on the spot. Decide if they want to stay with them or switch** to a solo “safe seat” for 24 hours. Objective: The goal is to earn team points and stay in emotional control while also maintaining trust and honesty. This challenge encourages vulnerability but also exposes hidden truths, potentially changing dynamics in a single night. Why It Works: “Truth or Twist” fits right into the emotional rollercoaster that Love Island is known for. It’s entertaining, dramatic, and filled with potential relationship-shaking moments just like Casa Amor or the iconic recouplings. But unlike more physical games, this one dives into the psychological and emotional layers that make Love Island so addictive. It also serves the fans who, like me, tune in not just for love stories but for truth, authenticity, and the rawness of human connection under pressure. As someone who values emotional honesty, I’d love to see how the Islanders handle being truly seen even when it’s uncomfortable. I often wonder how contestants feel after watching themselves back. Do their friends and family see the real them or someone else? Love Island is more than a game. It’s a mirror and “Truth or Twist” would reflect everything, for better or worse.

Billie Eilish: The Soundtrack of My Inner World Billie Eilish’s music doesn’t just play through my headphones it runs through my thoughts, my fears, and the parts of me I rarely let people see. Her ability to translate complex emotions into sound has made her music more than just something I enjoy. It’s something I identify with. Out of all her work, three songs speak to me on a level I didn’t know music could reach: “Birds of a Feather,” “Lovely,” and “Bury a Friend.” “Birds of a Feather” is the song that brings me peace. To me, it’s about synchronization the quiet miracle of two separate lives finding rhythm together. It’s not about losing yourself in someone else, but about coexisting in harmony. In a world that can be chaotic and isolating, this song reminds me that unity is possible. The phrase “birds of a feather” feels like a hope-filled mantra: that somewhere, someone exists who understands, who moves to the same internal beat, and who helps life feel less fragmented. On the other side of the spectrum is “Lovely,” a song that captures the emotional fog I’ve sometimes found myself stuck in. It expresses what it feels like to be caught in a situation you can’t escape one that drains you emotionally, yet you stay, quietly crumbling. The line “Hello, welcome home” speaks volumes. It’s like telling the world, “This is what my mind looks like. It’s messy, it’s heavy, and it’s mine.” That lyric, to me, isn’t just a welcome it’s a warning. A way of saying, “I want to let you in, but I’m scared you won’t stay once you see the truth.” This song gave language to emotions I was too afraid to voice. Then there’s “Bury a Friend.” This song dives into something I’ve felt but could never explain: the discomfort of being deeply known. The haunting question, “Why aren’t you scared of me?” mirrors how I sometimes feel when people aren’t afraid of my intensity, my thoughts, or my truths. It’s unsettling, but also beautiful. There’s something profound in wondering how others see you especially when you sometimes feel like a “monster” or an outsider. The lyric about closing your eyes to sleep raises even deeper questions: what lies beyond consciousness, and are we just extras in a larger story we’ll never fully grasp? As someone who thinks deeply about science and spirituality, this line felt like an invitation to question the nature of reality itself. These three songs form a triangle that maps my emotional experience: the desire for connection, the weight of isolation, and the mystery of being. Billie’s music has given me the courage to not only feel those things, but to own them and that’s what makes her more than just an artist to me. She’s a voice I turn to when I need to be reminded that even the darkest thoughts can be transformed into something honest, beautiful, and deeply human. Winning this scholarship would support more than just my education it would honor the music that helped me survive, question, and grow.

The Confidence to Defy Gravity at Any Age When the “Wicked” movie released on November 22, 2024, I didn’t expect it to hit me as hard as it did. At 27 years old, I thought maybe I’d missed the window to be inspired by a story that so many people discovered as teenagers. But I was wrong. This version of “Wicked” with Cynthia Erivo as Elphaba and Ariana Grande as Glinda brought new life and urgency to a story that has always been about embracing who you are, no matter the cost. Watching it as an adult, I saw myself in both characters: in Elphaba’s fierce independence and Glinda’s journey toward authenticity. And more than anything, I saw how desperately the world no matter your age needs reminders that standing tall against judgment is worth it. As a cosmetology student, “Wicked” spoke to me on a deeply personal level. In this field, we are constantly navigating people’s expectations of beauty, identity, and self-worth. Elphaba’s story reminded me that being “different” isn't something to hide it’s something to highlight. I’ve struggled in the past with confidence, with feeling like I had to shrink myself or “fit in” to be accepted. But hearing Elphaba sing “It’s time to try defying gravity” made something click. It gave me permission to embrace my boldness, my creativity, and my individuality. Glinda’s transformation also resonated deeply. She starts out seeking approval, popularity, and perfection but grows into someone who values truth, love, and doing what’s right. That journey is one I’m still walking. Like Glinda, I’ve learned that confidence isn’t loud it’s grounded. It’s found in purpose, in compassion, and in knowing who you are beyond other people’s opinions. The music of “Wicked” is more than just entertainment it’s empowerment. “For Good” especially reminds me of the people in my life who have shaped me, challenged me, and made me better. I’ve come to understand that every person we meet leaves a mark and some of those marks give us the courage to become who we were meant to be. This scholarship means more than financial support for me. It represents the values I now try to live by: courage, authenticity, and resilience. I want to use my career in beauty not just to make people look good, but to help them feel good to give them the same confidence I found in a musical that reminded me it’s never too late to rewrite your story. “Wicked” proves that age doesn’t define growth and confidence doesn’t come all at once. Sometimes it takes 27 years, a musical, and a powerful story of friendship and self-acceptance to finally say, “I am not afraid to be who I am.” This isn’t just a fan moment. It’s a turning point. And I’m ready to defy gravity for good.

