I’m a musical theatre major in the performing arts magnet program at my high school—while also balancing being President of both National Honor Society and Student Government. I’m a writer, dancer, actress, barista, and the oldest daughter in a loud, loving, and complicated family. When I’m not leading meetings, studying Spanish with my dad, or editing my latest draft, you can find me feeding stray neighborhood dogs, tending to my garden, or handing someone their morning coffee with a smile. I’ve always believed that who we truly are shows in the small moments, the ones that aren’t graded, applauded, or posted online. Moments like checking on classmates who seem overwhelmed, calling my grandparents every day, reminding my mom to eat after work, or listening to a friend who finally felt brave enough to share their struggles. Those moments taught me that leadership isn’t about being important, but about making others feel important. But the moments that made me weren’t all good and sweet. My family struggled and fought, financial strain just another thing to throw in each other’s faces. And as a child, I wasn’t always safe. Books held me up when the world felt too heavy to carry alone. Writing became the place where I could turn pain into purpose, shaping my laments into something meaningful. Dance showed me how to move through emotion, that bleeding it out on stage could make something beautiful. Healing came slow, in small, steady shifts. But I learned to breathe again. To hope again. To trust that connection is survival. It’s why I’m planning to move to New York after college and perform professionally while building a career in publishing. I want to write books that give people the same lifeline that my favorite literature gave me. I want to be part of shows that uplift voices that society ignores, mutes, and doubts. I want to make people feel seen. If I could start my own charity, that is where its heart would beat. I would build an organization dedicated to bringing arts access and arts education to underdeveloped and disadvantaged communities. Food, clothing, housing, physical and mental health—these are essentials, and many charities address them. But art is a different kind of necessity. Art gives people a place to put their pain. A way to express what they feel—beautiful or not—and a language for the emotions that don’t have words yet. It builds community, confidence, and imagination—especially for kids who feel powerless or unseen, the way I once did. My charity would serve children, families, and communities who don’t have access to creative spaces or opportunities. Volunteers would lead art classes, writing workshops, dance and movement sessions, theatre games, and music activities. They would paint murals with neighborhoods, read stories to children, guide teens through writing poems, or even take families to see plays, concerts, museums, and recitals. The mission would be to give people access to joy, expression, and connection, and the chance to see art not just as a luxury, but a lifeline. Art helped me survive. It helped me find myself. And I want to share that with as many people as I can—loudly, quietly, consistently, and wholeheartedly. One smile, one story, one show at a time.

The arts have been the one place where I’ve always felt like I could exist freely. Before I had words for anything I felt, there was rhythm, melody, movement—stories trapped in my body just waiting to be released on the page and on stage. Growing up, the arts weren’t just something I did after school. They were a refuge, a lens through which I could see possibilities bigger than the world I lived in. My earliest guide into that world was my mentor, Chani. She danced with my parents’ company when I was small. She was this brilliant, bright, and graceful young woman who felt larger than life. Yet somehow, she still made space for me. She was one of my first dance teachers, a big sister in spirit, and the one person who made sure I knew I could belong in the arts, not just admire them from afar. As I grew up, she moved to New York, training relentlessly, performed on Broadway, choreographed shows, and eventually became a vocal coach—my vocal coach. Even from across the country, she remained the person who lit a path for me. Family members would often compare me to her, my theatre mentors talked about how amazing it was to work with her. Since I was a little girl, I’ve studied the way she carries herself—with poise, wisdom, elegance, and unyielding determination—and every day, I try to carry myself the same way. I hold myself high because she does. I push myself because she first taught me how. Arts education shaped every part of who I am. Dance taught me discipline and how to express emotion without saying a word. Choir taught me to move among a group, how powerful our voices can be when we stand together. And theatre taught me that I was strong enough, bright enough, to stand alone and still shine. After college, I aim to move to New York to work in publishing as an assistant editor or literary agent while continuing to write novels and perform as a musical theatre artist. I want a career built on creativity, collaboration, and storytelling across multiple mediums. The arts have shaped who I am and every dream I have. I want to create stories and perform shows that give others the same sense of belonging they gave me. Whether I'm in the corner of a cafe working on a manuscript or pushing myself through an eight hour rehearsal, my goal is always the same: to make others feel seen, understood, and inspired in the same way that Chani has inspired me. Art has always been my home—where I learned to grow, to express, to lead, and to imagine beyond the box society tried to put me in. And as I grow, it is the home I choose over and over again.

