For the last nine years, my normal hasn’t been like everyone else’s. Ever since I was 7 years old, I have lived with hypermobility and chronic pain in my joints. When I went to the doctor, and they asked how much pain I was in, it was always at least a 6/10 for a 7-year-old; that's not normal. Before any doctor was able to figure out my disability, I went from specialist to specialist trying to find an answer, but my test results were always inconclusive. My appointments were often long, far away, and only available during school hours, causing me to miss a significant amount of school. There are days I’m in so much that I can't get out of bed to attend class. Although I used to love learning, missing so much school made it difficult. Despite my good grades, some teachers and classmates doubted me simply because I wasn’t in school as often as everyone else. It taught me to keep going despite other people's opinions, and advocating for yourself is a priority.
I had to stay home often because of my pain and doctor's appointments. My dad worked in IT and would often work from home. I was always a curious kid. While he was working, he would show me the different parts of a computer or TV, and in everyday life, he taught me how to work on cars and build shelves. I always loved fixing and building things. Growing up. I never enjoyed playing with dolls; instead, I preferred Legos and Lincoln Logs. When I got to middle school, that interest led me to join the engineering program, where I discovered my passion for designing and building things. My engineering teacher never gave me a hard time about missing school. She was incredibly understanding, and she made me feel welcome.
When it was time to start high school, I picked the wrong program. I was being bullied, and because I was missing so much school, I fell behind in some areas. As a result, I chose not to continue with engineering in high school. Even so, I eventually found my way back to my love of tinkering. I started watching Formula 1, and I had always loved movies like Fast & Furious and cars in general. That inspired me to pursue a career as a mechanic first and later become a Formula 1 engineer. Although it will be physically challenging because of my disability, it is something I have always loved, and I am determined to continue pursuing it.
Continuing on this path will not be easy because of my chronic pain. My disability has caused me to miss a significant amount of school, and it will likely affect my ability to work while I’m earning my education. There will be times when I’m physically unable to work enough hours to cover the cost of tuition, books, and other educational expenses. Receiving this scholarship would help relieve some of that financial burden and allow me to continue working toward my education and career goals. My disability has presented many obstacles throughout my life, but it has also taught me resilience and determination. I won't let it stop my dream of becoming a Formula 1 engineer.