Ever since I was young, I found myself drawn to the power of beauty how something as simple as a hairstyle, a set of polished nails, or a touch of makeup could change not only how someone looks but how they feel. I’ve always believed in the saying, “When you look good, you feel good.” That belief has driven me to pursue cosmetology. I just knew I was built for the beauty industry I crave. So far, I’ve been a self-taught beginner experimenting with hair, trying out nail art, and practicing makeup on myself and others. What started as curiosity quickly became a calling. I realized that helping people enhance their natural beauty gave me more joy than anything else. Whether it was giving a friend a new hairstyle or helping someone feel confident again through a fresh look, I knew this was more than a hobby it was my purpose. To me, cosmetology is an art form. Most traditional artwork like paintings or sculptures sits still. It gets hung on a wall or placed in a building. But hair, nails, and makeup? That’s art that moves. It walks down the street, walks into offices, goes to special events, posts on social media, and travels the world. My work as a cosmetologist will go wherever my clients go. That’s what excites me. Every satisfied customer becomes a walking advertisement, a reflection of my creativity and dedication. Great service leads to natural promotion people talk, they share, they recommend. In this way, my art can touch lives I may never even meet in person, but who might still be inspired to feel more beautiful and confident. Cosmetology is also a form of emotional expression. How people choose to present themselves their hairstyle, their makeup, the colors they wear on their nails can say so much about their mood, their personality, or even what they’re going through. I’ve learned to see beauty not just on the surface, but as a reflection of how people want to feel and be seen. I know what it feels like to struggle with self-confidence, and I also know how life-changing it is when someone finally feels good in their own skin. I believe that confidence is the key to success. When people feel confident, they’re more likely to pursue jobs, relationships, and goals with courage. That’s what I want to give through cosmetology not just a service, but a shift in how someone sees themselves. I also believe kindness is rare in some communities and should be shared more often. My goal is to make every client feel cared for and valued not just for how they look, but for who they are. In the future, I dream of opening a salon that serves as both a business and a safe space. I want to offer free or affordable services to those in need job seekers, single parents, or teens going to prom and also create opportunities for other aspiring beauty professionals to grow. I plan to mentor young people with the same passion I started with and host workshops that help them build their confidence and skills. This scholarship would help lift a huge financial weight, allowing me to focus completely on learning and perfecting my craft. I’m ready to turn my passion into purpose. Cosmetology combines science and self-care. It requires understanding how hair and skin work to choose safe, effective treatments. At the same time, beauty services help people feel more confident, reduce stress, and express themselves. It’s a profession that supports both appearance and emotional well-being. Thank you for considering my application.

Serving with Purpose: My Journey of Selflessness and Impact Selflessness, to me, is not just a virtue; it's a way of life. It’s about showing up for others even when no one is watching, and especially when you know what it feels like to be in their shoes. I know firsthand what it means to need help. I know the feeling of uncertainty, of hopping from couch to couch or laying on people’s floors just to have somewhere to stay. I’ve lived in a shelter where basic human needs mental health, dietary restrictions, and physical wellness were treated as afterthoughts. These experiences didn’t break me; they shaped me into someone who refuses to ignore the suffering of others. Because of what I’ve endured, I’ve made it my mission to give back. One of the most consistent ways I do that is by supporting people experiencing homelessness. Whether it’s offering money, food, or warm clothing, I give what I can without hesitation. These acts aren’t random they’re rooted in empathy. When I see someone on the street, I don’t just see a stranger. I see someone who could be me. I know how easily life can shift, and I treat others with the same dignity I once hoped for. I believe that kindness is like a ripple effect. Many times, a helping hand and a simple smile can not only change someone’s mood or day but can also shift their entire outlook on life. A single act of compassion can plant a seed of hope, reminding someone that they matter, that they are seen, and that better is possible. That belief drives every action I take, big or small. Beyond direct giving, I focus on empowering others. I use my social media platforms to spread free entrepreneurial information, financial tips, and community resources, especially for people in low-income communities. My goal is to make knowledge accessible; because I know from experience that when you're just trying to survive, access to the right information can change everything. I’ve created guides, shared grants and funding opportunities, and hosted online discussions that encourage people to dream beyond their current limitations. I also actively raise awareness about resources available for underserved populations. From mental health services to food pantries and employment programs, I do my best to spread the word. Whether it's sharing links online or handing out flyers in person, I know that simply knowing help exists can be the first step to changing a life. None of this has come without challenges. There have been days where I’ve had little myself, and moments when helping others seemed like a stretch. But I push forward because I believe in something bigger than my own circumstances. I believe that every person deserves to be seen, heard, and helped; not just with a blanket or a meal, but with real opportunities to grow, heal, and build a better life. My ambition isn’t just personal; it’s communal. I want to rise, but I want to bring others with me. I embody the Boldest Bold.org Profile because I’ve taken my struggles and turned them into service. I’ve chosen action over apathy. I’ve used my pain as a bridge to connect with others, and I will continue to do so with passion and perseverance. This scholarship would not only support my personal growth but also help me expand the work I’m already doing. It would allow me to reach more people, offer more resources, and build stronger networks of support; because no one should ever feel like they’re surviving alone. I do this for unheard, overlooked and silenced people.