Growing up in financial hardship and instability shapes a child long before they understand what it means. For students from disadvantaged backgrounds, higher education can feel like a locked door guarded by costs, circumstances, and expectations we never asked for. A room we are never invited in. That’s why scholarships matter. They aren’t handouts. They are bridges between potential and possibility, between children who survived more than they should have and adults who will go on to change the world because someone finally invested in them. My own childhood was defined by instability—emotionally, financially, and physically. My mom juggled multiple jobs just to afford the tiny apartment where we lived. I took care of my younger brother, cooked meals, and learned early what it meant to grow up fast. My brother’s father was a towering man with money in his wallet and violence in his heart. The abuse I survived silenced me for over a year. What saved me were stories. I escaped into books, then eventually into writing—where I could tell my truth without being punished for it. Eventually, I gained the courage to tell that truth aloud. That choice cost us what little stability we had, thrust us further into the struggle we’d always known. Disadvantaged students deserve scholarships because we work twice as hard for half the reward and recognition. We discover our potential in the cracks of poverty and we learn resilience not as a virtue, but as a necessity. And when we succeed, we don’t rise alone. We carry our families, our communities, and every younger version of ourselves with us. I’ve spent my high school years proving that my past would not be my future. I work relentlessly—academically, creatively, and emotionally. Among various creative pursuits, I stepped into leadership as President of National Honor Society and Student Government. At home, I help raise my siblings and support my mother as she goes back to college. I even faced my abuser in court and delivered the testimony that put him behind bars for life. And it’s all because of the people who poured into me, even when they had little to give. Every day I see examples of what I could have become without them, and every day I am grateful. I fight to give that same support to others because I know how powerful it is to be seen. This scholarship would not only ease the financial strain of college, but allow me to continue rising beyond the circumstances I was born into. I plan to study English, write books that help others feel less alone, and eventually work in publishing to amplify voices like mine. Students from disadvantaged backgrounds deserve opportunities because we’ve already proven we don’t give up. We just need someone willing to open the door so we can walk through it. We’ve all heard the saying that society’s top is only as strong as its bottom. And if you would look close enough, you’d see we’re stronger than you think.

I’ve spent most of my life learning how to breathe in rooms designed to suck the air from my lungs. Anxiety, depression, and trauma shaped my childhood long before I had the vocabulary to name any of it. There were nights I didn’t think I would make it to adulthood, mornings where I fought with myself just to get out of bed. Healing wasn’t linear or glamorous—just a long series of small choices to keep moving, to choose love, to choose growth, to choose myself. These are choices that I still have to make every day. But if pain taught me anything, it’s that silence is deadly. And I refuse to let anyone suffer alone. That’s the driving factor behind everything I do—whether I’m writing, performing, serving my community, or just handing someone their coffee with a smile. I’ve always believed that who we really are shows up in the small, quiet moments. The coworkers we check on, the strangers we say “hello” to, the teachers we thank, the seniors we hold the door for, the classmates we listen to without rushing them. That’s where character lives, and character is the foundation of everything I work to build. After college, I plan to move to New York to work in publishing as an assistant editor or literary agent while continuing to write books and perform in musical theatre. My dream is to use my stories and voice to open doors for others who have been dismissed, muted, or overlooked. I want to represent writers—especially young people, people of color, those from disadvantaged backgrounds who grew up navigating challenges and persevered through all odds. I want those who are still persevering to see me, hear me and know that someone is rooting for them. I want to be a force that connects us, drives us, and moves us. Books saved me before I knew how to save myself. They gave me courage, hope, and the sense that somewhere out there, someone understood me. If I can give that experience to even one other person—if someone can pick up a book I wrote or helped publish and feel less alone—I will be grateful, happy, and proud. I want my career to be a hand extended backwards for the next person climbing. I want to build bridges in a society that constantly tries to divide us. I want to create art, written or performed, that reminds people that they are human and worthy. My impact won’t come from being the loudest voice in the room, but from being the one who listens, who feels deeply, who leads with compassion, and who refuses to let anyone fall through the cracks. That’s how I plan to cause change in the world—through one story, one connection, one cup of coffee and one “hello” at a time.

I lost my innocence when I was nine. Earlier, perhaps. My childhood was grey. Quiet. Just my mom, my brother and I—except when I saw my dad some weekends. My mom came home from work just to lock herself into her office and work through the night. I took care of my little brother and cooked for us in the tiny apartment we shared at the storage unit where she worked. I always asked if she was okay, if she had eaten. Her answers were always yes, and no. I ask today, and the answers are still yes, and no. Eventually, she got a boyfriend—my brother’s father. The largest man I’ve ever seen, always carrying a weapon and stacks of bills in his wallet. But he bought groceries, shoes. He didn’t make her happy—I rarely saw her happy—but he was there. One day, his hand reached for his wallet, and strayed. To places it never should have. It strayed quite often. The world stayed quiet, but my mind got loud. A year passed. I lost my voice, my light. And no one knew. I read to escape—like my mom once read to me, before work consumed her. Books became my lifeline. Then, I picked up a pen. I began to weave my pain into poems. I let myself scream in ink what I couldn’t whisper aloud. Until those screams in my head grew louder, and I couldn’t take it. I told someone. And they gave me permission—to stand up for myself. To not feel guilty for “ruining” their relationship, taking away my brother’s hero, taking up space when I'd always been taught to stay small. I was a terrified child. But I was right—everything fell apart. Everyone’s anger turned on me. I battled PTSD, depression, anxiety, and medication—all before I turned fourteen. But sound started to seep back in, grey started to fade. I saw color again. The grey castle had to fall for me to build my own of gold. I found my voice. I haven’t let myself be silenced since. After writing as an escape for years, learning that my words held weight and power, I knew it was what I wanted to do. I poured my energy into school, craft, and growth. I won spelling bees, worked my way up in a latin dance company, made honor roll every year. I went to all-state choir three times, joined FAME Drama, and starred in an award-winning play by my sophomore year of high school. I idolized authors and wrote relentlessly—poems and stories remained my outlet as I worked toward goals and through trauma in tandem. I finished my first novel at seventeen and plan to publish within the year. I became Treasurer of National Honors Society, and now I am President of NHS and SGA. I mentor students, coordinate service projects with in-school and outside officials, and lead teams of my peers with integrity and positivity. I help care for my baby sister, continue to support and care for my brother, and cheer on my mother as she goes back to college. I faced off against my abuser in court. Gave a personal statement, looked him in the eye as I recounted all he did to me—ensuring he got life in prison. My past defines nothing about me but my strength. I smile, laugh, and walk into every room with confidence. My intelligence precedes me, but it’s my resilience, heart and passion that make me memorable. That passion will carry me through college and put my name onto the shelves of every bookstore I once escaped into.

