"Whether you think you can or you think you can't, you're right". This quote is plastered on posters in many of my high school classrooms. Several times I would look at it and scoff, as though the colorful bubble-lettered words were mocking me while I struggled with difficult math problems or long essays. Oftentimes I would think to myself, "That's the most corny attempt at inspiration that I've ever seen." I know, I was quite the pessimist. But for some reason, that poster became stuck in my mind. I would always remember that quote when I needed it most, almost as though it went with me wherever I would go. Over time, it would become my personal motto. One in which I would apply to every aspect of my life.
I've always been hard on myself. Some see that as a positive thing. I mean, at least I challenge myself to do better, right? But that isn't always the case. You see, there's quite a bit of negativity that comes with excessive self-criticism. A fine line is created between criticism with the goal of improvement, and criticism with the intention of self-deprecation. I tended to lean towards the latter of the two. I never believed in myself, and I took any failure as a sign to stop trying. This constant battle deprived me of any actual growth. As I grew up, I slowly started gaining confidence in my abilities. I no longer looked at challenges with the mindset of, "I know I can't do this, so there's no point in trying." Instead, I started taking chances on things that I was unsure of, and allowing myself to fail and succeed.
This boost in optimism goes beyond the classroom. Just this past summer, three days before my eighteenth birthday, I completed my first marathon. Three years ago, if you would have told me that I would go on to complete a marathon before I was even eighteen, I would have said something along the lines of, "You're crazy! I could never do that." But I did. I was skeptical, sure, but I was willing to take a chance and I believed in myself. I did something I never would have thought to be possible. Experiences like this have helped me believe that I can truly do anything that I set my mind to. Because ultimately, whether you think you can or you think you can't, you're probably right.