In 2018, I became a mother in the most unexpected way. I didn’t know I was pregnant until the moment I went into labor. I was alone at home. No doctors. No monitors. Just me, my body, and a baby I hadn’t prepared for but had always wanted. Looking back, I see God’s grace in the timing. I had just finished my certified nursing assistant courses, and part of that training included CPR. When my baby arrived, there was no cry. No breath. Just stillness. In that moment, I didn’t panic I acted. My hands remembered what I had been taught, and I gave everything I had to breathe life into my child. Then, finally, I heard it the sound I will never forget. My baby cried. That moment changed everything. I still carry the weight of those minutes. The memory lives in me like a heartbeat soft, steady, and unforgettable. I live with PTSD from the experience, but I also carry a fierce love and an unshakable calling. I know what it is to fight for life with nothing but your hands and heart. That is why I am pro-life. It’s not about politics or arguments. It’s about knowing how fragile and sacred life is and doing everything in my power to protect it. Since then, I’ve promised myself I would never stay silent when I have something to give. Whether it’s sharing CPR knowledge with another mother, offering emotional support to a scared young woman, or simply saying, “You’re not alone,” I give what I can. Even small acts can save lives. I know, because it saved mine—and my baby’s. I want to stand beside women in their most vulnerable moments, not just with knowledge, but with deep compassion. I want to be the calm in the storm, the hand they reach for when everything feels uncertain. Because I’ve been there, and I know what love can do when it meets fear with courage. This scholarship would mean the world to me. As a single mother from a low-income background, every bit of help brings me closer to a future where I can serve others more fully. I’m not asking for a handout I’m asking for a chance to grow into the woman I am meant to be, for the sake of my child and for every life I will one day touch. Being pro-life, for me, means loving boldly and living gently. It means standing for the voiceless and showing up with compassion. It means fighting for life not just in the womb, but in every heartbeat that follows. I will never stop sharing, serving, and speaking up because life is always worth it. It is my belief that children are the very innocence of life. They are reminders of purity, hope, and the goodness that still exists in this world. Children give their parents and guardians a reason to keep going, even on the hardest days. They teach us patience, love, and the kind of selflessness that transforms a person. For me, it is an honor to bear children and to care for them not just physically, but emotionally and spiritually. To nurture life is one of the greatest callings I could ever be given, and I carry that role with reverence and gratitude every day.

My Journey into the Trades by Markayla Heidelburg Choosing to pursue a career in cosmetology is about taking control of my future, owning my story, and turning my passion into a purpose. As a Black woman from a low-income background, I’ve often faced limitations placed on me by society. Cosmetology offers me the opportunity to push back against those limitations, to build something of my own, and to empower others through creativity, care, and confidence. Attending Paul Mitchell The School in Toledo, Ohio, is a step toward building a future I believe in one where beauty is accessible, inclusive, and healing. I chose the cosmetology trade because it’s not just about appearance; it’s about helping people feel seen. When I do someone’s hair, nails, or makeup, I’m not just transforming their look I’m helping them express themselves, step into their power, and reclaim their confidence. This kind of service, to me, is deeply personal. I've had experiences with beauty professionals who made me feel unseen or unwelcome, and those moments taught me exactly what kind of artist and person I want to be. I want every person who sits in my chair to feel valued. But pursuing a career in the trades, especially coming from a low-income background, isn't easy. Financial barriers often make higher education feel out of reach. It would lift a weight off my shoulders and allow me to fully commit to learning, growing, and excelling in my craft. With this help, I can focus on becoming not just a graduate, but a leader in the beauty industry who gives back. I’ve already started giving back through acts of service in my community. I volunteered with Abundant Grace Church of the Living God in Dayton, Ohio, where I helped identify and list low-income housing options for people experiencing homelessness or financial hardship. This work has deepened my understanding of how unstable housing affects every area of life including self-esteem and access to basic care. Helping individuals find a safe place to live has only strengthened my passion to offer affordable beauty services. I want my future salon to be an extension of this same heart for service: a place where dignity is restored and every person is treated with compassion. Social justice and economic equity are deeply important to me. I care about creating access to beauty services for low-income individuals, because everyone deserves to feel good about themselves regardless of what’s in their wallet. Beauty and self-care are often treated as luxuries, but they’re essential to self-worth, especially for those going through hard times. I want to offer affordable services, volunteer with shelters, and create programs where people can receive care they wouldn’t otherwise be able to afford. My dream is to open a salon that not only serves clients, but uplifts the community. I also care about representation in the beauty industry. As a Black woman, I know how it feels to be underrepresented or misunderstood when it comes to hair, skin, and style. I want to change that by making space for diverse beauty standards and making sure everyone feels celebrated, no matter their background. My ambition isn’t just about building a career it’s about creating impact. I’m choosing the trades because I want to build something real, something rooted in compassion, creativity, and community. I believe in beauty with purpose, and I’m ready to work hard, learn deeply, and serve boldly. With your support, I can step forward with confidence and make my dream a reality not just for myself, but for everyone who has ever been told they weren’t enough. Thank you.

