When I was six years old, I went grocery shopping with my mom and the checkout lady asked, “Are you excited for Santa to come?” I looked her straight in the eyes and excitedly told her he came two nights ago and all of the thrilling gifts I had received. I saw her eyes dart to my mother with an odd reaction. My mother smiled and explained that my dad is a Delaware State Police Trooper, so holidays were sometimes moved. She finished ringing us up and wished us Happy Holidays.
Once we left the store, I don’t remember discussing how odd the checkout lady acted. I took for granted that she had no clue that Christmas was two days ago. Now looking backwards, I realize that was one of the many sacrifices that children of first responders make without thinking twice. Another one is going several days without seeing my dad because of his rotating work schedules and emergency overtime. Every time his cell phone would ring, a specific ringtone assigned to police phone calls, we all knew to immediately silence ourselves so that he could answer the important call. I know my dad is hard-working, empathetic, and extremely selfless; those values have shaped me into the person I want to be.
My primary goal for going to college is to get a degree in political science, gain employment, and make a positive lasting contribution. In college, I hope to develop into a disciplined, well-rounded adult who will use my leadership skills to collaboratively work with others. Being a goal-oriented, ambitious person, I dream of one day working in public service. Serving communities and working to improve the lives of others will be rewarding, and I aspire to be hard-working, empathetic, and selfless.
I am self-driven and have always dreamed of being a college athlete. Since fourth grade, I have spent endless hours doing field hockey: drills, pulls, aerial shots, and more. I have played on several club teams and traveled to national tournaments. Due to his career, my father was supportive but not always physically present at many of those events to share in my accomplishments. The drive and determination that it takes to play at this high level gives me a great sense of pride and confidence in my abilities. I know that this college goal is one that I will achieve.
Last spring, I had a pinnacle moment, I made the Puerto Rico National Field Hockey Team. After the tryout, I was so relieved when the coach told me I was a perfect fit for their team. I gratefully accepted the offer, walked to the car, and cried – happy tears. I had worked hard for it, and now I felt a higher purpose behind my playing.
To fully understand what that moment meant, I recall an extremely challenging time in a past tryout that didn’t end so well. It was a college recruiting clinic at the University of Richmond. For twelve hours, I gave everything I had. I scored five goals during the scrimmage and never let up. Afterward, I waited thirty minutes to personally thank the coaches, hoping they saw my effort. I had been one of the best players on the field that day. But the head coach dismissed me, saying I needed to “work on my technique.” I had just watched her tell others she “could see them playing for her,” but I didn’t get to hear those words. I cried the whole car ride home.
That moment haunts me, but it made me realize the magnitude of what I was doing. The amount of pressure I was putting on myself was exhausting. But I also learned that no matter how hard I try, I can’t control how others respond and that doesn’t take away from my effort or value. Over time, I began to see each experience, good or bad, as a chance to grow. I believe that moment in time ignited my courage to go for my dreams and aim for the goals that have value. I hope to one day be in public service, where I too can bravely serve and protect the community in which we live. I will make a difference in the well-being of others just as first responders do. They are heroes in the community and I also want to feel that pride in my future career.