I lost my innocence when I was nine. Earlier, perhaps. My childhood was grey. Quiet. Just my mom, my brother and me—except when I saw my dad some weekends. My mom worked constantly, often locked in her office all night. I took care of my little brother and cooked for us in the tiny apartment we shared at the storage unit where she worked. I always asked if she was okay, if she'd eaten. Her answers were always yes, and no. I still ask today, and the answers are still yes, and no. Eventually, she got a boyfriend—my brother’s father. The largest man I’ve ever seen, always carrying a weapon and bills in his wallet. He didn’t make her happy—I rarely saw her happy—but he was there. One day, his hand reached for his wallet, and strayed. To places it never should've. After that, it strayed often. The world stayed quiet, but my mind got loud. Over a year passed. I lost my voice, my light. No one knew. I read to escape—like my mom once read to me. Books became my lifeline. Then, I picked up a pen. I began to weave my pain into poems, let myself scream in ink what I couldn’t whisper aloud. When the screams grew to loud, I told someone. And they gave me permission—to stand up for myself. To not feel guilty for “ruining” their relationship, for taking away my brother’s hero, for becoming a problem, for taking up space when I'd always been taught to stay small. I was a terrified child. But I was right. The moment I opened my mouth, everything fell apart. Everyone’s anger turned on me. But the grey castle had to fall for me to build my own of gold. I battled PTSD, depression, anxiety, and medication—all before I turned fourteen. But sound started to seep back in. The grey started to fade. I saw color again. I found my voice. And I haven’t let myself be silenced since. I’d always loved school. After writing as an escape for years, learning that my words held power, I knew it was what I wanted to do. I poured my energy into school, craft, and growth. I won spelling bees, became a semi-pro member of a Latin dance company, made honor roll every year. I went to all-state choir three times, joined a theatre magnet program, and starred in an award-winning play by sophomore year. I idolized authors and wrote relentlessly—poems and stories remained my outlet as I worked toward goals and through trauma in tandem. I finished my first novel at seventeen and plan to publish within the year. I became Treasurer of National Honors Society, and now I am President as well as an officer in SGA. I mentor students, personally coordinate service projects with both in-school and outside officials, and lead with integrity and positivity. I help raise my new baby sister, continue to care for my brother, and cheer on my mother as she returns to college. I faced off against my abuser in court. I gave a personal statement and looked him in the eye. He got life in prison. My past defines nothing about me but my strength. I still smile. I laugh. I walk into every room with confidence. My intelligence precedes me, but it’s my resilience, heart and passion that make me shine. That same passion will carry me through college and put my name on the shelves of every bookstore I once escaped into. I just need a little help to get there—and this scholarship could do just that.

Jack Terry's story reminds me that even in unfathomable darkness, hope can survive and even thrive. He lost everything as a child yet managed to build a life filled with healing, purpose, and generosity. Like Jack, I've faced adversity that shaped me in ways I didn't choose. But also like him, I've chosen what to do with it. My elementary schoolyard was vibrant, but I often stayed in the garden, chasing butterflies or reading. I felt out of place. The kids made fun of what they didn’t understand—my hair, my body, my love for reading. I was an anomaly to them and to myself. Growing up with a single mother in an unstable home, I felt powerless. Financial struggles loomed over everything from food to housing and even basic peace of mind. On top of that, I was placed in a predominantly white school where I faced isolation, adversity and social injustice. But my parents, especially my mom, instilled a love of literature in me. My father, who I saw biweekly, read me Harry Potter as bedtime stories for years. Books became my refuge. Middle school was more diverse, yet I was still seen as “too strange,” “too smart,” “too white.” I spoke “too well” and read “too much." Then one day, a book series inspired me to start writing. That was my first taste of power. I realized my words held weight—they could influence others and spark change. But soon, I learned, it wasn't enough. I could no longer hide behind creative outlets. I knew the life I wanted, the woman I wanted to be, and it was my responsibility to cultivate that. In high school, I chose the FAME magnet program for choir—after eight years of performing, awards, and all-state honors, it seemed like the natural choice, but it wasn't the right one. I struggled with my depression, anxiety, PTSD and a new diagnosis: borderline personality disorder. Because of my academic success, my pain tended to be overlooked. So I advocated for myself. I left the program, found a place where I could breathe again, and reclaimed my identity as a creator and a human being. Writing became more than an outlet—it was a declaration of my existence. Just months later, I faced another huge challenge. One of the hardest, but most important, moments of my life. I testified in court against my abuser. I gave my victim statement at the end of the trial and helped convict him. He received two life sentences. It was terrifying, exhausting, and deeply painful—I celebrated by taking a trip to Puerto Rico which I mostly cried and slept through on the couch of our AirBnB—but I found strength in telling my truth. I realized the power of my voice wasn't just for stories. It was for justice, too. My family's financial hardship taught me resilience, trauma taught me survival, mental illness taught me empathy, and being raised by a single mother taught me strength. I now work to be a role model for my younger sister and my community, showing them they can live full, authentic lives despite challenges. In college, I plan to study creative writing and business, with the goal of one day creating a publishing or literary agency that focuses on marginalized voices, especially BIPOC creators like myself. Words saved me. I want to create stories that do the same for others. Art reflects, transforms, motivates, and remembers. I could have stayed confined to the box I was placed in, but instead, I broke free and changed my world. I’m determined to inspire others to do the same.