by Markayla Heidelburg From a young age, I recognized how powerful beauty could be not just as something to admire, but as a tool for expression, healing, and empowerment. That understanding led me to pursue a career in cosmetology, a field where creativity meets compassion. I chose cosmetology because I believe that everyone deserves to feel beautiful, regardless of their income, background, or circumstances. I’m driven not only by a love for the art of transformation but by a desire to use that art to serve and uplift others. I will be attending Paul Mitchell The School in Toledo, Ohio, a place I chose because of its strong commitment to high-quality education and community connection. I believe this school will provide me with the technical skills, professional mindset, and network to truly thrive and make a difference in this industry. Cosmetology allows me to blend creativity with emotional connection. I love the process of enhancing a person’s natural beauty to reflect how they feel on the inside. Whether it’s hair, nails, or makeup, each appointment is a chance to help someone express their individuality and feel confident in their own skin. Beauty is deeply personal, and I want every client I work with to walk away feeling seen, respected, and celebrated. what motivates me to create change in this industry comes from my own experiences. I haven’t always had the most positive encounters with beauty professionals. At times, I’ve felt judged, rushed, or simply unheard. These experiences left me with a clear mission: to become the kind of professional I once needed one who leads with kindness, patience, and understanding. I want to provide people with a more positive and affirming experience within the beauty industry. One of my greatest goals is to make professional beauty services more accessible to low income individuals. I want to create affordable options so people can take care of themselves without worrying about cost. I’m especially interested in partnering with shelters, nonprofits, and community organizations to offer services that restore dignity and confidence to people going through tough times. When someone feels good about how they look, it sparks powerful internal change. Long-term, I plan to open my own business or even multiple businesses within the beauty industry. These will be spaces where inclusivity, quality, and kindness are non-negotiable. I want to hire and mentor aspiring beauty professionals, especially those from underserved communities, and help them. For me, cosmetology isn’t just a career it’s a calling. I’m ambitious about my goals, driven by personal experience, and dedicated to using my skills to create meaningful impact. I believe beauty should be accessible, empowering, and rooted in compassion. With the support of this scholarship, I will continue building a future where beauty isn’t just seen it’s felt, shared, and made available to everyone. As a Black woman from a low-income background, successfully graduating from cosmetology school is more than just a personal goal; it’s a powerful statement of resilience, representation, and determination. For many people like me, access to education and opportunity doesn’t come easily. Financial challenges can often stand in the way of dreams, even when the drive and talent are there. Receiving scholarships is not just about covering tuition; it’s about being seen, supported, and given a fair chance to succeed. With help, I can focus on my education, master my craft, and build a foundation for a future where I not only thrive, but uplift others in my community. Being able to complete this program without the constant stress of financial strain would give me the freedom to fully step into my potential.

My first thought looking at #booktok makes me think of Tiktok. Tiktok is a digital platform for everyone. There are always great things to discover amongst using that app. Tiktok gives you room to reach wide audiences. I have discovered books such as the shadow workbook journal that actually has gone viral. The shadow workbook journal is a self reflection journal that dives deep into the positive versus the negative introspective spectacle amongst one's self. The book is beneficial to those who are spiritual, religious or neither dealing with childhood trauma. This book is also good for people having a hard time forming bonds or letting go of unhealthy habits or people. I have seen many great reviews on this book before purchasing it. I actually purchased the book myself from the tiktok shop feature. The tiktok shop feature is a fairly new feature, allowing anyone to create a website for what they are selling. There are many great books on the tiktok shop. I also love a good book that is focused on teaching how to build wealth. If there's one thing I feel should be available to everyone is learning to manage money and how to do taxes. Information like this is crucial to entrepreneurs. Even learning ways to save yourself from paying many taxes to the government could help an individual a lot. Learning business structure is essential to life. Speaking of things being essential to life D.I.Y books, how to books and books for dummies are very overlooked but very helpful for society. These kinds of books are great for people who need one on one instruction. I thrive off learning to do things myself that could save me a lot of money and time. To be honest not everybody enjoys reading. Although Those who do decide to read tend to have an exceptional vocabulary. You can tell when someone reads by how they talk most of the time. Other great books I would say is books about an individuals specific culture, niche or even books about how to run a business. These books in my opinion help you understand where you reside in society. There are many people who are familiar with Kindle fire tablets that allows people to read books and store them to their device like a digital library. Which can be purchased on Amazon another great place for finding books to read.

