I had always been a theatrical kid, so It was only natural that I would become an actor.
I grew up in a bubble of imagination. Since my early childhood, I have been perpetually lost in my own private world. I was always bursting with energy, and thankfully provided an outlet from a young age through music. My dad taught me guitar and piano, and I've been playing music onstage in my family’s bluegrass band ever since. But while my love of performing was cultivated by bluegrass, it blossomed under the discovery of musical theater.
I’m incredibly fortunate to have grown up in New York City, the global hub of artistic creativity. Broadway always held a distant presence in my life, but evolved into an obsession in my adolescence. When the outside world was mundane or unbearable, I retreated into the heightened reality of shows, spending hours watching bootlegs and movies. My dad took notice of this passion, and started entering the Broadway lottery for productions I wanted to see. Slowly but surely, he began to win. A lot. The cheap tickets not only provided an accessible way to see theater, but an irreplaceable bond between my father and I. And with each show we saw, my urge to join the company onstage grew stronger and deeper.
I used to view acting as a vehicle to getting famous. I wanted to be under a spotlight, to strut down a red carpet and give dazzling interviews. Through beginning to uncover the real magic of acting, however, this desire to be seen would transform into a desire to tell stories. Getting accepted into LaGuardia High School for drama marked a pinnacle shift in my acting journey. I had the privilege to be leads in musicals like Into the Woods, West Side Story and plays like No Exit and Leaves, which unlocked my love for reaching out to people through storytelling. I received messages from countless people describing how much my performance meant to them. I began to realize the true power of theater.
I’m not a person that can be put into a box. I now understand that my array of abilities, identities, and stories don’t hinder but enrich my work as an actor. My love for singing, dancing, and music all culminate in the joy I feel while performing onstage. My array of curiosities become tools. The industry of theater needs well-rounded people to tell stories; we bring layered, nuanced representations to the stage.
Actors hold up mirrors to society, revealing reflections of the world or suggestions of the way it could one day be. They hold beauty, pain, and Truth. This mirror was once held up to me and my father’s face in the audience of Our Town on Broadway, and we both left the theater weeping. It was the first time I had ever seen him cry.
I want to hold up mirrors to the collective egoistic mindset that is destroying our inner peace. I want to hold up mirrors to big issues like racism and homophobia, but also to small, joyous stories of relationships and family. Performers have the power to make people laugh, to make them cry, and most importantly, to make them think. That is my ultimate wish for my art. To be a vehicle towards personal change; a spurrer of thought, an inciter of emotion.
Musical Theater is the channel to express all the creativity, imagination, and theatricality I have always felt within me. It has forever been my path, and what will continue to fill me with joy for the rest of my life