My faith story started out very straightforward, but always felt very complex to me. I was always taught that I should love Jesus, and that I should believe in a God, but I was never taught how. I grew up going to a church that valued knowledge over relationship, so while I was taught a lot about the Bible, I didn't know it was even possible to have a relationship with Jesus on a personal level. This past summer, however everything changed for me.
When I started middle school, my family switched churches. At this church, I was taught the value of Godly relationships here on earth. I found friends that valued the same things I did, and showed me how I should be living as a Christian teenager. This past summer, I attended a summer camp for high schoolers. It was until this moment that I realized Jesus wanted an actual relationship with me, not just the transactional faith I had been living in until that point. I began to be able to give everything in my life to Him, instead of just giving Him what I wanted to. This decision is ultimately what helped me decide on my career path and college choice.
I knew I wanted to go to a small college. My mom had attended one when she went to college, and she loved the atmosphere, so it has always been my goal to attend a private university. I hadn't originally wanted to go to a Christian college though. I was never completely opposed to it, but it wasn't exactly my dream, either. As usual, though, my plans changed. My youth pastor's wife heard I was touring a college close to the one she had attended, and recommended us to take a look. I went, and I loved it. The atmosphere, campus size, dorms, everything was exactly how I had always envisioned college for myself. It was a Christian college, though. After lots of prayer and thought, I decided that was where I was being called, and, while I still have not put in a deposit as of writing this, I know that is where I will be attending school in the fall.
As for my career goals, I have always loved honoring God through science. Most people have this belief that God and science cannot coexist, but this is completely unbiblical. The more I learn about science, the more I believe in God. Everything in our lives has such a complex background that there is no way there is no Creator behind it. I plan to major in biochemistry, and go on to a pharmacy school after I complete that. I believe God has called me to work with children, and I have felt like this since I was very young, so I will, with any luck, be combining my passion for children and science into working as a pediatric hospital pharmacist. I look forward to this career, because it allows me to do what I love while following God's plan for my life.
Even though my relationship with Jesus started out a little rocky, now that I have started giving everything in my life to Him, I feel so much more free. He showed me a direction to go, a path to follow where He is leading me the whole way. I feel so much more free now that I have a plan, and personally know the God who will be leading me through every step.