I believe the most important key to living another day continuously is to tell yourself every day that "I just need to make it through the next day and take life one step at a time". I have struggled with the thought of suicide. I have struggled with depression. I have had great days and I have had Days where I had to find reasons why I should let myself live just one more day. To be honest I have a hard time talking about this topic. I hate hearing about people who speak out about wanting to off themselves to someone who encourages them to do so. Most people instead of comforting you will tell you " I know you to well you just doing it for attention". Isn't that the point!!!! To get someone's attention. No one should have to get violent against themselves to be noticed. People just want to feel included and accepted. I found my way of coping between going to a children's psych center and my mom suggesting ways for me to communicate. I am completely guilty of telling people that they are just doing something for attention. In the same breath I do listen and ask questions of the voices you don't hear. After being a product of an example I actually know what to look out for. I migrate towards people that seclude themselves. I notice body language and emotions of people who are around me. I am the most understanding person that I know of. I can be a little hypocritical at times because I still convince myself every once in a while that there are great reasons why I still choose to wake up everyday. I found myself being happier making others happy. I have a very nurturing spirit. If there's one thing I've always wanted it was to be a mother. I have wanted children of my own since I was a little girl. I remember telling myself if I didn't have kids by age 30 I would off myself. It's something about being responsible for a little one that makes me feel whole and accomplished. I've always thought of myself as a second mother to my younger siblings, whether they like it or not. I was given many options to cope. I choose to create art. I choose to write, sing,rap and create things with my hands. Sometimes hearing what someone else is going through or went through puts a better perspective on your own life. There has been a viral book on tiktok called the shadow workbook journal. This book has had people joining forces creating safe spaces for people to open up to one another. People are still grasping the concept of " having uncomfortable conversations that lead to better communication and understanding". When you get out of the mindset that "I'm not the only one who feels alone sometimes" you tend to relax and open up. In my personal opinion psychology is just the capability of completely understanding an individual. As seen in the media mental health can affect anyone and everyone. The best thing to do is to listen to someone who is having a a hard time functioning in life. We need to stop stigmatizing people who have a record of unapproved behavior. Sometimes it just takes a simple question "what can I do to help you function in life?" Or "what resources can I give to help you with that personal situation of yours?". Just showing that you care sometimes is more than enough. Sometimes they just need a listening ear and that's all. Sometimes they just need a hug. And unlike kids sometimes adults feel bashed and ashamed to ask for help because of the way society expects adults to be perfect 24/7. We need to understand adults man woman or non-binary are allowed to have days where they take a break from the world. We are allowed to complain. We are allowed to cry. We are allowed to to be real "the things they call unprofessional". I believe people are tired of faking it to make it (I know I am). People would not have to pretend with being ok if people would accept them with not being ok when they need support. It's no different than a job that requires you to be nice to ride customers. Why is it that we want respect at work, yet we act out as a customer? Who decided that a promotion meant "going from a peasant to a priority". I personally go by the rule of thumb"it takes a village to raise a child" and "teamwork makes the dream work". One of these days people will catch on. Equality and inclusion is mortality.

Technology can be good or bad depending on how you choose to grasp the information you receive from it. I don't mind old ways of communicating before technology, although it doesn't have some of the same advantages as far as how long it takes to receive and send information. I literally have my phone in my hand almost 24/7 which I know is not all that good; especially for my eyes. The good thing about technology is it's always transforming. I'm always finding flaws in the technology systems we have today. It's interesting how much more we have to learn and create within the technology field. I've recently found myself trying to tell companies like apple and PayPal how they could have better processing for customers. I consider myself decent when it comes to technology. It's definitely fascinating how fast we constantly invent new ways to do things in our daily lives. I love having multiple ways to solve any and every problem I may come across. Sometimes it's not technology that is the problem. Most people take shortcuts with the care of their technology which causes the product their using to crash down. For example " you can make a laptop freeze if you don't turn it off before closing it shut". I honestly decided to even create my own app. I noticed a lot of things I felt could be better or different than the apps I already use every day. My career I'm in school for requires me to use technology. If headphones were not invented I would probably be a lot more verbal than people would want me to be. Music helps me to focus. And technically allows people to listen to music. I'm also very photogenic. If we didn't have cameras I would probably be in the mirror a lot more. Technology has helped people reach information across nations. Where would we be without technology? As you read this even you yourself are using technology. Technology has helped you give me an opportunity to earn a chance at helping me get what I need for a great education. Thanks to technology college students are finding the resources needed to succeed.

I believe struggling with mental health is too common, although normal. The part people struggle with is getting the proper support. Anyone can have a mental breakdown. Most times disruption to a healthy brain can be caused by stress. We as a society don't stress enough to the government how important it is for us to relax sometimes. In some parts of the world it's actually mandatory for children to take naps at school (like china, Mediterranean, southern Europe ECT.). And places such as Spain finds it crucial to shut down mid day so that children and adults can get their proper rest. I honestly believe that the entire world should be doing this. We have normalized making people believe that if they don't work their self to "DEATH" or work "Their life away" that means a hey must be lazy. I struggle sometimes with believing that I should give myself a break. Just think about it. How often do you put yourself on the back burner just to complete a task for a job that could care less about firing you just for being a minute late from your break? Some people bite their tongue because they feel they are bound to needing the bare minimum from the government to survive. But then there are people like me, who decide to be a boss (in other words an entrepreneur). I have strived to be an entrepreneur since before my first 9-5 job. Being a boss is hard when you don't know what you are doing. But with great skills like being a creative, you have room for freedom in a space that you create for yourself. Technically I am a C.E.O. I have two LLC'S I got for myself. I started these business without knowing the business aspects. When I started hearing the vocabulary I wasn't familiar with like "sole proprietor" I was confused. I realized it's ok to take risks as long as you know what you are doing. I'm not going to say that having your own business is always fun. If you are seriously devoted to your business, nothing will stop you from perfecting your craft. I messed up my credit getting material and promotions I didn't need. I had to learn and still need to learn about managing good credit. The most important thing is understanding taxes for your business. And understanding what it means to file your business taxes separately from. Your personal taxes. Math and vocabulary are crucial to running a business. I have decided to surround myself with bosses. It's true that your surroundings can have an impact on you. So why not surround yourself with people and things that match your dream career and lifestyle.