My elementary schoolyard was vibrant, but I often stayed in the garden, chasing butterflies or reading. I felt out of place. The kids made fun of what they didn’t understand—my hair, my body, my love for reading. I was an anomaly to them and to myself. Growing up with a single mother in an unstable home, I felt powerless. Financial struggles loomed over everything from food to housing and even basic peace of mind. On top of that, I was placed in a predominantly white school where I faced isolation, adversity and social injustice. But my parents, especially my mom, instilled a love of literature in me. My father read me Harry Potter as bedtime stories for years. Books became my refuge. Middle school was more diverse, yet I was still seen as “too strange,” “too smart,” “too white.” I spoke “too well” and read “too much." Then one day, a book series inspired me to starting writing. That was my first taste of power. I realized my words held weight—they could influence others and spark change. But soon, I learned, it wasn't enough. I could no longer hide behind creative outlets. I knew the life I wanted, the woman I wanted to be, and it was my responsibility to cultivate that. In high school, I chose the FAME magnet program for choir—after eight years of performing, awards, and all-state honors, it seemed like the natural choice, but it wasn't the right one. I struggled with my depression, anxiety, PTSD and a new diagnosis: borderline personality disorder. Because of my academic success, my pain tended to be overlooked. So I advocated for myself. I left the program, found a place where I could breathe again, and reclaimed my identity as a creator and a human being. Writing became more than an outlet—it was a declaration of my existence. My family's financial hardship taught me resilience, mental illness taught me empathy, and being raised by a single mother taught me strength. I now work to be a role model for my younger sister and my community, showing them they can live full, authentic lives despite challenges. This scholarship would bring me one step closer to my dreams. My mom always says, "You can do anything and go anywhere you want—as long as we can find the money." In college, I plan to study creative writing and business, with the goal of one day creating a publishing or literary agency that focuses on marginalized voices, especially BIPOC creators like myself. Leadership roles in National Honor Society and Student Government Association have taught me the value of community, collaboration, and service. I intend to carry these values with me in college and beyond. Words saved me. I want to create stories that do the same for others. Art reflects, transforms, motivates, and remembers. I could have stayed confined to the box I was placed in, but instead, I broke free and changed my world. I’m determined to inspire others to do the same.

I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, and depression when I was twelve. I was medicated when I was fourteen. I am now seventeen, my medication has changed, and I've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. My entire life, I've watched trauma and mental health tear my family apart. It has divided us, caused us to mistrust and misunderstand each other. For a while, I was angry and bitter. After all, I was just a child. So are my brother and sister, as well as my friends and peers who've faced similar struggles of their own. We are so afraid of not being accepted that we hide our pain. We suffer in silence, because those of us that have dared to make themselves heard have been shunned, abandoned, ignored and or forgotten. I was just a child, and I lost hope. I was twelve years old, crying in a corner on Christmas Eve, considering suicide. Twelve years old on Christmas Eve. It's tragic to believe that that can happen to someone, especially so young, but it did and it does. Every day. What got me through it was finding things to hold on to. I believe everything happens for a really good reason. If I lose sight of that, nothing makes sense. So I find the reasons, no matter how big or small. When anxiety has me by the throat and I can't breathe, when depression is keeping me confined in my bed and not allowing me to leave, when my moods are erratic and unpredictable and I feel myself ready to lash out at a loved one, I remember that this is someone I love. Whether it's myself, my friend, or my family, this is someone that I love. Or something. I apply that to my every day life now, especially when things are dark. I find my reasons, I find something to look forward to, and I connect. If all else fails, I'll call a friend. These are some things I've learned throughout my healing process that I keep in mind daily. Healing, as a whole, is not a linear process. This can be hard to come to terms with, but it is undeniable. There have been many times where I thought, "Finally, I'm healed. I'm ready. War is over." I quickly learned that was not the case. I wonder if it will ever truly be "over," if there is a such thing as fully healed. Perhaps, perhaps not. I believe there are some things I will always struggle with. Anxiety and depression, surely. I struggle with relationships and maintaining a stable sense of self and I know that is a battle I will fight for a long time. But I think as long as I focus on what I love and reaching my goals, I can make it through. When I was a child, I felt powerless. I didn't have the safest or best home life. Books were my escape. I felt more comfortable in pages of fiction than I did in my own head. One day, a book series inspired me so much that I picked up a pen and began writing. What I hope to achieve with my writing is to open people's eyes to the magic of creation in literature, empathy, emotional struggles, and the intricacies of life. Part of rediscovering my love for living was achieved in cultivating my love for writing. I want to help others to do the same, to find the one thing that keeps them going and possibly build a career out of it as I have.

