Growing up, I lived in a troubled household involving abuse, divorced parents, and constant moving between 3 families. It was taxing for me to concentrate on everything going on in my life, including school, relationships, extracurriculars, and my mental health. Although it was painful, I do not wish to experience it any differently because I am proud of who I am, and it has inspired me to set goals for what I desire to be in my future self.
At the time, I was a naive and impressionable child. I did not grasp what was happening to me or what would happen in my future. I fell victim to my own ignorance and lack of self-recognition, leading to a decline in my grades, involvement in my school, relationships, and mental health. Through my struggles, is where I learned the most about myself. Firstly, I realized I was not a fan of falling behind all my peers and being regarded as the "general population." It irked me, and that disgust for myself still resonates with me today. However, today I do not look in the mirror with disgust but with pride in my progress to become better and strive for "as close to" perfection as possible, not only for my present self but for my future self, wife, kids, family, subordinates, and teammates. Secondly, I learned to be proud of myself and my progress, as well as my honors and accolades, regardless of anyone's discouragement, but not too prideful to the point of arrogance, and to respect others just as much as I respect myself. With just a few of my experiences learned from these events, I understand how to handle future situations for myself and those I care about. I remind myself to keep my head high through the most difficult situations to keep my and my subordinates' spirits high and not let setbacks or mistakes contain us forever. I do not wish for my past to be rewritten, for I am proud of what it has taught me. I want to be a man in today's society and provide for others, to be proud of myself, to be more confident, and most importantly, to love myself no matter the circumstances.
Attending a college or university shows great prestige, honor, integrity, and discipline, yet I am not in it for the glory or the fancy crest on my resume but for my future. While that may seem emulative, I want to attend College for my future family, friends, children, wife, country, and God. Being a good marine, sailor, airman, guardian, or soldier is one thing, but being a generational inspiration, a role model, a great father, husband, and man. Attending a college or university will satisfy my life goal of being a fighter pilot - physician in the United States Air Force, but it will also shape me to be a great man for those who depend on me. My ultimate goal is to wake up one day, in a graceful home, with a beautiful family and a fruitful life, and to look up and thank nobody else but Jesus Christ. The rigorous discipline, training, morality, and education will bring me one step closer to being the man I want to be for my family's future. To provide for them, protect them, and raise people even better than me. Growing up in a single-parent home makes it difficult for my plans to come to fruition through finances. Any help is greatly appreciated so I can achieve my goals and pay it forward to my family, friends, culture, and country.