I have a passion for music of all kinds. I am currently going to international college of broadcasting. My mission is to better grasp all perspectives of music and entertainment production processes. I currently keep many songs that I edit and add to in the notes section of my phone. There is rarely a moment where I'm not creating music or listening to music. Music is a language people speak. Music is important in so many ways. Music is like a healthy work out to the brain. Music helps people regulate one's emotions. Music has been known to help people sleep better. Music helps people to memorize things. Music is like the sound version of yoga to the body. Music has many purposes in our every day life. We use music for celebration purposes for birthdays, weddings promotions ECT. Music is a way to bring people together. Music starts from an artist perspective on life, which is also known as thier artistic expression. I am a songwriter myself who relates to everything I am saying. Music is so powerful it can bring back memories to a person with Alzheimer's and dementia. Music is not limited to who can enjoy it. Music is voice sound and vibrations. Music is diverse like food. There a many traditions and styles of music. Music elevates brain production. The type of music a person likes can say a lot about what kind of personality they might have. Music has the power to be a self entertainment tool. Music has the power to change a persons mood which can be good or bad. Music has been shown to help those with ADHD to focus. Music is like a multivitamin to the brain in my opinion. Music has a positive effect on ones learning. For example "we sing the ABC's to children because not only is it fun for them it helps them strengthen their memory in a fun way". All these positive affects are shown to help people of all ages. Music helps people to relax. Music is good for plants as well as people. Music is even a little popular among animals. Fun fact music has many of the same affects on them as it does to us. Music is something that will be going on for a long time. People start and end their days with music. For me music will help me not only as an aid to my mood and brain health, but it will help me to have a career doing something I enjoy.

I choose to pursue art as it has helped me communicate through self expression. I eat sleep and breathe art of many forms. Creating art helps me to practice my skills to focus. Art has helped me to connect with others around me. I feel most comfortable in places that require full acceptance of me being the best version of myself. Art is usually for open minded individuals who are accepting to multiple aspects of one being place or thing. Art is one of those things that no one can mess up because there a no restrictions to the variations of it. Art is relaxing to my mind. Art has been proven to not only be a coping skill to most people, but art can be seen as therapy to most people. Art is a universal form of creativity. Art has no age limit. Any and everyone can technically be seen as a natural artist whether they choose to claim it or not. Art is not something you necessarily have to get credited for just to be able to say your an artist. I'm always getting inspired by others to create art. I find things that catch my attention and turn it into art. I love making my own spin of some things that already exists. I love trying to constantly come up with constant authentic art. I have always challenged my self to make the most of myself. I love being able to add to my list of art achievements. There is rarely a dull moment with me. When I'm listening to music I'm thinking of lyrics to make a song or a dance to make. When I see cute outfits I'm inspired to add things to my clothing brand. I literally sing and dance out of nowhere as if I was in a musical. Art has given me the opportunity to show more than one aspect of my personality and skills. I believe the best feeling as an entrepreneur who is artist is making money off your creativity. Being recognized for being myself makes me feel like a somebody. I was born to make a statement and I chose to do it through art. I don't put restrictions on my ability to do anything. With time art changes in a way where we see more and more how evolution crafts the craft. New ideas and inventions are being made every day.

I classify myself as a multitalented entrepreneur. I believe this scholarship could help me pay for the necessary tools and equipment to further my success as an entrepreneur. I believe no one should be legally under any circumstances be turned away from excelling their education. You can check out my achievements for your self on my LinkedIn page (https://www.linkedin.com/in/markayla-heidelburg-148873121?utm_source=share&utm_campaign=share_via&utm_content=profile&utm_medium=android_app). I love learning new things that I can apply in my daily life. Opportunities such as this scholarship are those rare moments that developed hidden gems to the economy such as myself. There are many workshops I would love to join that are related to the topic of entrepreneurship. Most of which cost a price I can't afford at the moment. Although I am a public speaker I could still use some tips from others with advanced experience than myself. I plan to educate myself so well that I can run into less legal problems as possible, when it comes to the businesses I have and will be creating. Helping me will also help my future employees. People need jobs and I plan to hire. I have business ideas that require me to learn about certain topics before I can create the product I would love to sell. And we all understand that education is not always free as we we love. I have learned that just as myself Ms. Hyacinth Malcolm taught herself that the life she wants is possible with determination. This elegant woman passed in her sleep October 6, 2007 leaving yet knowing she left people with more than phenomenal things to remember about her. She has a similar name to a plant called hyacinth 🪻. The fragrant plant reminds me of the saying "the grass is greener where ever you decide to water it". I am merely just a plant looking to be watered. This is also my first time completing college. And I say completing because I am determined to get that certificate. I plan on sharing knowledge to seeds of my own. I love putting myself in a position of guidance for others. The help of this scholarship will be as a ripple affect. I can't help others until I master getting help myself first. With one step at a time, one opportunity at a time we shall help many others that are in the same position. I will continue to further my education as much as I need to in order to succeed.