My elementary schoolyard was vibrant, but I often stayed in the garden, chasing butterflies or reading. I felt out of place. The kids often made fun of what they didn’t understand—my hair, my body, my love for reading. I was an anomaly to them and to myself. As a child, I felt powerless. My unstable home life and being placed in a predominantly white school left me facing adversity and social injustice. But my parents were avid readers. My father read me Harry Potter as bedtime stories for years. Books became my refuge. Middle school was more diverse, yet I was still seen as “too strange,” “too smart,” “too white.” I spoke “too well” and read “too much,” which made me an outsider. One day, a book series inspired me to start writing. That was my first taste of power. I realized my words held weight—they could influence others and spark change. However, challenges persisted. I continued to be placed in spaces that didn’t fit. I could no longer hide behind my creative outlets. I knew the life I wanted, the woman I wanted to be, and it was my responsibility to cultivate that. By high school, I had been involved in choir for eight years—honor chorus, all-state, and awards. I chose the FAME magnet program for chorus, but it wasn't the right fit. I struggled with my mental health, an issue often dismissed because of my academic success. I felt like my struggles didn’t matter. I was trapped. No one was coming to rescue me, so I advocated for myself and found a program where I could thrive. I reclaimed my power as a creator and individual. Writing became more than an outlet—it became a declaration of my existence. I learned to shape my own narrative. I gained confidence and clarity, realizing I wanted to be that example for others. My identity as an artist is about connection—giving them spaces to grieve, feel, and grow. Rather than keeping my growth to myself, I chose to share it. I work hard every day, remaining in touch with my health and emotions. I want to be a role model to my peers and my younger sister, showing them they can live full, authentic lives despite struggles. I continue to grow, speak out and show up for my community. Many people believe words are just words, but to me, they are everything. Art is as crucial to society as water—it reflects, transforms, motivates, and remembers. Writing gave me my passion, voice, and courage. I could have stayed confined to the box I was placed in, but I broke free and changed my world. Now, I'm determined to do the same for others. Throughout college, I plan to study both creative writing and business so I can one day start my own publishing company or literary agency—one that advocates for marginalized voices, especially in the BIPOC community. I’ve developed a passion for leadership through my roles in National Honor Society and Student Government Association, which have taught me the value of service, vision, innovation, and collaboration. I'm determined to attend a school that nurtures both creativity and purpose. I want to lead, write, and connect, because my story isn't just mine—it's a blueprint for anyone who's ever been underestimated.

My elementary schoolyard was vibrant, but I often stayed in the garden, chasing butterflies or reading. I felt out of place. The kids often made fun of what they didn’t understand—my hair, my body, my love for reading. I was an anomaly to them and to myself. As a child, I felt powerless. My unstable home life and being placed in a predominantly white school left me facing adversity and social injustice. But my parents were avid readers. They instilled in me a love for literature; my father read me Harry Potter as bedtime stories for years. Books became my refuge. My middle school was more diverse, yet I was still seen as “too strange,” “too smart,” and “too white.” I spoke “too well” and read “too much,” which made me an outsider. One day, a book series inspired me to starting writing. That was my first taste of power. I realized my words held weight—they could influence others and spark change. However, challenges persisted. I continued to be placed in spaces that didn’t fit, forcing me to find something more than writing. I could no longer hide behind creative outlets. I knew the life I wanted, the woman I wanted to be, and it was my responsibility to cultivate that. By high school, I had been involved in choir for eight years—honor chorus, all-state, and awards. I chose the FAME magnet program for chorus, which turned out to be a poor fit. I struggled with my mental health, an issue often dismissed because of my academic success. I felt like my struggles didn’t matter. I found myself trapped. No one was coming to rescue me, so I advocated for myself and found a program where I could thrive. I reclaimed my power as a creator and individual. Writing became more than an outlet—it became a declaration of my existence. I learned to shape my own narrative. I gained confidence and faith in myself, realizing I wanted to be that example for others as well. My identity as an artist has always been about connecting with others—giving them spaces to grieve, feel, and grow. Rather than keeping my growth to myself, I chose to share. I work hard every day, remaining in touch with my health and emotions. I want to be a role model to my peers and my younger sister, teaching them they can succeed and live the life they want despite their struggles. I engage with my community, continue to grow, and speak out for myself and others. Many people believe words are just words, but to me, they are everything. Art is as crucial to society as water—it reflects, transforms, motivates, and remembers. I found myself through writing—my passion, voice, and courage. I could have stayed confined to the box I was placed in, but instead, I broke free and changed my world. I’m determined to inspire others to do the same. Throughout college, I will write and connect with the world around me. I'm determined to attend a school that nurtures collaboration and community. I’ve developed a passion for leadership through my roles in National Honor Society and Student Government Association. These experiences taught me the value of collaboration and leadership. I look forward to taking on similar roles in college, joining student organizations, and contributing to causes I’m passionate about. We are all the same at our core. We face challenges, passion, and purpose. Writing and connecting with others is my purpose. I am dedicated to creating, learning, and sharing my stories, because I know words can change lives—the way they changed mine.

