Growing up, I imagined that I would be a teacher. I knew exactly what color my background walls would be and what songs we would sing together in the morning. Then, I wanted to be a therapist. My friends were always confiding their big secrets to me, and I was a great listener, so it seemed like the natural path. Then I wanted to be a surgeon, and that was definitely my calling. I didn't know exactly what path I would take, but I always knew one thing: I wanted to help people.
The clarity deepened when I volunteered at a hospital during my high school years. I traveled back and forth, staying for overnights and weekends. There were months that I spent more nights at the hospital than I did at home. I would watch the doctors and nurses, and I would have great conversations with many of them. I saw and felt the compassion, skill, and purpose that fueled their work. I didn't know exactly what my role would be, but I knew that this was where I belonged- at the heart of patient care.
After spending a year at seminary in Israel, I began working at a doctor's office. Day after day, I watched patients come in with infections, chronic illnesses, or health concerns that didn't always have quick fixes. I would speak to insurance companies for hours, begging and trying as many angles as I could, getting patients' medications or medical tests approved. I learned the importance of patience and advocacy here, and nothing was more satisfying than when I could let a patient know that we succeeded in getting their treatments approved. I would give over results that patients were not happy about, but did everything I could to make the news bearable. I loved my position, and I loved how much I was giving back to the community.
Soon after, I started volunteering as an EMT, experiencing the intensity of emergency care and the responsibility of being the first to respond in critical moments. Each step led me closer to the clarity I had been searching for: nursing was the perfect balance of science, skill, compassion, and thrill. Today, as a nursing student and a mother, that calling feels stronger than ever.
My journey has required resilience. Balancing higher education, clinicals, my leadership role as class president, and motherhood has been quite demanding, but it has also shown me the strength I carry and the passion that drives me. Nursing is not just a career. It requires chutzpah: courage to make the right decisions, confidence to stand up when something is wrong, and boldness to advocate fiercely for patients. I know I will always fight for what is right, even when the choice is not the easy one- because the right choice rarely is.
My Jewish faith grounds me in this commitment. As Jews, preserving life is one of the most important things that we can do. And we do it with dignity and kindness, upholding our values and the patient's. These beliefs are at the core of who I am, and they strengthen my resolve to become the kind of nurse that not only heals, but also advocates, comforts, and inspires hope.
This is why I am pursuing nursing- not just as a profession, but as my purpose. With my resilience, faith, and chutzpah guiding me, I am determined to dedicate my career to caring for others, speaking up for those without a voice, and carrying forward the values that define me.