My core values are tied to my personality and my eagerness for a better life. I've always wanted to be an entrepreneur. And with being an entrepreneur comes great responsibility. Being an entrepreneur is better said than done. I was born to make a fashion statement. I always wanted my own clothing line. And for years I kept the thought in my mind,as I crafted the career I stayed wishing to pursue. I now have a clothing brand called officially bizarre (https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100063732301257&mibextid=ZbWKwL). I started my clothing brand in 2021. When I started my clothing brand I used one of the stimulus checks we got from the government. I honestly had no idea how to run a clothing brand. All I know is I love fashion and i was bound to have people rocking something I created. I have determination in my blood as if I was born with "a fighting spirit". I'm also a singer, rapper and song writer. I plan to stay an independent artist. That is why I choose to go to the international college of broadcasting. I can be precieved as an overachiever. I'm always coming up with new ideas and inventions. I actually have several business ideas I plan to make future businesses. I'm used to being in leadership positions from babysitting to teachers pet/assistant. I'm the type of person people want to be around because I'm not a gatekeeper when it comes to spreading knowledge. I was helping people pass class. I believe in equal opportunity in the work field. I also believe in equal opportunity in developing entrepreneurs. I have experience sacrifices such as going in dept, living with out electricity and using whole paychecks to support my businesses and future businesses. There is no doubt that I am passionate about being an entrepreneur. I'm also grate at inspiring others. To be honest I also consider myself an influencer. I am naturally born a business woman. I was making people pay up before I had my first job. I remember my mother telling the younger me that I should not be handing out free money all the time, because then I would be broke. Later after that talk, she caught my charging my siblings for borrowed money "Lol". I literally had a paper with tally marks right next to each of their names. I had uncle's and aunts owing me. If it was one thing I was taught not to take lightly, it was my money. We all know that saying " keep your eyes on your own paper". I learned over time If I wanted something done correctly, who better to do it then myself.

Success to me is setting a goal and using the small step to step process to achieve the desired ending result. Most people like myself before have gotten too used to putting way to much on their plate. Success is not something you learn from just hearing about it. Success is something that has to be experienced. I'm a hands on type of learner. I believe hands on learning is the most effective way to learn and communicate. Way too often we rush people and criticize their intelligence. Which is a downfall in society. I see to many people with potential give up so easily on their dreams, based off the perception of others. Just like children adults too can be easily influenced. To often we shame people for not being fast enough. Did you know that when people tend to forget things when they are rushed to achieve a goal. Said by "learnupon.com", studies suggest that humans forget approximately 50% of new information within an hour of learning it. That goes up to an average of 70% within 24 hours. So just imagine what that does to a person when you apply pressure for results. I am a woman of many accomplishments as you can see on my LinkedIn profile (https://www.linkedin.com/in/markayla-heidelburg-148873121?utm_source=share&utm_campaign=share_via&utm_content=profile&utm_medium=android_app). I love to earn and show off trophies, certificates and awards of all sorts. In my opinion knowledge makes people more attractive. I love having Deep conversations with people especially when they are open minded. Success can also be as small as developing character. Success is development of a projected want or need. When I think of success I think of stepping stones. Stepping stones is accepting your current position or situation and just making the most of it while preparing to elevate; whether it be spiritually, physically, mentally, emotionally ect. Success is all about acceleration. Acceleration does not necessarily mean fast paced. For example we all know about "the tortoise and the hair". And the story goes that the tortoise won the race by taking his time and understanding his surroundings. It's very important to analyze your goals in detail. Mapping out how you expect things to go. Also being realistic and comparing what how you would like for things to go versus how they really go by governmental policies restrictions and regulations. It helps to understand how far outside the box you can go. Just as if you were coloring in a coloring book.

I take anything I don't agree with a "grain of salt". I believe that encouragement and acceptance go a long way. Too often we younger folks are told that we need to be more accepting of a time in life when we were not even born. We have strayed away from a lot of unhealthy habits of some of our ancestors. I find it disturbingly interesting how the older generations shame us for things that they did themselves. back then things were worse yet more acceptable, which I can't wrap my head around. The older generation had gotten used to being comfortable in situations they had no choice but to be a part of. Most of my generation doesn't find it appealing to force their child into marriage with an adult. The age limit on drugs has changed. And we care about the well-being of our children a lot more. We understand that physical harm is not necessarily the best teaching system. Gen-Z has more potential than we are given credit for. we slowly see an increase in recognition as time passes. Instead of shining a light on the bad, we should focus on praising for all the good we receive. The solution to a better society is to stop limiting people with great potential to so little resources.