When I was a child, I felt powerless. I didn't have the safest or best home life. Books were my escape. I felt more comfortable in pages of fiction than I did in my own head. One day, a book series inspired me so much that I picked up a pen and began writing. I admired the characters and the story so much that I molded them to my imagination. It wasn't long before I created my own characters, my own stories. That was my first taste of power. I had always written for me, but soon I realized my words held weight, that they could influence others and be a catalyst for change. To most people, words are just words. It is why writers are so rare. And that is what I love. This passion and talent that I have to create worlds by hitting a few keys and manipulating a pen is incredibly rare, yet just as powerful as any weapon. I've struggled with mental health for most of my life. Part of rediscovering my love for living was achieved in cultivating my love for writing. I want to help others to do the same, to find the one thing that keeps them going and possibly build a career out of it as I have. I've written an endless number of poems and recently finished my first novel. I'm working on two others while it's in the process of being published. Art is as essential to society as anything. It reflects us, connects us, motivates us, remembers us. What I hope to achieve with my writing is to open people's eyes to the magic of creation in literature, to guide them to see how sacred books and the art of writing really is. From fiction to nonfiction, poetry to prose. Authors hold so much power in their minds, in their hands, and they are brave enough to share it with the world even if others call them crazy. I believe all good artists must be a little bit odd, a little less sane than the rest, because it takes courage to be vulnerable, to defy what society views as acceptable. It takes courage to face the horrors of the world and it takes passion to find beauty in them, to write about them and look at them through various lenses. That is what I have done and will continue to do. I want to share my writing, my gift with the world and inspire others to do the same. Throughout college and life, I will write until my hands no longer work, create as many worlds as I can. I will write books and poetry, all while studying the works of others, being inspired by my professors and peers, pushing myself, and expanding my knowledge and skills. I aim to have a career in supporting other writers. While publishing my own books, I plan to work in the publishing field, likely as an agent or editor. I want to help others achieve their goals, motivate them and continue to cultivate love for the art of writing that I believe many of us lose under the pressure and competition of the working world. We are all the same at our core. We all have a passion, a purpose. This is mine. I love it more than anything and that is why I will succeed.

I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder and depression when I was twelve. I was medicated when I was fourteen. I am now seventeen, my medication has changed, and I've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. My entire life, I've watched trauma and mental health tear my family apart. It has divided us, caused us to mistrust and misunderstand each other. For a while, I was angry and bitter. After all, I was just a child. So are my brother and sister, as well as my friends and peers who've faced similar struggles of their own. We are so afraid of not being accepted that we hide our pain. We suffer in silence, because those of us that have dared to make themselves heard have been shunned, abandoned, ignored and or forgotten. I was just a child, and I lost hope. I was twelve years old, crying in a corner on Christmas Eve, considering suicide. Twelve years old on Christmas Eve. It's tragic to believe that that can happen to someone, especially so young, but it did and it does. Every day. What got me through it was finding things to hold on to. I believe everything happens for a really good reason. If I lose sight of that, nothing makes sense. So I find the reasons, no matter how big or small. When anxiety has me by the throat and I can't breathe, when depression is keeping me confined in my bed and not allowing me to leave, when my moods are erratic and unpredictable and I feel myself ready to lash out at a loved one, I remember that this is someone I love. Whether that be myself, my friend, or my family, this is someone that I love. Or something. I apply that to my every day life now, especially when things are dark. I find my reasons, I find something to look forward to, and I connect. If all else fails, I'll call a friend. These are some things I've learned throughout my healing process that I keep in mind daily. Healing, as a whole, is not a linear process. This can be hard to come to terms with, but it is undeniable. There have been many times where I thought, "Finally, I'm healed. I'm ready. War is over." I quickly learned that was not the case. I wonder if it will ever truly be "over," if there is a such thing as fully healed. Perhaps, perhaps not. I believe there are some things I will always struggle with. Anxiety and depression, surely. I struggle with relationships and maintaining a stable sense of self and I know that is a battle I will fight for a long time. But I think as long as I focus on what I love and reaching my goals, I can make it through. When I was a child, I felt powerless. I didn't have the safest or best home life. Books were my escape. I felt more comfortable in pages of fiction than I did in my own head. One day, a book series inspired me so much that I picked up a pen and began writing. What I hope to achieve with my writing is to open people's eyes to the magic of creation in literature, empathy, emotional struggles, and the intricacies of life. Part of rediscovering my love for living was achieved in cultivating my love for writing. I want to help others to do the same, to find the one thing that keeps them going and possibly build a career out of it as I have.

