Throughout my life, I've had to grow up around alcohol. My father was an alcoholic since the day I was born and he currently is serving 6 years in the bowling green state prison in Missouri. From what I've had to witness growing up I want to go on to further my education in nursing to provide help and care for people. Growing up with a parental figure as an alcoholic can seriously have a huge mental toll, affect learning, and even take part in a huge mental health crisis.
I want to help people, I want to save lives, I want to give people second chances and help them continue with their lives and grow to be better people. The relationship I have with my Father is very strained, I haven't seen him or spoken to him in a long time and the mental toll that alcoholism can have on a person secondhand is a very big problem in our society that tends to get swept under the rug and not so often noticed. Addiction is a terrible disease that is 100% curable, the biggest issue is self-discipline when it comes to addicts. A little under 90,000 people die a year in the united states from alcoholism. The amount of families, children, parents, brothers, sisters and so many more that have lost a loved one to such a horrible disease is heart-wrenching.
I want to provide help to people and show people that there IS a cure and they can come out of their addiction stronger than ever. They can rebuild their lives, relationships and friendships again with loved ones. It's not all over because they made a mistake. Growing up dealing with alcoholism around me from such a young age has truly opened my eyes to how badly it can affect others, not only just the addict. I've had to become financially independent, struggle to buy a car work two jobs and go to high school, watch my father's parents cry and hold them while they sobbed in my arms, comfort my little brother while his father is a drug addict, watch my little brother cry and sob in my arms from what his father's actions have done to him. Addiction is truly one of the hardest and saddest problems in our nation in my opinion and I truly believe that addicts can change their life around and become better people.
When I go into nursing school to pursue my education of becoming an ER nurse, I know I'm going to have to come into contact with many addicts and help save their lives. I will not only be saving their lives just to save them, but for their mother, father, brother, sister, daughter, son, husband or wife, aunts and uncles, friends, and cousins, I will not only be saving their life for themselves but their loved ones as well. Everybody has a story, everybody has someone who cares about them and I want to be there to not only listen but to provide life-changing advice and show that they can turn their life around for the better.
I have faith in my Father turning himself around and I'll be here to support him time and time again, it may take a few times but there's hope and I'll be here for him not only as a doctor but a soon-to-be ER nurse as well.