Growing up, it was just us, my mom and I against the world. We didn’t have much, but she made sure our little apartment always felt like home. When she couldn’t afford a new toy or the field trip I wanted to go on, she’d still find a way to turn the regular day into a movie. Despite all the hardships my mom was going through, she always smiled. Watching her find joy in moments that others might stress over taught me something: happiness is a choice, and perspective is everything. I am determined to make the day great. My mom had nothing to be happy about but still smiled every day. I remember in 3rd grade when my mom first started working at a gas station because it was all she could get at the time. This transition was tricky for us because this meant she worked ALL the time, mornings, nights, even holidays. But I understood that this was something she HAD to do. Her working mornings meant I had to start waking myself up for school in the morning. My parents always told me school was the way to success, so every morning I woke myself up at 7 o’clock to a dark apartment with silence almost louder than my alarm. Even with such a big change in routine, I never missed a day of school. The darkness outside was always the scariest part for me. I was so paranoid that someone would break in that I would literally have to watch the front door while getting ready. Nine-year-old me was so convinced that if I was watching the door and someone actually broke in and saw 4-foot little ole me, they would just get intimidated and close the door. Eventually realized that being so scared wasn’t fun, so I taught myself to think more positively. Instead of imagining someone breaking in, I told myself to think about my friends knocking on the door to see if I was ready to walk to the bus. Even if this wasn't realistic because my friends weren’t usually the ones knocking because I left earlier, I told myself this to make me feel better. Now that I'm older, I've realized this was the first time I taught myself about a positive perspective. Looking back, I realized that moment changed the way I see everything now. I didn’t know it then, but I was teaching myself how to find light in the dark, something I still do every day. This experience not only taught me perspective, but it also taught me determination. And it shows how passionate I am about school. I will use perspective and determination to get through college. I am determined to be great. When things get hard for me, I do not give up; I push through because I know what I’m working toward. In college, I will make sure I use a positive perspective to get through hard times. I know there will be nights when I’m tired from studying, days when I feel like giving up, or moments when things just don’t go my way. Yet, I will remind myself of how far I’ve come and how much my education means to me and my family. Keeping perspective helps me see that even on my hardest days, there is still something to be thankful for. The chance to learn, to grow, and to make my mom proud. Perspectives will keep me determined, and hopeful no matter how tough things get. I’ll carry my mom's strength with me and use it to make her proud.