I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder and depression when I was twelve. I was medicated when I was fourteen. I am now seventeen, my medication has changed, and I've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. My entire life, I've watched trauma and mental health tear my family apart. It has divided us, caused us to mistrust and misunderstand each other. For a while, I was angry and bitter. After all, I was just a child. So are my brother and sister, as well as my friends and peers who've faced similar struggles of their own. Through it all, I've realized that humans are more alike than we realize. We tend to judge, criticize and fear what we do not understand. That is human nature. It is also in human nature to connect with others, but we are so afraid of not being accepted that we hide our pain. We suffer in silence, because those of us that have dared to make themselves heard have been shunned, abandoned, ignored and or forgotten. I was just a child, and I lost hope. I believe most of us have. But I've begun to see the light again. All of my personal struggles and those I have helped others through have hurt me, yes, but have also opened my eyes to what's important. I believe everything happens for a really good reason. If I lose sight of that, nothing makes sense. So I find the reasons, no matter how big or small. Everything I do, I do with empathy and love. Those are the things we have to nurture. When anxiety has me by the throat and I can't breathe, when depression is keeping me confined in my bed and not allowing me to leave, when my moods are erratic and unpredictable and I feel myself ready to lash out at a loved one, I remember that this is someone I love. Whether that be myself, my friend, or my family, this is someone that I love. Or something. I was twelve years old, crying in a corner on Christmas Eve, considering suicide. Twelve years old on Christmas Eve. It's tragic to believe that that can happen to someone, especially so young, but it did and it does. Every day. What got me through it was finding things to hold on to, the things and the people that I love. It's different for everyone, but it's important to find something to look forward to. I apply that to my every day life now, especially when things are dark. I find my reasons, I find something to look forward to, and I connect. Connection is one of the most important things for any species to survive. There are numerous studies that support the idea that short interactions can have significant effects on stress levels, emotions, and overall wellbeing. If all else fails, I'll call a friend. These are some things I've learned throughout my healing process that I keep in mind daily. Healing, as a whole, is not a linear process. This can be hard to come to terms with, but it is undeniable. There have been many times where I thought, "Finally, I'm healed. I'm ready. War is over." I quickly learned that was not the case. I wonder if it will ever truly be "over," if there is a such thing as fully healed. Perhaps, perhaps not. I believe there are some things I will always struggle with. Anxiety and depression, surely. I struggle with relationships and maintaining a stable sense of self and I know that is a battle I will fight for a long time. But I think as long as I focus on what I love and reaching my goals, I can make it through. I'm an author. Writing is my passion; books are my everything. I want to have a career as an author as well as an agent or editor so that I can help others to pursue such a career path as well. When I was a child, I felt powerless. I didn't have the safest or best home life. Books were my escape. I felt more comfortable in pages of fiction than I did in my own head. One day, a book series inspired me so much that I picked up a pen and began writing. I admired the characters and the story so much that I molded them to my imagination. It wasn't long before I created my own characters, my own stories. That was my first taste of power. I had always written for me, but soon I realized my words held weight, that they could influence others and be a catalyst for change. To most people, words are just words. It is why writers are so rare. And that is what I love. This passion and talent that I have to create worlds by hitting a few keys and manipulating a pen is incredibly rare, yet just as powerful as any weapon. I've written an endless number of poems and recently finished my first novel. I'm working on two others while it's in the process of being published. Art is as essential to society as anything. It reflects us, connects us, motivates us, remembers us. What I hope to achieve with my writing is to open people's eyes to the magic of creation in literature, empathy, emotional struggles, and the intricacies of life. Part of rediscovering my love for living was achieved in cultivating my love for writing. I want to help others to do the same, to find the one thing that keeps them going and possibly build a career out of it as I have. Mental health is real. It is everywhere, in all of us. It should be recognized and better understood. I encourage all to work to better understand themselves and the people around them, to put their health above all else. And to never give up.

I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder and depression when I was twelve. I was medicated when I was fourteen. I am now seventeen, my medication has changed, and I've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. My entire life, I've watched trauma and mental health tear my family apart. It has divided us, caused us to mistrust and misunderstand each other. For a while, I was angry and bitter. After all, I was just a child. So are my brother and sister, as well as my friends and peers who've faced similar struggles of their own. We tend to judge, criticize and fear what we do not understand. That is human nature. It is also in human nature to connect with others, but we are so afraid of not being accepted that we hide our pain. We suffer in silence, because those of us that have dared to make themselves heard have been shunned, abandoned, ignored and or forgotten. I was just a child, and I lost hope. I believe most of us have. But I've begun to see the light again. All of my personal struggles and those I have helped others through have hurt me, yes, but have also opened my eyes to what's important. I believe everything happens for a really good reason. If I lose sight of that, nothing makes sense. So I find the reasons, no matter how big or small. Everything I do, I do with empathy and love. Those are the things we have to nurture. When anxiety has me by the throat and I can't breathe, when depression is keeping me confined in my bed and not allowing me to leave, when my moods are erratic and unpredictable and I feel myself ready to lash out at a loved one, I remember that this is someone I love. Whether that be myself, my friend, or my family, this is someone that I love. Or something. I was twelve years old, crying in a corner on Christmas Eve, considering suicide. Twelve years old on Christmas Eve. It's tragic to believe that that can happen to someone, especially so young, but it did and it does. Every day. What got me through it was finding things to hold on to, the things and the people that I love. It's different for everyone, but it's important to find something to look forward to. I apply that to my every day life now, especially when things are dark. I find my reasons, I find something to look forward to, and I connect. Connection is one of the most important things for any species to survive. There are numerous studies that support the idea that short interactions can have significant effects on stress levels, emotions, and overall wellbeing. If all else fails, I'll call a friend. These are some things I've learned throughout my healing process that I keep in mind daily. Healing, as a whole, is not a linear process. This can be hard to come to terms with, but it is undeniable. There have been many times where I thought, "Finally, I'm healed. I'm ready. War is over." I quickly learned that was not the case. I wonder if it will ever truly be "over," if there is a such thing as fully healed. Perhaps, perhaps not. I believe there are some things I will always struggle with. Anxiety and depression, surely. I struggle with relationships and maintaining a stable sense of self and I know that is a battle I will fight for a long time. But I think as long as I focus on what I love and reaching my goals, I can make it through. I'm an author. I want to have a career as an author as well as an agent or editor so that I can help others to pursue such a career path. When I was a child, I felt powerless. I didn't have a good home life. Books were my escape. I felt more comfortable in pages of fiction than in my own head. One day, a book series inspired me so much that I picked up a pen and began writing. I've written an endless number of poems and recently finished my first novel. I'm working on two others while it's in the process of being published. What I hope to achieve with my writing is to open people's eyes to the magic of creation in literature, empathy, emotional struggles, and the intricacies of life. Part of rediscovering my love for living was achieved in cultivating my love for writing. I want to help others to do the same, to find the one thing that keeps them going and possibly build a career out of it as I have.