I believe everything that is meant for every living being on this planet is within Mother Nature. I grew up watching Scooby-doo which has had some influence on me. If there is one thing that Scooby-doo has taught me, it is that the real monsters always turn out to be human. A show full of hippies always fighting monsters and saving people. Speaking of hippies I consider myself to be a traditional hippie. from the bell bottoms, I love so much to my pescatarian eating habits. I have been considering slowly moving towards being a vegetarian. I honestly had that vegetarian though on hold for some time now. it's easier said than done. Just thinking of how many times I have tried to show people and tell people about the correct ways of life in my opinion. People just love being confined to what they perceive to be normal based on what society's standards tell them to abide by. People hate being called a follower and yet they still choose to show that they are afraid to be different only because it's not familiar to them. I have repeatedly stated that I genuinely believe that we should go back to the times when we didn't use our air supply as currency as stated in my poem called "Why" (https://youtu.be/Mw8P2aHdTp4?si=Icq5UR_rqJpOFk6Z). I love watching videos as well as hearing stories about how people survived with only what was provided by Mother Nature to live. I have always wanted to be able to live the most resourceful life possible. I admire people who have turned the wild woods into their homes. that kind of stuff inspires me to turn garbage into fashion, which I have seen them do. Those people usually have great fashion taste. I have hopes that one day we will all agree that we should stay as natural as possible when it comes to our air and food as well as the way we choose to live. in the meantime, I choose to stay around as many like-minded individuals as possible. I love continuing to learn about the different ways that natural resources can help me in my daily life. I don't plan on forcing my ways of life on anyone I just want people to respect the way I choose to live my life. I love being around those who accept me and my healthy ways. it makes me feel good knowing I have a genuine listening ear especially those willing to try the things I love. There is this thing called "the circle of life" a great example being the movie "Lion King". They show the food pyramid and explain it in detail which is easy to digest. the movie alone gives you a small outlook on understanding the bigger picture in life. As a collective, we will one day understand what it means to live in a utopian society.

I grew up in a household that was resourceful with anything and everything we came across. if we were not using it, it was to be turned off and/or unplugged. we were always big on recycling and not wasting food. I grew up watching the electric company show, which taught me a lot about saving money on the rent including gas and electricity even the water bill by knowing the facts of the cost and statistics. I have a bad habit of recycling plastics and cans. to be honest, once I learned that I could make money by recycling it just made me want to recycle even more. I honestly became obsessed with being a businesswoman in the midst of this. I was upset to find out that the closest place to get money from recycling was massachusetts or New York. I refuse to be a litterbug like most people on this slowly evolving planet. I think it's disgusting that I can compare all kinds of other beautiful cities and states with less garbage and pollution. just think about it, how often do you hear someone say that they want to visit Ohio for a vacation? we honestly do not have the cleanest water. I think Ohio has a lot of work to do. I am sure I do not want to meet whoever made it a thing to be okay with trashing our streets, lakes and oceans. in my opinion, if we were all to do things in more natural ways we wouldn't have this concern for our environment. I am as close to an herbalist as I can get. I make do with what I can afford. And I believe that is uncalled for. people should be able to have water food and medical care free. I created a poem dedicated to some of what I am talking about now called "Why" on YouTube (https://youtu.be/Mw8P2aHdTp4?si=olDtVwqJq4WoWYWn). I have always been an activist and vocalist since a very young age. i remember people realizing I had such an issue with them being dirty. And they would purposely throw stuff on the ground knowing I would pick it up. I got used to being in my presence knowing that I would be in an environment that not only looked good but smelled good. i would spend hours on YouTube at the library or on my mom's phone looking up DIYs to doing everything i could do from cooking to cleaning and much more. it's safe to say i still try to do my part as an eco-activist in my own way.

To be technical I classify as pansexual. I have been this way since I could remember. I have always looked up to Jonelle monae as an advocate for myself, being that I have always known I would be doing music as a career. This lifestyle is not as hard on me as it can be for others. I have always chosen to be open about my sexuality. but on the other hand, I have seen and heard some pretty damaging things happen to other people. I have had people attempt to bully me about my sexuality. I knew exactly what I had gotten myself into and I'm proud of it. My mother has always been supportive because she can relate. My mom got used to taking us to the pride festival in Cincinnati, which we always loved. I honestly could never fully understand why most people would "stay in the closet" or other words hide their sexuality. I knew it was more dangerous as a man to like the same sex. I'm also i big supporter of poly relationships. I consider myself a newer version of what you would call a hippie. I believe that love is love and can be found anywhere. As a songwriter and advocate, I have implemented my lifestyle in the music I make. I am always encouraging people to be comfortable with being themselves out loud. I give credit to my mother for teaching me and my siblings to be independent and proud of who we choose to be. I plan on continuing to help all of those around me embrace who they truly and naturally are. this is a topic I wish people would be more open to. The LGBTQ community is the most welcoming community I have ever known. This kind of lifestyle is not for the weak in my opinion. I believe as time goes on we as a society are becoming more aware that minding our own business with things that don't personally affect us is better helping everyone. I continue to discover other like-minded individuals that I can connect to on my journey in life. My love life has been amazing coming across different people and learning about their childhood versus mine. it has been hard coming across other pansexuals but I love discovering them when i meet them. may everyone live in complete happiness for all of their life.

I lost a grandmother who impacted me as the growing woman I am today. She gave me a sense of love and discipline. Her house always smelled like one of two things chilli or bleach. she was very strict and stayed as close to a modern image of a woman as possible. when I think of her I think of a classy woman. she was to herself as I was growing up, and she also had this internal passion to be outgoing as I am now. she was so impactful that anyone can say she left giving everyone she knew something to remember. she loved her family she loved her food and she loved her entertainment. if there was one thing you must not do, it was to touch her remote when her gospel or church service was on. She lived long enough to have survived slavery. she had even told me her slave name which I honestly had forgotten. she made it clear she was here to enjoy the rest of the days she had on this earth, and she did not spend any time as if it were something to be wasted. she never forgot to constantly remind us of how hard her life was compared to how easier we had it. she is the reason I continue to fight for success.