I’ve been told I'm a natural-born leader, but in actuality, it took a lot to get to who I am. It took perseverance, restarts, mistakes, guidance, courage, strength, loved ones like friends and family, and most importantly, God. Through God, I have learned to love myself and people. Making God a part of who I am, gives me the confidence to challenge myself and go the extra mile. That confidence enables me to stand on a stage every week, either in school to lead out or at church, to offer a musical gift.
I've discovered my passion for helping others build better relationships with themselves and God through leadership positions in and out of school. I started working in schools at the age of ten. I was a teacher's aide and tutor for kinder and first graders. They taught me to be patient and understanding because every child learns independently. My job was not to compare the students but help them succeed individually. Since then, I've become comfortable mentoring others no matter the age gap, speaking in public about any topic, and educating myself through resources and teachers without a need for motivation other than my desire to grow. No matter where I go, I aim to nurture others in any way I can because wisdom is not limited to age, and God will use any willing heart. As a senior, a teacher's aide, and president of the campus ministries club, I use my influence to inspire children and adults alike. When I lead meetings, I always do my best to encourage and help my team improve our performance so that we can grow the spirituality of our school. Even students who don't know me personally feel comfortable asking for my help because no matter their questions or problem, I greet them with a smile and offer the best assistance I can. I wish to be the sunshine in a world of shadows by letting God shine through me.
This doesn't just apply to the world but also to home. As the eldest, I must support my family and care for the little ones. When my grandma had cancer, I worked with my parents to help the kids accept and cope with the struggle. It was scary to see my grandma come home with discolored skin or covered marks from her latest appointment, but keeping the kids happy meant she would go home to her family as they had always been. Sometimes helping her meant being there to help my grandma prepare for chemotherapy, and sometimes it meant sitting with her until she fell asleep with a smile. When my aunt was diagnosed with a mental disorder soon after, my family stepped in to provide a loving home for my cousins. Every night I prayed with them, and we spent hours talking so they would not face that burden alone.
Perhaps I have been blessed in life, and my family has not suffered as much as others, but that is not to say that my contribution has been any less. After all, to sacrifice is to give, and I have so much in me left. I am young, and my story is still being written, but I am doing my best to ensure that every page in the following chapters speaks volumes of my character. Perhaps the name Ashley Jeannette Leon will never be known worldwide, but what is important is that I did all I could to be the woman God created me to be, and I directed all those around me closer to Him.