I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder and depression when I was twelve. I was medicated when I was fourteen. I am now seventeen, my medication has changed, and I've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. My entire life, I've watched trauma and mental health tear my family apart. It has divided us, caused us to mistrust and misunderstand each other. For a while, I was angry and bitter. After all, I was just a child. So are my brother and sister, as well as my friends and peers who've faced similar struggles of their own. Through it all, I've realized that humans are more alike than we realize. We tend to judge, criticize and fear what we do not understand. That is human nature. It is also in human nature to connect with others, but we are so afraid of not being accepted that we hide our pain. We suffer in silence, because those of us that have dared to make themselves heard have been shunned, abandoned, ignored and or forgotten. I was just a child and I lost hope. I believe most of us have. But I've begun to see the light again. All of my personal struggles and those I have helped others through have hurt me, yes, but have also opened my eyes to what's important. I believe everything happens for a really good reason. If I lose sight of that, nothing makes sense. So I find the reasons, no matter how big or small. Everything I do, I do with empathy and love. Those are the things we have to nurture. When anxiety has me by the throat and I can't breathe, when depression is keeping me confined in my bed and not allowing me to leave, when my moods are erratic and unpredictable and I feel myself ready to lash out at a loved one, I remember that this is someone I love. Whether that be myself, my friend, or my family, this is someone that I love. Or something. I was twelve years old, crying in a corner on Christmas Eve, considering suicide. Twelve years old on Christmas Eve. It's tragic to believe that that can happen to someone, especially so young, but it did and it does. Every day. What got me through it was finding things to hold on to, the things and the people that I love. It's different for everyone, but it's important to find something to look forward to. I apply that to my every day life now, especially when things are dark. I find my reasons, I find something to look forward to, and I connect. Connection is one of the most important things for any species to survive. There are numerous studies that support the idea that short interactions can have significant effects on stress levels, emotions, and overall wellbeing. If all else fails, I'll call a friend. These are some things I've learned throughout my healing process that I keep in mind daily. Healing, as a whole, is not a linear process. This can be hard to come to terms with, but it is undeniable. There have been many times where I thought, "Finally, I'm healed. I'm ready. War is over." I quickly learned that was not the case. I wonder if it will ever truly be "over," if there is a such thing as fully healed. Perhaps, perhaps not. I believe there are some things I will always struggle with. Anxiety and depression, surely. I struggle with relationships and maintaining a stable sense of self and I know that is a battle I will fight for a long time. But I think as long as I focus on what I love and reaching my goals, I can make it through. I'm an author. Writing is my passion; books are my everything. I want to have a career as an author as well as an agent or editor so that I can help others to pursue such a career path as well. When I was a child, I felt powerless. I didn't have the safest or best home life. Books were my escape. I felt more comfortable in pages of fiction than I did in my own head. One day, a book series inspired me so much that I picked up a pen and began writing. I admired the characters and the story so much that I molded them to my imagination. It wasn't long before I created my own characters, my own stories. That was my first taste of power. I had always written for me, but soon I realized my words held weight, that they could influence others and be a catalyst for change. To most people, words are just words. It is why writers are so rare. And that is what I love. This passion and talent that I have to create worlds by hitting a few keys and manipulating a pen is incredibly rare, yet just as powerful as any weapon. I've written an endless number of poems and recently finished my first novel. I'm working on two others while it's in the process of being published. Art is as essential to society as anything. It reflects us, connects us, motivates us, remembers us. What I hope to achieve with my writing is to open people's eyes to the magic of creation in literature, the intricacies of life. Part of rediscovering my love for living was achieved in cultivating my love for writing. I want to help others to do the same, to find the one thing that keeps them going and possibly build a career out of it as I have. Mental health is real. It is everywhere, in all of us. It should be recognized and better understood. I encourage all to work to better understand themselves and the people around them, to put their health above all else. And to never give up.

When I was a child, I felt powerless. I didn't have the safest or best home life. Books were my escape. I felt more comfortable in pages of fiction than I did in my own head. One day, a book series inspired me so much that I picked up a pen and began writing. I admired the characters and the story so much that I molded them to my imagination. It wasn't long before I created my own characters, my own stories. That was my first taste of power. I had always written for me, but soon I realized my words held weight, that they could influence others and be a catalyst for change. To most people, words are just words. It is why writers are so rare. And that is what I love. This passion and talent that I have to create worlds by hitting a few keys and manipulating a pen is incredibly rare, yet just as powerful as any weapon. I've written an endless number of poems and recently finished my first novel. I'm working on two others while it's in the process of being published. Art is as essential to society as anything. It reflects us, connects us, motivates us, remembers us. What I hope to achieve with my writing is to open people's eyes to the magic of creation in literature, to guide them to see how sacred books and the art of writing really is. From fiction to nonfiction, poetry to prose. Authors hold so much power in their minds, in their hands, and they are brave enough to share it with the world even if others call them crazy. I believe all good artists must be a little bit odd, a little less sane than the rest, because it takes courage to be vulnerable, to defy what society views as acceptable. It takes courage to face the horrors of the world and it takes passion to find beauty in them, to write about them and look at them through various lenses. That is what I have done and will continue to do. I want to share my writing, my gift with the world and inspire others to do the same. Throughout college and life, I will write until my hands no longer work, create as many worlds as I can. I will write books and poetry, all while studying the works of others, being inspired by my professors and peers, pushing myself, and expanding my knowledge and skills. I aim to have a career in supporting other writers. While publishing my own books, I plan to work in the publishing field, likely as an agent or editor. I want to help others achieve their goals, motivate them and continue to cultivate love for the art of writing that I believe many of us lose under the pressure and competition of the working world. We are all the same at our core. We all have a passion, a purpose. This is mine. I love it more than anything and that is why I will succeed.